“I ask how I am to give you to some fool because I do not know how. How am I to accomplish anything I set out to do here when my heart burns to have you for myself?”
I care for you, want you, more than I care to breathe. But this will end in your blood. And I will not do that. Not to you.”
You guys, this book, this book is everything!!
Why it isn't more hyped and who do I need to yell at about it???
I devoured this. I ate every single thing up. This is the book that makes you forget you're reading
First, I'm so upset with this synopsis because in my opinion it's kind of spoilery and what it says only happens after like the 70% mark.
I'll write my own synopsis, thank you very much.
The book is about Elise. She's the king's younger niece. The second daughter of the second family, and therefore she doesn't being paid much attention to.
Elise is the kindest royal in all the kingdom. She's smart, she's cunning. She doesn't afraid to have her own opinions, to not follow the rules she must. She's a free spirit. She doesn't let people step on her, on any other person for that matter. She favors humanity above all.
Elise is my favorite kind of protagonist and could absolutely become one of my favorites.
Sadly for her, the time has come where she needs to be wed. This is her worst nightmare. She knows once she'll take her vows, she'll be shackled. And our girl wants to marry for love.
When the king announce he'll open the negotiation for anyone who wants her hand, he also announced who will be the negotiator. Usually it's the father, but since Elise's father is ill, he can't do it.
And who turns out to be Elise's negotiator? None other the Legion Grey. The mystery man she has been seeing from afar for the last few months, and has somehow gained status and power.
And so, Legion and Elise start to spend time together in order for him to get to know his charge.
Legion isn't like any noble, he’s not pompous and rude. He slowly get to know Elise better and is surprised by what he finds. How she's fierce and strong, how her best friends are the servants everyone looks down on. How she doesn't back down from his teasing and taunts.
"I assure you, Kvinna, you are in capable hands.”
“The only hands I consider capable are my own.”
Legion lifted one brow, a playful gleam in his eyes. “Ah, but you have never experienced what mine can do.”
And they get close, against better judgment. There's bantering, there's flirting, there's fleeting touches, gazes meeting across the room. There's tension. So. Much. Tension.
I forgot how fun it was to have that much tension between characters. How suddenly even the smallest thing like him standing at her back or touching her knee becomes so hot. I felt it all through the pages.
Because these two can't be together. Not only is Legion is the one who meets with Elise's suitors to find her match, but a romance between a negotiator and his charge is forbidden and will cause a huge scandal.
For the whole of the first meal, Legion Grey claimed me with the firm grip beneath the royal table. And I had let him. Without a second thought.
Forbidden to touch another during the bidding, not to mention how a negotiator touching his charge would set the town aflame in scandal should anyone discover the truth.
“I would not dream of denying you anything, Kvinna. I’ve no doubt you’d be terrifying should I try.”
“I am forever changed knowing you.”
“I may know my name, but I have yet to question for whom my heart beats.”
But a forbidden love story is not the only thing that's happening in this book. Not at all.
There are politics, there are rebels that are called agitators that believe the true fae king is still alive, and they attack in his name. There's a mystery figure/myth called The Blood Wraith that is rumored to be a ruthless murderer. Most of the things were easy to figure out, but some still surprised me. The concept of the story was so interesting.
And how can we forget, the side characters
We have Mavie and Siverie. They're Elise servants, but they're more like her best friends. She doesn't treat them like she's better than them. She treats them like sisters, and the same for them.
In front of other people, they don't utter a word, but when the doors are closed? They tease and laugh with Elise and feel free for whatever.
With their little group there's Mattis. He's a carpenter and at the same level as the servants, but these three have become like a family.
I love how close they're. The way their friendship works, while not being the norm, they managed to form something that worked for them.
“But . . .” Mavie went on, gasping, “you are my friend. Believe that I am who I say. Titles do not matter. We are friends.”
"do you remember the first thing you said to me?”
I didn’t, so I pinched my mouth and turned away.
“You asked me if I liked iced milk cakes.” Siv chuckled, a sad grin on her face. “First thing. You offered me a delicacy off your plate— a royal’s plate— because you didn’t like goat milk.”
"she blurted out that you were . . .” Siv hiccupped a sob. “That you were her truest friend and had been since you were girls. A serf and a royal.”
There's also Baven. Mattis's uncle. This old men is adorable. He worries about Elise like his own.
Then we have Tor and Halvar.
Tor is a mystery. He's somewhat a servant in front of people, but he's actually Legion's most trusted person.
Halvar is known to be the stable boy, but apparently he also knows Legion for years. Elise already knew him before and got along with him. And lately she's been seeing more and more of these two along with Legion.
“You’re not so bad, you know. For a royal.”
I scoffed with a grin. “You’re not so bad for a Shade.”
And if you reached this far in the review, you should know all I've written happens for the 75% of the book, and then a lot changed.
What did I mean when I said the ending annoyed me? I'll explain. But be warned, this is a spoiler for the ending. It's not major spoilers for the book because a lot is happening, but it is me ranting about something that happened at the end. I tried writing it as vague as I could, so you decide if you want to continue reading or not.
Spoilers:
I got so pissed off at Legion at the end!! He got what he wanted from Elise, she helped him, and then he told her they need to part ways?? EXCUSE ME?! This is not how a man who's into someone acts! At least not a man in a book! If I wanted someone who's afraid of his feelings and commitments and push away his loved ones, I would've seeked someone real! Legion highly disappointed me in the end. He can just let her go so easily? Just like that? Well then mister you need to check your priorities. And I really hope she won't take him back easily, man needs to grovel after that!
That's it. That's the rant.
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Not me loving it while reading and thinking I'll give it 5⭐️
But then that ending and..... GRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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