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Dirty Souls MC #12
Tarnished Soul
‘Bound not by blood but loyalty.
We live, we ride, and we die
by our own laws’
I always felt like I didn’t belong at the club where I was raised.
Although I wore the cut, I was an outsider and now I know why.
I lost a father who I never got to know.
And now I am determined to carry on his legacy and become a member of the club he lived, breathed and died for. I just didn’t expect to find her here.
Paige Is different to all the other club whores. She’s liked, she’s respected and between us, we share a life-changing secret.
One that I never could have predicted would come back to haunt me and destroy my path to becoming a Dirty Soul.
She was a weakness in my past, and now she has the power to destroy my hopes for the future.
But no matter how hard I try, I can’t control the instinct I have to make her mine.
Tarnished Soul is Book 12 in The Dirty Souls Series
**Warning** Tarnished Soul and all books in the Dirty Soul’s Mc series are a work of fiction and contain adult content. Due to the nature of the series, you should expect to come across various subject matter that some readers may find disturbing and it is intended for readers 18+
We live, we ride, and we die
by our own laws’
I always felt like I didn’t belong at the club where I was raised.
Although I wore the cut, I was an outsider and now I know why.
I lost a father who I never got to know.
And now I am determined to carry on his legacy and become a member of the club he lived, breathed and died for. I just didn’t expect to find her here.
Paige Is different to all the other club whores. She’s liked, she’s respected and between us, we share a life-changing secret.
One that I never could have predicted would come back to haunt me and destroy my path to becoming a Dirty Soul.
She was a weakness in my past, and now she has the power to destroy my hopes for the future.
But no matter how hard I try, I can’t control the instinct I have to make her mine.
Tarnished Soul is Book 12 in The Dirty Souls Series
**Warning** Tarnished Soul and all books in the Dirty Soul’s Mc series are a work of fiction and contain adult content. Due to the nature of the series, you should expect to come across various subject matter that some readers may find disturbing and it is intended for readers 18+
364 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 21, 2023
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46 books696 followersEmma Creed lives in England and enjoys behaving like the perfect princess to her extremely tolerable husband all whilst raising 3 boys and a mini princess in the making.
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July 24, 2023
Story: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ 1/2
Trope: found family; romantic suspense
Angst: 😱😱😱😱
Smexy: 🔥🔥🔥
Emma Creed never ceases to amaze me with this series and she's definitely done it again with Tarnished Soul! A gut wrenching emotional rollercoaster ride with tons of action and suspense. Their secret past threatens to undo all they have worked for, but staying away from each other is proving impossible. Both these characters completely rip your heart out and they definitely have you rooting for their HEA. I can't believe this series will be coming to a close, I'm both dreading and waiting with bated breath for the last book!
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Trope: found family; romantic suspense
Angst: 😱😱😱😱
Smexy: 🔥🔥🔥
Emma Creed never ceases to amaze me with this series and she's definitely done it again with Tarnished Soul! A gut wrenching emotional rollercoaster ride with tons of action and suspense. Their secret past threatens to undo all they have worked for, but staying away from each other is proving impossible. Both these characters completely rip your heart out and they definitely have you rooting for their HEA. I can't believe this series will be coming to a close, I'm both dreading and waiting with bated breath for the last book!
⛔️ My bookshelves can sometimes be spoilers
July 28, 2023
What we have is so much more than shared memories and secrets that need to stay buried.
He should be the prince.
She is the damsel.
And, yet this is no fairytale.
The battered down, worthless and still wanting to do what’s right boy.
The broken, lifeless and wishing the last hit would see her hugging the devil itself girl.
Two wounded souls with a dark past, find their escape and years later their paths have twisted them together again.
But, she is not the same damaged girl she portrays.
He is not the puppet boy anymore.
Anything we could have had between us was tarnished before it even got started.
Finding his father only to lose him, Hayden never expected to find comfort and a true brotherhood with The Dirty Souls. Afterall he was from the rival club and now been given the chance to prove himself…maybe even ride in his true father's wheels and feel the worn leather on his back one day.
But, seeing the girl from his past that was not only tortured brutally from his former club and was supposed to be killed that faith full bloody nightmare night…but is now on her knees.
I wish I could give him more. I wish I could give him everything, but the demons still live inside me, they feast on the memories that I’ll never be free of and make it impossible for me to heal.
Rebuilding not only life but herself, Paige has managed to turn her life around and even when the demons from her past creep around her, Paige finds a smile then swishes her famous pink hair to carry on…after all Paige has her boundaries in place and is able to take some control.
Only he is back in her life…the boy that was her only light in the dark depths of hell raw and vulnerable. He’s grown into the man that wanted to save her all those years ago, yet he did but at what cost?
To save her that night blood was soaked into the ground…but what ripples did it really cause that fate decided to pull these two back together again.
And, who else was thrown into the firing line?
“I want you to erase everything they ever did. I want new memories to overshadow every nightmare they put inside me.”
On the road Hayden & Paige have never been this close before and with the events that follow, Paige’s feelings for Hayden are growing to more than just friendship and Hayden is willing to see how far they could go…even if Paige can never truly be free with him.
But, emotions and circumstances are about to push these two further than they ever thought possible.
The past is clinging to each of them ready to consume them both…will they be strong enough to deal with it together…
“You’re mine, Paige. And I ain’t ever gonna hurt you.”
The monsters & the villains are circling…
And, the club needs to come together and give them hell for even thinking about crossing their notorious family…
He doesn’t realize the damage he’s doing, in trying to protect me.
