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Free.
Abel is free now. At least, that's what everyone keeps telling him. No more trafficking. No more abuse. He gets to have a happy ending. He can do whatever he wants. Be anything he wants.
The world is at his fingertips - and he's never been more terrified.
But then Ashton Miller shows up with his gentle smiles and endless patience, calling Abel his 'little wolf' and looking at Abel like he's actually worth something, and Abel doesn't feel quite so afraid anymore.
Home.
Ashton Miller always thought his end would come in the form of a bullet. He was okay with that. He never really thought he was cut out for more. For a happy ending. For a place or a person to call home. But now he's done. No more private contracts. No more fighting the bad guys. He can do anything he wants. Be anything he wants.
The world is at his fingertips - but he doesn't want it.
All he wants is Abel.
** This is book 3 in a series of 3. It can be read as a standalone, but is best enjoyed after reading books 1 & 2. All books are HEA.
Abel is free now. At least, that's what everyone keeps telling him. No more trafficking. No more abuse. He gets to have a happy ending. He can do whatever he wants. Be anything he wants.
The world is at his fingertips - and he's never been more terrified.
But then Ashton Miller shows up with his gentle smiles and endless patience, calling Abel his 'little wolf' and looking at Abel like he's actually worth something, and Abel doesn't feel quite so afraid anymore.
Home.
Ashton Miller always thought his end would come in the form of a bullet. He was okay with that. He never really thought he was cut out for more. For a happy ending. For a place or a person to call home. But now he's done. No more private contracts. No more fighting the bad guys. He can do anything he wants. Be anything he wants.
The world is at his fingertips - but he doesn't want it.
All he wants is Abel.
** This is book 3 in a series of 3. It can be read as a standalone, but is best enjoyed after reading books 1 & 2. All books are HEA.
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Published May 12, 2023
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March 21, 2024First of all this is a freaking long long long book. (600 pages). Second, it’s very sad, and Abel’s hell is hard to stomach , it’s horrifying and it’s not for everyone (not even for me but I went in blind ) . Third , I won’t rate it because I don’t agree with using BDSM and sex as a substitute for therapy-what that guy went through in 28 years of sex trafficking (since he was 5 years old) isn’t cured with even more sex and violence and without a single day of therapy. I don’t like that it’s hinting that BDSM is needed when a person suffered abuse and they need for that pain and that treatment to continue (regardless of the fact that the pain is desired and controlled now) . It’s like the horrifying misconception that “they’re gay because they were raped as a child” It feels disrespectful to the BDSM community. Also , from 70% forward was mostly sex. Like A LOT of sex. Hot sex but still way way too much. Still, the BDSM aspects are soft and hot. 🔥
Fourth, that doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy it because I did, quite a lot. The guys are amazing together and Abel’s healing , though slow, was heartbreaking to read. And Ash was..swoony. So kind , so gentle with Abel and so loving and understanding . A big strong protective dom who watches “Say yes to the dress”😍
There are a lot of moments with the MCs from the previous books , they were a hoot and I loved them,though sometimes I felt they were too present in this book and that made the book extremely long.
And fifth, I CRIED MY EYES OUT!!!! I sobbed and my heart broke for Abel the entire book.
Read the trigger warnings, don’t be like me!
The book has torture, violence, murder, repeated mentions of rape of a minor off page and a lot of other things.
Fourth, that doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy it because I did, quite a lot. The guys are amazing together and Abel’s healing , though slow, was heartbreaking to read. And Ash was..swoony. So kind , so gentle with Abel and so loving and understanding . A big strong protective dom who watches “Say yes to the dress”😍
There are a lot of moments with the MCs from the previous books , they were a hoot and I loved them,though sometimes I felt they were too present in this book and that made the book extremely long.
And fifth, I CRIED MY EYES OUT!!!! I sobbed and my heart broke for Abel the entire book.
Read the trigger warnings, don’t be like me!
The book has torture, violence, murder, repeated mentions of rape of a minor off page and a lot of other things.
March 20, 2024
DNF.
I think it’s me, not the book. Maybe I need a bit of a pause before I read it. I somehow got tired from writing style in this series and wasn’t interested enough to continue reading it.
I should have liked it. Two broken MCs with bdsm? Totally my cup of tea. Alas. Not this time. Or at least - not now.
I think it’s me, not the book. Maybe I need a bit of a pause before I read it. I somehow got tired from writing style in this series and wasn’t interested enough to continue reading it.
I should have liked it. Two broken MCs with bdsm? Totally my cup of tea. Alas. Not this time. Or at least - not now.
September 23, 2023
Ponad 600 stron i ja chcę więcej.
Żeby lepiej zrozumieć ta książkę, trzeba przeczytać całą serię.
I jeszcze jedno walka z porwaniami i wykorzystywaniem seksualnym dzieci powinny być nr 1 każdego rządu na świecie!!
Żeby lepiej zrozumieć ta książkę, trzeba przeczytać całą serię.
I jeszcze jedno walka z porwaniami i wykorzystywaniem seksualnym dzieci powinny być nr 1 każdego rządu na świecie!!
October 24, 2023
There wasn’t a single moment when Ash and Abel were together that wasn’t absolutely unequivocally beautiful and heartbreaking…
Ok so it's taken me several days to really wrap my brain around this book. I felt it ALL. I absolutely adore everything about this book. It was a journey that really began in Safe, book 1 of this series. We got bits and pieces of Ash and Abel but nothing could've prepared me for this experience.
Abel really shouldn't have survived and when you find out how long he'd been held captive, it's like having your heart ripped out, cut open and left to wither. But Ash is there to save you too. There wasn't anything about their relationship that was standard or formulaic. The unique way they could communicate without words and they barely knew each other was beautiful. It was one of those rare meetings where the author really captures souls meeting and intertwining. I'm not sure how else to describe them together - other than they had to be united in order to live. Both were actually so resilient on their own, especially Abel, although he'd never see it that way, but they gave each other the strength to find how to live again.
The dom/sub dynamic was so intense and yet gentle and kind. It was the incredible shared experience that both men needed to feel whole and loved. There was never a time that Ash was completely in tune with what Abel needed. Ash also had enough respect and belief in Abel to give him a choice. He knew Abel had enough courage for all of them and he gave him the confidence to voice what he needed.
I am so in love with these men - all the men in this series. Taylor really gave us anything and everything we could want in a series that had such tragic and traumatic events but weaved these characters together in a way that felt so natural and inevitable. I cannot recommend this series enough!!
Ok so it's taken me several days to really wrap my brain around this book. I felt it ALL. I absolutely adore everything about this book. It was a journey that really began in Safe, book 1 of this series. We got bits and pieces of Ash and Abel but nothing could've prepared me for this experience.
Abel really shouldn't have survived and when you find out how long he'd been held captive, it's like having your heart ripped out, cut open and left to wither. But Ash is there to save you too. There wasn't anything about their relationship that was standard or formulaic. The unique way they could communicate without words and they barely knew each other was beautiful. It was one of those rare meetings where the author really captures souls meeting and intertwining. I'm not sure how else to describe them together - other than they had to be united in order to live. Both were actually so resilient on their own, especially Abel, although he'd never see it that way, but they gave each other the strength to find how to live again.
The dom/sub dynamic was so intense and yet gentle and kind. It was the incredible shared experience that both men needed to feel whole and loved. There was never a time that Ash was completely in tune with what Abel needed. Ash also had enough respect and belief in Abel to give him a choice. He knew Abel had enough courage for all of them and he gave him the confidence to voice what he needed.
I am so in love with these men - all the men in this series. Taylor really gave us anything and everything we could want in a series that had such tragic and traumatic events but weaved these characters together in a way that felt so natural and inevitable. I cannot recommend this series enough!!
October 10, 2023
3.75 stars
Solace should not be read as a standalone. The story starts running concurrently with the first two books and then continues.
Abel broke my heart so many times and when we find out late in the story just how long he had been trafficked and how it happened it hurt even more. Ash is just what he needs in so many ways and Abel is just what Ash needs as he is still dealing with his own trauma. I really liked these two together. Their road isn't easy as Abel has so much he has never experienced and is so lost in his newfound "freedom".
While it's stated that Abel is receiving therapy, I wish that had been hammered home a bit more. We never actually see Abel going to therapy or dealing with the after-effects of a session and there were times when things were going on with Ash and with the BDSM relationship that I wish we had that perspective. The four prior MCs also play a big part in this story, and it was great to catch up with them. This is a long book and it did feel like it sometimes.
While this final episode left everyone happy, I did want a bit more. Luckily the author's newsletter provided access to a bonus epilogue that really ties everything up for all of the men involved and brought me to some happy tears. If you're like me and want to see their HEA a few years down the road, do yourself a favor and sign up for the newsletter (there was a link at the end of the story).
Solace should not be read as a standalone. The story starts running concurrently with the first two books and then continues.
Abel broke my heart so many times and when we find out late in the story just how long he had been trafficked and how it happened it hurt even more. Ash is just what he needs in so many ways and Abel is just what Ash needs as he is still dealing with his own trauma. I really liked these two together. Their road isn't easy as Abel has so much he has never experienced and is so lost in his newfound "freedom".
