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A Nest of Snakes: A Novel
In her fiction debut, Deborah Levison, author of the acclaimed, multi award-winning true crime book, THE CRATE, weaves a tale snatched from the headlines. A NEST OF SNAKES is loosely based on a spate of lawsuits in which adult men accused their elite private schools of abuses that shocked the nation.
In A NEST OF SNAKES, Brendan Cortland is a broken man. Middle-aged, pasty, pudgy, and fearful, he suffers from chronic depression, nightmares, and agoraphobia. His contact with the outside world is limited to trolling chatrooms, where he hunts pedophiles, and a weekly session with his psychiatrist, to whom he describes dreams of being devoured by predators. The doctor suspects catastrophic abuse, and maybe something more; but in all his years of therapy Brendan never divulged the deepest source of his trauma.
Pushed to his breaking point, Brendan embarks on a quest for justice. It’s the terrifying step he’s avoided for going public with his story. His lawyer warns him that testifying might mean dredging up painful memories, ones he’d rather keep buried.
Still, no one is prepared for the horrible secrets and revelations that emerge during the trial … least of all Brendan himself.
Reviewers call A NEST OF SNAKES “heart wrenching,” “raw and compelling,” “unforgettable,” and “a roller-coaster ride of surprising twists” leading to a “staggering climax” and an “absolutely perfect” ending. Monster Librarian hails A NEST OF SNAKES as one of the fall’s most talked-about novels.
In A NEST OF SNAKES, Brendan Cortland is a broken man. Middle-aged, pasty, pudgy, and fearful, he suffers from chronic depression, nightmares, and agoraphobia. His contact with the outside world is limited to trolling chatrooms, where he hunts pedophiles, and a weekly session with his psychiatrist, to whom he describes dreams of being devoured by predators. The doctor suspects catastrophic abuse, and maybe something more; but in all his years of therapy Brendan never divulged the deepest source of his trauma.
Pushed to his breaking point, Brendan embarks on a quest for justice. It’s the terrifying step he’s avoided for going public with his story. His lawyer warns him that testifying might mean dredging up painful memories, ones he’d rather keep buried.
Still, no one is prepared for the horrible secrets and revelations that emerge during the trial … least of all Brendan himself.
Reviewers call A NEST OF SNAKES “heart wrenching,” “raw and compelling,” “unforgettable,” and “a roller-coaster ride of surprising twists” leading to a “staggering climax” and an “absolutely perfect” ending. Monster Librarian hails A NEST OF SNAKES as one of the fall’s most talked-about novels.
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408 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 11, 2022
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About the author
Deborah Vadas Levison
3 books43 followersAlso known as Deborah Levison
For as long as I can remember I’ve dreamed of being an author, the same way some little kids dream of being ballerinas or Major Leaguers. Well, I don’t pirouette, and I sure can’t hit a ball, but from time to time I do come up with a pretty good metaphor.
I’m pretty sure my love of storytelling began one summer night years ago, as I sat by a camp bonfire and listened to a counselor tell a ghost story, The Monkey’s Paw, which made my heart pound and my imagination run wild. The memory still makes me shiver.
Now, I’m thrilled to share my first book with the world. It's a true crime with echoes of the Holocaust, called THE CRATE: A Story of War, a Murder and Justice.
I'd love to hear from you!
For as long as I can remember I’ve dreamed of being an author, the same way some little kids dream of being ballerinas or Major Leaguers. Well, I don’t pirouette, and I sure can’t hit a ball, but from time to time I do come up with a pretty good metaphor.
I’m pretty sure my love of storytelling began one summer night years ago, as I sat by a camp bonfire and listened to a counselor tell a ghost story, The Monkey’s Paw, which made my heart pound and my imagination run wild. The memory still makes me shiver.
Now, I’m thrilled to share my first book with the world. It's a true crime with echoes of the Holocaust, called THE CRATE: A Story of War, a Murder and Justice.
I'd love to hear from you!
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June 18, 2023
A NEST OF SNAKES is a deviously dark and sinister tale of one man’s journey through a traumatic and life-changing circumstance that has affected his entire adult life. Our main character suffers from very serious PTSD after his experience at an elite boarding school has rendered him agoraphobic and mentally unstable. A NEST OF SNAKES takes you on a journey involving abuse, bullying, and sexual assault that will have you grabbing your tissues or ready to take down the corrupt patriarchal behavior of many of society’s most influential organizations and institutions. You’ll fall in love with the main character and his journey and if you’ve had even 1% of the trauma experiences by Brendan Cortland, A NEST OF SNAKES will hit close to home. I can’t wait to see what Deborah Levison has next for readers.
January 22, 2023
A Nest Of Snakes.
Triggering, heart-wrenching, and raw. This powerful story about a man who is deeply scarred by the trauma he endured hit me hard.
Brendan Cortland is terrorized by his past. Held down by anxiety and fear. The extreme trauma of his years in private school are kept close to him. That is until he meets the person who will help Brendan change that. Someone who will help him speak his truth out loud and seek justice.
I couldn't stop thinking about this book and read it in just two sittings. The writing is excellent and I was so impressed by this fiction debut. The storyline immediately grabbed me and pulled me in, and while the content is extremely heavy, there is so much hope and redemption within these pages. I was rooting for Brendan the entire time. Hopeful he would fight his demons and come out stronger in the end.
I highly recommend this book but do warn it is a sensitive read. I have included content warnings below.
My thanks to the author for sending me a gifted copy of her book! This book has been added to my favourites bookshelf.
Content Warnings: Bullying/Taunting/Rape/Rape Of A Minor/Pedophilia/Verbal & Physical Abuse/Suicide/Chronic Depression/Grooming/Drug & Alcohol Abuse/Extreme Racism/Racial Slurs/Agoraphobia
Triggering, heart-wrenching, and raw. This powerful story about a man who is deeply scarred by the trauma he endured hit me hard.
Brendan Cortland is terrorized by his past. Held down by anxiety and fear. The extreme trauma of his years in private school are kept close to him. That is until he meets the person who will help Brendan change that. Someone who will help him speak his truth out loud and seek justice.
I couldn't stop thinking about this book and read it in just two sittings. The writing is excellent and I was so impressed by this fiction debut. The storyline immediately grabbed me and pulled me in, and while the content is extremely heavy, there is so much hope and redemption within these pages. I was rooting for Brendan the entire time. Hopeful he would fight his demons and come out stronger in the end.