Fu*kssssssssss! This was one hell of an epic emotional, dark gritty and smoking hot read!!
I’ve always liked Paige as a side character and the mystery that seemed to come off her. I knew her back story was going to have a dark edge, the reasons behind her requirements too and having jumped straight into her past…well everything suddenly falls into place.
Emma holds nothing back and that is what makes these characters stand out, Paige is in a class all on her own and how she has adapted, grown and still has a golden heart is what makes you love her character. Then add in that she’s a hit with our current ladies, well it’s just the black bow tied around the sweet cupcake and seeing that she can hold her own -even with Rouge -Paige is the perfect woman for this group.
Ladiessss…Hayden may even be your next book boyfriend! Tender, caring, fights for his girl and hot in the sack. Having him introduced in previous books was only a taster of what he truly was. My my, what a surprise his character turned out to be and dealing with his own issues. I love how he’s grown in character too, interactions with the other male characters that we love and how he discovers the loyalty his dad brothers really will go to protect the ones that they love.
Then it doesn’t stop there!
As each story goes we still have the OG characters slipping in their own chapters, which moves the story in different directions, popping by in their lives a catch-up and cat & mouse game is starting to reach the end game now…the tension is still there and I can’t wait for the final blow to hit with only one winner….
He should be the prince.
She is the damsel.
And, yet this is no fairytale.
The battered down, worthless and still wanting to do what’s right boy.
The broken, lifeless and wishing the last hit would see her hugging the devil itself girl.
Two wounded souls with a dark past, find their escape and years later their paths have twisted them together again.
But, she is not the same damaged girl she portrays.
He is not the puppet boy anymore.
Anything we could have had between us was tarnished before it even got started.
Finding his father only to lose him, Hayden never expected to find comfort and a true brotherhood with The Dirty Souls. Afterall he was from the rival club and now been given the chance to prove himself…maybe even ride in his true father's wheels and feel the worn leather on his back one day.
But, seeing the girl from his past that was not only tortured brutally from his former club and was supposed to be killed that faith full bloody nightmare night…but is now on her knees.
I wish I could give him more. I wish I could give him everything, but the demons still live inside me, they feast on the memories that I’ll never be free of and make it impossible for me to heal.
Rebuilding not only life but herself, Paige has managed to turn her life around and even when the demons from her past creep around her, Paige finds a smile then swishes her famous pink hair to carry on…after all Paige has her boundaries in place and is able to take some control.
Only he is back in her life…the boy that was her only light in the dark depths of hell raw and vulnerable. He’s grown into the man that wanted to save her all those years ago, yet he did but at what cost?
To save her that night blood was soaked into the ground…but what ripples did it really cause that fate decided to pull these two back together again.
And, who else was thrown into the firing line?
“I want you to erase everything they ever did. I want new memories to overshadow every nightmare they put inside me.”
On the road Hayden & Paige have never been this close before and with the events that follow, Paige’s feelings for Hayden are growing to more than just friendship and Hayden is willing to see how far they could go…even if Paige can never truly be free with him.
But, emotions and circumstances are about to push these two further than they ever thought possible.
The past is clinging to each of them ready to consume them both…will they be strong enough to deal with it together…
“You’re mine, Paige. And I ain’t ever gonna hurt you.”
The monsters & the villains are circling…
And, the club needs to come together and give them hell for even thinking about crossing their notorious family…
He doesn’t realize the damage he’s doing, in trying to protect me.
Fu*kssssssssss! This was one hell of an epic emotional, dark gritty and smoking hot read!!
I’ve always liked Paige as a side character and the mystery that seemed to come off her. I knew her back story was going to have a dark edge, the reasons behind her requirements too and having jumped straight into her past…well everything suddenly falls into place.
Emma holds nothing back and that is what makes these characters stand out, Paige is in a class all on her own and how she has adapted, grown and still has a golden heart is what makes you love her character. Then add in that she’s a hit with our current ladies, well it’s just the black bow tied around the sweet cupcake and seeing that she can hold her own -even with Rouge -Paige is the perfect woman for this group.
Ladiessss…Hayden may even be your next book boyfriend! Tender, caring, fights for his girl and hot in the sack. Having him introduced in previous books was only a taster of what he truly was. My my, what a surprise his character turned out to be and dealing with his own issues. I love how he’s grown in character too, interactions with the other male characters that we love and how he discovers the loyalty his dad brothers really will go to protect the ones that they love.
Then it doesn’t stop there!
As each story goes we still have the OG characters slipping in their own chapters, which moves the story in different directions, popping by in their lives a catch-up and cat & mouse game is starting to reach the end game now…the tension is still there and I can’t wait for the final blow to hit with only one winner….
July 29, 2023
I have been waiting and waiting for Paige’s story. She’s always intrigued me with her pink hair and only being willing to do one sexual activity. It was clear she had a rough past with her limits on any type of sex. Hayden, is another interesting character. He’s reeling from the death of his father (no I’m not forgiving the author anytime soon for that event) and trying to prove himself as a valuable asset to the club. However, both Paige and Hayden are hiding how they are linked and how their past secrets could harm the club. There’s some spice in this book, but the focus is on Hayden and Paige overcoming their pasts and how they eventually can be together despite numerous obstacles. We do get the point of view from other characters so we have updates on our favorites. There’s plenty of club action and dynamics, and the angst and drama is exquisite. There’s also plenty of secrets and surprises, plus numerous laugh out loud moments. I do not recommend reading this book without reading all of the prior books. Events and characters mentioned will simply not make as much sense or be as enjoyable. It’s one of my fav dark MC series!!