While it's stated that Abel is receiving therapy, I wish that had been hammered home a bit more. We never actually see Abel going to therapy or dealing with the after-effects of a session and there were times when things were going on with Ash and with the BDSM relationship that I wish we had that perspective. The four prior MCs also play a big part in this story, and it was great to catch up with them. This is a long book and it did feel like it sometimes.
While this final episode left everyone happy, I did want a bit more. Luckily the author's newsletter provided access to a bonus epilogue that really ties everything up for all of the men involved and brought me to some happy tears. If you're like me and want to see their HEA a few years down the road, do yourself a favor and sign up for the newsletter (there was a link at the end of the story).
October 18, 2023
5⭐️ Emotionally exhausted. This series is so amazingly good and so well-written. All the sweet moments have deeper meaning, all the details have importance, every scene is necessary and interesting or emotionally enthralling. And these are LONG books, so that is so difficult to do.
I don’t know how Taylor McNiff manages to consistently make me bawl my eyes out with every single book she writes. Sobbing—both sad and happy tears—through all 1,800 pages of this awe-inspiring series about found-family, loyalty, grief, trauma recovery, and love. Just so beautiful and heartbreaking. She nails you right in the feels with every page.
Definitely start with Safe and read this series in order. You will not regret it.
I don’t know how Taylor McNiff manages to consistently make me bawl my eyes out with every single book she writes. Sobbing—both sad and happy tears—through all 1,800 pages of this awe-inspiring series about found-family, loyalty, grief, trauma recovery, and love. Just so beautiful and heartbreaking. She nails you right in the feels with every page.
Definitely start with Safe and read this series in order. You will not regret it.
March 21, 2024
And I’m done with the series. I think Ash was my favorite of the three but they all have a special place in my heart 🥰🥰🥰. This book was just amazing. So much healing for Abel. It tugs at the heart in so many ways I’m just in awe. The water works started like 15% towards the end of the book 😭😭😭. But it was so worth it. And add the whole dom and sub was just a bonus addition to the plot. I highly, highly recommend this whole series you won’t be disappointed. There are heavy triggers so check them before you start the series.
May 9, 2023
I need… I need more. Just… more. RTC 3/5/23
REVIEW 9/5/23 5 stars
Solace was everything I hoped it would be.
✨SPOILERS BELOW✨
I love that solace was a continuation of safe. I was nervous that it might take place after Stay - meaning we’d miss out on months of Abel and Ash’s thought, feelings, and progress - but it picked up just a few weeks after the rescue in safe and we got to see Abel learn and grow right alongside his friends and new-found family. It tied up the loose ended from book one and filled in the gaps from book two seamlessly.
At first I wasn't so sure about Ash and Abel. When all the crumbs were dropped in book one and two, I wasn’t sure an Abel/Ash sandwich would make sense.
I thought that because Abel’s regression post rescue was glaringly obvious. He drew in on himself completely and reverted to almost child-like behaviours because he didn’t know who he was without the horrors of the life he’d known.
My heart ached for Abel in so many ways. He was literally learning to live all over again. All he’d ever known was cruelty and abuse, but he was trying so, so hard to learn who he could be without the threat of violence hanging over his head every moment of every day. He spent 28 years in captivity - something some people wouldn’t be able to come back from - but he tried and tried, even when he didn’t want to. (Taylor McNiff, if you’re reading this, I demand compensation for the emotional distress I felt and tears I shed on behalf of my sweet son Abel.)
Ash, on the other hand, is a force of nature. At the point in his life where we meet him, he’s basically a mercenary. He takes jobs in war zones and hostile situations because it’s all he knows how to do in life. He’s still carrying the grief of losing one of his best friends in the army, and if he’s honest with himself he expects to end up going the same way during combat.
He would do anything for his friends and the people he loves, even going as far as to rescue one without being asked (in Safe) and even murder for them (see Stay).
I loved the switch we saw in Ash. From friend who seemed like he was trying to put as much emotional distance between himself and his friends as possible in book one, to the man who literally quit his job, flew halfway around the world, and then bought a house to settle down with Abel in in book three - the growth has been real.
Ash seemed like he’d be the polar opposite of the sweet, frightened man he’s fallen in love with.
But that’s what made them so perfect for each other. They balanced each others personalities so well it was impossible not to fall in love with them as they fell in love with each other. And finding someone you care about so deeply whose kinks also match up with yours? Rare as hell.
Though even without the Dom/sub relationship, they complement each other in the best ways. Abel is shy and reserved, Ash is louder and more open. Abel loves to be taken care of, Ash has a need to put the people he loves first. Abel wants to make his partner happy, Ash wants to make his partner feel safe.
They just work.
It was lovely to see all three couples in the Callenburg universe get their happily ever after, not just a HFN. But I desperately want more. I will take anything at this point. An entire book on any of the characters doing laundry or making toast or, hell, even wiping their arse. I just want more of them.
REVIEW 9/5/23 5 stars
Solace was everything I hoped it would be.
✨SPOILERS BELOW✨
I love that solace was a continuation of safe. I was nervous that it might take place after Stay - meaning we’d miss out on months of Abel and Ash’s thought, feelings, and progress - but it picked up just a few weeks after the rescue in safe and we got to see Abel learn and grow right alongside his friends and new-found family. It tied up the loose ended from book one and filled in the gaps from book two seamlessly.
At first I wasn't so sure about Ash and Abel. When all the crumbs were dropped in book one and two, I wasn’t sure an Abel/Ash sandwich would make sense.
I thought that because Abel’s regression post rescue was glaringly obvious. He drew in on himself completely and reverted to almost child-like behaviours because he didn’t know who he was without the horrors of the life he’d known.
My heart ached for Abel in so many ways. He was literally learning to live all over again. All he’d ever known was cruelty and abuse, but he was trying so, so hard to learn who he could be without the threat of violence hanging over his head every moment of every day. He spent 28 years in captivity - something some people wouldn’t be able to come back from - but he tried and tried, even when he didn’t want to. (Taylor McNiff, if you’re reading this, I demand compensation for the emotional distress I felt and tears I shed on behalf of my sweet son Abel.)
Ash, on the other hand, is a force of nature. At the point in his life where we meet him, he’s basically a mercenary. He takes jobs in war zones and hostile situations because it’s all he knows how to do in life. He’s still carrying the grief of losing one of his best friends in the army, and if he’s honest with himself he expects to end up going the same way during combat.
He would do anything for his friends and the people he loves, even going as far as to rescue one without being asked (in Safe) and even murder for them (see Stay).
I loved the switch we saw in Ash. From friend who seemed like he was trying to put as much emotional distance between himself and his friends as possible in book one, to the man who literally quit his job, flew halfway around the world, and then bought a house to settle down with Abel in in book three - the growth has been real.
Ash seemed like he’d be the polar opposite of the sweet, frightened man he’s fallen in love with.
But that’s what made them so perfect for each other. They balanced each others personalities so well it was impossible not to fall in love with them as they fell in love with each other. And finding someone you care about so deeply whose kinks also match up with yours? Rare as hell.
Though even without the Dom/sub relationship, they complement each other in the best ways. Abel is shy and reserved, Ash is louder and more open. Abel loves to be taken care of, Ash has a need to put the people he loves first. Abel wants to make his partner happy, Ash wants to make his partner feel safe.
They just work.
It was lovely to see all three couples in the Callenburg universe get their happily ever after, not just a HFN. But I desperately want more. I will take anything at this point. An entire book on any of the characters doing laundry or making toast or, hell, even wiping their arse. I just want more of them.
April 30, 2023
"You're exactly what he's needed all this time."
"Maybe," I say, running my hand over Abel's short hair as I look back down at him. "We've needed each other, it turns out."
Truth or dare – and you have to pick dare.
I dare you to read Solace.
In fact, I dare you to read this entire series. The Veterans of Callenburg is honestly one of the best series I've ever read.
Taylor McNiff knows how to write, that's for sure. Absolutely everything I've read from her just sucks me in and engraves itself into my heart and soul.
She can make me laugh, make me cry - so, so much! She can make me swoon or melt with some super hot scenes. She can definitely make me fall completely in love with her characters.
And she's done it once again with Solace.
I wasn't sure I could love anyone more than Huck, and then Fitz said, 'Hold my beer'. And then I thought no one would take Fitz's place, but Ash said 'hold my flogger', so I said, 'Yes, Alpha.' And I was a goner 🤣
Seriously though, Ash is EVERYTHING! This man is the stuff of dreams. He's protective, he's patient, and he's loving and understanding. He's super super HOT 🥵🔥 And he watches Say Yes to the Dress! What more could you want?!
Oh, he's a Dom, too. Just fyi 🤤🤣
Now Solace. This book is huge, but it doesn't feel it. You just get swept away in the story, which is, at times, difficult, sometimes funny, sometimes sweet. Always amazing.
Here, we get to know Abel more since his rescue.
This beautiful boy has suffered years of trauma, rape and abuse.
He still doesn't know himself. He doesn't even know if Abel is his real name.
Abel broke my heart at times, especially when we see just how much he's struggling.
But he starts to make a tentative friendship with Ash, which leads to phone calls and emails between them.
Ash lets Abel know that he does belong. That he's pack. He's Ash's little wolf.
Ash and Abel just get each other. Both have broken parts. Both in some ways feel they shouldn't have survived.
And so they come to lean on each other.
