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From the Universe to Me
Eighteen-year-old Tobias Gavin is struggling to come to terms with his sexuality. For many years, the what-ifs of coming out have swirled around his head, so he has chosen to live a lie to keep from disrupting the “normal” life he has created with his family and friends.
That is until he meets Gareth David the day he enrolls for his first semester as a college student. He feels an immediate connection with Gareth…a connection that pushes Tobias to question the way he has been living his life. When Gareth coincidentally becomes, Tobias’s History professor, Tobias is forced to confront his feelings and confront the universe.
Tobias must come to terms his depression, anxiety, heartbreak, and his sexuality before he can even begin to heal his wounds. He believes that everything happens for a reason, but he learns that some experiences are meant to teach even if they cause heartbreak. Once he comes to terms with himself, he might find his knight in shining armor.
Tobias must learn to trust himself and those around him if he wants to find happiness.
That is until he meets Gareth David the day he enrolls for his first semester as a college student. He feels an immediate connection with Gareth…a connection that pushes Tobias to question the way he has been living his life. When Gareth coincidentally becomes, Tobias’s History professor, Tobias is forced to confront his feelings and confront the universe.
Tobias must come to terms his depression, anxiety, heartbreak, and his sexuality before he can even begin to heal his wounds. He believes that everything happens for a reason, but he learns that some experiences are meant to teach even if they cause heartbreak. Once he comes to terms with himself, he might find his knight in shining armor.
Tobias must learn to trust himself and those around him if he wants to find happiness.
- GenresM M RomanceLGBT
220 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 11, 2023
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Scott E. Garrison
1 book135 followersScott E. Garrison is a debut author, who wants to share new, queer stories with the world. He currently lives in the Oklahoma City, OK area.
Alongside writing, he has a Masters in Library and Information Studies and works as a Librarian for an Oklahoma-based library system. He spends his free time reading, baking, watching movies and tv shows with his husband, and cuddling with his dogs, Jarvis and F.R.I.D.A.Y.
Alongside writing, he has a Masters in Library and Information Studies and works as a Librarian for an Oklahoma-based library system. He spends his free time reading, baking, watching movies and tv shows with his husband, and cuddling with his dogs, Jarvis and F.R.I.D.A.Y.
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March 1, 2023
THIS IS MY BOOK! I know I'm biased, but I'm very proud of this book. The characters are near and dear to my heart, and I think that the story is important.
Please read, share, and enjoy!
Please read, share, and enjoy!
March 17, 2023
I was given an ARC of this book for my honest review. Now that disclosure is out of the way, let’s get to the story.
This review is going to be a bit different from how I usually post. Normally I would put little jokes or emojis to express how I felt about the book. But not this time; this book deserves more than that. This novel touched me in a profound way…as I never had to go through what the main character experienced but it was as if I was there. The fear, the frustrations, the pain of trying to be who you’re meant to be…not what was expected.
This book to me was about how the main character, Tobias Gavin was navigating his life while questioning his sexuality while dealing with fear of whether he would be accepted. Now he does meet people in college that he does feel connections with but I don’t want to spoil any part of this story. Back to the point…Tobias needs to learn how to deal with the hurt he has buried deep before he can even have a chance to find happiness, to finally have some peace and maybe even the love of another man.
This book I gave 5 stars. I teared up at a few parts because I know there are so many people in the world experiencing this and even now as I write this review. This book should be read especially for those people. Also you should read the acknowledgments at the end because by me reading it; I realized why I felt connected to Tobais. It’s because the author Scott Garrison injected part of himself into the words on the pages and there’s truth in the writing.
I leave you with this:
Remember you never know what a person is going through…Be Kind. ❤️
This review is going to be a bit different from how I usually post. Normally I would put little jokes or emojis to express how I felt about the book. But not this time; this book deserves more than that. This novel touched me in a profound way…as I never had to go through what the main character experienced but it was as if I was there. The fear, the frustrations, the pain of trying to be who you’re meant to be…not what was expected.
This book to me was about how the main character, Tobias Gavin was navigating his life while questioning his sexuality while dealing with fear of whether he would be accepted. Now he does meet people in college that he does feel connections with but I don’t want to spoil any part of this story. Back to the point…Tobias needs to learn how to deal with the hurt he has buried deep before he can even have a chance to find happiness, to finally have some peace and maybe even the love of another man.
This book I gave 5 stars. I teared up at a few parts because I know there are so many people in the world experiencing this and even now as I write this review. This book should be read especially for those people. Also you should read the acknowledgments at the end because by me reading it; I realized why I felt connected to Tobais. It’s because the author Scott Garrison injected part of himself into the words on the pages and there’s truth in the writing.
I leave you with this:
Remember you never know what a person is going through…Be Kind. ❤️
April 30, 2023
In his debut novel, Scott Garrison brings passion and heart to a story that will resonate with many readers, particularly those in search of themes of fitting in, self-acceptance and coming out. These are all part of Tobias’s journey, and Garrison pays them ample attention. He also leans heavily on the idea that everything happens for a reason, even if we’re not sure what that reason might be.
From the Universe to Me is written in first person from Tobias’s POV which excited me, because single POV is something I love, and it’s gotten rare in this genre. The style and delivery are unique and a little unusual, different from what I commonly see in the books I read. Tobias’s story reads a little like a journal narrated in what I can best describe as stream of consciousness. We see and experience what’s happening to Tobias, but it’s more as if we are Tobias rather than watching the events happen to him. This delivery gives the impression the story is deeply personal, and I couldn’t help but wonder where the line between author and character truly lies.
Garrison incorporates and addresses some serious and heavy topics throughout this story. Please take care if any of the following are triggers or difficult topics for you: depression, self-harm or suicidal ideation; sexual assault; internalized homophobia; toxic relationships and manipulation; or power imbalance. Many of these experiences help to ground our perception of what Tobias is going through and shed light on just how difficult and complex this journey of self-acceptance and coming out can be.