July 14, 2023
Wow!!!
That one word seems to sum up the story of Hayden and Paige. These two had a past and a past that had to be kept secret but now their paths collide once again and they can’t seem to fight the attraction they have for each other. This book was gut wrenching, amazing and everything I love in my MC books. The Dirty Souls MC series had been amazing throughout and this book just adds to my must-read books that I can’t put down.
That one word seems to sum up the story of Hayden and Paige. These two had a past and a past that had to be kept secret but now their paths collide once again and they can’t seem to fight the attraction they have for each other. This book was gut wrenching, amazing and everything I love in my MC books. The Dirty Souls MC series had been amazing throughout and this book just adds to my must-read books that I can’t put down.
July 18, 2023
I swear with every single book of the souls I find a new book boyfriend. I love Hayden and Paige's story. It's heart breaking, funny, sweet all rolled up into one satisfying story. You should read this book. Read the whole series it's amazing.
July 28, 2023
While I think this story and this series are great, the overall quality has diminished in my eyes. The first book was well written and incredibly emotional, while this one could have used a round or two of editing. I mean, what's with all the commas halfway through almost EVERY sentence? It honestly drove me nuts and took so much away from a story that could have been amazing. Can't help but wonder if perhaps writing two series and releasing books so often is proving to be a bit much...?
That said I cannot wait for the next book, I have waited for Skid's story since the first book!
That said I cannot wait for the next book, I have waited for Skid's story since the first book!
July 5, 2025
HAYDEN I LOVE YOU AAAAAAAHHHHH
June 29, 2023
Emma Creed’s work gets to my heart & soul, EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
Hayden & Paige’s story absolutely blew me way .
Both characters have suffered at the hands of others . They part ways holding onto secrets that no one can know . When they meet up again it’s the guilt from those secrets that keep them apart ……. Until they can’t fight their love anymore, but outside sources, & the people they love , could bring it all crashing down .
Such an outstanding read
Hayden & Paige’s story absolutely blew me way .
Both characters have suffered at the hands of others . They part ways holding onto secrets that no one can know . When they meet up again it’s the guilt from those secrets that keep them apart ……. Until they can’t fight their love anymore, but outside sources, & the people they love , could bring it all crashing down .
Such an outstanding read
July 20, 2023
These Dirty Souls will Forever own My Soul!
Oh the emotional rollercoaster ride Hayden & Paige’s took me on with their soul shattering and yet heartwarming story.
Due to their equally heart-aching / gut-wrenching pasts both Hayden and Paige have dark secrets.
If their secrets are revealed will they survive?
Or...
Will the guilt they are both feeling destroy them any way?
God these two had me in a chokehold. I wanted them together! I wanted their demons to fuck off! And... I wanted a HEA for them ASAP!
But of course in true Emma Creed fashion my emotions need to be wrecked and repaired before I get to the HEA. hehe
Paige - Good god!! Her backstory freakin hurt reading.
Then... When a ghost from her past returned I desperately wanted to hand out some throat punches.
The feelings she had for Hayden and how she wanted him but couldn't. My poor heart!
Then we have Hayden...
Good god this man!!!! Everything he sacrificed, the things he did to protect those he cared about (cough cough mainly Paige) had my heart hurting and me swooning at the same time.
The way he protected and loved Paige! Even at times from afar. This is the kind of man we want ladies...
I mean...
" I don't care if this is all you can give me. Paige, I just wanna be the only person that ya give it to."
They tried to fight the love they felt until they reached a point where the pull was too strong.
However, they still had a damn bumpy ride to tackle. Their journey, their story, was heartbreaking, anger inducing, frustrating, humorous, a little spicy, dark and twisted.
Emma Creed has created such a phenomenal world with the Dirty Souls MC...
The characters are addictive, brutal, a tad crazy at times but so damn loveable.
The plot always has you on edge and captivated.
And..
The ongoing storylines has me loving each book while desperate for the next one already.
I Highly Recommend this Book & Entire Series!
Oh the emotional rollercoaster ride Hayden & Paige’s took me on with their soul shattering and yet heartwarming story.
Due to their equally heart-aching / gut-wrenching pasts both Hayden and Paige have dark secrets.
If their secrets are revealed will they survive?
Or...
Will the guilt they are both feeling destroy them any way?
God these two had me in a chokehold. I wanted them together! I wanted their demons to fuck off! And... I wanted a HEA for them ASAP!
But of course in true Emma Creed fashion my emotions need to be wrecked and repaired before I get to the HEA. hehe
Paige - Good god!! Her backstory freakin hurt reading.
Then... When a ghost from her past returned I desperately wanted to hand out some throat punches.
The feelings she had for Hayden and how she wanted him but couldn't. My poor heart!
Then we have Hayden...
Good god this man!!!! Everything he sacrificed, the things he did to protect those he cared about (cough cough mainly Paige) had my heart hurting and me swooning at the same time.
The way he protected and loved Paige! Even at times from afar. This is the kind of man we want ladies...
I mean...
" I don't care if this is all you can give me. Paige, I just wanna be the only person that ya give it to."
They tried to fight the love they felt until they reached a point where the pull was too strong.
However, they still had a damn bumpy ride to tackle. Their journey, their story, was heartbreaking, anger inducing, frustrating, humorous, a little spicy, dark and twisted.
Emma Creed has created such a phenomenal world with the Dirty Souls MC...
The characters are addictive, brutal, a tad crazy at times but so damn loveable.
The plot always has you on edge and captivated.
