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Formula Q #2
Drive to Feel Alive
Formula Q is the fastest motorsport in the world. Only the highest-performing athletes can make it to the grid. They drive fast, work hard, and play hard, but off-camera, anything goes.
The public knows me as Berto ‘Honeybear’ Navarro, number two driver in the fastest team in FQ. I’m a simple guy, and I’m perfectly content with my life as a motorsports celebrity. The world doesn’t need to know that I don’t like sex or dating.
I’m not gay like my buddy Damon, but I’m not really straight either. It’s time to face the scary truth: I’m probably asexual.
The only sliver of hope I have is my new friend Hunter. He helps me work through my orientation issues and doesn’t judge me for feeling uneducated and naïve. He’s sweet, smart, and generous with his time.
As the weeks go by, Hunter and I get closer, and suddenly intimacy is something I want to explore, but only with him. Hunter makes everything feel right. No one has ever lit a spark in my soul, but now my new best friend makes fireworks go off in my heart.
I thought winning races was the ultimate high and all I needed in life. That was before I touched Hunter—now, I crave so much more. For sex and love, I finally found my green light, and I’m not slowing down.
(“Drive to Feel Alive” is a male/male motorsports romance novel. It involves waffle dates, asexuality, video game conventions, exploring true intimacy for the first time, and yes, lots of racing action worldwide. It is book two of a series, has a HEA, and can be read as a standalone)
The public knows me as Berto ‘Honeybear’ Navarro, number two driver in the fastest team in FQ. I’m a simple guy, and I’m perfectly content with my life as a motorsports celebrity. The world doesn’t need to know that I don’t like sex or dating.
I’m not gay like my buddy Damon, but I’m not really straight either. It’s time to face the scary truth: I’m probably asexual.
The only sliver of hope I have is my new friend Hunter. He helps me work through my orientation issues and doesn’t judge me for feeling uneducated and naïve. He’s sweet, smart, and generous with his time.
As the weeks go by, Hunter and I get closer, and suddenly intimacy is something I want to explore, but only with him. Hunter makes everything feel right. No one has ever lit a spark in my soul, but now my new best friend makes fireworks go off in my heart.
I thought winning races was the ultimate high and all I needed in life. That was before I touched Hunter—now, I crave so much more. For sex and love, I finally found my green light, and I’m not slowing down.
(“Drive to Feel Alive” is a male/male motorsports romance novel. It involves waffle dates, asexuality, video game conventions, exploring true intimacy for the first time, and yes, lots of racing action worldwide. It is book two of a series, has a HEA, and can be read as a standalone)
210 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 12, 2023
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About the author
C.D. Rachels
22 books114 followersCD Rachels has been coming up with stories since he was little. At first it was all about superheroes and pocket monsters, but his genre of choice has expanded since puberty.
He’s been consuming young adult gay fiction since he was a teen, but within the past five years moved up to the big leagues of gay adult romance. In 2020 during quarantine, he burned through more male/male romance books than he ever had in the previous 29 years combined.
He lives in New York City with the love of his life and is a nurse by trade. When he’s not reading and writing, he’s playing board games and practicing music. He is honored to become a self-published author, and if you’re reading this, your support means so much to him that it’s giving him a tingly feeling (in a good way).
He’s been consuming young adult gay fiction since he was a teen, but within the past five years moved up to the big leagues of gay adult romance. In 2020 during quarantine, he burned through more male/male romance books than he ever had in the previous 29 years combined.
He lives in New York City with the love of his life and is a nurse by trade. When he’s not reading and writing, he’s playing board games and practicing music. He is honored to become a self-published author, and if you’re reading this, your support means so much to him that it’s giving him a tingly feeling (in a good way).
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August 21, 2024DNF @ 10%. Seeing Hunter, who is the director of a LGBTQ support center and who offers Berto to talk about his lack of interest in sex and dating, constantly think about how disappointed he is that Berto is probably ace felt both unprofessional and disappointing on a personal level as an ace person. A mention of it makes sense, but going on and on about it really feels like he cares more about Berto as a potential dating partner than as his own person and someone who needs his expertise and guidance.
March 26, 2023
DNF at 25%
Warnings: from the author "Mild mentions of eating disorders"
Please accept my honesty in a slightly messy DNF review. I stopped reading at about the 26% mark, the start of chapter 9. This was when I realised that I really was not enjoying myself and I have other books waiting that are a better use of my time. Because as much as I desperately wanted to like this. Oh man, it is so bad. The only reason that I read for as long as I did, the only thing preventing Drive to Feel Alive from receiving a single star is my respect for any author writing an aspec protagonist. It has a near-fanfic feel at times. The research is a bit shoddy, if you are going to set an entire series in a racing category at least try to get it right. I don't want perfect realism but some of what was said here was just wrong, and with the popularity of Drive to Survive even novices will be able to pick some of the flaws.
Berto ‘Honeybear’ Navarro is likeable but as much as we keep getting told he's not dumb, he's not helping his own case. He at times presents as a bit dim. There is at least some canon backing for this, he was homeschooled like so many high-level athletes, it's made him brilliant at what was engineered for him but not necessarily at traditional educational skills. That includes, to a degree, social skills. As one who was homeschooled, he has a bit of a lack of education in sexual identities. The book is about him discovering who he is, and how he is with someone else if that makes sense. Berto is almost certainly inspired on some level by former MacLaren F1 driver Daniel Ricciardo, nicknamed the Honey Badger. Anyone with an even passing influence in Formula One will see the likeness. Berto has a physical similarity and the orange shirt from the opening scene just sealed it for me, though they do have different ethnicities. I can't say he's the worst driver to take inspiration from, hugely popular and has managed to endear himself to many across teams (trust me it's a feat).
The other protagonist is Hunter Blakeson, the gay director of the "dental floss budget" True Self an LGBTQ support centre. He is lacking in the body confidence department but is exceptionally good at his job, counselling those questioning their sexuality. It is with Hunter that I have so many issues. He is so offputting to me. He just comes across as horny and a little bit creepy. It would be better if we were not in his head, but we are and those are the vibes I am getting. The teenage-like masturbation (his idea) about a client or at best new friend, and someone he knows to be an aspec is just off-putting to me. But it could be because I am an aspec and well female. I'm guessing those would dissipate as time goes on as Berto and Hunter draw closer together, as their sexual dynamic becomes less one-sided.
These negatives said Rachel does write respectfully and well about the aspec experience up to the point I read, including the lines "Asexuality. Demisexuality. Aromantic. Huh. These terms are new to me, and they’re so fascinating. The descriptions are relatable and… enlightening?". A true mood for any aspec. 💜 I appreciate the perhaps incidental choice to have Berto wear a purple t-shirt, purple is our colour. This quote about the patriarchy is just straight off social media but you know I like it anyway. “But now… I don’t understand why sex is such a big deal,” Berto says. “That’s all anyone talked about at the racing academy, then in the locker rooms at training camps for FQ.”
“The patriarchy is weird like that,” I reply. I nibble on the last of my waffle, trying not to dwell on the fat content of my meal. “Toxic masculinity exclusively emphasizes on aggression and chasing after girls. In actuality, most men never get a chance to explore what they want, how they want it, or what feels good.”.
