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342 pages, Paperback
Published March 20, 2023
DNF at 15%
Warnings: From the content warnings page, "Estranged Family Member, Homophobia, Loss of Parent, Mental Illness, Trauma"
Please accept my honesty in a DNF review. I stopped reading at about 15%. I've just totally bounced off this. It is not a bad book just not for me. I can definitely see where the appeal would be for some readers but I am not the right reader for this. I can see potential, things may have been different if I hadn't come from a book with such beautiful souls that I'm struggling to let go of, alas here we are.
I appreciate the concept but I'm not a fan of the characters. Todd Thompson is, I feel, an overly frustrated man and that definitely isn't my thing. Ashton Nash is hurt, highly intelligent and wants the love of his life back. I can see where their potential is but I can't get engaged with it. Emanual 'Doc' Nash and Amos Thompson, their fathers have this sweetness to them, Emanual has done a brilliant job of rehabilitating Amos and helping recognise that he needs to be a better father to Todd. The characters have potential but I'm not a fan of the way the communicate with the reader, the voice they use. I can see the healing coming, the way that writing will change as the character does but I'm not a fan of that voice. Sorry, it's a no from me.
I know I'm reading an ARC but I've already seen quite a few editing errors. The sort that pulls you out of emersion, something that a book that focuses this heavily on emotion needs to sell to work properly. I'm not sure about anyone else but I think that editing errors are somewhat acceptable to a level but not to the extent of MC names being spelt wrong. I've never read anything by Blake Allwood (including A Long Way Home the first book in this series) and likely would not look at any other by him.
“He still pissed off?” I asked in greeting.
“Less than he will be tomorrow,” Amos said.
“Is he ever gonna stop hating me?” I asked, not in the mood to beat around the bush.
“Well, that depends on if he ever stops loving you or not,” my father replied.
I stared at him a long moment, fighting the urge to roll my eyes. “You’re getting senile in your old age,” I said. “Todd Amos Thompson does not feel anything less than pure hatred for me.” — Ashton Nash, Amos Thompson and Emanual Nash
Disclaimer: I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.