And..
The ongoing storylines has me loving each book while desperate for the next one already.
I Highly Recommend this Book & Entire Series!
July 12, 2023
Hayden and Paige are an incredible whirlwind! I couldn’t put this book down. My evenings were taken up, late into the night, as I devoured their story.
We are not strangers to Hayden and Paige, and have watched them develop, at least in some part, from other Souls’ stories. That said, Emma Creed dives into a heart-wrenching backstory for both our hero and heroine. Their story goes much deeper than what I had suspected, and Emma led me right through, holding my hand while I bawled. Yeah… I bawled.
Hayden has been trying to overcome his past, as a previous member of a rival MC, and looking toward his future becoming a part of the Souls, where his dad had been a longtime and beloved member before he was killed. But Paige and Hayden share a deep, dark secret. One that they can’t bring to the light or it might bring the downfall to everything they have ever wanted- including their own lives.
Emma continues to astound me with her world and character development. Each story makes me feel more and more a part of the Dirty Souls. I love each and every character, but Hayden and Paige definitely hit a nerve, and their story made me cry, scream out loud, pant, and smile from ear to ear. I truly do not want this series to end. Ever. I HIGHLY recommend this installment- it’s dark, it��s gut-wrenching, but damn is it beautiful……
We are not strangers to Hayden and Paige, and have watched them develop, at least in some part, from other Souls’ stories. That said, Emma Creed dives into a heart-wrenching backstory for both our hero and heroine. Their story goes much deeper than what I had suspected, and Emma led me right through, holding my hand while I bawled. Yeah… I bawled.
Hayden has been trying to overcome his past, as a previous member of a rival MC, and looking toward his future becoming a part of the Souls, where his dad had been a longtime and beloved member before he was killed. But Paige and Hayden share a deep, dark secret. One that they can’t bring to the light or it might bring the downfall to everything they have ever wanted- including their own lives.
Emma continues to astound me with her world and character development. Each story makes me feel more and more a part of the Dirty Souls. I love each and every character, but Hayden and Paige definitely hit a nerve, and their story made me cry, scream out loud, pant, and smile from ear to ear. I truly do not want this series to end. Ever. I HIGHLY recommend this installment- it’s dark, it��s gut-wrenching, but damn is it beautiful……
July 19, 2023
We finally discover what happened to Paige… not sure how she survived! 😳 Oh, the emotional roller coaster you go on in this book travels through many, many different emotions, and you feel each and every one deeply, in this twelfth Dirty Soul’s book.
Hayden has settled into the Dirty Souls so well and his acceptance by everyone proves how much he belongs there. He constantly questions whether he is truly accepted and I can’t blame him after the life he had growing up. He is a terrific character and a perfect match for Paige—if she’d give him a chance.
There’s heaps going on in this story and literally never a dull moment. Experiencing the members of the Long Beach Charter is an eye opener and one that definitely leaves a sour taste in your mouth. No wonder Prez is so concerned about them. Then there’s a new character or two who both bring drama into the club member’s lives—talk about wanting to hit someone over the head! 😳 I promise I’m not usually violent but these characters push a person to he edge—I did warn about the emotional side. However, there are some humorous scenes too.
All in all, without giving the story away, you just need to read this fantastic book. The author has once again outdone herself with her intricate plot filled with interesting twists and turns.
Hayden has settled into the Dirty Souls so well and his acceptance by everyone proves how much he belongs there. He constantly questions whether he is truly accepted and I can’t blame him after the life he had growing up. He is a terrific character and a perfect match for Paige—if she’d give him a chance.
There’s heaps going on in this story and literally never a dull moment. Experiencing the members of the Long Beach Charter is an eye opener and one that definitely leaves a sour taste in your mouth. No wonder Prez is so concerned about them. Then there’s a new character or two who both bring drama into the club member’s lives—talk about wanting to hit someone over the head! 😳 I promise I’m not usually violent but these characters push a person to he edge—I did warn about the emotional side. However, there are some humorous scenes too.
All in all, without giving the story away, you just need to read this fantastic book. The author has once again outdone herself with her intricate plot filled with interesting twists and turns.
July 21, 2023
MMC/FMC- Hayden and Paige
POV- 1st person multiple
Genre- MC Romance
Sub Genre- 1% Club
Heat- They visit Australia, do the thing, and name the parts. The P word is used.
Series? Y. This book is not a standalone. You need to read the entire series, and I recommend that you do.
Cliffhanger? N, but teaser for next book
Safety- N. This is not a Safe book.
HEA/HFN? Y
Triggers- The Biker’s Trifecta (language, violence, explicit erotic content), S. Assault/Violence, Kidnapping
Tropes- Second Chance, Secret Love, Echoes of the Past
What I liked- the epic love between the main characters. The depth of his love becomes known as the past is revealed.
What I didn’t- the FMC should really have communicated with the MMC better. Refusal to share important information makes my palm itch to smack characters upside the head.
Other thoughts- this series is a saga of multiple books, characters, and storylines. Not every book is an easy read, but each is vital to the overall arc. The author pulls you into this world flawlessly.
Verdict- I recommend this book and all of the others in this series.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
POV- 1st person multiple
Genre- MC Romance
Sub Genre- 1% Club
Heat- They visit Australia, do the thing, and name the parts. The P word is used.
Series? Y. This book is not a standalone. You need to read the entire series, and I recommend that you do.
Cliffhanger? N, but teaser for next book
Safety- N. This is not a Safe book.