I highly recommend this book but do warn it is a sensitive read. I have included content warnings below.
My thanks to the author for sending me a gifted copy of her book! This book has been added to my favourites bookshelf.
Content Warnings: Bullying/Taunting/Rape/Rape Of A Minor/Pedophilia/Verbal & Physical Abuse/Suicide/Chronic Depression/Grooming/Drug & Alcohol Abuse/Extreme Racism/Racial Slurs/Agoraphobia
January 15, 2023
Huge thanks to the author for sending me a copy of this book to read and review.
Harrowing.
That's the first word that comes into my mind upon finishing this book.
It's taken a while to finish this. A combination of my poor health and heavy subject matter meant I could only read a bit at a time.
That said, this is an incredible book. The writing is beautiful and poignant, and my heart ached for Brendan throughout. His shame and guilt were stark and so powerfully written.
And of course, I loved the courtroom drama in the second half. The ending was fantastic and was worth the wait.
This is a challenging book to read, but hugely relevant and deserves all the praise.
Harrowing.
That's the first word that comes into my mind upon finishing this book.
It's taken a while to finish this. A combination of my poor health and heavy subject matter meant I could only read a bit at a time.
That said, this is an incredible book. The writing is beautiful and poignant, and my heart ached for Brendan throughout. His shame and guilt were stark and so powerfully written.
And of course, I loved the courtroom drama in the second half. The ending was fantastic and was worth the wait.
This is a challenging book to read, but hugely relevant and deserves all the praise.
December 25, 2022
Brendan suffers from depression, nightmares and agoraphobia. It's not a surprise since he had a difficult time attending boarding school when he was a young man. He now spends his time hunting pedophiles and seeing his psychiatrist, Dr. Aldrich. One day, he decides it's time to get justice for what happened to him all those years ago. Will he be ready to relive those terrible memories?
A NEST OF SNAKES was not an easy story to read, by any means, but as the author notes that actual reports of child abuse prompted her to write this fictional novel. It definitely had an impact on me. This story is well written and hard to put down. It's not one to be quickly forgotten.
Thank you Deborah Levison for my gifted copy.
This review will be posted to my Instagram (@coffee.break.book.reviews) in the near future.
A NEST OF SNAKES was not an easy story to read, by any means, but as the author notes that actual reports of child abuse prompted her to write this fictional novel. It definitely had an impact on me. This story is well written and hard to put down. It's not one to be quickly forgotten.
Thank you Deborah Levison for my gifted copy.
This review will be posted to my Instagram (@coffee.break.book.reviews) in the near future.
October 15, 2022
A heart-wrenching story of abuse and complicity, A NEST OF SNAKES intricately unfolds the horrors experienced at an all-boys private school and the aftermath decades later through the eyes of a broken man seeking solace and justice. With exceptional dialogue and an utterly compelling and gripping cast of characters, Deborah Levison delicately handles trauma and pain while keeping the reader coiled in anticipation for the perpetrators to receive their punishment. A powerful read from a dazzlingly talented author.
October 12, 2022
My lord, A Nest of Snakes is such a hard book to read. I have dealt with sexual abuse as well. And this book, fuck it drudged up so many memories. I choked and hurt while reading Brendan's story. It is truly a powerful book that shines a big light on how much was condoned in the past. And I know that it did, but reading this book, it shocked me to my core. Realizing how many boys and girls have been through this while every single adult looked the other way. I think this book will stay with me forever. I still just feel sick knowing what those boys went through. Even though it is a fictional story, my heart bleeds for them.
The book starts with Brendan tracking down pedophiles online, and sending the information to the police so the culprits can get arrested and convicted. But very quickly we find out that Brendan is just a shell of who he was. He is divorced and he barely sees his son. His wife also keeps him away from him.
Brendan is going to a psychiatrist, dr. Aldrich. Aldrich is trying to convince him to tell his story and start a lawsuit for what happened to him as a teen boy.
A young lawyer, Dylan James, just rented an office in the same building and dr. Aldrich refers Brendan to her. And to her, he finally starts to tell his full story.
The story then takes a time lapse into the past. We see Brendan arriving at a prestigious boarding school. His roommate is Jack. And they befriend Shawn as well. But those three boys instantly get targeted by the older boys at the boarding school. They get harrassed, assaulted, degraded and hurt by Chad Hubert and his friends. They are walking around with wounds, bruises and all the teachers just look the other way. Or berate the boys for misbehaving. While they are the victims!!!
We also learn that several teachers are pedophiles and are using the boys. Their lacrosse coach forces them to undress and takes photos of the boys to keep up their 'progress'. Another teacher as a science club where they can get extra points for.
The headmaster and his wife bring the boys in inappropriate situations and try to seduce them.
But professor Nevin, the science club teacher, is the most vile one of them all. He calls the boys his dolls. And forces them to watch porn, drugs them with medications, assaults, rapes and defiles them. He starts off 'easily' and goes further and further. Forcing the boys to do things to each other and to him.
I got sick so many times while reading this book. I am still so angry at all those teachers and at Nevin!
I don't want to spoil too much. But what happens to Jack. And how the school disgraced his memory. I wish I could burn the place down for what they did to that boy.
The book switches back to the present again. And we follow Brendan and Dylan preparing for the trial.
What I love most about this book is that it isn't overly graphic. But it is written in such a way that we exactly know what happens to the boys. The cadence is just thrilling and made my heart pound at times. I felt the fear, the anger, the disgust and the pain. Oh the pain was so palpable throughout the book. It broke me into a million pieces.
I love how much Brendan's testimony did for the other victims. The family of the victims and how it united them in their goal. To get justice for all the boys. For Jack. So that they could finally start to heal and have a normal life. Hoping to find happiness along the way.
This book deserves 5 stars and nothing less. These words have slipped into my soul, into my bones and I will never ever forget it.
I am definitely gonna buy a physical copy of this book in the future! It deserves to have a spot on my shelves!
Deborah Levison thank you so much for reaching out and letting me read your book. I am forever grateful! It is a masterpiece and I will treasure this story for the rest of my life. (Even though it broke me into a million pieces. But that makes this story so damn important. It needs to be read by millions!)
The book starts with Brendan tracking down pedophiles online, and sending the information to the police so the culprits can get arrested and convicted. But very quickly we find out that Brendan is just a shell of who he was. He is divorced and he barely sees his son. His wife also keeps him away from him.
