A friend who got into drawing fairly recently showed me one of the many sketchbooks they filled in the same time it took me to finish perhaps 8-10 fully rendered, but ultimately pretty simple illustrations - so, approximately two years. That sheer amount of beautiful, imperfect experimentation with material, media and colours, untainted by the pressure of sharing content online, haunts me to this day.
I haven't consistently drawn on paper since high school, resorting to the security of reversible and adjustable, time-saving digital art, and quickly dropped any pencil sketching practice I might have picked up since. I have never in my life finished a sketchbook, because I am an anxious perfectionist and full-time employee, who would rather spend time churning out more likes and reblogs = serotonin than privately practicing art for myself.
But said friend also took me to a life drawing session, which frankly made me feel like an actual artist for the first time in years. Maybe it was the many other creatives quietly concentrating on the same subject in a cozy atmosphere, maybe it was the cocktails? But I want to do it again. And as motivation, I won an even bigger sketchbook during that event, which is is sitting on my desk now, silently judging me for not using it.
But I will!!! And now that I saw at this inspiring insight into more or less famous artists' sketchbooks, I want to more than ever. Their versatility is fascinating - some use them as scrap books, some as diaries, some lay out panels, some produce basically finished and fully coloured pieces directly on the page. You can tell from most interviews that no artist utilizes their sketchbook practice the same - just as every artist's work is unique.
I was blown away by the examples of scenes documented by the chosen illustrators of the world wars, of course (I do so love the golden era of illustration). That those practice pieces still exist, and that we are still able to look at the process and thoughts behind a painter's opus years if not centuries after their death, is a blessing. It makes me hope that future artists might one day look at my own silly doodles and find love and inspiration in them. So maybe I should fill that sketchbook.
***I received a digital copy from the publisher through Edelweiss in exchange for an honest review.***