If I Don't Self Immolate Will I Ever Be Understood?

by Andrw Fx

"Certain in the wisdom in the destruction of everything, God is a teenager in love."

In their follow up to every thing andrw fx meditates with agonizing fear, suicide, disassociation, discomfort, closure, SSRI-induced half-realities, sycophantic blood cults, augury, ego death, heartache, queerness, and deep platonic love.

These 13 stories are a funeral parade of intense emotion led by a cast of award-winning absentee gods, feral cats, vulcans, mutant chicken bois, aliens, dead birds, dust particles, queer humanoids from the Appalachian region, and Harold Ramis.

If I don’t self immolate will I ever be understood? grapples with the probity of reality and washes in the waters of the totally absurd.

116 pages, Paperback

Published April 14, 2023

About the author

andrw fx is a writer, editor, visual & sound artist, chef, bicycle enthusiast & work critic who aims their forms at subverting tradition(s) & opening dialogues that supersede conceptual limits.

they make their home in Lancaster, Pennsylvania with their cat child and robot vacuum.

Buy my books here: www.andrwfx.com/store