As I mentioned, many readers will enjoy this story, but for me, it falls a little short in the underdeveloped story elements. There are several gaps left by plot points I wish were better represented by actions and events rather than verbal acknowledgement. For example, we don’t see the connection deepen between Gareth & Tobias, we’re just told that it does. We don’t experience Tobias accepting his sexuality, he just suddenly does. These jumps don’t change the overall trajectory of the story; however, they fail to build support for the emotional impact we’re asked to feel.
*I voluntarily read a complimentary copy of this book*
From the Universe to Me is written in first person from Tobias’s POV which excited me, because single POV is something I love, and it’s gotten rare in this genre. The style and delivery are unique and a little unusual, different from what I commonly see in the books I read. Tobias’s story reads a little like a journal narrated in what I can best describe as stream of consciousness. We see and experience what’s happening to Tobias, but it’s more as if we are Tobias rather than watching the events happen to him. This delivery gives the impression the story is deeply personal, and I couldn’t help but wonder where the line between author and character truly lies.
Garrison incorporates and addresses some serious and heavy topics throughout this story. Please take care if any of the following are triggers or difficult topics for you: depression, self-harm or suicidal ideation; sexual assault; internalized homophobia; toxic relationships and manipulation; or power imbalance. Many of these experiences help to ground our perception of what Tobias is going through and shed light on just how difficult and complex this journey of self-acceptance and coming out can be.
As I mentioned, many readers will enjoy this story, but for me, it falls a little short in the underdeveloped story elements. There are several gaps left by plot points I wish were better represented by actions and events rather than verbal acknowledgement. For example, we don’t see the connection deepen between Gareth & Tobias, we’re just told that it does. We don’t experience Tobias accepting his sexuality, he just suddenly does. These jumps don’t change the overall trajectory of the story; however, they fail to build support for the emotional impact we’re asked to feel.
*I voluntarily read a complimentary copy of this book*
April 8, 2023
It’s been so long since I’ve read a coming out story reading this one felt like a throwback. It read almost like journal entries and the personal nature of it is apparent. The anxiety, uncertainty and fear of coming out is realistic as is the excitement of transitioning to a new period of life, starting college, and the giddiness of a first crush with the sting of devastation of a first heartbreak felt like a shared experience.
I especially liked Tobi’s journey of coming out and finding deeper acceptance of himself, believing in his confidence, and learning that his close friends, family, and his own interests and passions are as important to a fulfilling life and his identity as much as his sexuality and romantic relationships.
Some scenes felt rushed and would have benefitted from more exploration. Tobi questions something for a paragraph and then in a sentence or two he’s made up his mind in a potentially big decision, or a lot of time suddenly passed. Other sections are overly repetitive and felt like they slowed down the narrative, but this could have been a reflection of Tobi’s experience with anxiety.
Releasing April 11, From The Universe to Me is an emotional journey with an enjoyable cast of characters and an ending that left me smiling. Check out the synopsis in the comments and thank you to the author for the ARC for review!
I especially liked Tobi’s journey of coming out and finding deeper acceptance of himself, believing in his confidence, and learning that his close friends, family, and his own interests and passions are as important to a fulfilling life and his identity as much as his sexuality and romantic relationships.
Some scenes felt rushed and would have benefitted from more exploration. Tobi questions something for a paragraph and then in a sentence or two he’s made up his mind in a potentially big decision, or a lot of time suddenly passed. Other sections are overly repetitive and felt like they slowed down the narrative, but this could have been a reflection of Tobi’s experience with anxiety.
Releasing April 11, From The Universe to Me is an emotional journey with an enjoyable cast of characters and an ending that left me smiling. Check out the synopsis in the comments and thank you to the author for the ARC for review!
May 1, 2023
I was given an ARC for a non-biased review. I feel awful that my review is almost two weeks after release date, but we will blame being a FT working mom of two toddlers who also happens to be in grad school for lack of reading-for-fun time.
For Scott’s debut novel I think he did a really great job! Especially after reading the acknowledgments and knowing that this storyline is very similar to his own personal experiences.
Ultimately I wish there could have been some deeper diving into some of the scenes, and a little less repetition in others. But overall I’m really proud of the work that has been created and shared - and I am grateful Scott felt safe enough to share his story with us as readers!
For Scott’s debut novel I think he did a really great job! Especially after reading the acknowledgments and knowing that this storyline is very similar to his own personal experiences.
Ultimately I wish there could have been some deeper diving into some of the scenes, and a little less repetition in others. But overall I’m really proud of the work that has been created and shared - and I am grateful Scott felt safe enough to share his story with us as readers!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 13, 2024
Y’ALL MY NONBIOLOGICAL TWIN WROTE A BOOK AND IT’S ABOUT TO BE PUBLISHED AND I’M SO SO SO PROUD OF HIM!!!!!!!! (That’s my way of saying I got an ARC and I know the author and whatever other disclaimer I should be putting out there.
May 28, 2023
This book is beautiful! Wonderfully written, heartfelt, and important.
***Contains spoilers***
Accepting and sharing your authentic self with the people you love most is one of the hardest things a young person can do and it’s perfectly captured here. I appreciated that Tobias had a strong support group when coming out because so many of us didn’t and we need to normalize accepting, celebrating, and supporting Queer friends and family. There’s a lot to be said here about dealing with mental health struggles, overcoming the trauma of a toxic relationship, and how we move on from that.
The author put so much of himself into this that you cant help but fall in love with the main character and root for him. It’s incredibly vulnerable and commendable. I felt a range of emotions reading this and it brought up so many personal memories but I was ultimately left with hope and reinforced faith in the universe.
Highly recommended!
***Contains spoilers***
Accepting and sharing your authentic self with the people you love most is one of the hardest things a young person can do and it’s perfectly captured here. I appreciated that Tobias had a strong support group when coming out because so many of us didn’t and we need to normalize accepting, celebrating, and supporting Queer friends and family. There’s a lot to be said here about dealing with mental health struggles, overcoming the trauma of a toxic relationship, and how we move on from that.
