Put a gun in your ear and fuck what you heard about it. This book has it all. It's Hunter S. Thompson hopped up on codeine and insane amounts of self-hatred. A schizophrenic internal roadtrip with no road between each dizzy shattered one-night stop. An overwhelmed narrator trying to convey something to you about a boy who is a vampire who is the gaping hole in his own chest and frequently getting distracted. Love & desperation. Identity confusion. It's all about sex, right? It's all about loneliness, right? Loneliness; I mean emptiness. It's all about the relative referential position of every person and feeling and what a disorienting weight it is. Right? Thank you, I'm sorry, thank you, I'm sorry, making such a nice vampire's spiral tunnel, year after year, like a worm, eating his bloody dirt.