HEA/HFN? Y
Triggers- The Biker’s Trifecta (language, violence, explicit erotic content), S. Assault/Violence, Kidnapping
Tropes- Second Chance, Secret Love, Echoes of the Past
What I liked- the epic love between the main characters. The depth of his love becomes known as the past is revealed.
What I didn’t- the FMC should really have communicated with the MMC better. Refusal to share important information makes my palm itch to smack characters upside the head.
Other thoughts- this series is a saga of multiple books, characters, and storylines. Not every book is an easy read, but each is vital to the overall arc. The author pulls you into this world flawlessly.
Verdict- I recommend this book and all of the others in this series.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 18, 2023
5/5 ⭐
2/5 🌶️
I absolutely loved Hayden and Paige's story. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones (okay, it's definitely the pregnancy hormones....) but I was tearing up a few times during their unexpected journey. We also get 2 little peeks into the next story which had me choking up too. This whole book was just heartbreakingly beautiful and I'm so happy I read it.
Paige is such a wonderful soul. I have always loved her and the way she held herself at the club, but knowing her deep, dark secrets made me love her so much more. She has been through so much and is still so sweet and lovely. Hayden's story surprised me a bit, his story is heartbreaking too and the chemistry he had with Paige even in the flashbacks was untamable. You could tell he loved her right from the start and that he was her hero.
There was a twist in this book that had me shooketh to the core. I wasn't expecting it at all and it threw me for such a loop. But it was also perfect, which is one of my favorite things about Emma's writing.
I'm so, so excited for what's next and I'm hoping we get a little spin off series too about a certain member going to a certain charter.
2/5 🌶️
I absolutely loved Hayden and Paige's story. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones (okay, it's definitely the pregnancy hormones....) but I was tearing up a few times during their unexpected journey. We also get 2 little peeks into the next story which had me choking up too. This whole book was just heartbreakingly beautiful and I'm so happy I read it.
Paige is such a wonderful soul. I have always loved her and the way she held herself at the club, but knowing her deep, dark secrets made me love her so much more. She has been through so much and is still so sweet and lovely. Hayden's story surprised me a bit, his story is heartbreaking too and the chemistry he had with Paige even in the flashbacks was untamable. You could tell he loved her right from the start and that he was her hero.
There was a twist in this book that had me shooketh to the core. I wasn't expecting it at all and it threw me for such a loop. But it was also perfect, which is one of my favorite things about Emma's writing.
I'm so, so excited for what's next and I'm hoping we get a little spin off series too about a certain member going to a certain charter.
July 21, 2023
Tarnished Soul (MC book)
Happy Release Day! 🎉
Hayden and Paige’s story was SO good. 5 stars for me.
Their chemistry from the beginning when Hayden came to the compound, was so enticing. I wanted their backstory and boy, did we get it.
Their bond is beautiful, steamy, and full of love.
This book was way more emotional than I thought it was going to be. Paige has been through so much, and so has Hayden. Two broken pieces that make a whole puzzle. 🧩
The way Hayden is always there for Paige, is a central theme of this book. I also loved the bond between Hayden and Nyx. Just like Nyx had with Tac. It definitely stands out.
Emma is so good at surprising me and so many moments my jaw literally dropped. She also always sets up the following book and upcoming couples, which I love. Everything continues to tie together, even plots from previous books.
I cannot believe this is book 12. This series has become family. Thank you as always for an arc copy!
⚠️ This is a dark romance book/series. Please look up trigger warnings before reading as the themes are dark.
Tarnished Soul is available now!
Happy Release Day! 🎉
Hayden and Paige’s story was SO good. 5 stars for me.
Their chemistry from the beginning when Hayden came to the compound, was so enticing. I wanted their backstory and boy, did we get it.
Their bond is beautiful, steamy, and full of love.
This book was way more emotional than I thought it was going to be. Paige has been through so much, and so has Hayden. Two broken pieces that make a whole puzzle. 🧩
The way Hayden is always there for Paige, is a central theme of this book. I also loved the bond between Hayden and Nyx. Just like Nyx had with Tac. It definitely stands out.
Emma is so good at surprising me and so many moments my jaw literally dropped. She also always sets up the following book and upcoming couples, which I love. Everything continues to tie together, even plots from previous books.
I cannot believe this is book 12. This series has become family. Thank you as always for an arc copy!
⚠️ This is a dark romance book/series. Please look up trigger warnings before reading as the themes are dark.
Tarnished Soul is available now!
July 21, 2023
Wow this one goes straight in from the prologue; it’s no secret I’m obsessed with this series but this one truly knocked it out of the park, I’ve been super intrigued by Paige’s backstory since we first met her and Emma certainly delivered.
The turns this book took were unexpected at times and it kept me on the edge of my seat throughout; absolutely couldn’t put it down once I started. Just when you think you know what’s happening or can predict the next scene there’s a curveball that throws you off completely. And that epilogue! The epilogue. Ooooh October can not get here fast enough.
I laughed, I cried, I went on a whole damn rollercoaster of emotions and I loved every second of it there’s a reason Emma is one of my few auto buy authors and this book showcases it perfectly. Neither thinks they are deserving of the other and the further they try to run from their past, the more it seems to catch up to them. It’s absolutely beautifully crafted and reading about their long history and them coming back together and helping to heal the cracks in each other’s souls was truly an experience.
The turns this book took were unexpected at times and it kept me on the edge of my seat throughout; absolutely couldn’t put it down once I started. Just when you think you know what’s happening or can predict the next scene there’s a curveball that throws you off completely. And that epilogue! The epilogue. Ooooh October can not get here fast enough.