The author put so much of himself into this that you cant help but fall in love with the main character and root for him. It’s incredibly vulnerable and commendable. I felt a range of emotions reading this and it brought up so many personal memories but I was ultimately left with hope and reinforced faith in the universe.
Highly recommended!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
March 22, 2023
WOW! I am a little biased, (because I went to college with the author and he has always been a great guy) but I loved this book. I think if I had read this during my freshman year of college, I would have related to Tobias so much: struggling with his identity, chasing attention from inappropriate partners, not valuing his own feelings and opinions enough. As a full adult reading this, I wanted to squeeze him and remind him to love himself. The characters in this book are so well written and likable (besides one bad guy), and I really enjoyed the relationship between Tobi and his friends. [SMALL SPOILER AHEAD] Additionally, it is nice to have a different coming out story-one in which the main character is afraid to come out (for logical reasons-society has not always been nice to LGBT+ people), but when he does is loved and supported by his family (and chosen family). I am lucky to have been able to read this ARC, and I will definitely be rereading and recommending this book!
April 11, 2023
Tobias Gavin is ready for his freshman year of college. He’s an enthusiastic and passionate eighteen year old and has plan for his continuing education at Ashelford University. He has his classes all listed, so he can succeed as history major with the goal of becoming a professor in the field. He accepts fully that he is a nerd, always had an anxiety for being early for everything, but he handles it all in stride. He’s exceptional and has gone above and beyond to make this big step in his life perfect. He has a great connection with his parents and has two good friends, and he doesn’t want to disappoint anyone.
The one thing he isn’t ready to face is his sexuality. He’s never had a girlfriend or boyfriend. He continues to talk himself into being straight but deep down inside he knows he isn’t, so he stays as closeted as possible. He’s fearful or telling anyone that he’s gay. He doesn’t want to hurt his parents or his fiends and he fears the consequences that would come.
With having his classes and future all planned out, he’s ready for his first meeting with his advisor, Dr. Helena Richards. As always, Tobias is very early for his meeting and while he waits he meets Gareth David. Gareth David is teaching assistant to Dr. Richards. When he strikes up a conversation with Tobias, he is overwhelmed and enthralled by Gareth. Tobias can’t stop thinking of Gareth and especially how normal Gareth made him feel. But Tobias thinks he will never see Gareth again on campus, until the first day of school. Gareth is now teaching his history class. Tobias is totally flustered and what does it mean when Gareth want’s to see him after class? Gareth has a proposition for Tobias, one he can’t refuse. It would benefit Tobias with his future.
Cydney Williams and Matt Stevens are Tobias’ best friends and they spend lots of time together and even have classes together. They want Tobias to go to a ‘welcome-back-to-school’ party, Tobias is reluctant about going but he joins them anyways. Tobias decides to just enjoy himself and it starts to work, until he bumps into Gareth. Tobias will find himself having to make difficult choices, not only about himself, but parents and friendships and what’s really important to him, no matter the consequences.
Scott E. Garrison creates a story built of his own personal experience. For me, “From the Universe to Me” was like reading someone’s personal diary. This is very much a coming of age story as Tobias struggles with so many issues. From first love to heartbreak and possibly loving again. It’s about being who you truly are and there are times when you just have to take that step and trust in parents and friends. In all his enthusiasm and excitement of a big step in his life, Tobias looses his way and has to realize all is not what it seems. It’s also about trusting and knowing who your friends really are and standing up for yourself. The one other thing the stood out for me was how dangerous this could have become for Tobias.
“From the Universe to Me” would also seem very beneficial for young adults, who still deal with their own sexuality issues and how to find help with all the questions that they need answered.
“From the Universe to Me” is a debut novel by Scott E. Garrison. I think, he has high potential in his writing and construction of his story. I commend, him for taking a chance and writing a novel of his own personal experiences. It is a story worth reading!
The one thing he isn’t ready to face is his sexuality. He’s never had a girlfriend or boyfriend. He continues to talk himself into being straight but deep down inside he knows he isn’t, so he stays as closeted as possible. He’s fearful or telling anyone that he’s gay. He doesn’t want to hurt his parents or his fiends and he fears the consequences that would come.
With having his classes and future all planned out, he’s ready for his first meeting with his advisor, Dr. Helena Richards. As always, Tobias is very early for his meeting and while he waits he meets Gareth David. Gareth David is teaching assistant to Dr. Richards. When he strikes up a conversation with Tobias, he is overwhelmed and enthralled by Gareth. Tobias can’t stop thinking of Gareth and especially how normal Gareth made him feel. But Tobias thinks he will never see Gareth again on campus, until the first day of school. Gareth is now teaching his history class. Tobias is totally flustered and what does it mean when Gareth want’s to see him after class? Gareth has a proposition for Tobias, one he can’t refuse. It would benefit Tobias with his future.
Cydney Williams and Matt Stevens are Tobias’ best friends and they spend lots of time together and even have classes together. They want Tobias to go to a ‘welcome-back-to-school’ party, Tobias is reluctant about going but he joins them anyways. Tobias decides to just enjoy himself and it starts to work, until he bumps into Gareth. Tobias will find himself having to make difficult choices, not only about himself, but parents and friendships and what’s really important to him, no matter the consequences.
Scott E. Garrison creates a story built of his own personal experience. For me, “From the Universe to Me” was like reading someone’s personal diary. This is very much a coming of age story as Tobias struggles with so many issues. From first love to heartbreak and possibly loving again. It’s about being who you truly are and there are times when you just have to take that step and trust in parents and friends. In all his enthusiasm and excitement of a big step in his life, Tobias looses his way and has to realize all is not what it seems. It’s also about trusting and knowing who your friends really are and standing up for yourself. The one other thing the stood out for me was how dangerous this could have become for Tobias.
“From the Universe to Me” would also seem very beneficial for young adults, who still deal with their own sexuality issues and how to find help with all the questions that they need answered.
“From the Universe to Me” is a debut novel by Scott E. Garrison. I think, he has high potential in his writing and construction of his story. I commend, him for taking a chance and writing a novel of his own personal experiences. It is a story worth reading!
