I am furious and disgusted with Peter.
[REVIEW]
*Trigger/content warnings in this book for attempted suicide, drug abuse (steroids), fatphobia, and homophobia*
My high school library was giving this book away for free, and the high Goodreads rating and reviews had me excited. Unfortunately, I found more things that bugged me than immerse me, from unnecessary scenes, to a lack of descriptions and explanations, to a couple of unchallenged homophobic and fatphobic comments.
MY THOUGHTS ON...
WHAT I LIKED:
•The strongest points in this book were how Deuker wrote Mick’s infatuation with getting stronger in football. We saw this start as early as preschool, with his father pressuring him to be the strongest and best. From there, we watched Mick’s dilemma with whether or not to take certain steroids; his fear being discovered by his teammates, coach, and/or parents; the effects on his physical and mental health the more and longer he took them; and then Mick feeling lost and terrified after being found out. These issues and aftermath were not ignored or minimized. They only lurked and grew stronger, which made Mick’s infatuation more disturbing to read about.
CRITIQUES:
•Look, I’m not a football expert (or a sports expert for that matter). To this day, I still sometimes say “Did the team make a goal?” instead of “touchdown.” In this book, there was a lot of football talk and terminology, as expected. But I felt like the author simply expected the readers to already know everything about football. He never bothered explaining what certain terms meant. If it was because he worried about explaining would slow down the plot, he could’ve at least made a glossary at the end of the book. There were also times I thought instead of using a football term, he could’ve used more descriptions of how Mick was feeling as he ran, dodged, and tackled.
•There were certain scenes I felt could’ve been cut out, and other scenes I wish I could’ve been utilized more. One example is when Mick got his driving license. If that had been cut out, I don’t think it would’ve affected the story. One way it could’ve been effective is if Mick had lost his driving privileges because of the steroids, whether before or after his parents found out. It could’ve shown how the steroids were taking more from Mick than giving.
•There were two instances with unchallenged fatphobia and homophobia. For the homophobia, Mick thinks his trainer, Peter, is gay, which gives him a bad feeling. He then learns Peter isn’t, and then everything’s fine. It just felt like this situation wasn’t challenged or handled well at all.
Later in the book Mick made a fatphobic remark when meeting up with a peer at church. Mick tells the reader that he’s jealous of him, explaining that even though this guy is fat, he has a girlfriend and is very happy. This did not fly with me. I wish this belief that being fat equals being unhappy would stop (in stories AND in real life).
•The women in this book didn’t have as much personalities as characters such as Mick and his dad. The two “major” female characters in the story were Mick’s mom and Kaylee, Mick’s crush. Kaylee hardly did anything but talk to Mick. All I remember about Mick’s mom is that she didn’t go to Mick’s games because she grew anxious watching them. She never really did much else. Mick’s mom was definitely a character I wanted to read more about. I wish we’d seen a tension between Mick and his mom that contrasted the tension with Mick and his dad (whether that be with football or how to live through life). I think it would’ve been interesting to watch how football affected Mick’s mom’s relationship with her husband and son.
•I didn’t like that Mick was told he was totally responsible for deciding to take steroids. Seriously??? It was PETER who convinced him and sold steroids to Mick. Peter was willing to risk a boy’s mental and physical health for a few extra bucks. Sure, he told Mick to stop the medication, or gave him different ones so Mick stop getting acne. But did he really care about Mick, or did he just not want to get caught?
•Here’s the thing: I’m fine with open endings. But if you’re going to do finish a story with an open ending, there should still be *some* answered questions. There should be some ideas of where the characters will go in the future. But that wasn’t the case with the ending of Gym Candy. I get that Mick and the rest of his family are uncertain of his future. And there is a page where Mick admits that there’s a chance he could go back to steroids after rehab. I still wish we could’ve seen that development from uncertainty to confidence during rehab.
FINAL THOUGHTS:
I don’t know how to wrap up other than to say I didn’t enjoy this book. I do think Deuker wasn’t afraid to talk about the effects of steroids on a teenager. But I found too many other problems with the story to rate it higher than two stars.