Actual rating 4.5⭐️
12 Hours To Say I Love You. Wow, now that’s a title loaded with expectation and promise. I love nothing more than a good,weepy love story and reading those seven little words I assumed this one was going to be a real tearjerker. So, armed with a box of tissues I plunged right in to find Steve at his wife’s hospital bedside being given the news no one ever wants to hear. Pippa has suffered a traumatic brain injury sustained during a car accident and is now lying in an induced coma. According to the surgeon the next 12 hours are critical and that’s where Steve comes in. The doctor is encouraging him to talk to his wife. The only problem is he doesn’t know what to say, troubled by thoughts of where she was going when the crash occurred. It’s vital Steve tells Pippa why he loves her but where does he start??? I guess he needs to go right back to where it all began….
I knew I was going to fall madly, deeply, truly in love with this novel from the humorous opening scene in which 15 year old Pippa Lyons, aspiring actress and drama queen extraordinaire is having a slight wobble just as the curtains are about to rise on the school production of Romeo and Juliet. Like a knight in shining armour Steve Gallagher is hovering in the wings poised to help Pippa remember her lines. From that moment on Steve’s heart belongs to Pippa (and my heart belonged to him!) and that’s the way it’s destined to remain. It’s in these first few pages that the essence of Steve and Pippa are captured, the die cast in terms of the roles they will assume in their future together. Everything that follows just confirms this fact. Funny, sad, poignant, beautiful and intoxicating this is the story of their heady, complicated , tumultuous romance and life together (and apart) and oh my goodness what an emotional journey this is.
Told from a dual perspective, Steve and Pippa’s love story unfurls via a series of flashbacks plotting the rise and fall and the ebb and flow of their relationship over the years. This lends a balanced feel to the narrative, giving you an in depth sense of who these characters are and what makes them tick. Interspersed with these flashbacks are scenes of Steve keeping a vigil by Pippa’s bedside, the clock ticking ominously as he endeavours to remind his wife of all the reasons why she needs to come back to him. It’s a simple, straightforward format but one that is extremely effective in packing an emotional punch. Within a short space of time you feel as if you know Steve and Pippa inside out, irresistibly drawn into their world which has now been turned upside down. I loved the push and pull of their romance, that will they won’t they vibe which propels the narrative forward. There is a rhythmic quality to their interactions, a pattern to their relationship quickly emerging from which they barely deviate. Everything about the narrative screams love of the most exceptional, once in a lifetime kind that many of us search for but not all of us are lucky enough to find yet essentially this couple are just ordinary folk who despite their differences deep down know they belong together. The authors had me hanging onto every word as Steve and Pippa recount days, weeks, months full of joy and sorrow, laughter and tears, bad jokes, drama, and good friendships. They are just like you and I with their hopes and their dreams, their worries, their uphill struggles and their happiest times. The challenges they face are often the same troubles the majority of us will face at some point in our lifetime but there are some episodes in their lives that are particular tough and painful. Their biggest downfall is their lack of communication. I loved the humour in the novel and I’m happy to say there’s an awful lot to laugh about. Oscar, Steve’s friend is a great source of fun and amusement and it’s a shame he didn’t feature more throughout the novel. The importance of good strong friendships is a thread running right through the narrative with Pippa remaining in close contact with her drama pals. Tania plays a pivotal role in the lead up to Pippa’s accident. This novel certainly isn’t cheesy or cringeworthy or overly sentimental. It’s a celebration of love and what it means to be human in an ever changing landscape where nothing is certain expect perhaps the rock solid love between two people. In my opinion it is the sheer strength of Steve’s love that will knock you for six. The hospital scenes are loaded with so much tenderness, so much compassion and so raw with panic and fear that you can feel yourself unravelling alongside Steve. I think these are some of the best scenes in the entire novel. Tension arises both with the uncertainty over Pippa’s prognosis and the mystery surrounding the accident plus the melodic soundtrack of the machines keeping Pippa alive adds to the emotional atmosphere. Be warned; these scenes could well be your undoing.
Steve and Pippa are as different as chalk and cheese but they compliment each other like salt and pepper. Candid, beautiful and fun it would seem Pippa from the outset is way out of his league, at least by Steve’s reckoning, but from a reader’s perspective you might disagree. Pippa is a frustrating character, self absorbed, overly dramatic, high maintenance and infuriating. She may be colourful and vibrant and the life and soul of the party but is she worthy of kind hearted, dependable, maybe a bit boring Steve who clearly would lay down his life to protect her? He is the kind of man you’d like your daughter to bring home, the all round nice guy, a character you can fall for easily, laughing at his attempts to woo the subject of his desire but perhaps a tad too obliging and lacking in ambition. Pippa on the other hand takes some getting used to, the kind of woman who would probably drive a saint to distraction, starry eyed and perhaps a bit delusional but even though for much of the time I thought Steve was way too good for her she did make me laugh. Yes she’s annoying but I couldn’t dislike her and as time evolves and she sadly faces some harsh realities she does mellow.
I thought I knew how this was going to end. I thought at some point the floodgates would open and I’d become a blubbering ugly mess. Unfortunately I felt cheated on both counts. The mystery surrounding Pippa’s accident isn’t resolved until very late in the day which if I’m honest didn’t overly concern me. I was too wrapped up in each moment to think whether or not this aspect was underdeveloped. I so much wanted Steve and Pippa’s love story to make me cry but it didn’t and that made me a little bit cross! Oh well, I guess the tissues will keep for another day! However I do have a positive note to end on. Somehow I managed to end up with an audio version of the book too and I have to say listening to the authors own voices (plus another female narrator) bringing their characters and words to life gave this love story an extra special edge that is missing when you’re reading to yourself in your head. I can only imagine how even more romantic it might feel watching all this unfold on a film or tv screen. 12 Hours To Say I Love You is everything you want a love story to be (minus the tears!) and regardless of what you think about the ending I think you’ll find it will take longer than 12 hours to forget Steve and Pippa!
My thanks as always to the publisher Headline Review and Netgalley for giving me the opportunity to read in exchange for an honest review.