3.5 stars
Emery Rose always transfixes me with her sweeping romances- heartfelt, angst, and emotionally rich stories that are equal parts growing up and figuring yourself out as they are finding the person who sees the entirety of your heart. The love stories are beautiful but painful, deftly capturing the full spectrum and heady emotion of falling in love. The hope and fear, the contentment and confusion, the ease and complications, the joy and thrill. I’ve adored this series, and there’s much I adored about this book.
This is a story told in parts, and my feelings about Ridge and Evie’s story too came in parts. I truly loved the first ⅔ of this story- the epicness of first love, the beautiful connection of two characters who have been broken and harmed by the world around them, two characters who hesitantly, but earth-movingly, find healing and safety in one another. It’s not an easy journey- it’s the kind of love story that ruins you, tears at your heart, because these are characters so mired in adversity and pain, that it’s hard to truly open their hearts to another. But the falling is so magical- watching how authentically they connect, the peace and restorative calm they find in caring for each other. I loved them both so intensely, I loved their LOVE so intensely, and I loved how passionately and sincerely they find their way into each other, find a relationship that heals and empowers rather than hurts. We have angst, we have push-pull, we have a heart pounding chemistry. I was mesmerized.
But again, this story is told in parts, so we wait, for the proverbial shoe drop we know is coming,, and drop it does. I can’t fault Emery to challenging these characters further, for giving them countless obstacles and the most challenging path yet. Artistically, I understand. Understandably, it warps these characters, and the next phase of their story relies heavily on a plot convention that I don’t enjoy and that I personally think shorts changes authentic character growth, particularly when we’re seeing versions of these characters that feel like strangers, to us and each other. And given that, after ALL that went through, it felt like we never got to settle into that version of them (versions I was disappointed in), to see them work through much together, or to really sit in their tension and HEA. It’s hard to say much without spoiling, but after a narrative decision that I already struggled with, I struggled more to feel like their HEA was shortchanged. We get one, and I’m so happy we do, but I’m not sure I feel closure in it- because we didn’t dwell in what they’d become.
I still loved a lot of this story, and even if I personally didn’t love how their story progressed in places, I am madly, passionately rooting for this couple. And thankfully we also get to see a few favorites along the way as well. I adore this author and this series, and this story, regardless of how messy or toxic is it in places, is still beautiful and worth diving into- just prepare for quite a journey, and a lot of heartache.