I loved Ash's patience with Abel when he would get overwhelmed. He was the only one able to get through to him.
I loved seeing Abel blossom and his friendships forming with the Pretty Bros. Though certain aspects of his moving on hurt my heart, especially with the devastation Ash faced over it. This man was losing his mind!
'Are you there, God? It’s me, desperate to stop loving the one boy I can never have. Help a guy out, yeah?'
But it all culminated in Ash and Abel being open with each other and finally communicating. Hallelujah!! 🙌
And these two together were absolute fire 🔥🥵🔥 Their scenes were enough to melt my reading device!
Although Ash is so romantic, too. Swoon.
"Truth, Abel. You are the prettiest man I've ever met. The only one to ever make me feel like I can't catch my f*ckin’ breath when I look at him. The only one to make my heart fall. The only one I've ever imagined a future with. A forever with. Every one of your scars, every inch of your body, every piece of your mind and soul, all of it is f*ckin’ beautiful."
I also laughed out loud multiple times reading Solace. Abel was still learning, having been taken by those monsters as a child, so some of his mistakes or his viewpoints on things made me chuckle. And it was always hilarious when the whole group got together. The found family amongst them all is beautiful, but how they banter and tease each other is just great.
"Let me guess, you came here for some sort of relationship advice, and Thing One and Thing Two aren't being helpful."
"How'd ya know?"
"I can hear the idiots down there wrestling as we speak."
These guys seem so real to the reader. I love them all so much 😍🥰
There were also scenes that were absolutely devastating. Learning more about Abel really hurt, so have those tissues ready.
But I finished this book with so much joy in my heart, and even as I was reading, throughout the book, I'd randomly find myself with a huge smile on my face.
I'm sad this is the last book in the series, but I hope we see more of these guys in the future and also maybe some of the other characters we meet... who knows?!
And when I need "comfort. A safe place. A relief" in the future? I'll always return to Solace.
Many thanks to Taylor McNiff for allowing me to arc read the magnificent Solace.
Do yourself the biggest favour and read this book when it releases on May 12th. Remember to check those tw's. Pre-order at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BX1ZXVQC?...
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"Maybe," I say, running my hand over Abel's short hair as I look back down at him. "We've needed each other, it turns out."
Truth or dare – and you have to pick dare.
I dare you to read Solace.
In fact, I dare you to read this entire series. The Veterans of Callenburg is honestly one of the best series I've ever read.
Taylor McNiff knows how to write, that's for sure. Absolutely everything I've read from her just sucks me in and engraves itself into my heart and soul.
She can make me laugh, make me cry - so, so much! She can make me swoon or melt with some super hot scenes. She can definitely make me fall completely in love with her characters.
And she's done it once again with Solace.
I wasn't sure I could love anyone more than Huck, and then Fitz said, 'Hold my beer'. And then I thought no one would take Fitz's place, but Ash said 'hold my flogger', so I said, 'Yes, Alpha.' And I was a goner 🤣
Seriously though, Ash is EVERYTHING! This man is the stuff of dreams. He's protective, he's patient, and he's loving and understanding. He's super super HOT 🥵🔥 And he watches Say Yes to the Dress! What more could you want?!
Oh, he's a Dom, too. Just fyi 🤤🤣
Now Solace. This book is huge, but it doesn't feel it. You just get swept away in the story, which is, at times, difficult, sometimes funny, sometimes sweet. Always amazing.
Here, we get to know Abel more since his rescue.
This beautiful boy has suffered years of trauma, rape and abuse.
He still doesn't know himself. He doesn't even know if Abel is his real name.
Abel broke my heart at times, especially when we see just how much he's struggling.
But he starts to make a tentative friendship with Ash, which leads to phone calls and emails between them.
Ash lets Abel know that he does belong. That he's pack. He's Ash's little wolf.
Ash and Abel just get each other. Both have broken parts. Both in some ways feel they shouldn't have survived.
And so they come to lean on each other.
I loved Ash's patience with Abel when he would get overwhelmed. He was the only one able to get through to him.
I loved seeing Abel blossom and his friendships forming with the Pretty Bros. Though certain aspects of his moving on hurt my heart, especially with the devastation Ash faced over it. This man was losing his mind!
'Are you there, God? It’s me, desperate to stop loving the one boy I can never have. Help a guy out, yeah?'
But it all culminated in Ash and Abel being open with each other and finally communicating. Hallelujah!! 🙌
And these two together were absolute fire 🔥🥵🔥 Their scenes were enough to melt my reading device!
Although Ash is so romantic, too. Swoon.
"Truth, Abel. You are the prettiest man I've ever met. The only one to ever make me feel like I can't catch my f*ckin’ breath when I look at him. The only one to make my heart fall. The only one I've ever imagined a future with. A forever with. Every one of your scars, every inch of your body, every piece of your mind and soul, all of it is f*ckin’ beautiful."
I also laughed out loud multiple times reading Solace. Abel was still learning, having been taken by those monsters as a child, so some of his mistakes or his viewpoints on things made me chuckle. And it was always hilarious when the whole group got together. The found family amongst them all is beautiful, but how they banter and tease each other is just great.
"Let me guess, you came here for some sort of relationship advice, and Thing One and Thing Two aren't being helpful."
"How'd ya know?"
"I can hear the idiots down there wrestling as we speak."
These guys seem so real to the reader. I love them all so much 😍🥰
There were also scenes that were absolutely devastating. Learning more about Abel really hurt, so have those tissues ready.
But I finished this book with so much joy in my heart, and even as I was reading, throughout the book, I'd randomly find myself with a huge smile on my face.
I'm sad this is the last book in the series, but I hope we see more of these guys in the future and also maybe some of the other characters we meet... who knows?!
And when I need "comfort. A safe place. A relief" in the future? I'll always return to Solace.
Many thanks to Taylor McNiff for allowing me to arc read the magnificent Solace.
Do yourself the biggest favour and read this book when it releases on May 12th. Remember to check those tw's. Pre-order at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BX1ZXVQC?...
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This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 13, 2023
Solace begins right after the rescue from the first book and we learn how Abel has been coping since gaining his freedom. A tentative friendship forms between him and Ash as they spend months talking over the phone, becoming a safe space for each away from the outside world where things remain bleak. They both learn to lean on the other but Ash has concerns about how his need to be a Dom might affect Abel and Abel is worried that he is too broken for a relationship. Through the trust and safety that Ash provides, Abel discovers that they are actually a perfect match.
I loved the natural way that Abel finds kink and the relationship begins. I was a bit worried when I read that this book would have BDSM in it due to the horrific nature of Abel’s past but I thought it was done in a respectful way. It was clear that Taylor was knowledgeable about the community and wanted to portray it correctly. She plants the seeds of Abel’s submission (as well as Ash’s dominance) throughout the beginning so that we never feel like this lifestyle was forced upon him. Ash is very mindful of the power he holds and how vulnerable Able is. Even though Abel is naïve and feels young in some ways, I was never uncomfortable with his portrayal because he was still very much an intelligent adult who could process what was happening with Ash.
This book is less about Abel’s trauma and more about finding himself and his freedom through his sexuality and his submission. This book has similar pacing to the first two in that it’s a fairly slow burn with a whole lot of angst. It’s a long book but it doesn’t feel that long because there’s always something happening. The interactions with the characters from the previous books are done in a way that enhances the plot but doesn’t overwhelm or detract from it. And I must absolutely applaud Taylor on the perfect ending to this story. My biggest issues from the past two books were the rushed, action packed endings that didn’t give the reader enough time with the happy characters before the story ends. I was scared this would end the same way but it did not and it was absolutely perfect!
I received an ARC and this is my honest review
I loved the natural way that Abel finds kink and the relationship begins. I was a bit worried when I read that this book would have BDSM in it due to the horrific nature of Abel’s past but I thought it was done in a respectful way. It was clear that Taylor was knowledgeable about the community and wanted to portray it correctly. She plants the seeds of Abel’s submission (as well as Ash’s dominance) throughout the beginning so that we never feel like this lifestyle was forced upon him. Ash is very mindful of the power he holds and how vulnerable Able is. Even though Abel is naïve and feels young in some ways, I was never uncomfortable with his portrayal because he was still very much an intelligent adult who could process what was happening with Ash.
This book is less about Abel’s trauma and more about finding himself and his freedom through his sexuality and his submission. This book has similar pacing to the first two in that it’s a fairly slow burn with a whole lot of angst. It’s a long book but it doesn’t feel that long because there’s always something happening. The interactions with the characters from the previous books are done in a way that enhances the plot but doesn’t overwhelm or detract from it. And I must absolutely applaud Taylor on the perfect ending to this story. My biggest issues from the past two books were the rushed, action packed endings that didn’t give the reader enough time with the happy characters before the story ends. I was scared this would end the same way but it did not and it was absolutely perfect!
I received an ARC and this is my honest review
January 5, 2025
Najtrudniejsza z serii Weteranów.... prawdę mówiąc, musiałam przerwać czytania i.... zająć się choć na chwilę czymś innym... Przeczołgała mnie po drucie kolczastym i szkle.... I nie chodzi mi o bardzo obrazowe sceny stosunków seksuanych. To nie ma nic do rzeczy, każdy lubi coś innego, nie szokuje mnie to, ani nie bulwersuje. Bardziej uswiadomienie sobie pewnych prawd. To trochę tak, jak różnica pomiędzy wypadkiem samochodowym, który widzisz w telewizji, a tym, który jest Twoim udziałem... Nie zrozumiem tego, co się wtedy czuję, myśli i.... wcale tego nie chcę. Ale należy zdawać sobie sprawę, że to się zdarza ijeslu jest coś, co można zrobić, by temu zapobiec, to należy zrobić to natychmiast...
