A thousand times 5 stars⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Fire & Brimstone Scrolls is one of my favorite series, and after reading this book, I know I will never change my opinion about it. I knew for a while we would have Uriel's redemption, but reading was a huge level of relief.
While being a standalone, it cannot be read without the previous books, the experience would not be complete, so this review contains spoilers from the previous series.
Cuffs & Carnations is a very emotional book, we all loved Uriel, and after the second war of Heaven he lost his Committeds,is was completely scarred, broken, grieving, and drowning in ambrosia to forget the pain inside... Never giving himself a chance to heal and move on , he believed he didn't deserve to live because he didn't save then.
He is saved by the most unlikely person, the hybrid Jesse, who is not only the son, but the spitting image of Lucifer, the fallen who caused all that pain and death.
Jesse is a teddy bear sub with no experience but a lot of fantasies, and Uriel is a Dom but also the twinkiest twink who ever twinked with huge experience but lost in his grief. So their interaction starts here. Trying to develop something from here... But while Jesse is in a good place about how he feels and wants, Uriel is stuck in an endless path of self-destruction.
Since their relationship starts with a focus on BDSM, I was afraid the story would stick there, with scenes and no development, but no. We have a love story with angst, sacrifice, dedication,friendship… chess, and never ever giving up on who we love 🖤 with some kink shenanigans by the side.
I cried ok? I felt the pain through the words I was reading... The struggle to be better for the other person! It broke me but got me back together again!
The sex scenes were very intense, sexy, hotter than lava, but also very personal and intimate, with or without the bdsm elements. They truly complete each other 🥹
And omg revisiting our favorites hybrid and his Committeds... 💛Riley is all grown up, 🖤Jai is (bless him) still Jai, 💜Noel ibeautifulll as ever and 💚Gideon the fondation stone!
Some of my favorite quotes (ok maybe to many...) but they speak for me since I'm not that eloquent rigth now:
"It was poetic in a way. I deserved every scar, every residual pain, every chronic ache. I deserved this torment because I had survived when they hadn’t. It was my punishment, my curse, and I would bear it for the rest of my miserable existence."
“You can, you know, touch me. If you want,” he offered so quietly I almost missed it.Something deep in my chest sparked. It was tiny and warm but oh so fragile. I knew the second I tried to embrace it, it would disintegrate in my hands."
“You may have inherited his face and abilities, but you are nothing like him, Jesse. Don’t take this the wrong way, but if he could see you now, I think he’d roll over in his grave.” An almost smile softened his features. “He would be utterly ashamed to have you as a son, and I mean that as the highest possible praise."
"And then, if you’re a good boy and I deem you deserving, I might allow you to come.”“Oh my God,” he squeaked.Leaning forward, I caught his gaze and held it. “In here, I’m the only god you’ll pray to.”
"Oh-my-god-oh-my-god-oh-my-god.”With scarred fingers, I grasped his harness and yanked him up high enough that I could growl in his ear. “I told you. In this room, you pray to me."
Uriel “I… well, you see, I…” His throat clicked, and I braced myself for the inevitable. “I think I might love you.”
Jesse “I want you,” he blurted, hands wringing in his lap. “I want this, all of it, with you. I want to be your partner, your Dom, your… whatever you want from me, I want to give it to you.”
"You’re enough for me. Just as you are.”Shaking his head, he regarded me with another expression of awe. “Where have you been hiding all these years?”
“My hands returned to his knees, squeezing lightly. “I’ve been right here. I was just waiting for you to see me.”He looked pained for a moment, before a sad smile formed. “I see you, Jesse.”
And when he kissed me, I thought, This.And, Him.And, Love. This is love.
I received this Arc from @gay.romance.reviews and this is my honest opinion
PS: and I'm totally shiping Kelly and Gabriel!!!