I enjoyed this book more than I thought I would considering the reviews.
Yes it was a slow burn and it did take me a sec to get into it but I didn’t think it was that bad. I did have a break over the week due to working long shifts and ended up getting attached to the characters in the meantime so I may be a little bias now.
Like when she realised that he actually did try to reach out to her but she never saw it - that shouldn’t have affected me as much as it did.
There were moments in this that were funny. I really enjoyed the dynamic between the 2 of them and it was a light-hearted rom com. I also really like how the author explored loss in a different way. In ways of friendship, in change, in time and it’s really relevant at the moment in my life so it felt kind of validating to read. Especially the discussion in the hospital - oof that got me.
I’ll put the scenes below so I can look back and remember them as they reflect certain parts of my life.
Now that I work its harder to make plans with friends and be involved in their lives and there was one paragraph that was so accurate so putting that here too:
Chapter 32:
“Fia and George had, after all, spent the past two years laughing and crying together, sharing all sorts of private and pointless things. They’d spoken, sometimes, in unison. Or in overlapping sentences, spurring one another on. Their conversations had often had sudden, wild digressions, promises to come back to that in a second. There was always too much to say between the two of them. Throughout the course of their friendship, they’d covered such an extraordinary amount of ground.”
Shoutout to my bestie 🥰🥲
Chapter 32:
“The thing is: you don’t even get to look back fondly,’ he says. ‘I don’t care if it’s a friend, a family member, or a significant other. I mean, I guess that’s the point, right? A “significant other” can be anybody. When something ends like that, it’s all the same – every good memory is just kind of soured by the ending.”
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“You know what’s weird,’ she says eventually, draining the last sip of her horrible coffee, ‘despite everything, if George showed up next week and just wanted to go back to the way things were … that would be so tempting. I like to think I’d be all “you burned your bridges, I’m done,” and I’m sure that would be the smart thing to say. But, as pathetic as it sounds, I still don’t know if I could say it.’
‘I get that,’ Benjamin replies quietly.
And, though she would never in a million years have predicted it, Fia thinks he really does.
This scene was so validating at where I am in my life. I know what advice I’d give to others and objectively looking at my situation I know what advice I’d give to myself, but when it all comes down to it, we’re still human and we can crumble and give in. This was definitely a dark truth I wanted to keep hidden but seeing it spoken about felt like therapy. It came at the right time and I’m so grateful. It’s made me sentimental too because I bought this as a ‘souvenir’ when I went to a really cool bookstore with my friends on a staycation only a month back. And for sure I know this book wouldn’t be as relatable as it was reading it now so timing was also everything.
3.5 ⭐️