I don't know what I was expecting with this series, but I am a big fan of both Ben Reilly and J.M. DeMatteis, so I might have pumped to his story up in my head a little too much, and, having now read it, I'm just a little let down.
But, there's nothing wrong with the story at all. The tone is very much in keeping with the books at the time. Ben was still finding himself, and still pretty emo about it. Ashley Kafka and Ravencroft, staples of DeMatteis 's run, were featured prominently. There was a lot of introspection and psychobabble, and at least one "Get. Out. Of. My. Head!!!" for good measure.
In short, it was very much a 1990s DeMatteis Spider-Man book.
Maybe too much.
Much as I liked that era, looking back, it was very angsty, and the humor was pretty sparse. Spider-Man, Peter and Ben both, had a tendency to lash out and just wail on people back then, and even as a child that seemed not great to me. I know it's just the soapy drama being dialed up, but it' a trope I don't like and it makes Peter seem unhinged. And giving Ben that same energy almost thirty years later in 2022 did not bring me joy.
The theme of the book was identity. Who is Ben Reilly? What makes him not Peter Parker? Where is the line? And how much of Peter does Ben need to leave behind to just be Ben? And naturally, these questions are reflected in Spidercide's actions.
Spidercide. There's a character I never thought I'd see again. And I was fine with that. Spidercide was massively overpowered even if Tom Lyle wrote him, a character who had total control of his molecular structure, falling to his death off a building in the abysmal finale of Maximum Clonage. DeMatteis brought him back here as a foil for Reilly. Which wasn't bad, surprisingly. That being said, I kind of hope I never see him again.
I'm rambling.
I think the real reason I'm disappointed in this story is that I've already read the story of Ben Reilly finding himself in 1994 or whenever. Reilly made his peace just before Osborn pulped him. I was hoping DeMatteis would tread some new ground. And since Ben has literally had his humanity stripped away at the end of the Beyond arc, it's dubious whether I'll see him as a hero again in the present time. In a way, this story could be his sendoff, and I was hoping for something in the caliber of The Lost Years but instead got something that was...fine.