I seem to be attracted to novels of people who grew up in small towns, escaping to the city as soon as they were old enough to do so, only to come back home when a shocking development occurs relating to another event from that character’s past. It’s a trope that’s been done to death, but I continuously read these stories, probably because I grew up in a small town myself. This novel was a great example of this overdone trope that I just felt compelled to read, and I’m glad I did! I’ve really enjoyed all three of Amy Engel’s novels to date, and I Did it For You might just be my favorite!
When Greer Dunning was just a teenager her older sister, Eliza, was murdered by a boy in her own hometown. As soon as she was able to, she moved to Chicago, leaving her past behind her, and now that her sister’s murderer has been executed, she can finally look to the future, right? When she finds out there has been similar killings, after the execution of the convicted killer, she decides to return to Ludlow, Kansas, hungry for answers. You see, when her sister died Greer felt there was more to the case and those unanswered questions have haunted her for years. Will a second look at everything over a decade later finally unearth answers Greer’s been so desperate to find?
When Greer arrives in Ludlow, she picks up where she left off years earlier reconnecting with her two besties, listening to the rumor mill, and even making a friend with the most unlikely character, her sister’s murderer’s brother, Dean. But the closer the two get, the closer they get to the truth. A truth someone wants to keep hidden, at all costs.
While this was a slow-burn, and it might not be for everyone, I really enjoyed it! Overall, it was a solid, well-written mystery, and I honestly didn’t see the reveal coming, although I wasn’t that blown away by it. The antagonist was the least likely of the suspects, and I was shocked by why they did what they did, thinking it was an incredibly ridiculous reason! I LOVED the accurate portrayal of small-town America that it seems Engel is masterful at illustrating, from the town drunk, to the party girl that never grew up after high school, and even the testosterone-fueled deputy with a chip on his shoulder, which it seems every small town has. I was intrigued throughout and wanted even more of the characters after turning that last page! Throughout the pages there was an omnipresent, atmospheric sense of foreboding that a lot of small town cold case mysteries contain, and this one was no exception - I was thoroughly creeped out throughout, sensing someone lurking in the shadows, just like Greer did! If I had to compare this novel to another story, or film, it would be The Town that Dreaded Sundown....which was very creepy!
I definitely recommend Engel to those who haven’t come across her work, and will continue reading anything she writes!