Most powerful and heart-touching Jewish poems ever exist, in my opinion. The connection with the words of Ibn Gvirol’s poetry causes so many emotions and sad feelings… And I think that is ok. It serves a purpose. It emulates a lot of what we can feel in life. What we do feel too deeply sometimes. There’s also a lot of strength in it.
Check this out:
‘My pain’s too much, my wounds are deadly.
My strength is gone, my vigor all depleted.
Nowhere to flee, no refuge for my soul,
no place where I might find rest.
Three things have come together to consume the little flesh and tortured spirit left to me:
Great sin, great pain, and loneliness-
Could anyone withstand all three?
Am I an ocean or dragon, Lord?
Are my bones bronze or iron,
that suffering is all around me always,
my patrimony, as it were,
and You examine no one's sins but mine,
as if You had no claim on other men?
Just see your servant's suffering and misery.
Just see his soul, a vulture in a trap,
and I will be your slave forevermore,
and never ask to have my bondage end.’
Shlomo Ben Yehuda ibn Gvirol (1022-1070)