This book records the authors life from 2005 to 2009(2006 to 2007 in particular). In this book, various things are inspected, for example:the crazy old man on the street,a roommate , love, movies, books, important systems, small mice. Different articles have different styles, different lengths, and different qualities, varying from social status, hormonal cycles and the intensity of my avoidance of life difficulties.
I somehow thought of it as a kind of “reference book.” It’s like a 10/10 reference book. So many of her experiences and reflections hit straight to my heart. If I ever go through similar things, I’ll quote her or borrow her metaphors to express my own feelings.
She’s smart and knowledgeable, but there’s also so much openness and sincerity in her writing. I trust her sensitivity and sharp critics into politics and philosophy. It’s rare, but so precious and comforting to see these reflections come from a female writer. These essays come from her blog posts between 2006 and 2009, and reading them feels like checking someone’s page over and over when you have a quiet crush, always hoping they’ve posted something new. Though it’s 2025 now, that time doesn’t feel so distant, you either learn a bit of history or could recall some own memories. It’s half admiration, half emotional attachment to her thoughts.
I also love how some academia person can reflect on and capture everyday life and pop culture.
What’s more, or on a personal note, I had recently been feeling uncomfortable writing anything serious in Chinese anymore, mostly because I hadn’t read serious Chinese writing for a while. But after reading this book, I found that willingness again, and Chinese words started coming to me directly and naturally. =)
But I honestly don’t understand why this book, and Liu herself agreed to publish multiple versions (it seems more than five), some of which are edited to remove politically sensitive content.
The writing style is like a reduced version of Wang Xiaobo, more humorous than ironic. But she didn't intend to be ironic, she just wrote whatever she thought of, and incorporated what she had read, walked through, and seen. Rather than being like a certain writer, I suddenly felt more like the song "Me and Shangguan Yan" from the 2005 album "Double" by Xiaoyanzi, who no longer exists. Capture a little bit of emotion from life and record it in words. Compared with her social science works "The Art of Possibility" and "The Details of Democracy" that I have read, this collection of blog posts that records her life in the years before 2010 is much milder, and only in the last part does it reveal some liberal political tendencies. Interestingly, her position in the political spectrum has not changed much, but her published works are becoming increasingly difficult to meet readers. Especially the latest one, let alone publication, Douban even removed the corresponding entry, as if it had never existed. The impact of macro-climate changes on personal careers can be seen.