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205 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2004
The official slogans changed as the famine ravaged the country. At the very beginning, in 1995, the cadres encouraged us o accept what was called a ‘forced march towards victory’. The term referred to the ‘forced march’ undertaken by Kim Il-Sung and his partisans during the war against the Japanese occupying forces. The following year, the battle-cry was ‘Let us speed up the forced march towards the final victory.’ When the hunger had reaches its worst, another new slogan appeared: ‘Let us not live today for today, but let us live today for tomorrow’. By now, the poorest people had been reduced to eating boiled pepper leaves or bean leaves. Some families came to us to beg us for left-over tofu that my mother cooked, or even the whitish liquid produced when it was being made. They drank it mixed with saccharine. After a certain period of time their faces swelled up. When I saw people with puffy faces tottering towards the house, I knew that was what they were coming for. Shortly after that we too had to start eating pine bark.
"By now people were stick-thin. All were grim-faced and timid, their minds tormented by a single thought, eating to survive. My heart was in my boots as well. At first, hunger is a torture. After that phase you hardly feel a thing. You grow numb, fixated on the stench that sticks to you, the eczema that gnaws at your flaking skin. The misfortune of others, even your own family, leave you completely indifferent when you have nothing in your belly. Your stomach becomes a thousand times more important than your conscience. You rob ruthlessly, you would even kill. It's that or certain death, the big black hole dug with a spade on the side of the mountain."