A bit about me for framing. I have been watching motorsport since I was a child, I know the roles (duties and titles) within teams and the broad rules. Specifically Formula One the category that Formula Q is almost certainly based on. But I have watched others over the years as well. I have a sense of completionism when it comes to books with aspec protagonists. So few authors are willing to write aces (let alone Rachel's one blessed step further a demi) as such when it comes to rating any of those books they are usually an automatic 5🌟.
Disclaimer: I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
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Crossposted on Amazon as: “Why are you the only one who cares how I feel?”
May 18, 2023
4 stars
I loved this book very much, the main characters, Hunter and Berto are so sweet and lovely, perfect for each other. I found Berto's ace/grey sexuality and Hunter's self esteem problems very well written.
It was nice seeing how their friendship developed into something more and I loved that Berto was brave enough to ask for what he really wanted; their confrontation at the wedding was very emotional.
I didn't like at all that Hunter was considering dating, it seemed to me that he wanted to have a backup plan, just in case. And I couldn't understand why, in the first book, Damon was terrified to come out because of his job, while Berto had no issue whatsoever, it seemed like they lived in two different universe.
Anyway I'm absolutely going to read the third book, Drive Back To You, Robesy's story.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review
I edited this review to correct typo errors.
I loved this book very much, the main characters, Hunter and Berto are so sweet and lovely, perfect for each other. I found Berto's ace/grey sexuality and Hunter's self esteem problems very well written.
It was nice seeing how their friendship developed into something more and I loved that Berto was brave enough to ask for what he really wanted; their confrontation at the wedding was very emotional.
I didn't like at all that Hunter was considering dating, it seemed to me that he wanted to have a backup plan, just in case. And I couldn't understand why, in the first book, Damon was terrified to come out because of his job, while Berto had no issue whatsoever, it seemed like they lived in two different universe.
Anyway I'm absolutely going to read the third book, Drive Back To You, Robesy's story.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review
I edited this review to correct typo errors.
March 20, 2023
I loved the representation of ace/gray ace here with Berto! He struggled so much to feel like he was whole - that was the best part of this book! Well written and emotionally impactful - Berto's feelings were honestly portrayed.
Berto is successful - he's a race car driver for goodness sake - but he feels like he is broken. Why does he not have the desire to date, let alone have sex, with anyone? What is wrong with him? It's a secret he hides away without someone to help him sort through his feelings.
Enter Hunter - he is the manager of a self help center for LGBTQ+ individuals and it's his passion to help individuals navigate their way through the murky waters of self identification. His center is his life and he will do anything to keep it afloat.
Hunter and Berto meet when Berto comes with a trio of drivers to an autograph signing to benefit the center. We get several glimpses of Damon and Rocky from book 1, Drive to Thrive through this story and that's a treat! Berto feels comfortable around Hunter and asks for his guidance. Hunter is attracted to Berto, but understands that he is asexual and there isn't much hope for them to have a spark for more than their burgeoning friendship.
Berto is the heart and soul of this book. He sees himself as unintelligent - a "dummy" he calls himself often - so his lack of understanding of his sexuality only makes him feel dumber. Hunter is a great source of encouragement and support for Berto, and that's just what he needs.
Where I found this book to not be my cup of tea was in Hunter. I just couldn't find myself investing in him as a character as much as Berto. He initially mostly comments on Berto's looks and it takes awhile for him to mention his other attributes. I did not love him as much as I have so many other CD Rachels characters from his first series (such as The Roles We Own) or the first book in this series. Could just be that Hunter wasn't a character that spoke to me.
Once we got into Berto and Hunter exploring the physical connections they felt, this book shines! Rachels does a great job of sharing Berto's shock and surprise at his enjoyment of his physical explorations with Hunter with the reader. I loved the middle part of this book best when Berto grew more and more brave about what he wanted to try - all because he had never felt a connection with someone like he did with Hunter. It was good stuff!
I understood Hunter's lack of confidence and why that contributed to his struggle to accept that Berto wanted him. The smartest people can still struggle to see what is right in front of them if they don't feel they deserve it. It still was hard to read because poor Berto is pretty straightforward with his feelings the entire book. He wants to keep doing what feels good and right to him - and that's being with Hunter.
A good book to continue the series, even though I did like book 1 a tad bit better.
I received an ARC of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review!
Berto is successful - he's a race car driver for goodness sake - but he feels like he is broken. Why does he not have the desire to date, let alone have sex, with anyone? What is wrong with him? It's a secret he hides away without someone to help him sort through his feelings.
Enter Hunter - he is the manager of a self help center for LGBTQ+ individuals and it's his passion to help individuals navigate their way through the murky waters of self identification. His center is his life and he will do anything to keep it afloat.
Hunter and Berto meet when Berto comes with a trio of drivers to an autograph signing to benefit the center. We get several glimpses of Damon and Rocky from book 1, Drive to Thrive through this story and that's a treat! Berto feels comfortable around Hunter and asks for his guidance. Hunter is attracted to Berto, but understands that he is asexual and there isn't much hope for them to have a spark for more than their burgeoning friendship.
Berto is the heart and soul of this book. He sees himself as unintelligent - a "dummy" he calls himself often - so his lack of understanding of his sexuality only makes him feel dumber. Hunter is a great source of encouragement and support for Berto, and that's just what he needs.
Where I found this book to not be my cup of tea was in Hunter. I just couldn't find myself investing in him as a character as much as Berto. He initially mostly comments on Berto's looks and it takes awhile for him to mention his other attributes. I did not love him as much as I have so many other CD Rachels characters from his first series (such as The Roles We Own) or the first book in this series. Could just be that Hunter wasn't a character that spoke to me.
Once we got into Berto and Hunter exploring the physical connections they felt, this book shines! Rachels does a great job of sharing Berto's shock and surprise at his enjoyment of his physical explorations with Hunter with the reader. I loved the middle part of this book best when Berto grew more and more brave about what he wanted to try - all because he had never felt a connection with someone like he did with Hunter. It was good stuff!
I understood Hunter's lack of confidence and why that contributed to his struggle to accept that Berto wanted him. The smartest people can still struggle to see what is right in front of them if they don't feel they deserve it. It still was hard to read because poor Berto is pretty straightforward with his feelings the entire book. He wants to keep doing what feels good and right to him - and that's being with Hunter.
A good book to continue the series, even though I did like book 1 a tad bit better.
I received an ARC of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review!
April 20, 2023
***ARC Review***
This is my honest review for the ARC I received.
This is the second book in the Formula Q series by C.D. Rachels. We’re back in the world of motorsports romance in this story. Heriberto and Hunter are a genuinely sweet pairing. I really enjoyed reading their new best friends to more experience.
Berto loves to race cars. Being a celebrity? Not so much. Berto is very go with the flow. He does what is asked of him by his job and he is content with being #2 on his team. Berto meets Hunter while signing autographs at a charity event at the LGBTQ support center that Hunter is a counselor at. Both men click and become fast friends. Berto confides in Hunter and Hunter helps Berto.
