"Each time she absorbed the impact of a murder—of seeing somebody who was once alive and vibrant, like her own family, on the mortuary slab; of seeing the pain and mess they left behind—it carved off a little piece of her."
tw: light spoilers, murder, crime, death
To be totally honest, this book intimidated me at first.
Though I can get down for a good mystery, it's not my first go-to genre when picking a new book to read. Not only that, but this is a part of an ongoing series, and I have yet to check out any of the earlier volumes. I was diving headfirst into this dark pool of a murder mystery with unfamiliar characters and preestablished information that I couldn't even hope to guess. Because of that, I was floundering a bit, lost in the words as they jumbled in my head for the first fifty pages or so. But then, it was like something snapped—suddenly, I knew I was hooked, and I was unable to put the book down until I finished it, well past two in the morning.
DI Kelly Porter was certainly a character—one that I could get behind supporting. She's a highly successful career woman who balances work and home, but not so much that readers are unable to relate to her. Even though I knew nothing about her beforehand, it was just so easy to start to root for her. I was surprised at my strong feelings towards the story once I finished the book. Similarly, the other characters were easy to remember and understand; there was not a single character that I felt disconnected to. There was just enough context to flesh out each character that appeared, whether they were a new character or one that appeared in past volumes. In Kelly's case, the parts of the novel that took a break from the case, like when she went out with her family, for example, really helped humanize Kelly in my mind. She appears as much more than just a detective, she is a mother, a friend, a childhood acquaintance turned local celebrity...
Because of this effect that Lynch's characterization has, I also found myself getting genuinely emotional when it came to the unfortunate demise of a character, though they were not of the (assumed) main cast. I also couldn't help but feel as though this was a big contribution to Kelly's breakdown that happens later in the novel. This had a big impact; it was why I chose the quote at the top of the review. It stuck out to me, and really reminded me that people who seem untouchable—celebrities, police, parents, etc.—are all human too. They all have feelings too. Kelly is a likable character because she has "weak" moments like this.
Something else that helped bring this book to life was the actual loose plot. The idea of an impromptu high school reunion, of students brought back together over the deaths of two of their peers. It's even more interesting because of their ages, and how much things have changed since their younger years. Lynch does a wonderful job painting that awkward feeling between old friends who have long since lost communication, and of making their past realistic. The descriptions of how their physical bodies have changed was a wonderful touch; it really helps separate the picture of the characters when they were in high school in comparison to modern day. It's a clear parallel, between Brian and Jason, and it is quite well done.
I do have some light criticism, but this is purely me nitpicking and also perhaps just not fully understanding stylistic choices in writing. The similar introduction that appears three or so times throughout the book, introducing new characters by name then going task by task and describing what they are doing. Is there a deeper meaning here? I understand that they were meant to be formatted the same on purpose, but I don't understand why that is. It did not do anything for me and actually just felt repetitive and unnecessary, though it was purposely repetitive to call attention to it.
My second note simply says that the "plot twists" were a bit easy to guess, which is true. Once I understood what was going on, I knew who the killer was right away. I did not guess all of the details, but it was more than enough for me to pick out the culprit. I also predicted some of the other smaller events that happened over the course of the book.
Lastly, this is once again a pure stylistic thing, but I missed some imagery in this book. Sure, the descriptions of the crime scenes and especially the forensics behind it was really helpful. Especially for someone like me, who is not familiar with such topics at all. But I truly wished there was more imagery, so that I could really paint a picture of Kelly in my mind. The descriptions of the visuals were weak and quick, too bland for me to really do much other than sketch out a basic picture in my head before moving on. It's not something that everyone enjoys; in fact many people criticize writers for being "too flowery" but I have always loved imagery, as much of it as I can get.
Honestly, if there were an option for a 0.5 star, I would have rated this a 3.5 star read rather than just three stars. It falls in between my personal criteria for rating books, something that has not really happened before. I really enjoyed this book even though it was a step outside of my comfort zone, and I am so glad that I did. DI Kelly might have singlehandedly convinced me to read more mystery and crime books!
A huge thank you to Netgalley, Canelo, and Rachel Lynch for sending me an ARC in exchange for an honest review.