April 28, 2023
I received this as an ARC and this is my honest review.
I’ve been looking forward to Ash and Abel’s story since the end of Stay and it didn’t disappoint! For such a big bad PMC, Ash is so sweet with his friends and Abel. I love the family Taylor created with these characters, how they found each other and care for each other. Abel breaks my heart, when he thinks about how he has to learn to be “a person” bc of how he grew up. His struggles to go on every day when he feels like just laying under his blankets. Ash let’s him just be himself and find his way without telling him what he SHOULD feel and want. I like that this was almost a slow burn, because it’s beautiful how the relationship progresses to so much trust, before they really even spend time together. I was leery about the BDSM components, which is weird bc I seem to read a lot of MM stories with it in them, lol, but I couldn’t see how it would help Abel. I think Taylor handles Ash and Abel’s struggles with what then want and need well and I’m so happy when they realize that they can compliment each other and complete each other. I just loved this book and this series. It made me laugh and cry and feel like I knew then. I’ll miss that it’s over
I’ve been looking forward to Ash and Abel’s story since the end of Stay and it didn’t disappoint! For such a big bad PMC, Ash is so sweet with his friends and Abel. I love the family Taylor created with these characters, how they found each other and care for each other. Abel breaks my heart, when he thinks about how he has to learn to be “a person” bc of how he grew up. His struggles to go on every day when he feels like just laying under his blankets. Ash let’s him just be himself and find his way without telling him what he SHOULD feel and want. I like that this was almost a slow burn, because it’s beautiful how the relationship progresses to so much trust, before they really even spend time together. I was leery about the BDSM components, which is weird bc I seem to read a lot of MM stories with it in them, lol, but I couldn’t see how it would help Abel. I think Taylor handles Ash and Abel’s struggles with what then want and need well and I’m so happy when they realize that they can compliment each other and complete each other. I just loved this book and this series. It made me laugh and cry and feel like I knew then. I’ll miss that it’s over
August 18, 2024
You want to cry? Read it.
(The smut is 💋)
(The smut is 💋)
November 30, 2024
Favorite Quote:
“I know some people can’t handle the quiet, but I need it sometimes. The world gets too fuckin’ loud.”
I nod again. It does. It’s so fucking loud. And it expects so much from me.
“That’s what I’m doin’ now, if you want to come sit. I’ll stop talking. We can just be quiet together. Nothin’ else.”
Free.
Abel is finally free… after spending his entire remembered childhood and adult life as a victim — no, a SURVIVOR — of human trafficking, Abel has freedom.
And it’s terrifying. He doesn’t know what to do with it. Every aspect of his life has always been decided for him — when to wake, when to sleep, what to eat, when to speak, who to fuck… and now he’s expected to make decisions on his own that no one ever prepared him for.
After being controlled for so long, how is he supposed to do that?
There’s a part of Abel that speaks to me on a primal level. When faced with decisions, even ones that may seem inconsequential to most people, I freeze. I related to Abel in that aspect. That weight on his shoulders. The unease with which he lived his new daily life. Even though my life and my traumas are no where near what Abel endured, I understood.
I understand when Ash makes a decision for him and it reminds me of the overwhelming relief I feel when my husband makes a decision for me. Even something as simple as choosing dinner or ordering my own food can send me into a spiral, and feel insurmountable. But Ash taking care of Abel and recognizing his need to have less decisions to make reminded me of my own relationship with my husband where we’ve discussed this and he’s helped me. It’s just so relatable…
Every time Ash and Abel moved forward in this book, my chest constricted and my heart warmed. I felt the weight of the world lifting off of my own shoulders like I was experiencing the catharsis on my own. That’s how I know that Taylor absolutely did an AMAZING job with this book.
I loved Olly’s book, but Ash and Abel’s book is the one that will always stay with me!!
Read if you like:
•light Dom/sub scenes
•MM romance
•hurt/comfort
•emotional healing
•”we’re you’re family now”/found family
“I know some people can’t handle the quiet, but I need it sometimes. The world gets too fuckin’ loud.”
I nod again. It does. It’s so fucking loud. And it expects so much from me.
“That’s what I’m doin’ now, if you want to come sit. I’ll stop talking. We can just be quiet together. Nothin’ else.”
Free.
Abel is finally free… after spending his entire remembered childhood and adult life as a victim — no, a SURVIVOR — of human trafficking, Abel has freedom.
And it’s terrifying. He doesn’t know what to do with it. Every aspect of his life has always been decided for him — when to wake, when to sleep, what to eat, when to speak, who to fuck… and now he’s expected to make decisions on his own that no one ever prepared him for.
After being controlled for so long, how is he supposed to do that?
There’s a part of Abel that speaks to me on a primal level. When faced with decisions, even ones that may seem inconsequential to most people, I freeze. I related to Abel in that aspect. That weight on his shoulders. The unease with which he lived his new daily life. Even though my life and my traumas are no where near what Abel endured, I understood.
I understand when Ash makes a decision for him and it reminds me of the overwhelming relief I feel when my husband makes a decision for me. Even something as simple as choosing dinner or ordering my own food can send me into a spiral, and feel insurmountable. But Ash taking care of Abel and recognizing his need to have less decisions to make reminded me of my own relationship with my husband where we’ve discussed this and he’s helped me. It’s just so relatable…
Every time Ash and Abel moved forward in this book, my chest constricted and my heart warmed. I felt the weight of the world lifting off of my own shoulders like I was experiencing the catharsis on my own. That’s how I know that Taylor absolutely did an AMAZING job with this book.
I loved Olly’s book, but Ash and Abel’s book is the one that will always stay with me!!
Read if you like:
•light Dom/sub scenes
•MM romance
•hurt/comfort
•emotional healing
•”we’re you’re family now”/found family
May 22, 2023
This book could have benefited from a really good developmental editor and a sensitivity reader. A mental health therapist who works with sex traffic survivors should have been consulted given the material at hand.
Abel reads like a kid so it was hard to see him as sexual. Like Ash literally brings him juice boxes and chocolate as an after sex snack.
It felt like I was reading a straight couple. You could sub Olly and Abel out for women and the story wouldn’t change.
It felt jarring to go from the super emotional reunification scene with the MCs mom and then a bondage sexual scene. More empathy could have been written for the MCs mother who dedicated over 28 years to finding her son. It was absurd, Ash admitting that they’d only been dating for a few weeks while acting like a somehow more important figure in Abel’s life than the woman who gave birth to him and lost him when he was a child. There was even a ridiculous line like: I don’t need a mother, I just need my alpha. The entire scene proves why Abel needs therapy. It’s narcissistic for Ash to think he can replace professional help for Abel through domination. Real love is recognizing that you can not be all things to your partner and helping them to get the help that they need. Also, their dynamic reads like a really toxic co-dependency. This book rains red flags.
Every time Ash was like you’re perfect for me...you’re such a perfect sub blah blah I wanted to barf. Until Abel gets professional help from someone not trying to bed him or fulfill his kink need, the relationship will always seem toxic to me. Your partner should not be your sole mental health resource!!
I love smut but the bondage scene that started 2 mins after the mom left seemed unnecessary and unrealistic. You have an MC who’s being flooded with memories from his childhood, standing before his mother sobbing and having a literal panic attack and the response is to tie him up with rope and penetrate him? What the what?!?! I wanted to throw my book across the room.
Abel asking Ash to take what he needs from his body and Ash obliging like he’s performing a selfless healing act is dangerous and toxic.
Such a long book for a triggering and unsatisfactory ending. Abel really needs a therapist to help him with his dissociation and to build coping skills, not the escapism of Ash’s domination.
The amount of times the author felt the need to remind us that Abel’s skin is dark is bizzare.
“It’s so wet, I can see his dark skin through the fabric.” Then one page later, “…his ribs were sticking out of his dark skin.” Two lines later, “Just like his dark nipples.”
Abel feels othered in the way that he’s described in the book. Why not reference his skin without reminding us at every turn that it’s dark? It’s skin. It’d be one thing if the white MC’s skin was described as pale at every turn but he’s not, not even once. The writing clearly centers whiteness which is weird considering Abel’s a Black MC & it’s a dual POV. It feels off balance. It also made Ash seem kinda corny to me since Abel’s darkness is overdescribed from his perspective. Also, there are so many other interesting ways to describe race and complexion than “dark”. “Dark” tells me nothing about Abel’s appearance other than he’s not white. Did I mention Abel is a MC? His physical description kinda matters! Ash is also kind of described weakly outside of the blue eyes…or are they green? *shrugs*
The book is long! I think the first 30% could have been reduced significantly. Not much happens except for the establishment of Abel’s PTSD and the MCs insta friendship. There were too many other characters introduced early on. Maybe I’d be less confused about who they are if I read the other books.