Brendan is going to a psychiatrist, dr. Aldrich. Aldrich is trying to convince him to tell his story and start a lawsuit for what happened to him as a teen boy.
A young lawyer, Dylan James, just rented an office in the same building and dr. Aldrich refers Brendan to her. And to her, he finally starts to tell his full story.
The story then takes a time lapse into the past. We see Brendan arriving at a prestigious boarding school. His roommate is Jack. And they befriend Shawn as well. But those three boys instantly get targeted by the older boys at the boarding school. They get harrassed, assaulted, degraded and hurt by Chad Hubert and his friends. They are walking around with wounds, bruises and all the teachers just look the other way. Or berate the boys for misbehaving. While they are the victims!!!
We also learn that several teachers are pedophiles and are using the boys. Their lacrosse coach forces them to undress and takes photos of the boys to keep up their 'progress'. Another teacher as a science club where they can get extra points for.
The headmaster and his wife bring the boys in inappropriate situations and try to seduce them.
But professor Nevin, the science club teacher, is the most vile one of them all. He calls the boys his dolls. And forces them to watch porn, drugs them with medications, assaults, rapes and defiles them. He starts off 'easily' and goes further and further. Forcing the boys to do things to each other and to him.
I got sick so many times while reading this book. I am still so angry at all those teachers and at Nevin!
I don't want to spoil too much. But what happens to Jack. And how the school disgraced his memory. I wish I could burn the place down for what they did to that boy.
The book switches back to the present again. And we follow Brendan and Dylan preparing for the trial.
What I love most about this book is that it isn't overly graphic. But it is written in such a way that we exactly know what happens to the boys. The cadence is just thrilling and made my heart pound at times. I felt the fear, the anger, the disgust and the pain. Oh the pain was so palpable throughout the book. It broke me into a million pieces.
I love how much Brendan's testimony did for the other victims. The family of the victims and how it united them in their goal. To get justice for all the boys. For Jack. So that they could finally start to heal and have a normal life. Hoping to find happiness along the way.
This book deserves 5 stars and nothing less. These words have slipped into my soul, into my bones and I will never ever forget it.
I am definitely gonna buy a physical copy of this book in the future! It deserves to have a spot on my shelves!
Deborah Levison thank you so much for reaching out and letting me read your book. I am forever grateful! It is a masterpiece and I will treasure this story for the rest of my life. (Even though it broke me into a million pieces. But that makes this story so damn important. It needs to be read by millions!)
November 7, 2022
You all thought My Dark Vanessa was a hard read. Any book about pedophiles, sexual abuse and grooming is an extremely difficult book to read. Nest Of Snakes, is without a doubt, one of the most difficult books I have ever read on the horrifying subject.
Child sexual abuse has to be a hard thing to write about, I don’t envy the authors that choose to do it. But, I do commend them. To put themselves through the gruesome research, finding real stories of abuse, and then retelling it all without getting graphic and obscene, has to linger on their hearts for a long time. Deborah Levison did a fantastic, but overwhelmingly heartbreaking job with her portrayal of real life events to fiction. I cried. I stewed on the first half of the book, and let it invade my dreams. It’s so real, raw and explosive. Somehow she managed to paint a vivid picture of the abuse, without being lewd and descriptive. I am so thankful for that. I don’t think I could have finished the book if she hadn’t taken that approach.
With all that being said, and only giving a slight spoiler, the story does have a happy and just ending. If you’re going to read this, go into it knowing that the victims received a sort of justice and revenge. That feeling of relief, and satisfaction will come at the end, but the disturbed feeling will never go away.
It’s all based on real events that have taken place in multiple schools, for years. We have all seen the stories in the papers and on the news, you can’t hide from it. Levison isn’t letting us forget, and we shouldn’t. She wants to get the message out that there is support for the victims, and it’s never too late to speak up!
This was such a powerful read. It’s my first by the writer, and won’t be my last.
Child sexual abuse has to be a hard thing to write about, I don’t envy the authors that choose to do it. But, I do commend them. To put themselves through the gruesome research, finding real stories of abuse, and then retelling it all without getting graphic and obscene, has to linger on their hearts for a long time. Deborah Levison did a fantastic, but overwhelmingly heartbreaking job with her portrayal of real life events to fiction. I cried. I stewed on the first half of the book, and let it invade my dreams. It’s so real, raw and explosive. Somehow she managed to paint a vivid picture of the abuse, without being lewd and descriptive. I am so thankful for that. I don’t think I could have finished the book if she hadn’t taken that approach.
With all that being said, and only giving a slight spoiler, the story does have a happy and just ending. If you’re going to read this, go into it knowing that the victims received a sort of justice and revenge. That feeling of relief, and satisfaction will come at the end, but the disturbed feeling will never go away.
It’s all based on real events that have taken place in multiple schools, for years. We have all seen the stories in the papers and on the news, you can’t hide from it. Levison isn’t letting us forget, and we shouldn’t. She wants to get the message out that there is support for the victims, and it’s never too late to speak up!
This was such a powerful read. It’s my first by the writer, and won’t be my last.
November 6, 2022
Wow! This is gut-twisting, emotional, and intense!
Brendan is a middle age man who suffers from depression, night terrors and agoraphobia. He lives on a large estate with only his elderly housekeeper and a driver.
Brendan can’t work; he is too paralyzed by anxiety and fear. But he does stalk chat rooms on the web, especially those of snakes and creeps who prey on children.
His ex-wife and son want nothing to do with him. His only outside contact is his appointments with his therapist, Dr. Aldrich. The doctor suspects Brendan has suffered horrible abuses, but in years of therapy, Brendan has never revealed it. Dr. Aldrich pushes Brendan towards bringing it to a legal lawsuit if necessary, thinking justice could be served. But what emerges at the trial is beyond what anyone could have imagined.
It’s not easy to read about the abuse of young boys, but this book was written so well and with a redemptive spirit! Brendan is one of those characters I won’t soon forget.
Thank you @suzyapprovedbooktours and @deborahlevisonauthor for a spot on tour and a gifted ebook.
Brendan is a middle age man who suffers from depression, night terrors and agoraphobia. He lives on a large estate with only his elderly housekeeper and a driver.
Brendan can’t work; he is too paralyzed by anxiety and fear. But he does stalk chat rooms on the web, especially those of snakes and creeps who prey on children.
