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280 pages, Paperback
First published July 16, 2021

Me: Sure. I can go there. You want me to just bring something for you and Anson?
Troublemaker: Nah, I was thinking I’d come to you. We can get room service and chill for a while. You did come all the way out here to see me.
Me: To watch a football game.
Troublemaker: To see me play a football game.
Me: Tomato/tomahto.
“I don’t think he would have trusted anyone else, so I owe you a thanks too. My honeymoon depended on your answer,” Anson teased, making everyone laugh.
“Are you kidding me? I can’t wait to get you out of the country. I’m hoping we stay naked the whole time,” West answered. “There’s my favorite blush, Bashful.” He cupped Anson’s cheek and kissed him.
“Jesus Christ, West,” Anson said just as I added, “Well played, Weston Calloway.”
“It’s Weston Calloway-Hawkins to you.” He grinned at Anson, and I was pretty sure my best friend went soft inside. Heart eyes shot out of his head, like in a cartoon,
I figured I could see how things were going or if Jeremy needed my help with anything, not that there was much I could do. I donated money, stopped by and talked about being a football player and stuff like that sometimes, but it was important to me to try. I hadn’t always been the best ally, something I didn’t realize until Anson came out. I hated to think of some of the things I said in the past, including carelessly throwing around the F-word. I was determined to do better.
My gaze went to the nametag—Mikey, He/They/Them. That was new for me, checking someone’s pronouns. It didn’t take a lot of work, and I didn’t know why some people freaked out about it
“I heard you come by sometimes. I mean, we see Anson all the time and that’s crazy, but now you too. I know I don’t look like a football fan, but…”
He was small-boned and had nail polish on. “You look like one to me.” I shrugged. “Anyone can be a football fan.”
“But what if you aren’t sure it can work out? What if there are reasons it’s…difficult? And you aren’t sure you can overcome them.” Maybe it was wrong of me to think of it this way but being with Jeremy would change who I always thought I was, and I didn’t know if I could do that.
“That sounds like an excuse to me.” Momma shrugged. “If someone is worth it, you find a way to make it work even if it’s hard. You’ve never given up a day in your life. You’re better than that, and you know it. If you want something, you gotta fight for it. That’ll make it all the sweeter when you win.”