Yes, yes, yes!! This was hot, quick, and intense. The chemistry between Rue and Nick jump off the pages and just forces you to keep turning.
Rue is so innocent. It’s hard to convey that sometimes, but KL Donn does it perfectly without making Rue seem over the top in her desires. Once Nick comes into her life Rue has so many choices, none of them forced on her, but just there for her to make when she feels comfortable. Her innocence and lack of interaction with the world make her wary, but at the same time curious. She doesn’t know anything other than her cats Mickey and Minnie, and her curiosity is often encouraged by them. Rue has free rein of Nick’s estate, and more often than not ends up tucked on his lap as the world goes on around her. The peace she gets from Nick, his presence, and his protection gives her the freedom to grow into herself.
Nick is intense, grab you by the throat and don’t let go kinda intense. He takes what he wants and he doesn’t give a single care what anyone else thinks. His obsession with Rue starts with a single picture and the emotion it pulls from him solidifies their future. Even if Rue doesn’t know it yet. He is unapologetic in his wanting of Rue, and those around him will either get on board with it or find themselves tucked away in his basement until he has the time to deal with them. Nick was truly the perfect partner for Rue, she allowed him to be soft with her, yet his true possessive, controlling, and protective self. And he allowed her to blossom under his care, his love, and his guidance into the world.
Loved the need they both had to be close to each other, KL Donn always gives her characters something they can claim as their own. Some form of intimacy that is important to them and the story line. The way Rue was always seeking out Nick’s warmth and heartbeat, the way Nick was always willing and ready to pull her into his embrace was so incredible. He recognized what she needed, what she had been deprived of, and gave it to her from the literal moment they saw each other. And Rue instantly recognized Nick as her safe space. Little touches like that are the reason I will always be a huge KL Donn fan, she just knows how to write special kinds of love.