April 29, 2023
College is supposed to be about new beginnings. What happens though when the newness breaks you instead? When it sends you into a place so dark that only a single text keeps you here instead?
Tobi has struggled for so long with his secrets. It has brought him depression, anxiety, anger, and shame to name a few emotions. College is supposed to be about building his future instead for a short while, it becomes about breaking the chains that have held him down for so long. The ones labeled gay. The ones that scare him and make him feel unloved. When what he thought he knew and who he thought he loved turned out to be wrong, life turns upside down and inside out for Tobi. With the help and support of his friends, Matt and Cydney, Tobi is able to turn it all around and put himself on firm footing again. Will he ever be able to trust his heart with someone else though?
Powerful, meaningful, and heartbreaking. I spent the first part of this book thinking this is so cute and then feeling dread curl up my spine. I knew something was wrong even though the words being spoken were sweet. When the shoe dropped, I felt as if I should have known better the entire time. The author, Scott E. Garrison, wrote this story so well that I was as seduced as Tobi was. I felt so much sadness reading the agony Tobi endured every time he thought about whether or not he was gay. I felt at times like my heart would come out of my chest knowing that kids feel that much pain and fear over something they have no control over. My heart jumped for joy at all the good moments and no I’m not telling you what they are. In the about the author segment, it’s mentioned that this is Mr. Garrison’s debut novel. I think it is amazing and (my favorite words) I’m looking forward to seeing more from him in the future!!
Tobi has struggled for so long with his secrets. It has brought him depression, anxiety, anger, and shame to name a few emotions. College is supposed to be about building his future instead for a short while, it becomes about breaking the chains that have held him down for so long. The ones labeled gay. The ones that scare him and make him feel unloved. When what he thought he knew and who he thought he loved turned out to be wrong, life turns upside down and inside out for Tobi. With the help and support of his friends, Matt and Cydney, Tobi is able to turn it all around and put himself on firm footing again. Will he ever be able to trust his heart with someone else though?
Powerful, meaningful, and heartbreaking. I spent the first part of this book thinking this is so cute and then feeling dread curl up my spine. I knew something was wrong even though the words being spoken were sweet. When the shoe dropped, I felt as if I should have known better the entire time. The author, Scott E. Garrison, wrote this story so well that I was as seduced as Tobi was. I felt so much sadness reading the agony Tobi endured every time he thought about whether or not he was gay. I felt at times like my heart would come out of my chest knowing that kids feel that much pain and fear over something they have no control over. My heart jumped for joy at all the good moments and no I’m not telling you what they are. In the about the author segment, it’s mentioned that this is Mr. Garrison’s debut novel. I think it is amazing and (my favorite words) I’m looking forward to seeing more from him in the future!!
March 26, 2023
This starts off as a sweet college story but don't be fooled we have a turbulent journey ahead. Tobias and Gareth form an almost claustrophobic relationship, which in turn leads to Tobias neglecting other important parts of his life. This story takes a dramatic turn for the worse half way through and my stomach plummeted. I felt how desperate and alone Tobias was feeling, his uselessness to get the answers he needed. You only have Tobias' POV so the reader has no way of knowing what is going on in Gareth's mind. Gareth seems to have a personality transplant half way through and we don't fully understand what causes him to be so callous and cruel. This book is surprisingly dark in areas. The second half of the book mellows out when Alex comes onto the scene and although him and Tobias are open and honest they don't appear to have the flammable reaction that he had with Gareth. Looking back we can see that his relationship with Gareth was more than likely toxic. How you want this story to end depends on which guy you are rooting for and who has won you over before we get to see the characters' true colours. It isn't an easy choice because we only have Tobias' thoughts. Will it be Gareth or will it be Alex? It was a great story with some snark, fun and then a dark layer to make it more interesting. I'm glad Tobias chose well in the end and got a happy for now ending. Not sure if this is a standalone or intended to be a series but can I mention Matt's reaction to the dancer in blue? I received an advance review copy for free, and Ieaving this review voluntarily.
April 13, 2023
THIS IS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED!
I love forbidden stories especially Professor/ Student but this book took me for a ride- a rollercoaster ride!
You can feel all the emotions that the main character Tobias Gavin endures while trying to convince himself he is straight but alas it is a losing battle as the universe puts someone in his path to test that theory…
Enter soon to be Professor - Gareth David. Flirty, Charming, sexy, intellectual and so kind and sweet….
This is where Tobias’s journey to self acceptance, lust, love, courage and trust begins, so climb aboard, hold on tight as it is going to be an emotional bumpy ride full of twists and turns!
Even though I have no personal experience with how Tobias must have felt regarding telling his parents and best friends about his depression and sexuality it was emotionally felt reading each chapter of how his eyes opened like a newborn baby to a whole new world!
“My fears made me feel like I would be in the closet forever. It took courage and trust to find my way out of that darkness.”
With enough love and support, hopefully Tobias will make the right decisions…
Wow what an amazing debut book from this author, I hope to read more!
I voluntarily received an ARC from GRR for my honest non biased opinion on this book.
I love forbidden stories especially Professor/ Student but this book took me for a ride- a rollercoaster ride!
You can feel all the emotions that the main character Tobias Gavin endures while trying to convince himself he is straight but alas it is a losing battle as the universe puts someone in his path to test that theory…
Enter soon to be Professor - Gareth David. Flirty, Charming, sexy, intellectual and so kind and sweet….
This is where Tobias’s journey to self acceptance, lust, love, courage and trust begins, so climb aboard, hold on tight as it is going to be an emotional bumpy ride full of twists and turns!
Even though I have no personal experience with how Tobias must have felt regarding telling his parents and best friends about his depression and sexuality it was emotionally felt reading each chapter of how his eyes opened like a newborn baby to a whole new world!
“My fears made me feel like I would be in the closet forever. It took courage and trust to find my way out of that darkness.”