His ex-wife and son want nothing to do with him. His only outside contact is his appointments with his therapist, Dr. Aldrich. The doctor suspects Brendan has suffered horrible abuses, but in years of therapy, Brendan has never revealed it. Dr. Aldrich pushes Brendan towards bringing it to a legal lawsuit if necessary, thinking justice could be served. But what emerges at the trial is beyond what anyone could have imagined.
It’s not easy to read about the abuse of young boys, but this book was written so well and with a redemptive spirit! Brendan is one of those characters I won’t soon forget.
Thank you @suzyapprovedbooktours and @deborahlevisonauthor for a spot on tour and a gifted ebook.
October 17, 2022
I was lucky enough to receive an Advanced Reader Copy of A Nest of Snakes. I had read Levison's true crime book The Crate, and so was looking forward to seeing how she would transition into the world of fiction. She did not disappoint. I was continually impressed by her slow ratcheting up of suspense and how she pieces out the details of what really happened one clue at a time. Similar to The Crate, she is deft at handling difficult subjects compassionately and honestly, which added a level of sophistication and complexity that made the book shine.
The protagonist, Brendan Cortland is a character for our times, damaged, strong and courageous as he faces the demons of his past and himself. Levison’s ending was unexpected and absolutely perfect. Compelling and heart-felt, this book will stay with me for a long time.
The protagonist, Brendan Cortland is a character for our times, damaged, strong and courageous as he faces the demons of his past and himself. Levison’s ending was unexpected and absolutely perfect. Compelling and heart-felt, this book will stay with me for a long time.
October 11, 2022
A Nest Of Snakes
By Deborah Levison
A Novel
Book Blurb by Sylvia Jacobs
If you’re like me, you’ll keep reading this book until the middle of the night, and even then you’ll want more! A Nest Of Snakes is a page turner, filled with twists and turns that will keep you guessing to the very end. Levison’s writing is a gift. A must have for your TBR list.
By Deborah Levison
A Novel
Book Blurb by Sylvia Jacobs
If you’re like me, you’ll keep reading this book until the middle of the night, and even then you’ll want more! A Nest Of Snakes is a page turner, filled with twists and turns that will keep you guessing to the very end. Levison’s writing is a gift. A must have for your TBR list.
October 11, 2022
So many twists and turns. I couldn’t put it down because I just needed to know what was going to happen next. I love being able to read debut novels - it makes it so much better when I love them!
January 14, 2023
Book Review
A Nest of Snakes by Deborah Levison
⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️
Depression
Suicidal ideation
Pedophilia
Rape of a minor
Bullying
Sexual abuse of a
Minor
Agoraphobia
Custody
Tropes
Healing
Justice
Victim(s) vs perpetrators
Mental Health
Childhood
Boarding school bullying
📚Thoughts📚
Its not an easy read. While the author made efforts to be vague with phrasing and descriptive language during uncomfortable scenes the emotions associated with abuse were at the forefront. I had to close the book a few times and take a moment for myself.
My heart bled for Brendan Cortland… for the child he was and for the man he becomes. The author provides the reader with closure and justice for the victims, but, abuse leaves a lasting emotional trauma that not everyone heals from. This sad realization permeates throughout the book as Brendan recounts his experiences and tries to move forward in his present life.
Overall the book was well written given the subject matter. The narrative flows fluidly between past and present. As a reader I was immediately invested in Brendan’s mental well being and this gave me the resolve I needed to continue turning the pages until the end.
Thank you to Deborah for my gifted copy in return for an honest review.
A Nest of Snakes by Deborah Levison
⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️
Depression
Suicidal ideation
Pedophilia
Rape of a minor
Bullying
Sexual abuse of a
Minor
Agoraphobia
Custody
Tropes
Healing
Justice
Victim(s) vs perpetrators
Mental Health
Childhood
Boarding school bullying
📚Thoughts📚
Its not an easy read. While the author made efforts to be vague with phrasing and descriptive language during uncomfortable scenes the emotions associated with abuse were at the forefront. I had to close the book a few times and take a moment for myself.
My heart bled for Brendan Cortland… for the child he was and for the man he becomes. The author provides the reader with closure and justice for the victims, but, abuse leaves a lasting emotional trauma that not everyone heals from. This sad realization permeates throughout the book as Brendan recounts his experiences and tries to move forward in his present life.
Overall the book was well written given the subject matter. The narrative flows fluidly between past and present. As a reader I was immediately invested in Brendan’s mental well being and this gave me the resolve I needed to continue turning the pages until the end.
Thank you to Deborah for my gifted copy in return for an honest review.
December 26, 2022
With the height of the Me Too Movements and trial outcomes being announced, this novel is a perfect read to bring to light the forefront of not just the women that were taken advantage of, but boys as well. This was at times a dark but good poignant read and the author did a great job at making her point about the seriousness of this all happening and the long lasting effect on someone. Brandon is middle aged and has lost everything. His wife, his son, his ability to do anything really and he has also harbored a deep terrible secret that many around him would not have ever understood. This is the long lasting effects of what can happen when someone was taken advantage of, and yet no one would do anything. Everyone always asks, "Why didn't you say anything?" and this novel dives right into that question and how things like this happen and stay buried even when many are involved. Very heartbreaking to read at times, I really loved how the author wrote Brandon character as well as Dylan's and how the court room played out as well. This is like a bad accident that we all slow down to gawk at, as we drive by. It is terrible, we are glad it was not us in that situation but we want to know what happened and why and how. This novel reads just like that, and I enjoyed every page of it. Thank you to the author for sending me a free ebook to read and review.
December 22, 2022
This was a fictional debut? Sign me up to read *anything* this author writes! I should preface by saying that A NEST OF SNAKES features the aftermath of sexual abuse, so be aware if that subject matter is triggering to you. However, I didn't find any descriptions to be overly graphic or detailed. You will, however, feel so many emotions...rage, fear, and disgust just to name a few.
The book is a journey through a deposition and civil court trial of Brendan Courtland, a man who suffered abuse over 30 years ago in a prominent boarding school. He went from a typical 14-year-old kid to an almost agoraphobic 47-year-old man who is haunted by his past. He spends his time in chat rooms stalking the worst of the worst, those who prey on children. His only contact with the outside world is his therapist, who urges Brendan to file a lawsuit. Brendan does, and what comes out during the trial is beyond shocking.
