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303 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 26, 2023
Warnings: From L.Eveland's Dear Monsterfuckers letter "Homophobic parent, Mentions of physical abuse and conversion therapy, Double and triple amputee characters, War-related PTSD, Childhood bullying, Gun violence and Mentions of animal (dragon) abuse"
I'm so sad. I wanted to read this and I really wanted to enjoy it but I'm out. One word... Daddy. The thought of Hopper and Daddy combined made Hotdog Robert come hard. I'm so sorry to L. Eveland if they don't go down that road but I can't even with that kink anymore. I came to this without reading Hearts and Halos. So there were some details I didn't know, like Robert's proclivity for drag and Charlie's kidnapping. That loss of context is a bit of a problem but not as much as the daddy.
I want to say that there was more than one thing in the warnings that L. provided that appealed to me the dual amputee MC element in particular. But this is an author who might be able to do mentions of conversion therapy properly, it is a hard one to work out the limits for but can be a brilliant piece of character if done properly. I really liked what we saw of Hopper, we meet him at an extremely low point but he was still perceptive of another's pain. He is a healer with a gruff outer shell and I like it. He is something of a change of pace when it comes to the Monsters (assuming Cupid is as I thought). I like Robert, he is hurting and fighting agoraphobia and his own demons. They have the promise to be a push-and-pull couple, something akin to enemies-to-lovers but not quite. I will probably come back to this eventually. Sometimes I have more patience for uncomfortable sexual situations than others. And I think I need to or at least really, really want to read Hearts and Halos first.
Disclaimer: I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review. I usually wouldn't review an ARC (or any book) I've DNF'd this early but I am this time because I wanted to like this so much.