With enough love and support, hopefully Tobias will make the right decisions…
Wow what an amazing debut book from this author, I hope to read more!
I voluntarily received an ARC from GRR for my honest non biased opinion on this book.
May 9, 2024
Scott is a great Bookstagrammer and friend and now I can add talented writer to that list. From the Universe to Me is a very heartfelt story about the struggles before and after the coming out process, as well as what could happen when you fall for the wrong person.
Tobias was a very fleshed out character and I loved that. For him being the main voice, he definitely told us his story and got us to feel a lot of things towards him, from wanting to shake him when you know he’s about to make a not-so-great decision to wanting to hug him. A very well-portrayed protagonist.
Alex, Cydney, and Max were all great side characters and I liked them all. Of course, I hated Gareth, as I was meant to. Plus, the Wicked references were my favorite part.
One criticism I do have is that the writing at times felt very repetitive. At times, I felt like Tobias was telling us his feelings about Gareth and Alex over and over and it wasn’t as needed. Granted, as someone with anxiety and OCD, I get repetitive thoughts happen. But it took me out of the story a bit. Regardless, I look forward to reading more from Scott!
Tobias was a very fleshed out character and I loved that. For him being the main voice, he definitely told us his story and got us to feel a lot of things towards him, from wanting to shake him when you know he’s about to make a not-so-great decision to wanting to hug him. A very well-portrayed protagonist.
Alex, Cydney, and Max were all great side characters and I liked them all. Of course, I hated Gareth, as I was meant to. Plus, the Wicked references were my favorite part.
One criticism I do have is that the writing at times felt very repetitive. At times, I felt like Tobias was telling us his feelings about Gareth and Alex over and over and it wasn’t as needed. Granted, as someone with anxiety and OCD, I get repetitive thoughts happen. But it took me out of the story a bit. Regardless, I look forward to reading more from Scott!
April 11, 2023
This did not go as I expected and the main reason I picked it was because I enjoy student/professor books so was a bit disappointed it didn’t give me the HEA I was anticipating. I also felt at times the book jumped forward in time and we lost important events and details and building of relationships. Having said that, I couldn’t put the book down and needed to know who Tobias would end up because even though Gareth was a horrible person it could’ve gone either way under their final confrontation at thought. Alex was sweet and the connection between him and Tobias was less electric than with Gareth but definitely healthier and safer, especially given Tobias’ struggles. All in all, 5stars because I couldn’t put it down but 3.5stars for being slightly mislead and gaps in the story which needed to be filled in.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 10, 2023
Interesting quick read, written only in the point of view of Tobias which really fit the story. The writing style matched the age of the characters well. The friends were very sweet. I just didn't feel Tobias as I expected to, although his story and mine have a lot of similarities, but that is me personally and doesn't take away that it is clear that the author did put in his own experiences.
I received a complimentary copy of this book and am happy to leave a voluntary review.
I received a complimentary copy of this book and am happy to leave a voluntary review.
September 20, 2023
Actual rating: 4.5
I just want to preface this by saying I loved the novel! The only thing I didn’t like was that the main character would get kind of whiny at some points. Otherwise, the writing was perfect for the age and POV. I long to have a friend like Matti. I have harsh words for a certain character. Overall though? Wonderful debut from Scott!
I just want to preface this by saying I loved the novel! The only thing I didn’t like was that the main character would get kind of whiny at some points. Otherwise, the writing was perfect for the age and POV. I long to have a friend like Matti. I have harsh words for a certain character. Overall though? Wonderful debut from Scott!
April 3, 2023
From the Universe to Me by Scott E. Garrison is a coming of age story of Tobias Gavin experiencing love and heartbreaks and growing up to find true love.
I didn’t like one scene where Tobi kept pushing Garrett to come clean about his feelings. I felt he should have left it alone but that is part is Tobi’s character.
I didn’t like one scene where Tobi kept pushing Garrett to come clean about his feelings. I felt he should have left it alone but that is part is Tobi’s character.
April 10, 2023
This book made my heart hurt 🥲
The characters were all so lovable (except you-know-who) and the first person narration kept me invested in Tobi's journey. I hope this story reaches the people who need it, because its message is brave and powerful.
The characters were all so lovable (except you-know-who) and the first person narration kept me invested in Tobi's journey. I hope this story reaches the people who need it, because its message is brave and powerful.
April 10, 2023
Amazing Story
This story is so amazing and had me cycling through several different emotions while reading it. It is absolutely worth taking the time to read this one.
I received an ARC and this is my unbiased opinion
This story is so amazing and had me cycling through several different emotions while reading it. It is absolutely worth taking the time to read this one.
I received an ARC and this is my unbiased opinion
June 30, 2023
Garrison’s debut novel brought me all the feels. I felt that part of this book was telling my life story. As a gay person, the whole adventure/saga/drama/joy/anxiety including process of coming out is a life long journey. So reading this process is always so very cathartic to me. So reading a smooth coming out helps to reassure the world that you are loved. Tobi goes through quiet the journey and while he is figuring out who he is he falls for what he thinks is the man of his dreams. We find out if that is the case through out the book. I can’t wait to see what Garrison writes next.
December 6, 2023
‘From the Universe to Me’ is contemporary fiction and discusses serious matters like self-harm, sexual assault, and trauma. Tobias Gavin is an 18-year-old who is dealing with his sexual identity. When Tobias meets Gareth, things take a turn in the story. The connection they feel is strong and cultivates emotions, connections that are relatable for those who are in similar situations.
Alongside all the drama and coming-of-age elements, the author also introduces Tobias’s depression and anxiety. He has to confront many things to shape his life and create a direction for himself.
I enjoyed reading this book as it was written well and did not shy away from the reality of what some teens face today.
I recommend this book to fiction readers.
Alongside all the drama and coming-of-age elements, the author also introduces Tobias’s depression and anxiety. He has to confront many things to shape his life and create a direction for himself.
I enjoyed reading this book as it was written well and did not shy away from the reality of what some teens face today.
I recommend this book to fiction readers.