Oh and a random kidnapping and murder comes out of literally nowhere. The whole scene reads so left field and flat. Flat because I knew next to nothing about the guy kidnapped so I wasn't really invested and the stakes felt low. I’m guessing this is the author’s way of tying up loose ends from a previous book?
If there was a HEA, I didn't find it.
Abel reads like a kid so it was hard to see him as sexual. Like Ash literally brings him juice boxes and chocolate as an after sex snack.
It felt like I was reading a straight couple. You could sub Olly and Abel out for women and the story wouldn’t change.
It felt jarring to go from the super emotional reunification scene with the MCs mom and then a bondage sexual scene. More empathy could have been written for the MCs mother who dedicated over 28 years to finding her son. It was absurd, Ash admitting that they’d only been dating for a few weeks while acting like a somehow more important figure in Abel’s life than the woman who gave birth to him and lost him when he was a child. There was even a ridiculous line like: I don’t need a mother, I just need my alpha. The entire scene proves why Abel needs therapy. It’s narcissistic for Ash to think he can replace professional help for Abel through domination. Real love is recognizing that you can not be all things to your partner and helping them to get the help that they need. Also, their dynamic reads like a really toxic co-dependency. This book rains red flags.
Every time Ash was like you’re perfect for me...you’re such a perfect sub blah blah I wanted to barf. Until Abel gets professional help from someone not trying to bed him or fulfill his kink need, the relationship will always seem toxic to me. Your partner should not be your sole mental health resource!!
I love smut but the bondage scene that started 2 mins after the mom left seemed unnecessary and unrealistic. You have an MC who’s being flooded with memories from his childhood, standing before his mother sobbing and having a literal panic attack and the response is to tie him up with rope and penetrate him? What the what?!?! I wanted to throw my book across the room.
Abel asking Ash to take what he needs from his body and Ash obliging like he’s performing a selfless healing act is dangerous and toxic.
Such a long book for a triggering and unsatisfactory ending. Abel really needs a therapist to help him with his dissociation and to build coping skills, not the escapism of Ash’s domination.
The amount of times the author felt the need to remind us that Abel’s skin is dark is bizzare.
“It’s so wet, I can see his dark skin through the fabric.” Then one page later, “…his ribs were sticking out of his dark skin.” Two lines later, “Just like his dark nipples.”
Abel feels othered in the way that he’s described in the book. Why not reference his skin without reminding us at every turn that it’s dark? It’s skin. It’d be one thing if the white MC’s skin was described as pale at every turn but he’s not, not even once. The writing clearly centers whiteness which is weird considering Abel’s a Black MC & it’s a dual POV. It feels off balance. It also made Ash seem kinda corny to me since Abel’s darkness is overdescribed from his perspective. Also, there are so many other interesting ways to describe race and complexion than “dark”. “Dark” tells me nothing about Abel’s appearance other than he’s not white. Did I mention Abel is a MC? His physical description kinda matters! Ash is also kind of described weakly outside of the blue eyes…or are they green? *shrugs*
The book is long! I think the first 30% could have been reduced significantly. Not much happens except for the establishment of Abel’s PTSD and the MCs insta friendship. There were too many other characters introduced early on. Maybe I’d be less confused about who they are if I read the other books.
Oh and a random kidnapping and murder comes out of literally nowhere. The whole scene reads so left field and flat. Flat because I knew next to nothing about the guy kidnapped so I wasn't really invested and the stakes felt low. I’m guessing this is the author’s way of tying up loose ends from a previous book?
If there was a HEA, I didn't find it.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 12, 2023
Solace picks up immediately after the events of the previous book's rescue and shows us how Abel has been adjusting to his newfound freedom. Over the course of months of phone calls, he and Ash develop a fragile connection that serves as an escape from the gloomy world outside for both of them. They come to rely on one another, but each has reservations: Ash worries that Abel will suffer because of his desire to be a Dom, while Abel worries that Ash is too damaged to be in a healthy relationship. Abel learns they are a good fit because to the security and stability Ash offers.
The ease with which Abel discovers kink and the relationship blossoms was wonderful to see. Due to the awful nature of Abel's history, I was concerned that this novel might include BDSM, but I think it was handled with care. Taylor obviously cared about doing justice to the neighborhood she lived in. So that we never get the impression that Abel was coerced into this lifestyle, she nurtures the seeds of his submission (and Ash's authority) from the very beginning. Ash is well aware of his position of authority and the precariousness of Able's position. The fact that Abel is still very much an intellectual adult who can analyze what is happening with Ash made me feel completely at ease with his depiction, despite the fact that he is nave and seems young in certain respects.
In this novel, Abel's sexuality and obedience are the keys to his own liberation, rather than his past pain. Like the other two, this one moves at a rather sluggish pace but packs a lot of emotional punch. Although lengthy, the novel never drags due of the constant stream of exciting events. The return of previously introduced characters serves to enrich the story without distracting from it. And I have to give Taylor credit for writing a fantastic conclusion to the narrative. The hurried, action-packed endings of the previous two volumes were the greatest problem for me since they didn't allow for enough time with the joyful people. I was worried that this might also end the same way, but the resolution was wonderful. I received an ARC in exchange for my honest review.
The ease with which Abel discovers kink and the relationship blossoms was wonderful to see. Due to the awful nature of Abel's history, I was concerned that this novel might include BDSM, but I think it was handled with care. Taylor obviously cared about doing justice to the neighborhood she lived in. So that we never get the impression that Abel was coerced into this lifestyle, she nurtures the seeds of his submission (and Ash's authority) from the very beginning. Ash is well aware of his position of authority and the precariousness of Able's position. The fact that Abel is still very much an intellectual adult who can analyze what is happening with Ash made me feel completely at ease with his depiction, despite the fact that he is nave and seems young in certain respects.
In this novel, Abel's sexuality and obedience are the keys to his own liberation, rather than his past pain. Like the other two, this one moves at a rather sluggish pace but packs a lot of emotional punch. Although lengthy, the novel never drags due of the constant stream of exciting events. The return of previously introduced characters serves to enrich the story without distracting from it. And I have to give Taylor credit for writing a fantastic conclusion to the narrative. The hurried, action-packed endings of the previous two volumes were the greatest problem for me since they didn't allow for enough time with the joyful people. I was worried that this might also end the same way, but the resolution was wonderful. I received an ARC in exchange for my honest review.
May 21, 2023
3.3
My scale for praise goes as follows:
1 bad
2 OK
3 good
4 really good
5 very good
6 great, excellent, unbelievable!
Good characters, good plot, really good sex.
I liked their dynamic, the Alpha/little wolf thing, that was hot, but it took way too much time to get there, the book was almost over before they started their sexual relationship.
I liked the sex, it was pretty hot, but not great. I liked that the Alpha is in control, that he is Stern sometimes, sets rules and follows them. Mostly I like the times when they have a total power exchange, and the bottom gives up all his power, that's pretty hot.
But I guess the Alpha is a little too kind for me. I think I've pushed my limit with kink a little further than most peoples, and I just need more. I need him cold and mean, alot of dirty talk, and just not as kind in his handling. This is great for a real relationship, especially how careful he is with consent, but I guess I like it a little more toxic.
There is some pretty good dirty talk though, and some scenes where pretty hot, but I guess I just need more, and worse. 😉 and I like them a little grumpier, he is just too considerate for me.
I need them wilder and meaner.
And though the sex is pretty explicit, sometimes I wish they zoomed in on certain details more. I need too feel how the bottom feels I guess, and this is VERY close, and even succeedes sometimes, but I guess I need it more often.
So overall I liked it, even though it took way too long for them to actually get together, but in the end I just got bored by all the kindness and perfectness.
So I'm sad to say that I dnf'd at 399/453. I might finish it some day, but right now I just felt restless and had to quit.
But it's not bad, and I will probably try some other book by the author in the future. I do hope she chooses characters with less trauma though. It's written very respectful and realistic, so I'm not complaining, but it just gets too much in the end. I want less drama, and more relationship.
My scale for praise goes as follows:
1 bad
2 OK
3 good
4 really good
5 very good
6 great, excellent, unbelievable!
Good characters, good plot, really good sex.
I liked their dynamic, the Alpha/little wolf thing, that was hot, but it took way too much time to get there, the book was almost over before they started their sexual relationship.
I liked the sex, it was pretty hot, but not great. I liked that the Alpha is in control, that he is Stern sometimes, sets rules and follows them. Mostly I like the times when they have a total power exchange, and the bottom gives up all his power, that's pretty hot.
But I guess the Alpha is a little too kind for me. I think I've pushed my limit with kink a little further than most peoples, and I just need more. I need him cold and mean, alot of dirty talk, and just not as kind in his handling. This is great for a real relationship, especially how careful he is with consent, but I guess I like it a little more toxic.
There is some pretty good dirty talk though, and some scenes where pretty hot, but I guess I just need more, and worse. 😉 and I like them a little grumpier, he is just too considerate for me.
I need them wilder and meaner.
And though the sex is pretty explicit, sometimes I wish they zoomed in on certain details more. I need too feel how the bottom feels I guess, and this is VERY close, and even succeedes sometimes, but I guess I need it more often.
So overall I liked it, even though it took way too long for them to actually get together, but in the end I just got bored by all the kindness and perfectness.
So I'm sad to say that I dnf'd at 399/453. I might finish it some day, but right now I just felt restless and had to quit.
