That's it folks! It's all over for me. There will never be a more perfect WLW/LesFic romance for me, ever!
I truly adored this book and the sensitive, honest characters of Regan and Mel. I've always said communication is sexy, and the contents of this novel proves it entirely, for me. We see a relationship progress with such utter realness and openness, that I will embarrass myself here by admitting it's exactly what I've always wanted in a relationship.
The vulnerability of each character and their issues, and them both deciding not to screw up their potential relationship by deliberately lowering their guard and choosing sincerity in the hopes of something more than they've ever had, truly made me swoon!
Mel is such a troubled yet endearing soul. Tortured by her fathers past abuse and mothers death when she was a child. Constantly trying to prove herself. But also never letting anyone in to be close to her, for fear of abandonment and hurt. To see her open herself up to Regan and expose all those vulnerabilities and for it to be met with enthusiastic support and acceptance from Regan, with her complete and utter understanding and equally beautiful communication and affection in return was so heartening.
Also in return Mel supports and adores Regan in all her nerdy/geeky ways, and encourages her more introverted and shy personality. Regan reminded me a lot of myself in highschool, very shy, trying to stay low and out of the firing line of others, just keeping focused on computers and books, films and gaming, to try and relate and feel 'normal'. Her loneliness and self-consciousness was relatable, and real. Also the fact that in the right settings, with the right people she would allow herself to let go of her inhibitions, and for only those special few people to really see her, fully. For Mel to recognize that, and appreciate that side of her, was also beautiful.
The entire thing just melted my heart so much. These two are perfect together, not because they are perfect people - but because they chose truth and (gasp) talking to get to a place deeper in eachothers hearts. THIS, to me, is a true love story.