June 3, 2023
I had spent two months slogging through the first 50 pages of another book when i lucked out and got an arc of this book. It restored my love of reading. I was instantly drawn into the story of Tobias Gavin, college freshman and history major. I was a history major as well. I connected with him right away.
I really related to Tobias’ journey: struggling to accept himself, fear of speaking his truth to friends and family, falling unabashedly in love and navigating a new life with its highs and lows.
Tobi is a sympathetic character who wants to do the right thing for himself and his friends and family. You can’t help but root for him.
This is a quick read. It will make you laugh and mutter “No, Tobi!” And root him on. A great exploration of coming out and charting one’s own path.
I really related to Tobias’ journey: struggling to accept himself, fear of speaking his truth to friends and family, falling unabashedly in love and navigating a new life with its highs and lows.
Tobi is a sympathetic character who wants to do the right thing for himself and his friends and family. You can’t help but root for him.
This is a quick read. It will make you laugh and mutter “No, Tobi!” And root him on. A great exploration of coming out and charting one’s own path.
April 1, 2023
📚 ✨ From the Universe to Me ✨ 📚 by Scott E. Garrison
Genre: New Adult/coming-of-age/coming-out
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
This is a debut new adult novel, and it’s a gay coming-out story. I received this ARC from the author in exchange for an honest review.
This was such a lovely read. I love reading stories from perspectives other than my own and experiences I’ve never had. This story focuses on Tobias, a recent college student who is unsure of who he is or what he wants. Then he meets Gareth, an associate professor who opens up a part of him he tries to keep dormant. And Tobias’ life changes forever.
I think this is a story that so many readers of all ages can relate to in some way. Yes, it is a queer story, but the themes Garrison has at play here are so universal. Fear of fitting in, of judgement, of losing your loved ones, of being unsure of who you are and what you want. Trying to hide who you are because you’re afraid. I also loved how this coming-out story sort of subverts expectations in a way. I won’t give spoilers. But it was nice to see another side of what happens when you come out to yourself and those closest to you.
This novel tackles pretty heavy topics, and there is a trigger warning at the start of the book. Those susceptible to things like suicidal ideation, sexual assault, power imbalance, trauma, harassment, and self-harm. Please practice self-care. There are also a few sexual scenes, but nothing I found to be too graphic.
There were only a few issues I had, neither of which detracted from the story, and are my own personal preference. Because so much of this story is in Tobias's head, I felt like we are told a bit too much about how the reader should feel instead of letting the story and characters do it. A lot of this could just be how the narration is presented. Not everyone may have this issue, it just stood out to me. I also wish that the side characters were developed a bit more. Especially with the ending, I think it would have had a bit more of an emotional impact if we spent more time with the side characters, gotten to know them a bit more. Again, personal preference, and not everyone may have the same issue.
I think anyone struggling with their identity, and those who are struggling with coming-out, will find much to relate to in Tobias. He is a character we root for, who we want to find his truth and shout it from the rooftops. And I really do love how this wraps up in the end. The happy for now. We only hope Tobias finds comfort and solace in himself. In the love of his friends and family. And at the end of the day, we all just want to be loved and accepted for who we are. It’s a universal truth.
Thank you for sharing this story, Scott. I am honored to have read it.
Recommended for fans of new adult coming-of-age romances, coming-out stories, or themes of identity and speaking your truth. I think this has the potential to help many kids out struggling with their identity and coming out.
Genre: New Adult/coming-of-age/coming-out
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
This is a debut new adult novel, and it’s a gay coming-out story. I received this ARC from the author in exchange for an honest review.
This was such a lovely read. I love reading stories from perspectives other than my own and experiences I’ve never had. This story focuses on Tobias, a recent college student who is unsure of who he is or what he wants. Then he meets Gareth, an associate professor who opens up a part of him he tries to keep dormant. And Tobias’ life changes forever.
I think this is a story that so many readers of all ages can relate to in some way. Yes, it is a queer story, but the themes Garrison has at play here are so universal. Fear of fitting in, of judgement, of losing your loved ones, of being unsure of who you are and what you want. Trying to hide who you are because you’re afraid. I also loved how this coming-out story sort of subverts expectations in a way. I won’t give spoilers. But it was nice to see another side of what happens when you come out to yourself and those closest to you.
This novel tackles pretty heavy topics, and there is a trigger warning at the start of the book. Those susceptible to things like suicidal ideation, sexual assault, power imbalance, trauma, harassment, and self-harm. Please practice self-care. There are also a few sexual scenes, but nothing I found to be too graphic.
There were only a few issues I had, neither of which detracted from the story, and are my own personal preference. Because so much of this story is in Tobias's head, I felt like we are told a bit too much about how the reader should feel instead of letting the story and characters do it. A lot of this could just be how the narration is presented. Not everyone may have this issue, it just stood out to me. I also wish that the side characters were developed a bit more. Especially with the ending, I think it would have had a bit more of an emotional impact if we spent more time with the side characters, gotten to know them a bit more. Again, personal preference, and not everyone may have the same issue.
I think anyone struggling with their identity, and those who are struggling with coming-out, will find much to relate to in Tobias. He is a character we root for, who we want to find his truth and shout it from the rooftops. And I really do love how this wraps up in the end. The happy for now. We only hope Tobias finds comfort and solace in himself. In the love of his friends and family. And at the end of the day, we all just want to be loved and accepted for who we are. It’s a universal truth.
Thank you for sharing this story, Scott. I am honored to have read it.
Recommended for fans of new adult coming-of-age romances, coming-out stories, or themes of identity and speaking your truth. I think this has the potential to help many kids out struggling with their identity and coming out.
April 13, 2023
I’m not sure how to write this review without spoilers but I’ll give it a shot because I received an ARC and am not supposed to reveal anything!
This is the author’s debut novel. I believe Scott E. Garrison has promise as a good writer. Could just use a little bit of refining his craft next time around.