But it's not bad, and I will probably try some other book by the author in the future. I do hope she chooses characters with less trauma though. It's written very respectful and realistic, so I'm not complaining, but it just gets too much in the end. I want less drama, and more relationship.
abandoned
July 7, 2025Abandoned on 23 June 2025 @ 39% (chapter 19). Maybe spoilers?
I was really looking forward to this book. But unfortunately, I will be dnfing as I haven't been enjoying it and I don't see that changing no matter how much more I read. The BDSM dynamic is being forced onto the story. It doesn't feel at all realistic with Abel's circumstances and is honestly making me uncomfortable. And they haven't started a relationship yet. Plus, this is 600+ pages long and it's already obvious that yet again, 99% of those pages will be solely focused on the romance, despite the quite interesting side plot line of finding Kessler and Abel's family. But they haven't even gotten romantically involved yet and there's barely been any page time devoted to that. So yeah, it's not looking promising. Plus, as far as I've read, I don't think the word "therapy" has been mentioned even once. Abel was kidnapped as a kid and has been raped and sexuality assaulted since then. Very few things scream "psychologist needed" more than that. And yet, I get the impression that Ash being his dom and the BDSM relationship will be substituted for therapy in this book, which will be the furthest thing from ok. I'm speculating, but this is based on the direction the book has taken in the first two-fifths. Lastly, and yes, I'm speculating again but I can still guarantee this 10000000000000%, Kessler is gonna kidnap Abel, and Ash is gonna swoop in like the hero he is and rescue him. (I just did a quick look ahead on my kindle and turns out I was wrong. But I stand by it lol. It was a very good guess given what happened in the two previous books in the series.)
So yeah. I am dnfing because it will only go downhill from here.
I was really looking forward to this book. But unfortunately, I will be dnfing as I haven't been enjoying it and I don't see that changing no matter how much more I read. The BDSM dynamic is being forced onto the story. It doesn't feel at all realistic with Abel's circumstances and is honestly making me uncomfortable. And they haven't started a relationship yet. Plus, this is 600+ pages long and it's already obvious that yet again, 99% of those pages will be solely focused on the romance, despite the quite interesting side plot line of finding Kessler and Abel's family. But they haven't even gotten romantically involved yet and there's barely been any page time devoted to that. So yeah, it's not looking promising. Plus, as far as I've read, I don't think the word "therapy" has been mentioned even once. Abel was kidnapped as a kid and has been raped and sexuality assaulted since then. Very few things scream "psychologist needed" more than that. And yet, I get the impression that Ash being his dom and the BDSM relationship will be substituted for therapy in this book, which will be the furthest thing from ok. I'm speculating, but this is based on the direction the book has taken in the first two-fifths. Lastly, and yes, I'm speculating again but I can still guarantee this 10000000000000%, Kessler is gonna kidnap Abel, and Ash is gonna swoop in like the hero he is and rescue him. (I just did a quick look ahead on my kindle and turns out I was wrong. But I stand by it lol. It was a very good guess given what happened in the two previous books in the series.)
So yeah. I am dnfing because it will only go downhill from here.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 29, 2023
Y’all I feel like I just came up for air. Books don’t normally drag me down and under LIKE THAT but holy shit.
I’ve been waiting on this book impatiently, begging the author for an arc and everything (which she graciously gave me THANK GOD).
Ash and Abel are everything I wanted them to be. Guys, he stayed on the phone for 5 1/2 hours so the other could sleep. While he was in a war zone and had a million and three things he needed to do he stopped everything and just sat quietly on the phone while Abel slept for the first time in a long while.
Doesn’t that remind you of those first few honeymoon phase weeks with your whoever where you never wanted to hang up the phone? Well he didn’t. I swear to all other book boyfriends that I’m sorry, but none of them can hold a candle to Ashton Miller. He will forever and always be my number one.
Another thing about this freakin work of art, I’m so happy to see the emotional side of a Sub/Dom relationship represented so beautifully. And I feel like these two were there way before they…were THERE. Like the phone call…Ash told Abel to get some sleep and Abel listened but then Ash was the perfect Dom even when it wasn’t sexual and just stayed on the phone to protect him from nightmares.
That’s on a different level for me.
This book did not disappoint and made my little heart so happy. To see Abel blossom 🥹
If you have no triggers…and I mean it y’all, this book covers some super sensitive topics….check those and if you’re good I cannot stress to you any better than this…READ THIS BOOK. After Safe and Stay of course because otherwise you’ll be lost.
Taylor McNiff…you’ve got a fan for life girlfriend!
I’ve been waiting on this book impatiently, begging the author for an arc and everything (which she graciously gave me THANK GOD).
Ash and Abel are everything I wanted them to be. Guys, he stayed on the phone for 5 1/2 hours so the other could sleep. While he was in a war zone and had a million and three things he needed to do he stopped everything and just sat quietly on the phone while Abel slept for the first time in a long while.
Doesn’t that remind you of those first few honeymoon phase weeks with your whoever where you never wanted to hang up the phone? Well he didn’t. I swear to all other book boyfriends that I’m sorry, but none of them can hold a candle to Ashton Miller. He will forever and always be my number one.
Another thing about this freakin work of art, I’m so happy to see the emotional side of a Sub/Dom relationship represented so beautifully. And I feel like these two were there way before they…were THERE. Like the phone call…Ash told Abel to get some sleep and Abel listened but then Ash was the perfect Dom even when it wasn’t sexual and just stayed on the phone to protect him from nightmares.
That’s on a different level for me.
This book did not disappoint and made my little heart so happy. To see Abel blossom 🥹
If you have no triggers…and I mean it y’all, this book covers some super sensitive topics….check those and if you’re good I cannot stress to you any better than this…READ THIS BOOK. After Safe and Stay of course because otherwise you’ll be lost.
Taylor McNiff…you’ve got a fan for life girlfriend!
January 11, 2025
4.75 stars
I am officially obsessed with this book. From the moment I finished Book 1, I was counting down the pages until I could dive into Abel and Ash’s story—and let me tell you, the author delivered.
Yes, a 600-page romance might sound intimidating, but trust me, I devoured every single page. The pacing was perfect, the story never dragged, and every moment felt essential.
Abel and Ash are such compelling characters. Both are grappling with the freedom they’ve gained and the uncertainty of what comes next, and it was truly beautiful to watch their story unfold. Seeing how they came to rely on and complement each other made my heart so full.
That said, I couldn’t quite give this a full five stars for two small reasons. First, the nicknames they used for each other—no, just no. Second, there were a few moments where I was screaming internally because better communication could have resolved so much drama. But hey, what’s a romance without a little frustration, right?
One thing I especially loved was how the author portrayed BDSM in the story. It’s clear a lot of thought and research went into it, and it fit perfectly with the characters’ journeys. Despite Abel’s traumatic past, the introduction of BDSM felt natural and exactly what both characters needed. It was handled with care, and it added so much depth to their connection.
Saying goodbye to this found family is bittersweet. I’ve grown so attached to them, and I know I’ll be revisiting Callenburg for a reread someday. This series has truly earned a place in my heart.
Tropes:
Veteran
broken boy
traumatic past
small town
found family
size difference
spice: 4/5
I am officially obsessed with this book. From the moment I finished Book 1, I was counting down the pages until I could dive into Abel and Ash’s story—and let me tell you, the author delivered.
Yes, a 600-page romance might sound intimidating, but trust me, I devoured every single page. The pacing was perfect, the story never dragged, and every moment felt essential.
Abel and Ash are such compelling characters. Both are grappling with the freedom they’ve gained and the uncertainty of what comes next, and it was truly beautiful to watch their story unfold. Seeing how they came to rely on and complement each other made my heart so full.
That said, I couldn’t quite give this a full five stars for two small reasons. First, the nicknames they used for each other—no, just no. Second, there were a few moments where I was screaming internally because better communication could have resolved so much drama. But hey, what’s a romance without a little frustration, right?
One thing I especially loved was how the author portrayed BDSM in the story. It’s clear a lot of thought and research went into it, and it fit perfectly with the characters’ journeys. Despite Abel’s traumatic past, the introduction of BDSM felt natural and exactly what both characters needed. It was handled with care, and it added so much depth to their connection.
Saying goodbye to this found family is bittersweet. I’ve grown so attached to them, and I know I’ll be revisiting Callenburg for a reread someday. This series has truly earned a place in my heart.
Tropes:
Veteran
broken boy
traumatic past
small town
found family
size difference
spice: 4/5
May 2, 2023
**ARC Copy ***
***TRIGGER WARNINGS ***
Y'all I have been on pins and needles waiting for this book...and when @taylormcniffwrites had the post for ARC Copy readers I was running to her DMs...I am still trying to freaking process all that was in that phenomenal book..I am usually one for spoilers, especially for a book I am so excited for but this one I wanted to go in blind...not know anything...and I knew the moment I finished Stay and that Ash and Abel were gonna wreck me and rip my heart to shreds and very very slowly bring me back to life...and boy, did @taylormcniffwrites do
just that...like I told her earlier today, as we say in the South...she literally put her foot in that thang...