Rachels highlights asexuality in this novel. Berto does not identify as gay or straight. He thinks he may be asexual and his new friend Hunter helps him navigate his sexual orientation journey until he decides on gray-ace. (Btw, I love that Hunter from book one in the series is an MC in this book)! As the pair draw closer, Berto develops feelings and urges for and towards Hunter. Their first kiss is excellent! I really appreciated that Hunter didn’t pressure Berto as he figures out what he wants to do sexually, if anything. Hunter always lets Berto take the lead. While the pair connect emotionally (and physically), Berto helps Hunter understand that he is enough and worth it. The shared intimacy these two have is top notch! I adored their love of gaming.
One thing I struggled with was the amount of times Berto called himself dumb in this story. It was also a struggle observing Hunter being hard on himself about how he looks. (He has Mike to thank for that). That said, I appreciated that both MCs didn’t let the other speak poorly about themselves. They lift one another up instead.
The cast of characters is well rounded in this book. The Formula Q guys, Rocky, Aunt Josephine, Catherine, and Berto’s family are great. I loved the Dominic (and Link) cameo as well! IYKYK. There’s plenty of heart in this book. I was happy that the MCs were able to overcome their insecurities and earn their HEA. The epilogue is endearing. I’m looking forward to the next book in the series! I have a really good feeling about it. ;)
CW: there is a Trigger Warning at the beginning of the book which references eating disorders.
This is my honest review for the ARC I received.
This is the second book in the Formula Q series by C.D. Rachels. We’re back in the world of motorsports romance in this story. Heriberto and Hunter are a genuinely sweet pairing. I really enjoyed reading their new best friends to more experience.
Berto loves to race cars. Being a celebrity? Not so much. Berto is very go with the flow. He does what is asked of him by his job and he is content with being #2 on his team. Berto meets Hunter while signing autographs at a charity event at the LGBTQ support center that Hunter is a counselor at. Both men click and become fast friends. Berto confides in Hunter and Hunter helps Berto.
Rachels highlights asexuality in this novel. Berto does not identify as gay or straight. He thinks he may be asexual and his new friend Hunter helps him navigate his sexual orientation journey until he decides on gray-ace. (Btw, I love that Hunter from book one in the series is an MC in this book)! As the pair draw closer, Berto develops feelings and urges for and towards Hunter. Their first kiss is excellent! I really appreciated that Hunter didn’t pressure Berto as he figures out what he wants to do sexually, if anything. Hunter always lets Berto take the lead. While the pair connect emotionally (and physically), Berto helps Hunter understand that he is enough and worth it. The shared intimacy these two have is top notch! I adored their love of gaming.
One thing I struggled with was the amount of times Berto called himself dumb in this story. It was also a struggle observing Hunter being hard on himself about how he looks. (He has Mike to thank for that). That said, I appreciated that both MCs didn’t let the other speak poorly about themselves. They lift one another up instead.
The cast of characters is well rounded in this book. The Formula Q guys, Rocky, Aunt Josephine, Catherine, and Berto’s family are great. I loved the Dominic (and Link) cameo as well! IYKYK. There’s plenty of heart in this book. I was happy that the MCs were able to overcome their insecurities and earn their HEA. The epilogue is endearing. I’m looking forward to the next book in the series! I have a really good feeling about it. ;)
CW: there is a Trigger Warning at the beginning of the book which references eating disorders.
March 24, 2023
Firstly let me say I got this book from gay romance reviews and this is me leaving my honest review.
This is the second book in the series and I’ve got to say I thoroughly enjoyed this one.
Berto ‘honey bear’ Navarro Is the number two race driver in FQ. He’s a kind of simple guy who just gets on with it he doesn’t like making choices in life which is good cause his team and his manager just seem to tell him what’s happening. But when he does autograph signing for the LGBTQ+ Charity he meets Hunter. Berto needed a new top due to one of the fans getting extremely grabby and Hunter was going to get him one of their fundraising T-shirts. As he waits in his office he comes across some pamphlets explaining some of the spectrum of sexuality . And it opens his eyes to the fact that although he has slept with women he’s never really felt attracted to them or anything happy about what they’ve just done so he starts to ask Hunter questions.
Hunter knew they needed this money from the celebrity signing to continue having the centre to help people who are struggling with their sexuality. And seeing the ‘Honey bear’ without a shirt on makes Hunter extremely happy. But he starts to ask him questions about being asexual. Hunter wants to help him as he seems confused. And before they know it they’re making plans to meet the next day so they can continue talking. Hunter knows that he is attracted to Berto. But he doesn’t know how he feels about him. So if he is to spend more time together what could possibly happen??
Wow I thoroughly enjoyed this read and I learned quite a lot about being asexual. I instantly liked Hunter he just seems like a big teddy bear who will help anyone. And that is what Berto needed. Their friendship really Blossoms, and the attraction for Hunter grows every day. But Berto is oblivious to what he’s feeling. But what I did like was that Berto Felt safe enough to ask Hunter questions about what he was feeling and what he needed. This book gave me such a warm feeling watching them learn what each other needs and to grow stronger and stronger together. A brilliant read
This is the second book in the series and I’ve got to say I thoroughly enjoyed this one.
Berto ‘honey bear’ Navarro Is the number two race driver in FQ. He’s a kind of simple guy who just gets on with it he doesn’t like making choices in life which is good cause his team and his manager just seem to tell him what’s happening. But when he does autograph signing for the LGBTQ+ Charity he meets Hunter. Berto needed a new top due to one of the fans getting extremely grabby and Hunter was going to get him one of their fundraising T-shirts. As he waits in his office he comes across some pamphlets explaining some of the spectrum of sexuality . And it opens his eyes to the fact that although he has slept with women he’s never really felt attracted to them or anything happy about what they’ve just done so he starts to ask Hunter questions.
Hunter knew they needed this money from the celebrity signing to continue having the centre to help people who are struggling with their sexuality. And seeing the ‘Honey bear’ without a shirt on makes Hunter extremely happy. But he starts to ask him questions about being asexual. Hunter wants to help him as he seems confused. And before they know it they’re making plans to meet the next day so they can continue talking. Hunter knows that he is attracted to Berto. But he doesn’t know how he feels about him. So if he is to spend more time together what could possibly happen??
Wow I thoroughly enjoyed this read and I learned quite a lot about being asexual. I instantly liked Hunter he just seems like a big teddy bear who will help anyone. And that is what Berto needed. Their friendship really Blossoms, and the attraction for Hunter grows every day. But Berto is oblivious to what he’s feeling. But what I did like was that Berto Felt safe enough to ask Hunter questions about what he was feeling and what he needed. This book gave me such a warm feeling watching them learn what each other needs and to grow stronger and stronger together. A brilliant read
March 27, 2023
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Ruthie – ☆☆☆☆
This is the second book in the series, and follows on from the original storyline. You could read it as a standalone, but we do catch up with the Damon and Rocky.
