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244 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 19, 2011
"The world is cold and cruel and lonely. If we find some respite in each other’s arms there can only be good in that."
“Caelius sees what he wants to see, a world filled with peace, where men are free to be happy. You only see a world filled with anger and hate. Neither of you wants to acknowledge that there is room for compromise. The world is neither a paradise nor an underworld. We make of it what we will.
“Can you give me that undone, Dominus? Can you give me my heart back?”
‘It was intoxicating, to drive a man so controlled in other ways to the point of madness with a simple touch, a kiss or a circling thrust.
Their tongues tangled, teeth scraping as they feasted on each other like a fine meal. This kiss soaked into his soul, filling Gaidres up in a way that made his heart pound with a mixture of thrilled elation and guilt-driven fear.’
‘His lion would deny it, but he had a gentle soul inside him. “I’ll cheer you, my gladiator. I expect you’ll hear my voice over all others and when you do, know that I’ll be anticipating the battle we will no doubt wage in my bed tonight.”
Gaidres’s eyes flashed a wicked blue. “Of that you can be sure, Caelius.”![]()
‘His lover watched with avid eyes and cheered as loudly as any of the others. Gaidres’s heart swelled with pride and he raised his sword, pointing it to him in tribute.
“For you.” A part of him swore Caelius heard the whispered promise.’







He had no trouble surrendering his body into his gladiator's strong hands. The difficulty lay with knowing that Caelius' heart may follow. And surely allowing his foolish emotions to tumble at this man's feet would be the worst idea he ever had.He knows that it would be foolhardy to fall for someone like Gaidres, who despises Romans and carries this burden of guilt for failing to protect his lover when Caelius' uncle attacked their village.
He would bide his time and when the moment presented itself to rid himself of the last Roman master he intended to have, he would take it. And then his laughable excuse for a life would be over.However, Caelius keeps throwing wrenches into Gaidres' plans because he proves to be a benevolent man who treats all in his household, including his slaves, as part of his family. He believes in being compassionate toward all and not getting others to do things for him through sheer cruelty.
But not before he rid the world of one more slave-monger. One more person he held responsible for the destruction of his life and those he'd loved. It was all he had now and he would hold his path.
What was wrong with Caelius? Why did he not know the rules of the world when everyone else, even Gaidres, did? And why did he insist on trying to make Gaidres play by those rules of his, bent as they were?Caelius undeniably falls for his powerful and wild gladiator. Unfortunately, he experiences a lot of heartbreak for it because Gaidres cannot admit to himself that he cares for a Roman. Hence, this is when stages 2 and 5 (see above) come in and leave me constantly sniffling with a lump in my throat. I couldn't help but feel sorry and want to hug and comfort Caelius for loving a man who is in so much pain and who cannot admit his love for a Roman. Despite all the hurt Gaidres causes Caelius, I never wanted to rail at him because his anger at Romans is understandable, as well as the guilt he feels for the affection he has for Caelius, the heir of the man who killed his lover.
The question died on his lips as he seemed to recognize the need in Gaidres's gaze and froze. The way Caelius's eyes widened with thrilled desire told him that however far above Gaidres he was in status, it was beneath Gaidres that he wanted to be right then.
[...]Caelius wet his lips, and Gaidres growled as he reached him and tore the sheet from his body, pushing him back on his rumpled bed...Mouths met hard and Gaidres swallowed Caelius's moan, plundering his mouth and then roughly turning Caelius over.