Do know that there is a thread of hope and a spirit of redemption that runs throughout this book. Don't write it off thinking the subject matter is too dismal or too triggering; I promise you Brendan's story will live rent-free in your head for a long time. Many thanks to the author for sending me a copy to review.
The book is a journey through a deposition and civil court trial of Brendan Courtland, a man who suffered abuse over 30 years ago in a prominent boarding school. He went from a typical 14-year-old kid to an almost agoraphobic 47-year-old man who is haunted by his past. He spends his time in chat rooms stalking the worst of the worst, those who prey on children. His only contact with the outside world is his therapist, who urges Brendan to file a lawsuit. Brendan does, and what comes out during the trial is beyond shocking.
Do know that there is a thread of hope and a spirit of redemption that runs throughout this book. Don't write it off thinking the subject matter is too dismal or too triggering; I promise you Brendan's story will live rent-free in your head for a long time. Many thanks to the author for sending me a copy to review.
October 20, 2022
4.5 stars.
A Nest of Snakes is an emotional page turner of a novel about Brendan, a closed-off man in his early thirties living with the trauma he experienced as a student at a New England all-boys private boarding school. Sexual and physical abuse at many of these schools and the cover-up by staff and administrators made headlines in 2016, a fact of which I was unaware.
The author brought the issue to life with a sympathetic main character, an interesting plot, and through effectively creating the helplessness and anxiety of the main character, and the oppressive nature of the school and the complicity of its teachers and administrators.
The story flowed well, going seamlessly between the past and present. Although a haunting and emotional topic, the author pulled the reader along as the story unfolded with an easy to read writing style. After finishing a chapter, I just wanted to keep on reading more - in fact, I read this novel in a day and a half! There were some compelling courtroom scenes, a good twist at the end and a satisfying ending that brought some welcome justice for Brendan. I received this ARC directly from the author @deborahlevisonauthor and I am so happy I did. This novel deserves much attention and a wide audience.
While I received an ARC from the author, all opinions are my own. A Nest of Snakes is out on October 11.
A Nest of Snakes is an emotional page turner of a novel about Brendan, a closed-off man in his early thirties living with the trauma he experienced as a student at a New England all-boys private boarding school. Sexual and physical abuse at many of these schools and the cover-up by staff and administrators made headlines in 2016, a fact of which I was unaware.
The author brought the issue to life with a sympathetic main character, an interesting plot, and through effectively creating the helplessness and anxiety of the main character, and the oppressive nature of the school and the complicity of its teachers and administrators.
The story flowed well, going seamlessly between the past and present. Although a haunting and emotional topic, the author pulled the reader along as the story unfolded with an easy to read writing style. After finishing a chapter, I just wanted to keep on reading more - in fact, I read this novel in a day and a half! There were some compelling courtroom scenes, a good twist at the end and a satisfying ending that brought some welcome justice for Brendan. I received this ARC directly from the author @deborahlevisonauthor and I am so happy I did. This novel deserves much attention and a wide audience.
While I received an ARC from the author, all opinions are my own. A Nest of Snakes is out on October 11.
November 15, 2022
Deborah Levison’s debut fiction novel is outstanding! “A Nest of Snakes” is a book that sheds light on a difficult subject: Sexual abuse by pedophiles in a private school setting. The novel mirrors a ripped-from-the-headlines story based loosely on real crimes where men issue lawsuits against their prestigious private schools.
Overall, the story is part psychological suspense and part legal thriller. Levison writes the trauma and pain with a gentle hand, shocking you with disturbing details throughout the 398 pages. This book was hard for me to read. My mind and stomach did not want to cooperate. Levison had my emotions churning as if I were riding a wild roller coaster that never intended to stop. I had to keep taking small reading breaks because I kept thinking, “What if this had happened to my child?” and “I would want the whole world to know what those bastards did.” Levison writes well and she had me turning pages at a rapid speed, searching for justice, retribution, and vengeance.
“A Nest of Snakes” is a powerful book about a heartbreaking story that will stay with you long after you put the book down. It would make an incredible book club choice. I highly recommend it.
Overall, the story is part psychological suspense and part legal thriller. Levison writes the trauma and pain with a gentle hand, shocking you with disturbing details throughout the 398 pages. This book was hard for me to read. My mind and stomach did not want to cooperate. Levison had my emotions churning as if I were riding a wild roller coaster that never intended to stop. I had to keep taking small reading breaks because I kept thinking, “What if this had happened to my child?” and “I would want the whole world to know what those bastards did.” Levison writes well and she had me turning pages at a rapid speed, searching for justice, retribution, and vengeance.
“A Nest of Snakes” is a powerful book about a heartbreaking story that will stay with you long after you put the book down. It would make an incredible book club choice. I highly recommend it.
October 24, 2022
It is not often you come across a debut author with such a tremendous ability to deliver the true damage of heart wrenching abuse and infuriating complicity with a cadence that keeps you up at night funnelling through emotions. This book is a reflection of the author’s gifted ability to handle the most delicate of subject matter with the upmost care while still ratcheting suspense and fuelling intrigue. She is one that requires a dedicated shelf to add to, can’t wait for the next book!
November 6, 2022
What an emotional and powerful read. And hard to take in at times. With enough detail to make you squirm and not too much to be too overpowering, you crawl into Brandon’s shoes and see what caused him to squirrel away and hide for years.
The author does a good job of expressing the trauma and cruelty of what happened at the boarding school to Brandon and his friends and what happens when the story comes to light many years later.
I was sure I knew exactly where this was heading, minus the verdict, but a few surprises along the way, I was kept guessing. And that one final twist.
The author does a good job of expressing the trauma and cruelty of what happened at the boarding school to Brandon and his friends and what happens when the story comes to light many years later.
I was sure I knew exactly where this was heading, minus the verdict, but a few surprises along the way, I was kept guessing. And that one final twist.
February 22, 2023
Absolutely brilliant!! I was pulled in right from the start and didn't stop reading. This is a heart wrenching story of abuse at an all boys boarding school and the aftermath. Even though this story is fictional, it is so disgusting to believe that these things probably happened. Levison wrote a powerful book that everyone should read. Highly recommend!!