I really enjoy the setting of the world of motorsport. It was a bit confusing to read about some of the team politics and disappointing behaviour, but it probably not far from the truth. Even if Hunter has very little understanding of the sport, he is prepared to enter Berto's world to spend time with him. For Berto, Hunter has not only helped him to start the journey to understand his disinterest in most things sexual, and his lack of connection with people, but he is providing a deep friendship. Hunter is strongly attracted to Berto, but so respectful of his space and I really appreciated how the story developed in a beautifully meaningful way. A partnership and lifelong friendship can definitely be based on more than sexual chemistry.
A very engaging, sporting romance. I am looking forward to the next installment already!
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April 11, 2023
"Is this what love feels like?"
Oh sweet sweet Berto. He truly is one I'd call precious. Berto might not be the brightest crayon in the box, but he makes up for it in how kind he is. I loved how almost immediately after meeting Hunter, Berto could feel he was safe with him. Hunter was a safe space for him and his compassion and understanding for Berto was exactly what Berto needed. It's not always easy to come to terms with ones sexuality, especially when you've spent most of your life thinking something is wrong with you. That maybe you're just broken. Yet it also can be invigorating to finally have a name to put to what you wrongly thought was something abnormal about yourself. Nobody wants to feel truly alone and it can be nice to know you're not the "only" one.
Now just because Hunter was a great sounding board and listener to a burgeoning asexual FQ Driver, did not mean he was blind. Hunter was a red blooded gay man and was more than capable of multitasking ie: totally drooling over his new friends' good looks and bod while also being said great listener. Unfortunately, Hunter is also the owner of low self esteem which leads to a real "can't see the forest for the trees" situation. It was so obvious these two were crazy about each other to absolutely everyone but these two knuckleheads themselves. And it was truly lovely seeing Berto embrace being himself. For following his heart.
Now Robesy you little french flirt. You've got secrets. Who is this new man on the scene and why does he have you running for cover? I'm looking forward to finding out in Drive Back to You.
Oh sweet sweet Berto. He truly is one I'd call precious. Berto might not be the brightest crayon in the box, but he makes up for it in how kind he is. I loved how almost immediately after meeting Hunter, Berto could feel he was safe with him. Hunter was a safe space for him and his compassion and understanding for Berto was exactly what Berto needed. It's not always easy to come to terms with ones sexuality, especially when you've spent most of your life thinking something is wrong with you. That maybe you're just broken. Yet it also can be invigorating to finally have a name to put to what you wrongly thought was something abnormal about yourself. Nobody wants to feel truly alone and it can be nice to know you're not the "only" one.
Now just because Hunter was a great sounding board and listener to a burgeoning asexual FQ Driver, did not mean he was blind. Hunter was a red blooded gay man and was more than capable of multitasking ie: totally drooling over his new friends' good looks and bod while also being said great listener. Unfortunately, Hunter is also the owner of low self esteem which leads to a real "can't see the forest for the trees" situation. It was so obvious these two were crazy about each other to absolutely everyone but these two knuckleheads themselves. And it was truly lovely seeing Berto embrace being himself. For following his heart.
Now Robesy you little french flirt. You've got secrets. Who is this new man on the scene and why does he have you running for cover? I'm looking forward to finding out in Drive Back to You.
April 20, 2023
4.25 Stars
Drive to Feel Alive by CD Rachels is book 2 in the Formula Q series. This can be read as a standalone, but I recommend reading Drive to Thrive as well. This story features an asexual character and a very understanding leader of an LGBTQ+ Center.
Formula Q driver Berto Navarro is struggling with his sexuality. He has always felt uncomfortable with the topics of sex and dating. He thinks something is broken inside of him when everyone around him finds happiness. While visiting the LGBTQ+ center to help raise money, he finds a pamphlet about asexuality, and things start clicking into place. The center is where he happens to find his new friend Hunter too, and he decides they'll become fast friends. Someone he can't seem to live without.
Hunter is crushing super hard on Berto right from the start, but he lacks confidence and doesn't feel deserving of his attention. Berto sees him through a totally different lens than he sees himself. If he doesn't stop saying all of these nice things, Hunter might get the wrong idea... but how could Berto ever see him as an option?
These guys made me smile so often throughout the book, but I shed quite a few tears with this one. The feelings of inadequacy and loneliness expressed in the story are so relatable. CD Rachels has a knack for pulling at your heartstrings in the best possible ways.
This is a low to medium-low angst book. It does get resolved in the end, so there is HEA, but these boys take a bit of a journey to get there on their own and together. The racing side of the book was a blast to read, and I'm looking forward to future books in the series.
***Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie for my reading pleasure. A review wasn't a requirement. ***
Drive to Feel Alive by CD Rachels is book 2 in the Formula Q series. This can be read as a standalone, but I recommend reading Drive to Thrive as well. This story features an asexual character and a very understanding leader of an LGBTQ+ Center.
Formula Q driver Berto Navarro is struggling with his sexuality. He has always felt uncomfortable with the topics of sex and dating. He thinks something is broken inside of him when everyone around him finds happiness. While visiting the LGBTQ+ center to help raise money, he finds a pamphlet about asexuality, and things start clicking into place. The center is where he happens to find his new friend Hunter too, and he decides they'll become fast friends. Someone he can't seem to live without.
Hunter is crushing super hard on Berto right from the start, but he lacks confidence and doesn't feel deserving of his attention. Berto sees him through a totally different lens than he sees himself. If he doesn't stop saying all of these nice things, Hunter might get the wrong idea... but how could Berto ever see him as an option?
These guys made me smile so often throughout the book, but I shed quite a few tears with this one. The feelings of inadequacy and loneliness expressed in the story are so relatable. CD Rachels has a knack for pulling at your heartstrings in the best possible ways.
This is a low to medium-low angst book. It does get resolved in the end, so there is HEA, but these boys take a bit of a journey to get there on their own and together. The racing side of the book was a blast to read, and I'm looking forward to future books in the series.
***Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie for my reading pleasure. A review wasn't a requirement. ***
February 19, 2024
This book was such a treat and a really great example of Asexual representation! I loved the first in the series (Drive to Thrive) and this one was just as good (or dare I say it… even better?!)
Berto Navarro is a world class FQ Driver; he has the looks, the money, the worldwide travel… but he feels like something is wrong. Berto has absolutely no interest in relationships or sex, even though fans are throwing themselves at him constantly and all his teammates are telling him he should be hooking up. He’s also very disparaging about his own intelligence; he know’s he’s a good driver, but when it comes to everything else he has very little self confidence.
Hunter Blakeson runs an LGBTQ+ charity in Nevada. Last season, his friend Rocky started dating an FQ driver, Damon who did lots of publicity for the charity, allowing Hunter to meet Damon’s racing colleague Berto. After helping Berto to come to terms with his Asexuality through his role as a councillor at the charity, Hunter and Berto find themselves growing closer as friends. Hunter realises quickly that he wants more… and Berto is finding his connection to his new best friend is deeper than any romantic relationship he has experience before.