I laughed, I cried, I went on a whole damn rollercoaster of emotions and I loved every second of it there’s a reason Emma is one of my few auto buy authors and this book showcases it perfectly. Neither thinks they are deserving of the other and the further they try to run from their past, the more it seems to catch up to them. It’s absolutely beautifully crafted and reading about their long history and them coming back together and helping to heal the cracks in each other’s souls was truly an experience.
July 29, 2023
What an outstanding series this is and with each book that Emma Creed writes and I read, I say that this is my favourite book until a new book is released and then that becomes my favourite. The members of the Dirty Souls MC and their women have suffered immensely and yet the hits still keep coming for them. I have been anxiously waiting for Hayden and Paige’s story and boy did it exceed my expectations. The secrets that they held so close to their chests were what was holding them back from being together but what neither of them realised what that their secrets were not so secret after all. What happens in the mean time is what will fill you with anguish and suspense. You will get so caught up in this story that you will not be able to put it down and once you start with book one you will be hooked forever. Emotional, suspenseful and so heartbreaking are just some of the words that come to mind but you will forever be touched by each and every Dirty Souls MC member and you will most definitely not forget them for a long time to come.
I received an arc copy from the author and am voluntarily leaving an honest review.
I received an arc copy from the author and am voluntarily leaving an honest review.
July 24, 2023
🏍️ ARC Review 🏍️
Tarnished Soul - Dirty Souls MC Book 12 by @authoremmacreed
This is Hayden and Paige’s story.
Paige and Hayden met at the Bastards MC compound. Paige was kidnapped, brutalised and repeatedly raped by the members. Hayden was a young prospect, who at the time believed that the President of the club was his father. He was given the job of taking food etc down to Paige. He hated everything that was happening to her, they formed a special bond and eventually Hayden came up with a plan to help her escape and escape she did, although as is the norm the plan didn’t go quite the way it was supposed to leading to events that they didn’t anticipate.
They don’t see each other after that fateful night for several years until Hayden turns up at the Souls clubhouse.
Jimmer (Pres) gives them both a job to do which brings them closer together again and they manage to work through a lot of their past and they decide they want a future together. Once again though Emma puts us through the wringer when the past catches up with them.
Paige and Hayden deserve happiness they’re both kind hearted people with a terrible history.
Emma as usual brings the twists that I never see coming but always keep me on the edge of my seat. I love the sense of family we also get with these MC boys and although each book is centred around a certain couple the club and it’s members are completely intertwined.
How Emma pulls together all these connections throughout the series is incredible and just keeps me salivating for more.
I cannot recommend the entire series more! If you love possessive, passionate alpha males who love their “old ladies” with every fibre of their beings and badass (in their own way) FMC’s who love just as hard then this is MUST read series!
As always please check the Trigger Warnings!
Tarnished Soul - Dirty Souls MC Book 12 by @authoremmacreed
This is Hayden and Paige’s story.
Paige and Hayden met at the Bastards MC compound. Paige was kidnapped, brutalised and repeatedly raped by the members. Hayden was a young prospect, who at the time believed that the President of the club was his father. He was given the job of taking food etc down to Paige. He hated everything that was happening to her, they formed a special bond and eventually Hayden came up with a plan to help her escape and escape she did, although as is the norm the plan didn’t go quite the way it was supposed to leading to events that they didn’t anticipate.
They don’t see each other after that fateful night for several years until Hayden turns up at the Souls clubhouse.
Jimmer (Pres) gives them both a job to do which brings them closer together again and they manage to work through a lot of their past and they decide they want a future together. Once again though Emma puts us through the wringer when the past catches up with them.
Paige and Hayden deserve happiness they’re both kind hearted people with a terrible history.
Emma as usual brings the twists that I never see coming but always keep me on the edge of my seat. I love the sense of family we also get with these MC boys and although each book is centred around a certain couple the club and it’s members are completely intertwined.
How Emma pulls together all these connections throughout the series is incredible and just keeps me salivating for more.
I cannot recommend the entire series more! If you love possessive, passionate alpha males who love their “old ladies” with every fibre of their beings and badass (in their own way) FMC’s who love just as hard then this is MUST read series!
As always please check the Trigger Warnings!
July 16, 2023
Hayden has sacrificed a lot for Paige, loving her and protecting her since he was 15 years old. Now he mostly watches her be an “asset” to the Souls while he prospects. Paige has a lot of trauma from when she was held captive and tortured. She has done the best she can to survive since Hayden helped her escape certain death five years ago. Her fears now keep her captive. All Hayden wants is to have her and love her, however that may look. He works so hard to just deal with the everyday, watching her with other men. They have secrets they are afraid of sharing with anyone else and her secret that he doesn’t know and what she is willing to do to keep that secret hidden is what would destroy them after they start. There is some big betrayal. There is also some unexpected interaction with the Bastards that I did not see coming. There were some pretty funny dialogues such as about them not wanting to heal the dancers. This story ends on a high, which is nice.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 27, 2023
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily. This is my own opinion and was not influenced by anyone.
This is Hayden (son of a Soul and former B@$tard) and Paige's (bartender at the club) romance. Little did anyone know they share a major secret and history. Hayden has loved Paige and Paige has felt the same but they didn't share their feelings.
Although they decide to give things a try, they want to keep it a secret. No one around them is fooled and when someone from Paige's past threatens their happily ever after. I will say there are quite a few revelations in this story. Just when I thought I could figure out where the story was going, the author twists what you think. She does this several times.
