This series is addictive and simultaneously driving me crazy. I spend the first half of the book wanting to slap these people, then before the book is over, I absolutley love them. The mystery that they all have to solve is very good and suspenseful. The main conflict between the lead characters hit very close to home in this book. I too hid from my trauma by burying myself in education and career. I have learned from many years of struggling that trauma needs to be confronted. You have to surrender your pain and fear to God, live on faith in him, trust him when everything seems hopeless, and only then can you move forward.
The best line in this book is, "My faith is not a religion, it's a relationship." Thank you! So many people think they know what Christianity is about, usually due to traumatic church experiences, but it's really all about letting go of our preconceived ideas about life, our determination to due things our way, and surrender to the will of God. It is the only path to true, lasting peace. And that line explains it well. I don't care what Frank Sinatra sings, doing it our way leads to disaster.
So I will stick with this series since the characters are growing on me. The author has proven that she understands what's important in life. By the time I finish the series, I might have achieved some healing for which I have been ardently praying.