I absolutely loved the relationship between Hunter and Berto. Hunter helping Berto to learn about his sexuality was really interesting, especially as Hunter was so respectful and encouraging- just peak boyfriend material! And I loved Berto realising that he is grey-sexual/demisexual - he needs a strong friendship connection to feel attraction and Hunter became that for him! I also want to mention Hunter’s disordered eating after an ex had damaged his self-esteem following comments about his weight, and how Berto helped Hunter to overcome that - the relationship between these two was really give and take 💕
I recommend this book for:
✨ Friends to lovers
✨ Asexual spectrum rep
✨ BIPOC rep (Berto is Latino)
✨ Plus sized MC
✨ Motorsports Romance
Berto Navarro is a world class FQ Driver; he has the looks, the money, the worldwide travel… but he feels like something is wrong. Berto has absolutely no interest in relationships or sex, even though fans are throwing themselves at him constantly and all his teammates are telling him he should be hooking up. He’s also very disparaging about his own intelligence; he know’s he’s a good driver, but when it comes to everything else he has very little self confidence.
Hunter Blakeson runs an LGBTQ+ charity in Nevada. Last season, his friend Rocky started dating an FQ driver, Damon who did lots of publicity for the charity, allowing Hunter to meet Damon’s racing colleague Berto. After helping Berto to come to terms with his Asexuality through his role as a councillor at the charity, Hunter and Berto find themselves growing closer as friends. Hunter realises quickly that he wants more… and Berto is finding his connection to his new best friend is deeper than any romantic relationship he has experience before.
I absolutely loved the relationship between Hunter and Berto. Hunter helping Berto to learn about his sexuality was really interesting, especially as Hunter was so respectful and encouraging- just peak boyfriend material! And I loved Berto realising that he is grey-sexual/demisexual - he needs a strong friendship connection to feel attraction and Hunter became that for him! I also want to mention Hunter’s disordered eating after an ex had damaged his self-esteem following comments about his weight, and how Berto helped Hunter to overcome that - the relationship between these two was really give and take 💕
I recommend this book for:
✨ Friends to lovers
✨ Asexual spectrum rep
✨ BIPOC rep (Berto is Latino)
✨ Plus sized MC
✨ Motorsports Romance
April 23, 2023
"𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚." 𝙄 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙢𝙥 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨. "𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙪𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. 𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙤 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜."
𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 is the second book in the Formula Q series by CD Rachels which is Berto and Hunter's story.
Berto has always felt out of sorts when it comes to his personal life so when he does an autograph signing at an LGTBQ center he decides to look into things and meets Hunter who is willing to help Berto. As they start to spend more time together, Berto feels like he has found his person in Hunter.
Berto and Hunter's story is a fun and sweet journey from strangers to best friends to so much more. I love how Hunter is able to help Berto realize everything that he never thought he would be able to have. I love the update that we get about the other drivers and can not wait for Robsey's book.
Get ready for... sports (motorsports), strangers to friends to lovers, opposites attract, first times, asexual, mm, and dual first-person point of view.
Content... anxiety
4 Maple Leafs | 2 Flames
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𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 is the second book in the Formula Q series by CD Rachels which is Berto and Hunter's story.
Berto has always felt out of sorts when it comes to his personal life so when he does an autograph signing at an LGTBQ center he decides to look into things and meets Hunter who is willing to help Berto. As they start to spend more time together, Berto feels like he has found his person in Hunter.
Berto and Hunter's story is a fun and sweet journey from strangers to best friends to so much more. I love how Hunter is able to help Berto realize everything that he never thought he would be able to have. I love the update that we get about the other drivers and can not wait for Robsey's book.
Get ready for... sports (motorsports), strangers to friends to lovers, opposites attract, first times, asexual, mm, and dual first-person point of view.
Content... anxiety
4 Maple Leafs | 2 Flames
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March 21, 2023
A 3.5* rounded up.
This was the first book from this author for me.
I like to see the asexual character of Berto and his journey of discovery. I especially like the fact that there is no miracle cure in the book.
The story line is quite well though through, Berto stumbles across Hunter by accident, attending a fundraiser with a friend whose boyfriend is Hunter's friend and a talk opens his eyes why he feels the way he feels and thinks about physical relationships. From there it develops into a friendship and then some more.
Hunter's lack of confidence about his body is quite good. Too often characters are always gorgeous unless going into real nerd territory. His issues with food highlights a problem we have nowadays where physical perfection seems to be everything. It also creates issues at one point when Hunter tries to push Berto away. I love the way he apologies and gets his man back.
Hunter has a crush a lot earlier but I think that's more because Berto just don't get the idea why he enjoys Hunter's company. I like how Berto realises that he feels romantic attachment, not just friendship.
For me there are two things I am not that happy about: Berto come over quite young and naive, a bit too much for me. He is 25 and sometimes behaves like an 18 year old.
Hunter - as a professional councellor - is blurring the lines quite early. I would have loved to see a bit more internal dispute about his developing physical relationship with Berto.
Overall a pleasant read.
This was the first book from this author for me.
I like to see the asexual character of Berto and his journey of discovery. I especially like the fact that there is no miracle cure in the book.
The story line is quite well though through, Berto stumbles across Hunter by accident, attending a fundraiser with a friend whose boyfriend is Hunter's friend and a talk opens his eyes why he feels the way he feels and thinks about physical relationships. From there it develops into a friendship and then some more.
Hunter's lack of confidence about his body is quite good. Too often characters are always gorgeous unless going into real nerd territory. His issues with food highlights a problem we have nowadays where physical perfection seems to be everything. It also creates issues at one point when Hunter tries to push Berto away. I love the way he apologies and gets his man back.
Hunter has a crush a lot earlier but I think that's more because Berto just don't get the idea why he enjoys Hunter's company. I like how Berto realises that he feels romantic attachment, not just friendship.
For me there are two things I am not that happy about: Berto come over quite young and naive, a bit too much for me. He is 25 and sometimes behaves like an 18 year old.
Hunter - as a professional councellor - is blurring the lines quite early. I would have loved to see a bit more internal dispute about his developing physical relationship with Berto.
Overall a pleasant read.
August 5, 2023
"Drive to Feel Alive," by Mr. CD Rachels is the second book in the "Formula Q Series" of books about men who love men. My softcover copy contains 221 pages, including end pages.
I can honestly say I loved this one even more than the first one, "Drive to Thrive."
I loved the character of Heriberto "Honeybear" Navarro. Or, Berto, for short. In addition to being of Hispanic (Mexican) descent, he is Asexual. It is VERY rare to see an Asexual character in a book of fiction. Between being of Hispanic (Cuban) descent and being Demisexual, it was a refreshing change, and it made me feel more seen as a person. Then again, representation matters very much.
Seeing the friendship between Berto and Hunter Blakeson, the director of the True Self organization, which helps people in their own coming out journeys, go from a good friendship, to a great friendship and to so much more was beautiful and although I rarely comment on the pacing of the flow of a story, I definitely enjoyed the pacing of how Berto and Hunter grow together.
Although Damon, Rocky and Robespierre, or "Robesy," for short make a few brief appearances in this volume, the focus is on Berto and Hunter, as well as a few other people who are significant in their respective lives.
One of my other favorite characters is Hunter's Aunt Josephine. I loved her chats with her nephew, Hunter, as well as the beautiful Thanksgiving dinner at the facility where Aunt Josephine lives.
