14 August and 15 August- Independence Day of two extremely opposite yet completely alike countries, once a single entity, now torn brothers
I am the offspring of blood and pain.
I am the wind heavy with the stench of fear on the eve of 14 August 1947. I am the screams of protest, I am the fury that binds me to this soil, every night, every year.
I am the worthless sacrifices that blended into the earth so well, you walk those same paths and you never see the shadows of the bones hovering over every stone.
I am the ball of gutless strength, I tore flesh apart, I made tendons burst because every man who dares leave is the father of shame.
I am the fortress of hope, I made people flee under the midnight-black sky.
I am the space between solitude and sorrow, I witnessed children’s bodies displayed on the edges of swords, a prize worth every ounce of joy.
I am the whisper in the night, the one that jerks you awake, as you recollect memories of escaping a fate worse than death.
I have the blood of the innocent on my arms, a tattoo I must wear; I shall never forget it as I move on from the despair I caused people
I am the result of a massacre, I am the result of a struggle, I am the result of an effort that blinded the world.
I am the impossible that happened after decades of vain desires.
I am the fire, I burn within every survivor. I am the follower of peace, I worship it to make myself feel like I did not cause pain.
I am the soul of soldiers, the master of endurance, the dignity men and women lost while bound in a train oozing with corpses.
I am the forces that helped bring to life a country that never forgot, a state that sustained, and an odd against all odds.
I am fury, I am misery, I am powerful, I am pure, I am tainted, I am lost.
I am the mother of these winds, I am the child of these lands, I am the father of these fountains of courage.
I survived a partition that made humanity question itself. I am every loving parent that is a murderer, I made people commit unspeakable acts in the name of faith.
I exist, I nurture, I give, I take.
Watch me, world, I am brimming with the descendants of victims and convicts. I rose from the ashes of those I helped burn and those I watched catch flames from the burning lands left after a cruel battle.
I am a giant, I am a tiny flame.
I am a legacy, I am a legend.
The world must not forget.
Come for me, come conquer me if you can.
I am my people, my people have survived. And those who survive are not afraid to fight.
I am my country.
My blood is tinted green, my heart is matted with white veins.
By the summer of 1947, when the creation of the new state of Pakistan was formally announced, ten million people—Muslims and Hindus and Sikhs—were in flight. By the time the monsoon broke, almost a million of them were dead, and all of northern India was in arms, in terror, or in hiding. The only remaining oases of peace were a scatter of little villages lost in the remote reaches of the frontier.
And thus begin the journey that will mark one of the biggest massacres in history, one of the most harrowing tales of separation of two countries and an enmity that will blossom instead of wither in the next 70 years.
Train to Pakistan is one of those few efforts to save what little love is left between India and Pakistan. I went into it with an open mind; I knew there would be a few points where the age-old debate of which party was right will come up but I was surprised by how the book took a turn for the better, instead of for the worse.
In four chapters, Khushwant Singh weaves the stories of one Sikh lambardar keeping peace in the little village, Mano Majra, where Sikhs, Muslims and one Hindu live in peace, as brothers, one village badmash wrongfully convicted of a murder and courting a Muslim girl, one Sikh with no religion and no beliefs, sent to help the villagers learn of what was happening after the partition and one government employee, waddling between the right and wrong decisions.
In a series of events, we learn of how one train’s arrival changes the views of the villagers and makes friends turn into unlikely foe. Relationships are tested, those in power manipulate those with no sense of right, and one man’s words bind the reader into a story full of so much pain, it ached to end the book. Train to Pakistan is not a light read; it wasn’t meant to be. It was written to show the slaughter of innocents that took place after the partition and how the violence was never needed, but we were made to believe that it was.
The two lines that perfectly describe why all those killings were done are as follows:
What have our tenants done?’
‘They are Muslims.’
The same went for the Sikhs. What had they done? They belonged to a different religion. People with the capability of surviving as brothers chose to kill in the name of religion. They still do.
Nothing has changed. But so has everything.
Not forever does the bulbul sing
In balmy shades of bowers,
Not forever lasts the spring
Nor ever blossom flowers.
Not forever reigneth joy,
Sets the sun on days of bliss,
Friendships not forever last,
They know not life, who know not this.
However, there is still hope for us.
I could go on and on about how I, as a Muslim, faced difficulties from Hindus or vice versa. But what good would that do? Just like the bulbul with its time-bound songs, there is a season for everything; happiness and sadness. For every Hindu that has killed my people or discriminated, there has been a Muslim that did the same. And, somehow, we forgot to see how we are so similar, not just in our views but also in our actions. I wake up every day, I eat my desi nashta and so does the person living in the country next to me. We have similar functions, similar cultures, similar festivals, yet we choose to fight over something so trivial.
We even have the same religious teachings:
From the Sikh Scripture
Air, water and earth,
Of these are we made,
Air like the Guru’s word gives the breath of life
To the babe born of the great mother Earth
Sired by the waters.
From the Quran
In the name of thy Lord and Cherisher
Who created
Created man from a (mere) clot of congealed blood
Your Lord is Most Generous.
Who taught knowledge by the pen
Taught man what he did not know
Today, in the 21st Century, I still feel the glimpses of everything that made humans act as monsters in many eyes. I shudder to think of a repetition of those events. But then I wonder. Everything is how we see it. And everything is how we choose to see it. Hence, those words at the start. I choose to see peace, I choose to see friendship. And, I choose to see harmony between Pakistan and India one day. Because
Within myself have I lit a fire
That now robs me of my breath.
The nights I spend in counting stars,
The days in dreams of days to be
I am my country.
My blood is tinted green, my heart is matted with white veins
I was born in a country made in the name of love, loyalty and faith. And making it a country that fulfils these principles is what should be our main goal.