4.5 stars a nostalgic read
2015 REVIEW
This is my second book from Mathewson and I have to say that I absolutely love the writing style!!! There's romance and sexual tension yet so many comedic moments that I find myself laughing out loud. I can't wait to read more! I absolutely loved Trevor and Zoe's story!
CURRENT REVIEW
Rereading this took me back. It’s been over 8 years since I read it 😬😱
Also… I didn’t realize how much sex is in this book. Dear LAWD. These two put bunnies to shame!!!!
Zoe’s (29) having the worst day ever. Not only did she get fired for DOING THE RIGHT THING, but her car window breaks, in the middle of the rain, along with her heel, she gets stuck in the mud, and her food delivery is taken by her neighbor.
Her very VERY annoying and loud neighbor 😑 (who she finds out is ALSO her landlord 😬).
Travis enjoys his life, except for the fact that he can’t order ANY delivery food from anywhere because he’s been banned 😅😬. He’s a Bradford and they’re all known for their LARGE appetites and willingness to get aggressive when it comes to food 😅🤣. So when a delivery guy accidentally knocks on his door instead of Zoe’s, well he does the only respectable and gentlemanly thing.
He takes the food and pretends it’s for him 😅 and gives no f’s about Zoe 🤣🤣🤣.
She finds out and confronts him… and then he says the only thing that could hurt a curvy/big girl- that she doesn’t NEED the food 🫣 😬😅 (don’t worry… Zoe doesn’t commit murder 😬).
He feels terrible after and finds out that Zoe’s in need of a job. Good thing his uncle needs someone to help them out with their construction business.
And that’s how Zoe begins working for the Bradfords. All seems well until Zoe decides she wants to get over her 5-year dry spell. When she goes out to try to find ANY guy to f, Travis gets jealous and propositions that they have a sex-only, friends-with-benefit type of relationship.
And Zoe accepts 😈.
What I liked: possible spoilers
—how Travis and Zoe decided to beat all bunnies out there, because they f better than them 👀😅. Like. Seriously 🔥 how the hell does Zoe still have a vagina???? Even I was sore. Like. Girl. Zoe. Are you alive??? Blink twice if you need help. Jeeezus Christ 🥵🔥. Viagra needs to study Travis and find out what they need to do to add to their magic blue pill, because Travis is king in that department. Refractory period where??? It doesn’t exist for him 🔥. Zoe, you lucky lucky girl… you need to live off ice baths 🤣. It’s hard not to be jealous 💅.
—how “convincing” Travis is when he wants something 👀.
—the way body insecurities are addressed. Zoe’s a bigger girl, which means, she knows and is VERY aware of what people think. I felt this. I’ve known people that do what Zoe does- which is restrict her calories to be in such a deficit that she losses a lot of weight quickly. It’s not just there where her insecurities come in, but in the bedroom as well. Again, I understood her feelings and struggles. It can be tough 🤷🏻♀️ especially when we’re being spoon fed images of the perfect body ALL. THE. DAMN. TIME! 😐 I know people wanna make it seem like once the HEA happens, all insecurities are gone, but the reality is that for many of us, it doesn’t happen. Luckily, we need to find partners that love every single part of us ❤️ and Zoe found that in Travis.
—the obsession with food 🤣🤣🤣. Omg. These men are O B S E S S E D!!! If only we could get men to look at us like these men look at pizza, chicken wings, and sandwiches 🤣🤣🤣. But also… SAAAAME!!! 😅🤣 #thestruggleisreal
—the 🔥. Look. I know I mentioned this above, but this is me commenting on how O B S E S S E D Travis is with Zoe, her body, her beauty (even though she’s described as a plain Jane). He gives no F’s and just wants her. There are scenes were there are beautiful, thin women around and he has NO REACTION . His dick ain’t stiff 💅💅💅. His addiction is Zoe and she’s all he needs 👏🏻👀🔥. That’s a real man right there.
—the cute stuff. I love that Zoe reads to Travis lol (brought me back to my Twilight obsession years) or how *accepting* Travis is to the dog(s) she adopts 😅. Even them talking through the wall is cute (and smart 🤷🏻♀️)
—Jason and Haley make lots of appearances 🥹. Omg Jason trying to get Haley fired for sexual harassment had me DYING 🤣🤣🤣💀💀💀
—Jason defending Zoe. When his “friend” calls her fat and ugly, Jason takes care of his ass 💅🤷🏻♀️👏🏻
—the audacity. Oh gawd. Jason gives no f’s and does things without Zoe’s permission. She should be happy he moved her in without her knowing 🤷🏻♀️ less stress on her 💁🏻♀️🤣😈💅
What I wanted more of/didn’t like:
—the fat shaming comments were 😬. Even Jason’s thoughts at first weren’t the most positive, but it showed his growth and obsession with Zoe as he started to change his way of thinking and viewing her. It was an obvious dichotomy between the beginning and ending (or more like middle) of the book. But still …😬😅
—I wish we had seen more of them dating. I know their relationship was a secret, but once he decided to commit, I wanted to see more.
—although his dyslexia is a huge insecurity for Travis, we don’t see it come into play as much. There was potential for some angst here
Overall, I loved it ❤️
⚠️safety squad ⚠️
-no cheating/sharing
-neither mc have had sex in a long time (5 years for her/1.5 years for him)
-H has dyslexia
-fat shaming/body dysmorphia/eating disorder (counting calories)/death of parents mentioned
-OMD- when the h tries to go to a bar to find a guy to have sex with, the H scares all of them off; the H goes ballistic thinking of her with OM; anytime men gawk at her, he loses his ish
-OWD- the H’s friend sets him up on a date. The H accepts but then realizes he doesn’t want the ow. There are girls that constantly flirt with him when they go out. The H puts them all in their place, politely
-condoms, but 😈
-HEA/epilogue 8 years later