Donnie -hottest silver fox spin instructor in the city. His husband died 4 years ago. He works at Mars Fitness which really caters to a Gay Mans every need.
“Mars has branded condoms and single-serve packets of lube. They sit in giant fish bowls in every corner of the locker room. “Every good workout ends with a blowjob” might as well be the gym’s tagline.”
Connor - I hope he has character growth. He’s coming across as a big overweight guy, doormat, his boyfriend and bestie fucking each other is soul destroying for him…
“I’m crying now, my tears rolling down my cheeks and dripping off my jaw into Connor’s hair. His hands are in my shirt again, gripping so hard, he might rip it. We’re both shaking and there’s nothing we can do except ride it out.”
THEN 24 hours later he is ready to sex Donnie up.
“It’s only been twenty-four hours since I walked in on Miles and Wyatt. When I think about them, the rage and pain crash through me so hard it feels like I’m having some sort of panic attack. But when I don’t think about them, when I’m with Donnie and we’re laughing and smiling, I don’t give a flying fuck what Miles and Wyatt did.”
Donnie on the other hand is sensitive and protective, a bit overboard when he tries to ban Connery cheating boyfriend from the gym .
Donnie and Connery relationship felt fast and trauma bonded with the instantly living together, fucking, meeting the parents.
What annoyed me , and there was a lot but this was probably the biggest, was the lack of no karma I guess you can say towards the ex boyfriend and ex best friend. They got to be in love, go on double dates with the friends Conner used to go with. Like absolutely nothing bad happened. Conner would be the villian in their love story.
Then the ex bestie and Conner who had career aspirations together had a job opportunity and Conner agonises over it then tells Wyatt to pull the application.
Like what even happened with that? Did Wyatt do it or take the interview for himself??
Donnie’s dead husband has the same chunky build as Conner, so I guess that’s his type.
There were so many little plot rabbit holes that just ended , without going anywhere. That seemed pointless to be throwing in, or just too much.
“What will Connor’s family think of me? I’m so much older than him. Widowed. We skipped over all the normal stages of dating and dove straight into living together.”
Even Donnie gets it. Conner family, another pointless plot. He has issues with his family. His mum came across as a bit of a bitch.
“So out of the blue, Miles and Wyatt just start cheating on you.” Her arms are crossed and she’s leaning against the counter. She looks like she doesn’t believe me. “Yeah, Mom. I walked in on them.” “You walked in on them?” Her eyebrows are in her hairline now. “Well, not like that.” I throw my hands into the air. “I came home and Wyatt was scrambling to put on his clothes and Miles was coming out of the shower naked.” “There could be other explanations for that.”
LIKE OMG WOMAN!! Take your sons side.
Conner gets a tiny bit insecure and plants a hot kiss on Donnie in front of his spin class with mixed reactions
“Girl, that bitch? Are you kidding me?” “Oh, Donnie. You can do so much better, honey.”
I wish Donnie had spoken up and shut down the cruel comments but instead they started the class and nothing else was said to the haters. Wtf.
Conners friends were Miles friends and he got them in the break up.
“And a community of just me isn’t enough, even if I do want to keep Connor all to myself.. “
It felt too much was thrown in and low on the romantic scenes. Suddenly 24 hours later it’s Miles who but then Conner can’t handle seeing them plus he’s living with Donnie, and getting called darling pretty fast. Donnie didn’t even know who he was at first, kinda recognised him.
This story is low angst, low romance and way too much filler -cheating , widowed character , parental issues from both plus dead husbands parents , plus friends, plus career opportunity dilemma plus probably other things. Its a hurt/ comfort trope , Insta-love trope but not for me.