There is very little else that Mr. Rachels needs to do to keep me as a fan, but he certainly has a lifelong fan in yours truly.
I can honestly say I loved this one even more than the first one, "Drive to Thrive."
I loved the character of Heriberto "Honeybear" Navarro. Or, Berto, for short. In addition to being of Hispanic (Mexican) descent, he is Asexual. It is VERY rare to see an Asexual character in a book of fiction. Between being of Hispanic (Cuban) descent and being Demisexual, it was a refreshing change, and it made me feel more seen as a person. Then again, representation matters very much.
Seeing the friendship between Berto and Hunter Blakeson, the director of the True Self organization, which helps people in their own coming out journeys, go from a good friendship, to a great friendship and to so much more was beautiful and although I rarely comment on the pacing of the flow of a story, I definitely enjoyed the pacing of how Berto and Hunter grow together.
Although Damon, Rocky and Robespierre, or "Robesy," for short make a few brief appearances in this volume, the focus is on Berto and Hunter, as well as a few other people who are significant in their respective lives.
One of my other favorite characters is Hunter's Aunt Josephine. I loved her chats with her nephew, Hunter, as well as the beautiful Thanksgiving dinner at the facility where Aunt Josephine lives.
There is very little else that Mr. Rachels needs to do to keep me as a fan, but he certainly has a lifelong fan in yours truly.
March 22, 2023
Drive To Feel Alive has two wonderful characters that we met in book one and now have a chance to build a friendship and gain understanding.
Berto has been unsure about himself for a long time and meeting Hunter at True Self gives him a chance to learn. What neither expect is such a great relationship to build between them.
I love the asexual representation in this book and I think it is very good at also showing the spectrum as Berto learns more about himself throughout the story, by himself and with the hello of Hunter. Both men also have issues when it comes to self confidence. You wouldn't think it from an attractive racing driver but he belittles his intellect, always putting himself down and Hunter does the same but when it comes to his looks. They are so good for each other's self esteem, reminding each other of their good parts and how much they like each other. It gets complicated when Berto looks to explore more and with Hunter having been attracted to him from the start, well feelings and doubts become involved. There's also a side plot regarding Berto's driving as he comes to grips with his sexuality but the main focus is their relationship.
I really enjoyed the story overall. The characters are lovely and clearly come to mean a lot to each other. It's also good getting to see some of the men that we met in book one back and there's also the hint of what's to come in book three.
I received an ARC and am happily giving a review.
Berto has been unsure about himself for a long time and meeting Hunter at True Self gives him a chance to learn. What neither expect is such a great relationship to build between them.
I love the asexual representation in this book and I think it is very good at also showing the spectrum as Berto learns more about himself throughout the story, by himself and with the hello of Hunter. Both men also have issues when it comes to self confidence. You wouldn't think it from an attractive racing driver but he belittles his intellect, always putting himself down and Hunter does the same but when it comes to his looks. They are so good for each other's self esteem, reminding each other of their good parts and how much they like each other. It gets complicated when Berto looks to explore more and with Hunter having been attracted to him from the start, well feelings and doubts become involved. There's also a side plot regarding Berto's driving as he comes to grips with his sexuality but the main focus is their relationship.
I really enjoyed the story overall. The characters are lovely and clearly come to mean a lot to each other. It's also good getting to see some of the men that we met in book one back and there's also the hint of what's to come in book three.
I received an ARC and am happily giving a review.
March 20, 2023
This was such an unexpectedly delightful read. I read the first book and really enjoyed it, and I was happy to get Berto's story next. This picks up directly where the last book left off, but it can be enjoyed as a standalone. This is set in the fictional Formula Q world which is based off Formula 1 racing.
I love that the author includes BIPOC MCs in their books, it's nice to see that. Berto in this book is mexican, and is the second driver for a Formula Q team. He meets Hunter when he and two of his colleagues do a signing event to raised funds for Hunter's center where he helps LGBT+ people. Berto is figuring himself out, his sexuality and what that means for him. Asexuality is something that's rarely explored in books and I loved how it was represented here. It's a real spectrum and different for everyone, and I thought Berto's journey towards finding himself was really well done.
I also really Hunter, I felt for him as he'd had a real number done on him by his ex and now has body image issues. Neither are perfect, and I love that. They are perfect for each other though and I loved their relationship as friends first, then lovers.
This was such a good book, lots of themes that are rarely explored and a fun, if slightly short read.
I received an ARC and this is my honest review.
I love that the author includes BIPOC MCs in their books, it's nice to see that. Berto in this book is mexican, and is the second driver for a Formula Q team. He meets Hunter when he and two of his colleagues do a signing event to raised funds for Hunter's center where he helps LGBT+ people. Berto is figuring himself out, his sexuality and what that means for him. Asexuality is something that's rarely explored in books and I loved how it was represented here. It's a real spectrum and different for everyone, and I thought Berto's journey towards finding himself was really well done.
I also really Hunter, I felt for him as he'd had a real number done on him by his ex and now has body image issues. Neither are perfect, and I love that. They are perfect for each other though and I loved their relationship as friends first, then lovers.
This was such a good book, lots of themes that are rarely explored and a fun, if slightly short read.
I received an ARC and this is my honest review.
March 26, 2023
~~I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads ~~
This is the second book in the series, and follows on from the original storyline. You could read it as a standalone, but we do catch up with the Damon and Rocky.
I really enjoy the setting of the world of motorsport. It was a bit confusing to read about some of the team politics and disappointing behaviour, but it probably not far from the truth. Even if Hunter has very little understanding of the sport, he is prepared to enter Berto's world to spend time with him. For Berto, Hunter has not only helped him to start the journey to understand his disinterest in most things sexual, and his lack of connection with people, but he is providing a deep friendship. Hunter is strongly attracted to Berto, but so respectful of his space and I really appreciated how the story developed in a beautifully meaningful way. A partnership and life long friendship can definitely be based on more than sexual chemistry.
A very engaging, sporting romance. I am looking forward to the next installment already!
This is the second book in the series, and follows on from the original storyline. You could read it as a standalone, but we do catch up with the Damon and Rocky.
I really enjoy the setting of the world of motorsport. It was a bit confusing to read about some of the team politics and disappointing behaviour, but it probably not far from the truth. Even if Hunter has very little understanding of the sport, he is prepared to enter Berto's world to spend time with him. For Berto, Hunter has not only helped him to start the journey to understand his disinterest in most things sexual, and his lack of connection with people, but he is providing a deep friendship. Hunter is strongly attracted to Berto, but so respectful of his space and I really appreciated how the story developed in a beautifully meaningful way. A partnership and life long friendship can definitely be based on more than sexual chemistry.
A very engaging, sporting romance. I am looking forward to the next installment already!
April 11, 2023
3 stars with mixed thoughts. An okay second book for the series after reading Damien and Rocky’s romance.
Berto 25, still still adjusting to being a FQ celebrity driver in dealing with public events. He’d meet Hunter recently whom he was showing him the ropes around a charity event for a fund raiser.
Hunter was the manager the True Self LGBT centre and noticing a Berto shirtless he starts crushing on him.