*Thank you @deborahlevisonauthor for the ebook and audiobook in exchange for an honest review.*
*Thank you @deborahlevisonauthor for the ebook and audiobook in exchange for an honest review.*
November 25, 2024
It had some well done parts. The trial portion seemed relatively superficial and unsatisfying which to me was to key point in wrapping up the story.
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October 15, 2022
A thrilling, suspenseful, and psychologically astute novel! A troubled young man whose life was ruined by sexual abuse kept hidden at an elite boys’ boarding school struggles to find a path toward a normal life. Years of hiding in misery while trying to locate and trap pedophiles online have not brought him peace. He must finally find the courage to speak out about the abuse and manipulation of both students and parents at the school in order to stand up for himself and begin to truly live. I highly recommend this exciting and meaningful novel!
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October 17, 2022
𝘚𝘶𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭, 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵-𝘸𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦!
Oh wow, what a gripping and raw story, it was an emotional roller coaster from start to finish, there were some parts difficult to read, but at the same time it was impossible to stop, I could feel Brendan’s pain. A great story about redemption that you won’t be able to put down.
Thank you Suzy Approved Book Tours for this tour invite.
𝗔 𝗡𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗦𝗻𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 by Deborah Levison, author released October 11, 2022.
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Oh wow, what a gripping and raw story, it was an emotional roller coaster from start to finish, there were some parts difficult to read, but at the same time it was impossible to stop, I could feel Brendan’s pain. A great story about redemption that you won’t be able to put down.
Thank you Suzy Approved Book Tours for this tour invite.
𝗔 𝗡𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗦𝗻𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 by Deborah Levison, author released October 11, 2022.
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October 15, 2022
Levison delivers a harrowing story of one man's fight for justice as he confronts the demons from his past. Her descriptive prose adds depth and beauty to a dark and disturbing saga that ends with an unexpected twist. Haunting and suspenseful, A NEST OF SNAKES is an eye-opening look into abuses of power by those we trust the most.
April 1, 2023
This book, while hard to read, was compelling and gut wrenching. It was written so realistically, from the grooming of the boys, to the abuse, and even the court scenes. I was shocked to realize that, while this story is fiction, it's based on a culmination of true events that run rampant in many prestigious schools. While there was no fairy tale ending, the story wrapped up nicely. I will have the pleasure of meeting the Author in April this year at the East Lyme, CT library. I look forward to it!
December 26, 2022
As we begin A Nest of Snakes by Deborah Levison, we meet Brendan Cortland, a very rich 47-year-old man, extremely disturbed and psychologically complicated. He has kept himself isolated for years in his family’s Connecticut mansion, afraid to go outside except to visit his psychiatrist. Financially secure, he spends his days on his computer hunting for online child predators, while at night, predators like snakes and other animals haunt his dreams. As the story unfolds, so do the many layers of complexity which surround Brendan. Through visits to his psychiatrist, we gradually see the different layers of this pathetic sole - the loss of his authoritarian father at a young age, a detached, insecure, narcissistic mother who leaves him as she is emotionally not capable of being a parent, his failed marriage, and as we delve deeper, we learn that at his troubled core is the abuse he experienced as a teenager at boarding school. Brendan was sent to Torburton Hall Academy for Boys, a boarding school located in pastoral northwestern Connecticut. Brendan, age 14 at the time, had been excited to be entering into a special, elite world that promised to groom him for greatness and success in life. As a blonde Adonis, star lacrosse player, and popular student in his school at home, he was itching to get started on this new path that had previously been traveled by prior generations of prestigious and successful Torburton alumni. Brendan “had it all planned out,” or so he thought.
Brendan and his friends in Torburton’s freshmen class of 1983 quickly come to experience the dark secrets and perverse culture behind the school’s façade. They are subjected to bullying by upperclassmen and descend even further into the darkest recesses of human nature as they are preyed upon and subjected to child abuse by the adult pedophiles who work as teachers and administrators at the school. From Edward Galloway the Torburton headmaster and his wife, to department heads and sports coaches, the culture at Torburton is one of abuse and intimidation which traps and paralyzes broken and powerless students from getting help from the outside world.
Finally, with the assistance of a young female attorney introduced to Brendan by his psychiatrist, Brendan is eventually able to confront his past. Together they prepare to file a lawsuit before his forty-eight-year-old birthday, when the statute of limitations runs out. Brendan gradually reclaims his life as the lawsuit preparation allows him the chance to open up to his lawyer Dylan in a way he never could speak to his psychiatrist during his years of therapy. As Brendan and Dylan discuss his past abuse at the school, Dylan’s pent-up anxieties and guilt over what happened at Torburton spill forth. Together, they slowly gather testimonies and build a case against the school. And although Brendan’s lawsuit against the school many years after the child abuse occurred is a difficult case to prove, he bravely moves forward. Each week of preparation and then throughout the trial, Brendan gradually unburdens himself of the dark secrets of his disturbing and tortured past while at Torburton. As he discusses them, he seems to discover and build back his inner strength. This resurrection all leads to a surprise ending for both the trial and Brendan.
Opinion:
Occasionally, I get the urge to try and write a novel but then my thoughts are quickly dispelled when I read a book like A Nest of Snakes. I was captivated by the writing and story-telling skills of Deborah Levison, the author of this book. Ms. Levison has created a very complicated, layered character in Brendan. Through his tortured past and the salvation provided to him by his pretrial prep and days in court, we watch the author give hope to all those with similarly tortured pasts.
I found the description of authoritative control, bullying, and child abuse, very well-presented as the background for this story. The author skillfully describes disturbing scenes of child abuse in such a way that they are not overly graphic or descriptive but just enough to trigger disgust and revulsion in the reader for pedophilia and its predators. Given the way these scenes and issues are handled in the book, I agree with its designation as being for mature young adults and adults.
Brendan’s life at home and at boarding school brings out our empathy for him and for his friends. They suffer at the hands of sexual predators who are both male and female authoritarian figures and who they have been raised to unquestionably respect. The reader is further drawn into the story as the author provides insight into Brendan’s parents, housekeeper, psychiatrist, lawyer, teachers, friends, and foes. Each has a story that either directly or indirectly helps support the plot and serves to keep the reader engaged as there is not one, but many intertwined lives affected by Brendan and what he had endured at boarding school. Even a school bus driver, who is a witness at the trial, serves to highlight the perversions of society and the troubled soles it entraps. I found that the lawsuit and trial were very realistically depicted, both the proceedings as well as the dialogue between witnesses and lawyers. And the trial beautifully setup the climax and surprise ending. At these points in the book, I had to force myself not to skip ahead to see what happened next, and rather I fortunately was able to let things unfold page by page.