I also love that we have the whole MC and their families back in the story. I think the backstories are important in showcasing the characters and understanding their struggles. I would recommend reading them all in order but the author does fill in what you need to get the gist of their histories.
This is Hayden (son of a Soul and former B@$tard) and Paige's (bartender at the club) romance. Little did anyone know they share a major secret and history. Hayden has loved Paige and Paige has felt the same but they didn't share their feelings.
Although they decide to give things a try, they want to keep it a secret. No one around them is fooled and when someone from Paige's past threatens their happily ever after. I will say there are quite a few revelations in this story. Just when I thought I could figure out where the story was going, the author twists what you think. She does this several times.
I also love that we have the whole MC and their families back in the story. I think the backstories are important in showcasing the characters and understanding their struggles. I would recommend reading them all in order but the author does fill in what you need to get the gist of their histories.
July 23, 2023
Once you start this you will be HOOKED!
Hayden has been settling in and finding his place in the Dirty Souls MC since he was accepted in after being in a rival MC. Thanks to his past he is constantly questioning if they will really accept him if they ever found out the full story.
Paige has a heart-breaking back story that would honestly break most people but she's a surivor and grateful to Hayden for helping her survive her nightmare. Now they have ended up in the same place together the connection that is between them is pulling them closer until they will be no longer able to deny what is between them and will risk it all for each other.
This book had me on the edge of my seat throughout as there was so much going on and I was excited to see how to played out.
I can't wait to see what Emma brings us next!
I was gifted a copy of this book by the Author and this is my honest opinion
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Hayden has been settling in and finding his place in the Dirty Souls MC since he was accepted in after being in a rival MC. Thanks to his past he is constantly questioning if they will really accept him if they ever found out the full story.
Paige has a heart-breaking back story that would honestly break most people but she's a surivor and grateful to Hayden for helping her survive her nightmare. Now they have ended up in the same place together the connection that is between them is pulling them closer until they will be no longer able to deny what is between them and will risk it all for each other.
This book had me on the edge of my seat throughout as there was so much going on and I was excited to see how to played out.
I can't wait to see what Emma brings us next!
I was gifted a copy of this book by the Author and this is my honest opinion
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July 13, 2023
This booked pulled on all the heart strings and yes there was a few points i had some tears. The liked all the different angles with each club member! I had a feeing Courtney was up to something, its sad how it ended for her. Wish she could of got some help! Chop's time is getting close to ending and i will be so happy for Skid when he can finally get his peace with what happen! Chop will deserve all that comes his way. Paige has come along way with what happen to her and now she finally has the happy ending she has always wanted. Congrats to Hayden for being patched in with his dads cut. I'm glad he finally spoke the truth the Jimmer about happened in the past and that everything worked out. I dont remeber much about addison when i read skid's book but im looking forward to see how this plays out and to see what has spokes her! Emma is an amzing author.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 3, 2023
I love the entire series. This one was one of my favorites. This one had a lot happening. I love Paige and Hayden’s story. How they met wasn’t under the best circumstances but he made a promise to always save her and he did. He did a lot for her that she will never know. Courtney was delusional and her thinking that Hayden loved her like she loved him and all the stuff she did to Paige just proved it even more. I could tell that what she said was a set up. I love Skid and I hope the way this ended contributed in another book. I want Skid to be happy after all that has happened to him! All the characters in this series are amazing and I love Emma’s writing style. The way she writes her books I can see her characters vividly. I love how they are all continued in each book. They are a family and very strong together and take care of each other.
August 8, 2023
This was okay. I think it had a too many plot holes and head scratching issues but I felt like Hayden and Paige loved each other.
What on earth did Jimmer think was going to happen sending Paige with a prospect to a club he felt was unstable? That is such a bad decision that it made me question Jimmer and made him look weak. We didn't get any real clarity on what Paige fell into after Eric "rescued her" and why she left and fell into the Dirty Souls MC. Then I didn't understand Eric's motivation to coerce/blackmail Paige into continuing her former association with him when he had so much to lose, business wise with the club. How did pyscho girl find Hayden?
Anyway, Chop is still on the loose, the new bad guys may not be bad guys, time will tell and Tawk still needs to get his girl.
And I want to know more about Willow's brother!
What on earth did Jimmer think was going to happen sending Paige with a prospect to a club he felt was unstable? That is such a bad decision that it made me question Jimmer and made him look weak. We didn't get any real clarity on what Paige fell into after Eric "rescued her" and why she left and fell into the Dirty Souls MC. Then I didn't understand Eric's motivation to coerce/blackmail Paige into continuing her former association with him when he had so much to lose, business wise with the club. How did pyscho girl find Hayden?
Anyway, Chop is still on the loose, the new bad guys may not be bad guys, time will tell and Tawk still needs to get his girl.
And I want to know more about Willow's brother!
March 6, 2024
Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5/5
Spice: 🌶️🌶️/5
TW: SA, Violence
Tropes: it’s always been you vibe, motorcycle gang
Description: Hayden in past saved Paige from the Bastards MC and they have some undeniable connection. She is blackmailed by someone from her past to work as a dancer at a club.
My thoughts: Loved this book so much Hayden loved Paige so much and there was a lot against them but they are so good together and I think their story was tragic but pretty.
OM-OW/ Cheating: Not really OM but there were some things Paige was forced to do
HEA/HFN: HEA
Hero: Hayden is wonderful and obsessed with Paige and has been forever. Has real savior vibes.
