Cassie McDowell is a twelve year old girl living in rural Minnesota in the 1980s, daughter of well educated, but poor, free living, hippy-ish parents. You might think that she and her older sister had a blessed life, but there are bad things happening to boys in her area and bad things happening in her own home. Cassie lives in fear of her dad coming up the stairs to her room at night, something she tries to fend off by writing stories in her diary. And Cassie and the entire town are concerned that boys are going missing, only to show up again, having been molested by a masked man. Rumors are rampant but because the boys are from the poorest side of town, next to nothing it being done about the abuse to the boys. Then finally, a boy from the rich part of town goes missing and things start to heat up.
Things really aren't much better at Cassie's house. Her parents hold parties where anything goes and they don't even try to hide it from their daughters. Both girls are told they can never speak of what goes on at home, because other people won't "understand". Smart, creative Cassie is living a nightmare but not able to reach out to anyone about it. She decides to solve the mystery of who is kidnapping and molesting her schoolmates but she fears even those crimes may be way closer to home than just in her neighborhood. Her father's ever changing moods rule the household and there are so many secrets, including what happens in their dirt basement.
While this might be a coming of age story, it is for sure a tension filled thriller. Every day and especially, every night, of Cassie's life, is spent in fear of the monster who is may come up the stairs and the monster who is taking young boys. Cassie's mom won't put a stop to what happens at home and in fact, turns a blind eye to it. Cassie's sister is acting out, dealing with everything in the most dysfunctional of ways. I felt for all the children, even those that take to striking out at those weaker than them, because they are trapped in a world that puts what side of town one lives in, over actual crimes that need investigating.
This was a Kindle First Read choice.