For me the ending lost some of the well-constructed writing of early parts of the book and felt rushed as new witnesses and evidence suddenly appeared in the nick of time to help bring the story to a conclusion. I also felt that at times the story was slightly formulaic touching upon important issues of our time but peripheral to this story, such as a budding mixed-race romance, a rich vs. poor theme, mentions of racism, misogyny, and antisemitism, the respect by a daughter for her retired, older father, and some of the controversy surrounding public vs private education. The metaphoric imagery like dreams of snakes and other predator references throughout the book were perhaps a bit overdone. Furthermore, I do hope that the choice of the trial date as June 6th was not chosen purposely to suggest that Brendan confronting his past at his trial was on par with D-Day of World War II. Child abuse, a very serious issue which was highlighted and dissected beautifully by this author, is among the many horrors of life, but it is far different than war, as they both reside in totally different horror categories.
Overall, I enjoyed reading A Nest of Snakes. The author did a very good job writing a book with a purpose. She has helped to turn the spotlight once again on the heinous crime of child abuse and the sexual assault of minors. Through this story, Ms. Levison offers hope for victims of child abuse still cowering in the shadows and she highlights the importance of how exposing the past can help them find courage to raise their voice and stand up against their own predators.
Brendan and his friends in Torburton’s freshmen class of 1983 quickly come to experience the dark secrets and perverse culture behind the school’s façade. They are subjected to bullying by upperclassmen and descend even further into the darkest recesses of human nature as they are preyed upon and subjected to child abuse by the adult pedophiles who work as teachers and administrators at the school. From Edward Galloway the Torburton headmaster and his wife, to department heads and sports coaches, the culture at Torburton is one of abuse and intimidation which traps and paralyzes broken and powerless students from getting help from the outside world.
Finally, with the assistance of a young female attorney introduced to Brendan by his psychiatrist, Brendan is eventually able to confront his past. Together they prepare to file a lawsuit before his forty-eight-year-old birthday, when the statute of limitations runs out. Brendan gradually reclaims his life as the lawsuit preparation allows him the chance to open up to his lawyer Dylan in a way he never could speak to his psychiatrist during his years of therapy. As Brendan and Dylan discuss his past abuse at the school, Dylan’s pent-up anxieties and guilt over what happened at Torburton spill forth. Together, they slowly gather testimonies and build a case against the school. And although Brendan’s lawsuit against the school many years after the child abuse occurred is a difficult case to prove, he bravely moves forward. Each week of preparation and then throughout the trial, Brendan gradually unburdens himself of the dark secrets of his disturbing and tortured past while at Torburton. As he discusses them, he seems to discover and build back his inner strength. This resurrection all leads to a surprise ending for both the trial and Brendan.
Opinion:
Occasionally, I get the urge to try and write a novel but then my thoughts are quickly dispelled when I read a book like A Nest of Snakes. I was captivated by the writing and story-telling skills of Deborah Levison, the author of this book. Ms. Levison has created a very complicated, layered character in Brendan. Through his tortured past and the salvation provided to him by his pretrial prep and days in court, we watch the author give hope to all those with similarly tortured pasts.
I found the description of authoritative control, bullying, and child abuse, very well-presented as the background for this story. The author skillfully describes disturbing scenes of child abuse in such a way that they are not overly graphic or descriptive but just enough to trigger disgust and revulsion in the reader for pedophilia and its predators. Given the way these scenes and issues are handled in the book, I agree with its designation as being for mature young adults and adults.
Brendan’s life at home and at boarding school brings out our empathy for him and for his friends. They suffer at the hands of sexual predators who are both male and female authoritarian figures and who they have been raised to unquestionably respect. The reader is further drawn into the story as the author provides insight into Brendan’s parents, housekeeper, psychiatrist, lawyer, teachers, friends, and foes. Each has a story that either directly or indirectly helps support the plot and serves to keep the reader engaged as there is not one, but many intertwined lives affected by Brendan and what he had endured at boarding school. Even a school bus driver, who is a witness at the trial, serves to highlight the perversions of society and the troubled soles it entraps. I found that the lawsuit and trial were very realistically depicted, both the proceedings as well as the dialogue between witnesses and lawyers. And the trial beautifully setup the climax and surprise ending. At these points in the book, I had to force myself not to skip ahead to see what happened next, and rather I fortunately was able to let things unfold page by page.
For me the ending lost some of the well-constructed writing of early parts of the book and felt rushed as new witnesses and evidence suddenly appeared in the nick of time to help bring the story to a conclusion. I also felt that at times the story was slightly formulaic touching upon important issues of our time but peripheral to this story, such as a budding mixed-race romance, a rich vs. poor theme, mentions of racism, misogyny, and antisemitism, the respect by a daughter for her retired, older father, and some of the controversy surrounding public vs private education. The metaphoric imagery like dreams of snakes and other predator references throughout the book were perhaps a bit overdone. Furthermore, I do hope that the choice of the trial date as June 6th was not chosen purposely to suggest that Brendan confronting his past at his trial was on par with D-Day of World War II. Child abuse, a very serious issue which was highlighted and dissected beautifully by this author, is among the many horrors of life, but it is far different than war, as they both reside in totally different horror categories.
Overall, I enjoyed reading A Nest of Snakes. The author did a very good job writing a book with a purpose. She has helped to turn the spotlight once again on the heinous crime of child abuse and the sexual assault of minors. Through this story, Ms. Levison offers hope for victims of child abuse still cowering in the shadows and she highlights the importance of how exposing the past can help them find courage to raise their voice and stand up against their own predators.
June 29, 2024
A NEST OF SNAKES is a beautifully told story about a horrible series of events that forever changed the lives of those involved. Heartbreaking, beautiful, jarring, and eloquent, Deborah Levison's novel spans decades and continents to speak of both the frailty and the strength of human nature. Be sure to set aside some time when you pick up A NEST OF SNAKES because you won't put it down until you've finished it.
April 7, 2023
This is an incredible book in every way.
It is a horrifying and gut-wrenching tale of sexual abuse perpetrated on teenage boys at an elite private school in New England. In particular, it tells the story of one such boy who endured unspeakable violence and abuse at the hands of those he should have been able to trust, unrelenting inertia from his own parents, and an immense cover-up of the abuse from everyone at the school—students, teachers, and those up the chain of the hierarchy.