When I was reading Safe, Huck and Olly's book something about Ash grabbed me and Solace just upped my feelings for him...I told my bestie @romancereadingaddict that Ash is Edward Cullen level to me...even though Ash said what he said I forgive him 😂🤣...and if you know me..being Edward Cullen level in my book is the ultimate character...that should tell you about my taste in men..😉
Solace is a sloooow burn and my God it is steamy when Ash brings out the Dom...you will hurt, you will rage, you will laugh, you will cry (make sure you have your towel ready), your heart will be in shreds on the floor, but by the end you will not want to let Ash and Abel go...be sure to read Trigger Warnings!!!! Solace releases May 12th!!!
Thank you again @taylormcniffwrites for giving us these two beautiful souls and sharing their story of healing and love...
***TRIGGER WARNINGS ***
Y'all I have been on pins and needles waiting for this book...and when @taylormcniffwrites had the post for ARC Copy readers I was running to her DMs...I am still trying to freaking process all that was in that phenomenal book..I am usually one for spoilers, especially for a book I am so excited for but this one I wanted to go in blind...not know anything...and I knew the moment I finished Stay and that Ash and Abel were gonna wreck me and rip my heart to shreds and very very slowly bring me back to life...and boy, did @taylormcniffwrites do
just that...like I told her earlier today, as we say in the South...she literally put her foot in that thang...
When I was reading Safe, Huck and Olly's book something about Ash grabbed me and Solace just upped my feelings for him...I told my bestie @romancereadingaddict that Ash is Edward Cullen level to me...even though Ash said what he said I forgive him 😂🤣...and if you know me..being Edward Cullen level in my book is the ultimate character...that should tell you about my taste in men..😉
Solace is a sloooow burn and my God it is steamy when Ash brings out the Dom...you will hurt, you will rage, you will laugh, you will cry (make sure you have your towel ready), your heart will be in shreds on the floor, but by the end you will not want to let Ash and Abel go...be sure to read Trigger Warnings!!!! Solace releases May 12th!!!
Thank you again @taylormcniffwrites for giving us these two beautiful souls and sharing their story of healing and love...
May 12, 2023
Wow. I honestly can't even begin to break down what I read and all these feelings floating in my body. It CAN be read as a standalone. Don't let the 600+ pages make you think it'll be packed with filler - it won't be. This book was wonderful. I LOVED IT.
If you're looking for smut, fair warning, this is a slow burn. But when the fire catches... 🫣🔥🔥🔥 it's unreal.
Abel is free. He's just been rescued when the story starts. He was traff!cked as a child and has spent most of his life between two "owners". Now that he's free he tries to learn how to be a person for the first time. And I'll be honest, it's heartbreaking to read. Abel is a survivor, and that's not always a great thing to experience.
Living with his best friend Olly, *from a previous book* a man that had been rescued before him, he starts his healing journey and crosses paths with Ash.
Ash is an Army combat vet that contracts out with the CIA (?) - I'm unclear on those details. But their chemistry is unbelievable, even when they started out as friends.
The nickname that turns [redacted!!!! 🥵] the patience, the care that's swoonworthy. The revenge!!!!!!!!!!! The communication. The friendships. The care the two mcs share between themselves. It's all top tier, and throw in good writing, angst, self discovery and some kink? It's a damn good book.
So much of this story is touching and heartbreaking and moving. One of my favorite parts is when Abel makes a series of choices that aren't right or good for him, but the spirit of them is. Its incredibly well told, and you can't help but root for both Abel and Ash. Their HEA is hard fought, and incredibly rewarding.
I seriously can't recommend this story enough. But CHECK THE CONTENT WARNINGS. This book is brutal, but beautiful. Definitely a tale of healing and finding love, but the characters go THRU it first.
If you're looking for smut, fair warning, this is a slow burn. But when the fire catches... 🫣🔥🔥🔥 it's unreal.
Abel is free. He's just been rescued when the story starts. He was traff!cked as a child and has spent most of his life between two "owners". Now that he's free he tries to learn how to be a person for the first time. And I'll be honest, it's heartbreaking to read. Abel is a survivor, and that's not always a great thing to experience.
Living with his best friend Olly, *from a previous book* a man that had been rescued before him, he starts his healing journey and crosses paths with Ash.
Ash is an Army combat vet that contracts out with the CIA (?) - I'm unclear on those details. But their chemistry is unbelievable, even when they started out as friends.
The nickname that turns [redacted!!!! 🥵] the patience, the care that's swoonworthy. The revenge!!!!!!!!!!! The communication. The friendships. The care the two mcs share between themselves. It's all top tier, and throw in good writing, angst, self discovery and some kink? It's a damn good book.
So much of this story is touching and heartbreaking and moving. One of my favorite parts is when Abel makes a series of choices that aren't right or good for him, but the spirit of them is. Its incredibly well told, and you can't help but root for both Abel and Ash. Their HEA is hard fought, and incredibly rewarding.
I seriously can't recommend this story enough. But CHECK THE CONTENT WARNINGS. This book is brutal, but beautiful. Definitely a tale of healing and finding love, but the characters go THRU it first.
July 9, 2025
4⭐️
The third and final book about our trio of veterans finding love! This story follows Abel, a survivor who has finally been freed and is living with a fellow survivor and his now partner. Abel doesn’t know how to function in society because of his dark past. Everything feels scary, and nothing is safe. Until Ash comes along, and somehow makes Abel feel secure—his solace. 🥹
This book has really severe subject matter. Like child trafficking, the worst kind of abuse, torture, death, etc. definitely check the TWs, because this book is heavy.
That being said, it also has a lot of amazing emotional and relationship development. It’s a very slow burn, like they don’t even hug until like 25% and don’t kiss until like 60% kind of slow, and it’s over 600 pages. You’re going to get a lot of detail, a lot of scenes depicting just daily life for these two as they navigate their relationship, and a lot of intimate scenes between them as well. You’re truly going to get to know these characters. There are also lots of appearances from the MCs in the other two books in the series.
Rapid fire content:
-trafficking survivor / ex army
-D/S relationship
-a character does sleep with other people during this book
-so much hurt/comfort
-healing
-slow burn, deep feelings
I enjoyed this book, but did feel like it could have been like 200 pages shorter at least. Some of the content was a little jarring, but I’m used to that from this author. Definitely worth a read if you’re okay with heavy content and want a slow burn that goes deep into the characters.
The third and final book about our trio of veterans finding love! This story follows Abel, a survivor who has finally been freed and is living with a fellow survivor and his now partner. Abel doesn’t know how to function in society because of his dark past. Everything feels scary, and nothing is safe. Until Ash comes along, and somehow makes Abel feel secure—his solace. 🥹
This book has really severe subject matter. Like child trafficking, the worst kind of abuse, torture, death, etc. definitely check the TWs, because this book is heavy.
That being said, it also has a lot of amazing emotional and relationship development. It’s a very slow burn, like they don’t even hug until like 25% and don’t kiss until like 60% kind of slow, and it’s over 600 pages. You’re going to get a lot of detail, a lot of scenes depicting just daily life for these two as they navigate their relationship, and a lot of intimate scenes between them as well. You’re truly going to get to know these characters. There are also lots of appearances from the MCs in the other two books in the series.
Rapid fire content:
-trafficking survivor / ex army
-D/S relationship
-a character does sleep with other people during this book
-so much hurt/comfort
-healing
-slow burn, deep feelings
I enjoyed this book, but did feel like it could have been like 200 pages shorter at least. Some of the content was a little jarring, but I’m used to that from this author. Definitely worth a read if you’re okay with heavy content and want a slow burn that goes deep into the characters.
January 6, 2025
Tej książki obawiałam się najbardziej i okazało się, że miałam rację. Kilka razy dosłownie miałam ochotę czymś rzucić i musiałam odłożyć kindla na półkę.
Przez cały czas zastanawiałam się ile lat ma Abel i wszystkie moje założenia okazały się błędne, a autorka jego wiekiem wbiła mi przysłowiowy gwóźdź do trumny. Bardzo podobał mi się sposób prowadzenia postaci Abla. Chłopak, który po uwolnieniu nic nie wie o świecie, nie potrafi dobrze czytać, kolekcjonuje i zapisuje znaczenie słów, którymi my, posługujemy się bez chwili namysłu. Przerażony, zagubiony, nie zdolny do samodzielnego funkcjonowania w społeczeństwie. Mężczyzna i dziecko w jednym. Bo niestety Abel miał w sobie coś z zagubionego, bardzo skrzywdzonego dziecka, które poznaje świat w przyspieszonym tempie, gdyż odebrano mu tę możliwość wiele lat temu. Ash był dla niego uziemieniem, kimś kto dokonywał za niego wyborów, zawsze stawiał go na pierwszym miejscu, chociaż miał z nim pełne ręce roboty. W pewien sposób ich relacje s/m były dla mnie bardzo zrozumiałe. Myślę, że byli dla siebie idealni.