A good story about self discovery for Berto and to find love. He finds Hunter comfortable enough for guidance in explaining asexual labels.
A slow friendship to lovers romance with some distance travels because of the FQ circuit. Berto calls himself a dummy which Hunter continues squash when he speaks of it. But he’s totally blind to what Hunter feels for him.
I thought this was an okay story, but after a while I was didn’t want to hear about Berto being not smart repeatedly. Hunter is the older of the two when he falls for Berto but he doesn’t say anything of his feelings especially when he says “feelings are always validated.”
A story of both characters pov included for an HEA ending.
I didn’t feel the connection between the characters in this one. I started skimming at the halfway mark to the ending as wasn’t keeping my attention.
Berto 25, still still adjusting to being a FQ celebrity driver in dealing with public events. He’d meet Hunter recently whom he was showing him the ropes around a charity event for a fund raiser.
Hunter was the manager the True Self LGBT centre and noticing a Berto shirtless he starts crushing on him.
A good story about self discovery for Berto and to find love. He finds Hunter comfortable enough for guidance in explaining asexual labels.
A slow friendship to lovers romance with some distance travels because of the FQ circuit. Berto calls himself a dummy which Hunter continues squash when he speaks of it. But he’s totally blind to what Hunter feels for him.
I thought this was an okay story, but after a while I was didn’t want to hear about Berto being not smart repeatedly. Hunter is the older of the two when he falls for Berto but he doesn’t say anything of his feelings especially when he says “feelings are always validated.”
A story of both characters pov included for an HEA ending.
I didn’t feel the connection between the characters in this one. I started skimming at the halfway mark to the ending as wasn’t keeping my attention.
April 19, 2023
Ohhhhh Berto. He's such a himbo and I love him, haha.
I'm not a big racing fan, but I do love a good sports romance and the Formula Q series is just so good! Drive to Feel Alive has a bit of a nerd/jock vibe, with superstar racer Berto (aka "Honeybear") befriending Hunter, the director of an LGBTQ support center, while he figures out his sexuality and where he falls on the ace spectrum. While I love, love, LOVE Berto, there is something about Hunter that just didn't vibe well with me. Maybe the way he makes so many assumptions and jumps to his own conclusions about Berto's sexuality and his wants and needs, I don't know.
I tagged this as bi-awakening, even though it's no clear if that's how Berto would identify himself. Do I need to start a shelf for potentially-bi-maybe-pan-still-questioning? Maybe I do! Anyhoo, much of the drama in this book comes from these two bozos not just TALKING to each other (Berto says he's dumb, but I don't know Hunter, you don't seem that bright sometimes either... lol) and having these misunderstandings about what the other wants/needs. It hurt my heart and also made me smile.
This is the second book in the Formula Q series, and can be read as a stand-alone. I CANNOT WAIT for Robesy's book!!! Please tell me he gets one!
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I'm not a big racing fan, but I do love a good sports romance and the Formula Q series is just so good! Drive to Feel Alive has a bit of a nerd/jock vibe, with superstar racer Berto (aka "Honeybear") befriending Hunter, the director of an LGBTQ support center, while he figures out his sexuality and where he falls on the ace spectrum. While I love, love, LOVE Berto, there is something about Hunter that just didn't vibe well with me. Maybe the way he makes so many assumptions and jumps to his own conclusions about Berto's sexuality and his wants and needs, I don't know.
I tagged this as bi-awakening, even though it's no clear if that's how Berto would identify himself. Do I need to start a shelf for potentially-bi-maybe-pan-still-questioning? Maybe I do! Anyhoo, much of the drama in this book comes from these two bozos not just TALKING to each other (Berto says he's dumb, but I don't know Hunter, you don't seem that bright sometimes either... lol) and having these misunderstandings about what the other wants/needs. It hurt my heart and also made me smile.
This is the second book in the Formula Q series, and can be read as a stand-alone. I CANNOT WAIT for Robesy's book!!! Please tell me he gets one!
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions are unbiased and my own.
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March 21, 2023
CD Rachels tackles a lot with Berto and Hunter's love story - the things you expect to see - the distance, the driver's schedule and the power imbalance between celebrity and regular person, but he takes it even further to discuss asexuality, the romantic spectrum and exploring all aspects of a person's sexuality and relationship goals.
Hunter is the perfect friend and guide for Berto and the fact that he goes into the relationship at Berto's pace is wonderful. We see his own insecurities and relationship needs emerge through the story and I love how these two balance each other out!
This story had a little bit of everything - friends to lovers, angst, drama, communication, exploration and coming out to family... and was a wonderful second book in the Formula Q series!
I do recommend reading the series from the beginning, but this book does stand on it's own and if you are looking for ace rep, you can pick this one up easily. I can't wait to see where the next book goes!
4.5 stars rounded up
Hunter is the perfect friend and guide for Berto and the fact that he goes into the relationship at Berto's pace is wonderful. We see his own insecurities and relationship needs emerge through the story and I love how these two balance each other out!
This story had a little bit of everything - friends to lovers, angst, drama, communication, exploration and coming out to family... and was a wonderful second book in the Formula Q series!
I do recommend reading the series from the beginning, but this book does stand on it's own and if you are looking for ace rep, you can pick this one up easily. I can't wait to see where the next book goes!
4.5 stars rounded up
March 19, 2023
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Drive to Feel Alive is a really sweet story with a race car driver who is confused about his sexuality. Until Berto meets Hunter.
Berto and Hunter meet at a fundraiser to help the LGBT centre that Hunter counsels at. Feeling comfortable around him Berto opens up about what he’s feeling. In the process, a really lovely friendship is formed. Complete with lots of food and a shared love of video games.
The bond with Hunter ignites something in Berto. He wants more than waffle dates and video game conventions. More than just a best friend.
They are both really lovely people. And though Hunter helps Berto understand himself, Berto helps Hunter love himself.
Drive to Feel Alive is a really sweet story with a race car driver who is confused about his sexuality. Until Berto meets Hunter.
Berto and Hunter meet at a fundraiser to help the LGBT centre that Hunter counsels at. Feeling comfortable around him Berto opens up about what he’s feeling. In the process, a really lovely friendship is formed. Complete with lots of food and a shared love of video games.
The bond with Hunter ignites something in Berto. He wants more than waffle dates and video game conventions. More than just a best friend.
They are both really lovely people. And though Hunter helps Berto understand himself, Berto helps Hunter love himself.
March 30, 2023
Berto is a race car driver and that is where he feels the emotion and the thrills. He is trying to understand what is going on with him sexually and he reaches out to his friend, Hunter, who he trusts to help him navigate that journey. They both have things they are grappling with and both care for one another. That bedrock of trust that they share makes it possible for both to grow individually and grow towards an intimate relationship with one another. They accept one another and care for one another. Their chemistry is strong as is their trust. So Berto learns that he does not just have to drive to feel alive on the track. He also learns that emotional connection covers a range of emotions as you and your partner follow your journey to figuring things out.
I received an ARC from GRR and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received an ARC from GRR and am voluntarily leaving a review.