Gareth is Tobias’s TA and history professor his first semester of college. The two are drawn to one another immediately. I guess they are. That’s what the book said. I didn’t feel the connection between them though. It seemed like it came out of nowhere, which was where the book started to not work for me. Because for the rest of the book to feel as angsty and emotional as it’s intended, you need to buy into Gareth and Tobias together.
This book had some good parts - side characters of Cydney and Matt were wonderful, plot was well thought out and I enjoyed it. But there were just pieces that I didn’t feel. And that’s what I’m looking for in a romance book. Couple of examples of where it missed the mark for me:
Example 1: Tobias is not out to anyone. And it causes him to be depressed and contributes to his anxiety. I read that about him, but I didn’t really feel it. And then he suddenly decides to come out. It felt rushed to me for someone who struggled with it so much for years.
Example 2: Tobias and Gareth love each other. They do? It’s a good thing someone told me because I didn’t see or feel it.
Example 3: This one is nit picky, I admit. One other thing I didn’t like was Tobias’s relationship with his parents. They were loving and nice and I think I was supposed to like them. And they were ok, but they were too overbearing to be parents I was supposed to like. I know many college students live at home, but why did he have to call his parents and ask if he could go out with his friends? And then his mom first told him to be home by 11pm! Oh, but then she gives him an extra hour - make it midnight. How generous!! He’s an adult and his mommy wants him home by midnight? I have to admit that part felt Mommy Dearest creepy.
There are some climactic moments near the end and I didn’t see them coming so good job on not having a predictable plot. But I was too removed from the characters to react strongly.
I do want to compliment the author for some of the writing - there were several funny one liners and back and forths between characters. I would consider reading something by this author in the future.
2/5 stars
This is the author’s debut novel. I believe Scott E. Garrison has promise as a good writer. Could just use a little bit of refining his craft next time around.
Gareth is Tobias’s TA and history professor his first semester of college. The two are drawn to one another immediately. I guess they are. That’s what the book said. I didn’t feel the connection between them though. It seemed like it came out of nowhere, which was where the book started to not work for me. Because for the rest of the book to feel as angsty and emotional as it’s intended, you need to buy into Gareth and Tobias together.
This book had some good parts - side characters of Cydney and Matt were wonderful, plot was well thought out and I enjoyed it. But there were just pieces that I didn’t feel. And that’s what I’m looking for in a romance book. Couple of examples of where it missed the mark for me:
Example 1: Tobias is not out to anyone. And it causes him to be depressed and contributes to his anxiety. I read that about him, but I didn’t really feel it. And then he suddenly decides to come out. It felt rushed to me for someone who struggled with it so much for years.
Example 2: Tobias and Gareth love each other. They do? It’s a good thing someone told me because I didn’t see or feel it.
Example 3: This one is nit picky, I admit. One other thing I didn’t like was Tobias’s relationship with his parents. They were loving and nice and I think I was supposed to like them. And they were ok, but they were too overbearing to be parents I was supposed to like. I know many college students live at home, but why did he have to call his parents and ask if he could go out with his friends? And then his mom first told him to be home by 11pm! Oh, but then she gives him an extra hour - make it midnight. How generous!! He’s an adult and his mommy wants him home by midnight? I have to admit that part felt Mommy Dearest creepy.
There are some climactic moments near the end and I didn’t see them coming so good job on not having a predictable plot. But I was too removed from the characters to react strongly.
I do want to compliment the author for some of the writing - there were several funny one liners and back and forths between characters. I would consider reading something by this author in the future.
2/5 stars
April 11, 2023
Tobias is eighteen and excited to start at Ashelford University as a history major. He wants to become a history professor.
Making his parents proud is one of his drives, it’s taking its toll. He doesn’t want to confront them that he’s attracted to men. He’s hugely struggling with his sexuality, and indoctrinates himself time after time he’s straight and likes girls.
While waiting for his appointment to talk about the schedule for his first semester, he meets Gareth David, the Professor’s teaching assistant.
He could never predict what an impact this gorgeous man would have on his life.
He’s a lot in Tobias’ head, and now teaching Tobias’ class, Gareth is an example of a kind, patient man, and helpful, with Tobias becoming his student assistant he sees him even more.
The twenty-five-year-old Gareth is everything Tobias can think of, every free moment he’s in his head.
He’s afraid to get too comfortable and expose himself.
It’s unavoidable, they start a secret relationship, that turns into a sexual one, and even the L word falls.
Sounds good, until it’s so not.
Poor Tobias, his head will explode if he keeps up that hard and harsh thinking. He’s one big ball of anxiety. His thoughts are getting dark.
His inner turmoil was huge, the struggle, the anxiety, the fear, depression, the constant internal corrections, always self-conscious, all well pictured by the author.
The story shows how different relationships can be. How hard it is the shake it off and step out of it. Tobias did make the right choices!
So, a debut novel, I must say, my compliments, it was a captivatingly written, convincing story.
The flow was good, and the pace was comfortable. I read it in one sit. It’s a gay coming-out story, with some harsh life lessons, we can see Tobias grow from a confused, innocent, and anxious guy, to a much stronger version, because boy did he grow!
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Making his parents proud is one of his drives, it’s taking its toll. He doesn’t want to confront them that he’s attracted to men. He’s hugely struggling with his sexuality, and indoctrinates himself time after time he’s straight and likes girls.
While waiting for his appointment to talk about the schedule for his first semester, he meets Gareth David, the Professor’s teaching assistant.
He could never predict what an impact this gorgeous man would have on his life.
He’s a lot in Tobias’ head, and now teaching Tobias’ class, Gareth is an example of a kind, patient man, and helpful, with Tobias becoming his student assistant he sees him even more.
The twenty-five-year-old Gareth is everything Tobias can think of, every free moment he’s in his head.
He’s afraid to get too comfortable and expose himself.
It’s unavoidable, they start a secret relationship, that turns into a sexual one, and even the L word falls.
Sounds good, until it’s so not.
Poor Tobias, his head will explode if he keeps up that hard and harsh thinking. He’s one big ball of anxiety. His thoughts are getting dark.
