2.75⭐️
I enjoyed reading this book and I got through it quickly, but I saw that 'twist' coming from a mile away.
If I had to describe this book, I'd say it felt naive in a way. The main character is equally trusting and prone to conspiracy theories, but she also had some mental health issues that didn't help the manner but also somehow seem to not be much of a problem in the end...
I think I expected more from this.
It also seems a bit racist that most of the non-white people end up being the bad ones. Couldn't an american doctor have been the ring leader?
Honestly, I was hoping for one of the other girls to be involved - one of the friends that stayed 'trustworthy' the entire time... would have been more of a twist. It was too easy to trust Sasi, which gave it away pretty quickly, that she was going to be the bad guy.
Also, I expected Emily's mental health to be an issue in the end. Like maybe she imagined a lot of it. Maybe she wasn't pregnant to begin with, or maybe it could have turned out that she's thinking everything up while in a mental hospital and one of her doctors is thai (Sasi, basically), like she is incoorporating reality into her hallucinations? Again, it was absolutely not twisty enough.
Then her friend from America was somehow never heard of again - whatever happened to her? Wasn't she gonna come visit?
The therapy notes were interesting and I would have liked more of that, and there should have been more hallucinations towards the end, since her breaks are clearly triggered by stress and you cannot tell me that girlypop was managing her stress better towards the end!
There could have been an entire chapter of like a fake ending that Emily hallucinates while in labor (that is stressful!) and it would have helped tie her psych problems into the plot more.
Also, office-dude Jake basically executing Sasi? Be fucking for real! The oddest 'happy end' I've ever seen.
Also, Vivian is just basically the best person in the world, saves the day, everyone loves her... she's rich and influential and sacrificed so much to save the child of her friend, even though her child is still not found. Seems unrealistic, honestly. Again, saw that coming, since she was made out to be kind of a villain, so she had to be good in the end...
What urked me from the start was that Emily just randomly made friends with these women. Like, you just got there, they don't know you yet and you don't know them yet. Nothing good would come from that in real life - at least no real friendship starts like that... again, very trusting and naive of her. That's the type of story you'd think up in high school when wanting to be part of the popular clique.
Anyways, I did enjoy reading this book, I just kinda expected more and it seemed a little flat. Some parts of the story were just forgotten (like the friend in america and the fact that stress triggers mental health breaks - not small ones).
Again, the naive thing bothered me. Girlypop goes 'I have to keep this a secret and can't tell anyone about anything ever!' And two sentences later she's spilling all her personal tea to a rando she met five seconds ago.
For a moment there, when she had just met Vivian and was sus of her, I thought Vivian might be the woman who lost her child in the beginning, the car thing, and then maybe moved to thailand to get away from the memories, only to run into Emily, who she briefly remembers from that day - that would have been a twist, I tell ya!