Heroine: Forced to do things she doesn’t want to do but she was sweet and kind and was good for Hayden even if what she was forced to do made that feel like why she shouldn’t be with him
Spice: 🌶️🌶️/5
TW: SA, Violence
Tropes: it’s always been you vibe, motorcycle gang
Description: Hayden in past saved Paige from the Bastards MC and they have some undeniable connection. She is blackmailed by someone from her past to work as a dancer at a club.
My thoughts: Loved this book so much Hayden loved Paige so much and there was a lot against them but they are so good together and I think their story was tragic but pretty.
OM-OW/ Cheating: Not really OM but there were some things Paige was forced to do
HEA/HFN: HEA
Hero: Hayden is wonderful and obsessed with Paige and has been forever. Has real savior vibes.
Heroine: Forced to do things she doesn’t want to do but she was sweet and kind and was good for Hayden even if what she was forced to do made that feel like why she shouldn’t be with him
July 21, 2023
***** 5 Tarnished Stars*****
This series is so so good. I can’t wait to always get my hands on the next book. I had many questions about Hayden & Paige’s story and man it’s a hell of a story. These two have suffered at the hands of the people around them; Paige was kidnapped by the Bastards MC years before. Hayden was a prospect at the time with and the man who he thought was his father was President of the club at the time. The secrets the swarm around them seem like their will be no end of it ever. When the past comes to haunt Paige; Hayden will do anything to keep Paige safe and happy and his. We learn lot of things in this book but I can’t wait for the next book.
*****ARC from Book Sprout for review*****
This series is so so good. I can’t wait to always get my hands on the next book. I had many questions about Hayden & Paige’s story and man it’s a hell of a story. These two have suffered at the hands of the people around them; Paige was kidnapped by the Bastards MC years before. Hayden was a prospect at the time with and the man who he thought was his father was President of the club at the time. The secrets the swarm around them seem like their will be no end of it ever. When the past comes to haunt Paige; Hayden will do anything to keep Paige safe and happy and his. We learn lot of things in this book but I can’t wait for the next book.
*****ARC from Book Sprout for review*****
November 10, 2023
I always worry when reading a series.. (especially when it gets to this many books) that im going to lose interest or that the writing just wont be the same but as each and every Dirty Soul that has come before, Hayden and his story had me hooked into every word.
Im not sure quite how Emma does it but she manages to smash it out the park at every turn.
Hayden is now prospect for the MC that he wants to live for and where he feels he has ties with and that all starts to change when he and Paige get closer again and the secrets start to come out.
Absolutely jam-packed with drama, twists and above all else love loyalty and trust!
Cant wait to read the next one and any more that come for these guys!
*Read as part of KU*
Im not sure quite how Emma does it but she manages to smash it out the park at every turn.
Hayden is now prospect for the MC that he wants to live for and where he feels he has ties with and that all starts to change when he and Paige get closer again and the secrets start to come out.
Absolutely jam-packed with drama, twists and above all else love loyalty and trust!
Cant wait to read the next one and any more that come for these guys!
*Read as part of KU*
July 13, 2023
I thought I knew.... I knew nothing! Nothing. Emma kept what was going down a secret until the end. Things happened that I didn't see coming, at all. I loved every moment of this story. I was so riled up with everything going on and I am so pumped for what's to come.
Hayden and Paige have a history the others aren't aware of. Unfortunately, their pasts catch up to them, and having to navigate through those pasts, makes things harder for the life they're trying to create. They work through a lot and come out stronger. Their story is a lot different than the others, and also gets us closer to redemption.
Hayden and Paige have a history the others aren't aware of. Unfortunately, their pasts catch up to them, and having to navigate through those pasts, makes things harder for the life they're trying to create. They work through a lot and come out stronger. Their story is a lot different than the others, and also gets us closer to redemption.
July 20, 2023
Yikes, this novel did not disappoint! Hayden and Paige's story continues on in this novel and I was taken on a wild ride. Oh my gosh, I did not want to put this novel down while reading to discover what was coming next. Both Hayden and Paige have been through so much, at moments it hurt my heart. From the very first chapter this novel reached out sucked me in, and I didn't want to put it down until the very last page. I love when a novel keeps you guessing and won't allow you to put it down. This novel checked my boxes. This novel did not disappoint. I can't wait to see what is coming next.
July 20, 2023
Another great one in this series! I have been biding my time waiting for Hayden’s story ever since he was introduced as Tac’s son. Same goes for Paige, but I had no idea her life had been so harsh. Crying at the first of the book was new for me. This author just flat out knows how to tell a story and pulls you right into it emotionally, mentally and obsessively! These characters will always hold a place in my heart, and free reign in my mind long after reading them. This is by far my favorite MC series I’ve ever read. If you haven’t started it you really should. But I’m telling you be prepared to obsess and beg for more!
July 20, 2023
I absolutely loved this story, especially Hayden. How he maintained the person he was while living with that club, knowing what the did to girls like Paige. He finds out about his real father, Tac, shortly before than man gives his life to save the son he never knew. Hayden has always loved Paige but she sees herself as too broken to have anything more than she does.
This book is a rollercoaster ride for the pair, as there are secrets they have kept from the Dirty Souls and from each other. Paige tries to handle issues on her own and keep Hayden in the dark. This can be read as a standalone, but I recommend you read the series in order.
Cannot wait for Skid’s story.
This book is a rollercoaster ride for the pair, as there are secrets they have kept from the Dirty Souls and from each other. Paige tries to handle issues on her own and keep Hayden in the dark. This can be read as a standalone, but I recommend you read the series in order.
Cannot wait for Skid’s story.
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