March 20, 2023
This books revolves around Berto and Hunter. They hit it off immediately as friends when Berto askes Hunter for advice. I loved both MC's they were both beautiful people. Hunter gives Berto feelings that he has never experienced before, so despite him trying to find his 'label' and deciding he is most likely ace there is a considerable amount of action between them. This kept the heat turned up throughout the book. Written in duel POV so we can read how much turbulence Hunter is feeling; trying desperately to be a friend, but having such strong emotions inside. I am so glad they found each other and figured themselves out. A sweet happy ending and a few hints about another teammate with a story to tell. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
March 23, 2023
Loving this series!
I loved this so much! Berto is struggling with his sexuality so he asks Hunter for help to figure things out. As they get to know each other through texting and the occasional meal, they become fast friends. This was such a sweet story. I liked how Hunter was really supportive of Hunter during his journey on and off the race track. Berto helped Hunter realize how beautiful he is despite his struggle with his body image. I enjoyed how they bonded over video games. The racing scenes were fun to read although my heart hurt for Berto several times in regards to the business side of racing. Hunter shocked me a little towards the end but I'm glad he figured things out, although it did up the angst for a bit. I can't wait for book three to come out!
I loved this so much! Berto is struggling with his sexuality so he asks Hunter for help to figure things out. As they get to know each other through texting and the occasional meal, they become fast friends. This was such a sweet story. I liked how Hunter was really supportive of Hunter during his journey on and off the race track. Berto helped Hunter realize how beautiful he is despite his struggle with his body image. I enjoyed how they bonded over video games. The racing scenes were fun to read although my heart hurt for Berto several times in regards to the business side of racing. Hunter shocked me a little towards the end but I'm glad he figured things out, although it did up the angst for a bit. I can't wait for book three to come out!
April 12, 2023
This was a pretty good book. I am not a fan of sports, so I read this for the romance aspect only. And even if a character was ace, there still was romance and to men who were attracted to each other, which is what I like to read about. Berto was such a sweetheart and clueless in his struggle to figure out his sexuality. The connection he had with Hunter was true and strong. I like how they were friends first and foremost and then their friendship sort of evolved into the attraction that led to their relationship. Their chemistry was good and satisfying to experience. Once they got together, they seemed like a perfect fit. This was a good second book of this series.
I received an ARC of this book and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received an ARC of this book and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 25, 2023
Loved this book!! I learned some things I never knew with Berto & cried in commiseration at times with Hunter & overall this is my favorite story so far! I seriously want friends like them!!
I found these characters more relatable in so many ways & loved their story, the growth in both characters POV…phew!
I think I was as sensitive emotionally as I was bc I could relate so much with both of them.
Loved getting more in depth convos with driving partners, actually meeting very shortly the backup driver, and yet again a cozy less high adrenaline story that didn’t take 400+ pages to read.
I’m so glad the author reached out on a post I made in a reading group & made a suggestion to start with this trilogy. Highly recommend this series so far!!
I found these characters more relatable in so many ways & loved their story, the growth in both characters POV…phew!
I think I was as sensitive emotionally as I was bc I could relate so much with both of them.
Loved getting more in depth convos with driving partners, actually meeting very shortly the backup driver, and yet again a cozy less high adrenaline story that didn’t take 400+ pages to read.
I’m so glad the author reached out on a post I made in a reading group & made a suggestion to start with this trilogy. Highly recommend this series so far!!
March 22, 2023
OH THANK GOD.
I am so happy that I loved book two more than book one! I was so scared for a minute!😩
Luckily, the same things that made me fall in love with the first series this author did are all back in book two of this new series. It had all of the elements that make a good story.
It wasn’t perfect, and the editing and proofreading have the usual issues I seem to find in every book these days, but damn. This was cute. And I LOVE the fact that there wasn’t some massive deal made about Berto coming out. It was a nice change from a typical “celebrity” romance.
3.95/5, but like usual, I still highly recommend this author and their work!
I am so happy that I loved book two more than book one! I was so scared for a minute!😩
Luckily, the same things that made me fall in love with the first series this author did are all back in book two of this new series. It had all of the elements that make a good story.
It wasn’t perfect, and the editing and proofreading have the usual issues I seem to find in every book these days, but damn. This was cute. And I LOVE the fact that there wasn’t some massive deal made about Berto coming out. It was a nice change from a typical “celebrity” romance.
3.95/5, but like usual, I still highly recommend this author and their work!
March 24, 2023
Berto is a young but very successful racecar driver who still feels so out of place in his own life. He is asexual which is beautifully and realistically explored in this story. He accidentally meets Hunter at a fundraiser. They have video gaming in common and start to become close. This is Berto's first time actually feeling a desire to be intimate with someone else and it is sweet to watch unfold. Berto is also learning the difference between his famous persona and his true self. This book was more than just a romance, it was truly Berto's journey of self-discovery and love for himself and Hunter.
May 25, 2023
I really love this story. It gives all the good feels, two really adorable guys working things through.
I'm still not meshing with the writing style it's dialogue heavy with very little introspection, which comes off as more "telling instead of showing". They express inconsequential thoughts and feelings to each other, instead of working through them internally, which comes off as a jarring.
This is a newer book, and I enjoyed the writing more than Strings. But I also just really enjoyed the story. This is my first gray ace book, it felt a bit demi but that could be my ignorance on the difference.
I'm still not meshing with the writing style it's dialogue heavy with very little introspection, which comes off as more "telling instead of showing". They express inconsequential thoughts and feelings to each other, instead of working through them internally, which comes off as a jarring.
This is a newer book, and I enjoyed the writing more than Strings. But I also just really enjoyed the story. This is my first gray ace book, it felt a bit demi but that could be my ignorance on the difference.
February 10, 2024
I am not a racing fan by *any* means and I know nothing about it. However, my feelings toward racing didn't detract from enjoying this story. The author loves racing and seems to know a lot about it from what I could tell. I'm on a kick of reading insecure MCs finding love and this book fits perfectly! Hunter is such a sweet, accepting person but he doesn't see the value he has as a person or a boyfriend. Berto has always felt different and Hunter helps him understand that it's okay to be who he is and to go with what he's feeling. I loved how they connected, evolved from friends to more. Great ace love story.
June 25, 2024
O my sweetness, what did I just read?
I was in the mood for something light, funny & sweet and this book was exactly that.
What a beautiful story about Hunter & Berto navigating their way through the world.
Hunter who never felt good enough and Berto who’s questioning himself to a point where he thinks he might be asexual.
That is until he meets Hunter, gets to know him as a friend, and starts developing feelings for him. And Hunter, being the amazing sweetheart that he is, helps Berto explore the things he wants at a pace he’s comfortable with.
Please do yourself a favor and go read this book.
I was in the mood for something light, funny & sweet and this book was exactly that.
What a beautiful story about Hunter & Berto navigating their way through the world.
Hunter who never felt good enough and Berto who’s questioning himself to a point where he thinks he might be asexual.
That is until he meets Hunter, gets to know him as a friend, and starts developing feelings for him. And Hunter, being the amazing sweetheart that he is, helps Berto explore the things he wants at a pace he’s comfortable with.
Please do yourself a favor and go read this book.
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