His inner turmoil was huge, the struggle, the anxiety, the fear, depression, the constant internal corrections, always self-conscious, all well pictured by the author.
The story shows how different relationships can be. How hard it is the shake it off and step out of it. Tobias did make the right choices!
So, a debut novel, I must say, my compliments, it was a captivatingly written, convincing story.
The flow was good, and the pace was comfortable. I read it in one sit. It’s a gay coming-out story, with some harsh life lessons, we can see Tobias grow from a confused, innocent, and anxious guy, to a much stronger version, because boy did he grow!
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April 11, 2023
4 / 5 ⭐️‘s
"From the Universe to Me" by Scott E. Garrison
This was a good quick read that even had me tearing up towards the end. It felt like a true story, perhaps it is, or maybe parts of it are…
The protagonist, Tobias Gavin, is a relatable and vulnerable character who grapples with depression, anxiety, and heartbreak as he navigates his journey.
Garrison's writing draws you into Tobias's world as he battles with the what-ifs of coming out and the fear of disrupting the normalcy he has created in his life. The connection Tobias feels with Gareth David, his History professor, adds a layer of complexity to his internal conflicts, forcing him to confront his true self and question the choices he has made.
As Tobias confronts his inner demons and learns to trust himself and those around him, he embarks on a path of self-acceptance and healing.
!!!!!CAUTION POTENTIAL SPOILER AHEAD!!!!!
I think the only part of this one that I struggled with was that Tobias first kissed his teacher at a college party… Like why was a teacher there? They had to hide their relationship because he was a teacher so them first kissing at a college party felt odd. That and their relationship lasted four months but it felt like it was two weeks.
That said I still really enjoyed the story overall especially the last half.
From the Universe to Me 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝘼𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙡 11𝙩𝙝!
The author and gayromancereviews.com provided me with an advanced review copy in exchange for an honest review.
"From the Universe to Me" by Scott E. Garrison
This was a good quick read that even had me tearing up towards the end. It felt like a true story, perhaps it is, or maybe parts of it are…
The protagonist, Tobias Gavin, is a relatable and vulnerable character who grapples with depression, anxiety, and heartbreak as he navigates his journey.
Garrison's writing draws you into Tobias's world as he battles with the what-ifs of coming out and the fear of disrupting the normalcy he has created in his life. The connection Tobias feels with Gareth David, his History professor, adds a layer of complexity to his internal conflicts, forcing him to confront his true self and question the choices he has made.
As Tobias confronts his inner demons and learns to trust himself and those around him, he embarks on a path of self-acceptance and healing.
!!!!!CAUTION POTENTIAL SPOILER AHEAD!!!!!
I think the only part of this one that I struggled with was that Tobias first kissed his teacher at a college party… Like why was a teacher there? They had to hide their relationship because he was a teacher so them first kissing at a college party felt odd. That and their relationship lasted four months but it felt like it was two weeks.
That said I still really enjoyed the story overall especially the last half.
From the Universe to Me 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝘼𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙡 11𝙩𝙝!
The author and gayromancereviews.com provided me with an advanced review copy in exchange for an honest review.
April 13, 2023
A sure-fire proof of guessing that a book is going to suck stems from the presence, within the blurb, of grammatical infelicities and logical red herrings; all the more so if this contrasts with bombastic or silly rhetoric. In the present case, we're in for a treat. On the one hand, a 18-year old is said to have struggled "for many years" with coming out; on the other hand, punctuation is thrown to the wind (" when Gareth coincidentally becomes, Tobias’s History professor") while the purple prose breaks down in hispid fashion ("Tobias is forced to confront his feelings and confront the universe"; a good writer would not have repeated the same verb while using the needlessly grandiloquent 'the universe'). Clumsy wording and bad syntax assault the eye from the very start of the book itself; brachylogy is a beloved tool of Mr Garrison's (the second sentence runs as follows: "I’m a huge nerd and love to learn", which is quite lax for "I'm a huge nerd and I love to learn") and speech divorced from thought comes easily to him, witness this snippet: "my mission—should I choose to accept it—is to put together a list of classes I want to take prior to my meeting, which rests clenched in my sweaty right hand"; from one clause to the other, Mr Garrison forgot that said list hasn't yet been made, so there is no way in hell the speaker can clench it in his clammy fingers. A longish book written this way is not worth my patience, so I DNFed by 10%.
April 13, 2023
I really wanted to love this, it’s an important story to tell and very relatable, I think. Tobias is just about to start college, fears disappointing his family, and is questioning his sexuality. It is darker than I expected from the blurb, and it’s more coming of age than a romance or love story. The author clearly has talent and an interesting story to tell, with plenty of emotion and drama. However, there was something about the writing style I found hard to connect with. It was a bit too much like living in Tobias’ head and not like an actual story that unfolds naturally. Definitely tons of potential here and I look forward to reading more from this author, this one just was not for me.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
April 15, 2023
Really enjoyed the single POV in this one as it's a change from the books I've been reading lately. It also brought us right inside Tobias' head through everything good and bad that happens. As one who works at a university and sees the all the struggles students face from choosing a major/career, figuring out finances, time management, etc. adding in the pressures Tobias was feeling trying to make some decisions about his sexuality made you totally understand how sometimes it felt like just too much for him. This felt real in terms of the students of this age I see and I was totally enmeshed in Tobias' life from the start to the end.
April 9, 2023
Once Gareth went out of his way to 'woo' Tobias...I wanted their relationship to work...But then it went really dark!
I really wanted so much for Tobias to have family he could turn to. Luckily Cyd and Alex filled in those roles.
I wanted to learn so much more about Gareth...his motivation. His mental state.
I look forward to more from this author.
Scott has a bright future and I can't wait to see what he's able to produce.
I really wanted so much for Tobias to have family he could turn to. Luckily Cyd and Alex filled in those roles.
I wanted to learn so much more about Gareth...his motivation. His mental state.
I look forward to more from this author.
Scott has a bright future and I can't wait to see what he's able to produce.
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