I will be perfectly honest with you, I really didn't think I would like this book simply because I HATED Rachel in the other HOTI books. However, I was pleasantly surprised how Nicole was able to make such a hated character, to me, into a real person who I not only empathized with but actually liked by the end.
And Adam... Oh, Adam was so adorable, and sweet, romantic, sexy, and just plain perfect in the most imperfect ways. If I'm being truthful here...and don't shoot me... but I kinda like him more than Jaxon. Shhh!! I didn't say that out loud.
But the emotional roller coaster you are forced on in this book is definitely not one for the faint of heart. This story deals with some heavy trauma and really makes you feel for these characters and the lives they lived in a whole new light outside of the original HOTI series. The pain, anguish, defeat, and overall darkness these two have endured in their lives is unimaginable. And hearing Joe Arden and Angelina Rocca deliver some of these heartbreaking confessions was definitely a tough one to swallow.
I think the only major complaints I have about this book is 1) the editing, yet again and 2) the inconsistencies. I really feel that if Nicole had a professional editor or maybe a few more eyes being her alpha and betas, this book would've been a solid 5 for me. And I will give some examples to justify this:
1. Inconsistency #1: When it's mentioned that Ethan and Natalie go to Rachel to find out where Jaxon is being held, we find out that Rachel didn't know that Agent Westwood was the FBI agent who took Jaxon until AFTER she arrived there. So, how did she know that "Robert" was the FBI agent, or that she knew to take Natalie and the men to the warehouse she had frequently visited with Robert aka Adam, if she didn't know he was the agent who took Jaxon until after she arrived there? How did she know to go to the warehouse in the first place, if she didn't know Robert was actually Adam? Maybe I missed something here, I don't know.
2. Inconsistency #2: THIS ONE MIGHT BE A TINY BIT OF A SPOILER - When Adam finds out that Rachel's daughter is named after Jessica, Rachel's best friend, he also learns that she is dead. But later in the book, Adam sees Rachel's credit card with "Jessica" on it and assumes Rachel stole it and claims that is fraud. However, Rachel says that is doesn't really matter if the person is dead and Adam says, "I didn't know." But he, in fact, did learn about Jessica and the fact she was dead a few chapters prior.
3. Editing: There are still some punctuation, formatting, and structural issues with this one, just like the first three HOTI books. Some of them most people probably wouldn't notice, but others are very obvious, and I'm surprised they weren't caught in the initial readthrough and round of edits. Also, there are some repetitive words that started to stand out to me that could've simply been cut or reworded. For example, the word "softly" was used 124 in this book and most of them were used to describe the way Rachel or Adam were talking. Along with that, "gently" was used 104 in the same manner.
However, I will say this...even with the cons, I still very much enjoyed this book. I always try to include constructive criticism and both pros/cons in my reviews, especially if I can't give 5 stars. I feel giving a thorough review from all sides will help a reader decide if a story is truly for them. Some things that stand out or bother me, others might not care about.
I also want to add that the audiobook, which is narrated in duet with Angelina Rocca and Joe Arden, was absolutely amazing! As I've mentioned before in other reviews, I consume all my books through reading and listening at the same time, so I allow myself to get fully emersed in the story...that is why I was also able to notice some of the editing issues. But if you plan to just listen to this one, you won't even notice my editing remarks, and I truly think you will love this audiobook. Angelina and Joe were superb as Rachel and Adam.
And the way it ended.... Damn! I can't wait to start Embers. I feel it's going to be a wild ride.