I just finished this story, and I AM NOT OKAY. Whew! What a brilliant read! Danger, intrigue, romance, forced proximity, enemies to lovers, hidden magic, and more, the story is intense, immersive, and one of my favorite books of the year.
The story follows Amryn and Carver as they are chosen to represent their kingdoms and wed, along with five other couples. The twelve must spend a year at Esperance, forming a new council in an effort to gain peace across the kingdom. But Amryn is a rebel and plans to work behind the scenes to rebuke the system that oppresses empaths like her. Not all is as it seems in Esperance as rigorous daily schedules and new relationships are forged, and Amryn and Carver learn some hard truths. Danger follows them and the other couples, and when one is murdered, the stakes grow ever higher.
I have so much I want to say about this book because I am obsessed! I fell in love with the characters, the writing, the world-building, and the intense story. They’re all layered and immersive, and they grip you from the very first page. I couldn’t wait to find out who was targeting the newly wedded couples, how Amryn would keep her power and ulterior motives hidden, and how these twelve very different people would handle new marriages, new friendships, and leadership roles, all of which they were thrust into without knowing how much danger they would face. It’s twisted and layered and filled with political intrigue, more morally grey and confounding characters than I ever expected, and THE BEST ROMANCE!
Amryn is everything I love in a protagonist. She’s intelligent and strong, and she fights for the causes and people she believes in. A solitary person, Amryn has never really had a friend. Her secret gift kept he isolated from others, so making friends at Esperance is an entirely new experience for her, and you can tell she’s out of her comfort zone. She is understandably shy, withdrawn, and hesitant to jump into conversations (and relationships), yet she slowly changes as she becomes more confident, accepted, and informed. She’s a complex character who goes into this arrangement to protect empaths like her and to help the rebels. However, her goals change as she gains more insight and becomes close with the very people she hates.
Carver is an equally layered character, and I might be a little in love with him. I adore a brooding hero, and Carver sure knows how to be emotionally withdrawn, brooding, and cold. Oh, and gorgeous! A war hero known as the Butcher, he has a reputation for being ruthless and relentless in battle. But his tough exterior hides the caring, protective, and broken man underneath. I adore him and want to give him all the love that he doesn’t give himself. I think that’s what makes his romance with Amryn even more special. They both open themselves up and become vulnerable in ways they never have before.
Amryn and Carver’s love story makes my enemies to lovers heart melt. They are from totally different worlds and have completely opposite alliances, yet they somehow work. The way these two fight their intense feelings for and attraction to each other slayed me! Their feelings for each other build slowly over time, and I think they both learn a lot about prejudgment and seeing things from different perspectives. Plus, their chemistry – the angst, the longing, the weighted conversations, THE SEXUAL TENSION – perfection! I just adore the way their story progresses and deepens and how they prove their love and commitment to each other. They change so much, both individually and as a couple, over the course of the story, and I loved every minute of it!
There are other unique and interesting love stories in the book, which I enjoyed since I’m a huge fan of a good romance. From tentative alliances to passionate love matches, many different kinds of relationships are highlighted. Jayveh and Argent are relationship goals, and what a great pair to be future leaders. They are amazing characters, and their romance contrasts with many others in the story. The friendships are also remarkable. Carver’s relationship with Argent and Amryn’s growing friendships with Jayveh and others she meets in Esperance are bright spots in the midst of never-ending danger. Carver and Argent have a life-long friendship, and you can totally tell by the way they talk and interact with each other. There’s an ease and trust there that Carver doesn’t have with anyone else, and I really liked seeing that side of him. And I loved that Amryn found some valuable friendships. It’s something she never had before, and it was so touching to see how these relationships changed her for the better.
I can’t wait to read the next book in the series after the many shocking and emotional revelations. I’m curious to find out what happens to some of my favorite characters, and I’m eager to learn more about the magic system. If you like romantasy books like The Bridge Kingdom, Castles in their Bones, or The Selection, you should totally check Esperance out!
Special thanks to the author for (making me fall in love with so many characters and then ripping my heart out of my chest) providing me with a copy of the book. All thoughts are my own.