To była ciężka, ale bardzo dobra seria. Poruszała trudne, niewygodne tematy, o których na co dzień nie chcemy nic wiedzieć, bo tak jest łatwiej i bezpieczniej dla naszego zdrowia psychicznego. Na pewno nie poleciłabym jej każdemu. Szczęśliwe zakończenia, idealni partnerzy, to bajka, ale dzięki temu mogłam to przeczytać, inaczej po prostu nie dałabym rady :)
Przez cały czas zastanawiałam się ile lat ma Abel i wszystkie moje założenia okazały się błędne, a autorka jego wiekiem wbiła mi przysłowiowy gwóźdź do trumny. Bardzo podobał mi się sposób prowadzenia postaci Abla. Chłopak, który po uwolnieniu nic nie wie o świecie, nie potrafi dobrze czytać, kolekcjonuje i zapisuje znaczenie słów, którymi my, posługujemy się bez chwili namysłu. Przerażony, zagubiony, nie zdolny do samodzielnego funkcjonowania w społeczeństwie. Mężczyzna i dziecko w jednym. Bo niestety Abel miał w sobie coś z zagubionego, bardzo skrzywdzonego dziecka, które poznaje świat w przyspieszonym tempie, gdyż odebrano mu tę możliwość wiele lat temu. Ash był dla niego uziemieniem, kimś kto dokonywał za niego wyborów, zawsze stawiał go na pierwszym miejscu, chociaż miał z nim pełne ręce roboty. W pewien sposób ich relacje s/m były dla mnie bardzo zrozumiałe. Myślę, że byli dla siebie idealni.
To była ciężka, ale bardzo dobra seria. Poruszała trudne, niewygodne tematy, o których na co dzień nie chcemy nic wiedzieć, bo tak jest łatwiej i bezpieczniej dla naszego zdrowia psychicznego. Na pewno nie poleciłabym jej każdemu. Szczęśliwe zakończenia, idealni partnerzy, to bajka, ale dzięki temu mogłam to przeczytać, inaczej po prostu nie dałabym rady :)
October 4, 2024
0,5 stars unfortunately
The first book was well written, slow paced thriller/crime novel that touched a lot of heavy subjects but with a kind of psychological and societal commentary. It was an overall good book that even though there was a heavy dose of trauma still managed to be romantic, cute and full of suspense.
Book two was my favorite of the three, while still being in line with the first it was mostly cute and funny while still following the first books narrative of catching a human trafficking ring.
This book (book 3) however felt rushed, forced and did not even compare to the other two. It felt a lot like “had planned to write three books of three friends romances during a timespan of a year so it HAS to happen!” but this third book were mostly uncomfortable to read and would have been salvageable (if not even good) by making the couples romance take place a few years ahead instead. That way the romance would make a hell of a lot more sense, be less awkward and feel less forced and uncomfortable and as a reader it would make more sense as a closure of the entirety of the trilogy.
The first book was well written, slow paced thriller/crime novel that touched a lot of heavy subjects but with a kind of psychological and societal commentary. It was an overall good book that even though there was a heavy dose of trauma still managed to be romantic, cute and full of suspense.
Book two was my favorite of the three, while still being in line with the first it was mostly cute and funny while still following the first books narrative of catching a human trafficking ring.
This book (book 3) however felt rushed, forced and did not even compare to the other two. It felt a lot like “had planned to write three books of three friends romances during a timespan of a year so it HAS to happen!” but this third book were mostly uncomfortable to read and would have been salvageable (if not even good) by making the couples romance take place a few years ahead instead. That way the romance would make a hell of a lot more sense, be less awkward and feel less forced and uncomfortable and as a reader it would make more sense as a closure of the entirety of the trilogy.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 5, 2023
TLDR; amazing hurt/comfort book based on respect and caring. Their relationship builds over time. Check for trigger warnings.
Let me start by saying I have been waiting for Abel’s story since I read Safe. I couldn’t wait to read his story. I adore how their relationship builds over time and is purely about safety at first. “Nothin’ about makin’ you feel safe is silly to be, Abel” Oh my heart 🥹
If you haven’t been through trauma or don’t spend much time around those who have, you may struggle with some of Abel’s thoughts. He says a lot of cruel things about himself to himself because of the trauma. Some may struggle with a former trafficking victim being submissive. But that is ridiculous. Your past doesn’t dictate or remove options for sexual preferences. I loved how comfortable Able is with using his safe words when triggered and the loving way Ash responds.
Overall I absolutely adored Ash and Abel’s love story. Seeing them grow both individually then together was great.
Let me start by saying I have been waiting for Abel’s story since I read Safe. I couldn’t wait to read his story. I adore how their relationship builds over time and is purely about safety at first. “Nothin’ about makin’ you feel safe is silly to be, Abel” Oh my heart 🥹
If you haven’t been through trauma or don’t spend much time around those who have, you may struggle with some of Abel’s thoughts. He says a lot of cruel things about himself to himself because of the trauma. Some may struggle with a former trafficking victim being submissive. But that is ridiculous. Your past doesn’t dictate or remove options for sexual preferences. I loved how comfortable Able is with using his safe words when triggered and the loving way Ash responds.
Overall I absolutely adored Ash and Abel’s love story. Seeing them grow both individually then together was great.
May 18, 2023
Finally, SOLACE. For everyone. I adore this little family and omg, i absolutely love that they call themselves different bro names 😂
There's something about Taylor's writing that is just soothing to the soul, which is ironic considering what kind of stories she writes. But while i wouldn't normally go for a longer book, i had no problem finishing this one, no need to skim. Taylor writes about heavy topics with remarkable sensitivity and doesnt shy away from stuff that's not easily digestible. I loved Ash and Abel's story and I'm so happy all the bad guys are dealt with, although Tyler could use some more dealing with to (coughcough, if you know what i mean).
The only thing I might "complain" about is how abruptly the attraction/connection started between Ash and Abel. Yes, I know that some people just resonate with you, but I was still a little.dismayed by Ash's sudden protectiveness and Abel's immediate trust. But I still enjoyed the book immensely!
There's something about Taylor's writing that is just soothing to the soul, which is ironic considering what kind of stories she writes. But while i wouldn't normally go for a longer book, i had no problem finishing this one, no need to skim. Taylor writes about heavy topics with remarkable sensitivity and doesnt shy away from stuff that's not easily digestible. I loved Ash and Abel's story and I'm so happy all the bad guys are dealt with, although Tyler could use some more dealing with to (coughcough, if you know what i mean).
The only thing I might "complain" about is how abruptly the attraction/connection started between Ash and Abel. Yes, I know that some people just resonate with you, but I was still a little.dismayed by Ash's sudden protectiveness and Abel's immediate trust. But I still enjoyed the book immensely!
October 22, 2023
This was my favorite book in the series. Yes, you need to read the trigger warnings before reading this book. Taylor has a way of writing that allows you to really get into the characters head space.
Ash is running from his past and trying to prove that he can protect everyone. He is a Dom who understands what Able needs while worrying that he might push to hard.
Able is this sweet, kind, strong and brave human who had been sex trafficked for most of his life. HIs friends worry about him and treat him like a victim, while Ash see him for who he is. Ash helps Able come to terms with what he likes and who is, while Able helps Ash understand that he doesn't need to save everyone.
Yes there is tragedy in both of their lives, yet what they give to each other is magical.
Ash is running from his past and trying to prove that he can protect everyone. He is a Dom who understands what Able needs while worrying that he might push to hard.
Able is this sweet, kind, strong and brave human who had been sex trafficked for most of his life. HIs friends worry about him and treat him like a victim, while Ash see him for who he is. Ash helps Able come to terms with what he likes and who is, while Able helps Ash understand that he doesn't need to save everyone.
Yes there is tragedy in both of their lives, yet what they give to each other is magical.
August 19, 2024
Oof - what a way to wrap up this series. I’m emotionally exhausted after these 3 books. I felt immersed in their world and incredibly invested in their characters.
I don’t really read many books with this dynamic - dom/sub and BDSM, but the author did a beautiful job with it. It was really thorough through the explanation of kink and how Ash practices it.
Abel’s life was horrifying. The things he endured from the age of 5 onwards to his rescue are just unspeakable. This book did a great job showing him finding who he was and how that journey wasn’t linear.
I would have liked to see a bit more of a resolution after he met his mom, but regardless I do feel like the series wrapped up well.
I need something light and funny after this 😅
I don’t really read many books with this dynamic - dom/sub and BDSM, but the author did a beautiful job with it. It was really thorough through the explanation of kink and how Ash practices it.
Abel’s life was horrifying. The things he endured from the age of 5 onwards to his rescue are just unspeakable. This book did a great job showing him finding who he was and how that journey wasn’t linear.
I would have liked to see a bit more of a resolution after he met his mom, but regardless I do feel like the series wrapped up well.
I need something light and funny after this 😅
September 17, 2024
I'm not sure I can properly put into words the love I have for this book. Ash and Able were so amazing. The caretaking, the version of Dom/Sub that existed in this book took my breath away.
This book broke you and put you back together and then broke you again and finally.....all these men find their HEA!
Able's journey to knowing himself. Ash's fierce protection of Able being able to do so on his terms. The space given and trust given and pining and want and need and all the things. You felt every single one.
Friends imputing and messing things up. Friends imputing and making things better. These two rescue each other and need each other and together they are exactly who they are meant to be.
So many tears in this book.
This book broke you and put you back together and then broke you again and finally.....all these men find their HEA!
Able's journey to knowing himself. Ash's fierce protection of Able being able to do so on his terms. The space given and trust given and pining and want and need and all the things. You felt every single one.
Friends imputing and messing things up. Friends imputing and making things better. These two rescue each other and need each other and together they are exactly who they are meant to be.
So many tears in this book.
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