The story is reminiscent of those we have read in newspapers and online for years about abuse taking place in private schools, religious institutions, the world of amateur sports, and many other places where people—kids—should feel safe. But this author brings the story to vivid life in the person of Brendan Cortland, a broken and damaged man trying to live from one day to the next with inconceivable pain from abuse that occurred many years ago. He's a ghost of the person he once was and the person he could have become if someone—anyone—had stood up for the kids being abused. Instead, he's been unable to leave his house for years with the exception of visiting his psychiatrist. He's become pallid and thick with a greasy, unkempt appearance. He speaks in whispers or not at all. He recoils at the slightest human touch.
He's a complete wreck. But...he's got a kernel of strength buried somewhere deep inside, and with the help of an empathetic attorney, he finally manages to start telling his story, bit by painful bit.
The subject matter of this book is unsettling and, indeed, appalling. But in the hands of Deborah Levison, it gets the attention it deserves in a way that makes it impossible to put down. I skipped meals so I wouldn't have to stop reading. It's thought-provoking and riveting. For a fiction debut, it is an astounding accomplishment. I look forward to reading Levison's next book, and I'll be first in line to purchase it.
It is a horrifying and gut-wrenching tale of sexual abuse perpetrated on teenage boys at an elite private school in New England. In particular, it tells the story of one such boy who endured unspeakable violence and abuse at the hands of those he should have been able to trust, unrelenting inertia from his own parents, and an immense cover-up of the abuse from everyone at the school—students, teachers, and those up the chain of the hierarchy.
The story is reminiscent of those we have read in newspapers and online for years about abuse taking place in private schools, religious institutions, the world of amateur sports, and many other places where people—kids—should feel safe. But this author brings the story to vivid life in the person of Brendan Cortland, a broken and damaged man trying to live from one day to the next with inconceivable pain from abuse that occurred many years ago. He's a ghost of the person he once was and the person he could have become if someone—anyone—had stood up for the kids being abused. Instead, he's been unable to leave his house for years with the exception of visiting his psychiatrist. He's become pallid and thick with a greasy, unkempt appearance. He speaks in whispers or not at all. He recoils at the slightest human touch.
He's a complete wreck. But...he's got a kernel of strength buried somewhere deep inside, and with the help of an empathetic attorney, he finally manages to start telling his story, bit by painful bit.
The subject matter of this book is unsettling and, indeed, appalling. But in the hands of Deborah Levison, it gets the attention it deserves in a way that makes it impossible to put down. I skipped meals so I wouldn't have to stop reading. It's thought-provoking and riveting. For a fiction debut, it is an astounding accomplishment. I look forward to reading Levison's next book, and I'll be first in line to purchase it.
March 22, 2023
Brendan is a broken man. He suffers from chronic depression, nightmares, and agoraphobia. His contact with the outside world is limited to chatrooms, where he hunts pedophiles, and a weekly session with his psychiatrist. The doctor suspects catastrophic abuse, but Brendan never divulged the most profound source of his trauma. Pushed to his breaking point, Brendan embarks on a quest for justice. It's the terrifying step he's avoided for decades: going public with his story. Still, no one is prepared for the horrible secrets and revelations that emerge during the trial, least of all Brendan himself.
A NEST OF SNAKES is a groundbreaking debut of a man's trauma and the past that has haunted him since he was a teenager. Brendan, middle-aged and isolated from society, catches pedophiles online for justice. But, during therapy, he determined that he had to go public with his story. Abuse can occur to boys just as much as to girls. It's an essential issue that Deborah Levison respectfully brought to light through Brendan's disturbing experience in private school. I don't want to get too deep into the backstory, but the past and present perfectly weaved Brendan's history. My heart bled for him! I can only imagine how suffocated he felt by the unjust treatment and the lack of support in that hellhole.
Although A NEST OF SNAKES was unsettling and heartbreaking, I engrossed myself in the well-thought-out storytelling and characterizations. By the end, I didn't predict that outcome at all. It spanned everything on its axis! I highly recommend this novel if you're looking for a mind-bending tale with a realistic view of abuse and the traumatic aftermath that impacts a juvenile into adulthood.
A NEST OF SNAKES is a groundbreaking debut of a man's trauma and the past that has haunted him since he was a teenager. Brendan, middle-aged and isolated from society, catches pedophiles online for justice. But, during therapy, he determined that he had to go public with his story. Abuse can occur to boys just as much as to girls. It's an essential issue that Deborah Levison respectfully brought to light through Brendan's disturbing experience in private school. I don't want to get too deep into the backstory, but the past and present perfectly weaved Brendan's history. My heart bled for him! I can only imagine how suffocated he felt by the unjust treatment and the lack of support in that hellhole.
Although A NEST OF SNAKES was unsettling and heartbreaking, I engrossed myself in the well-thought-out storytelling and characterizations. By the end, I didn't predict that outcome at all. It spanned everything on its axis! I highly recommend this novel if you're looking for a mind-bending tale with a realistic view of abuse and the traumatic aftermath that impacts a juvenile into adulthood.
March 17, 2023
I can’t add a half star but it’s 4 and 1/2 for sure!
47 year old Brendan Cortland is below average in every aspect of his life. He’s divorced, estranged from his only son, has extreme agoraphobia (fear of going outside), can’t stand human touch, and has debilitating reoccurring nightmares. But he wasn’t always this way.
At 14 years of age he was charming, confident and carefree. He had a girlfriend, was popular and very sport inclined. His enrollment at an all boys private school erases everything he once was. He finds he’s not safe from anyone, even the people who should be looking out for him. The trauma from those four years of high school would forever alter the trajectory of his adult life. Now 33 years later, he’s ready to come forward with his story and seek the justice he and so many others are owed.
This book is really well written. Great pace, and an intimate plot I wasn’t expecting! It has so many twists and turns, I never knew quite what was going to happen. It has some really hard to read scenes (I deducted half a star for one scene that I felt was unnecessary.) but it’s based on real crimes. I’m a big believer in speaking about the topics in this book. To me, silence is only enabling those wicked enough to inflict harm on others. This book does a fantastic job of showing that SA can have lifelong effects and what that can look like. If you or a loved one has been SA’d I am so genuinely sorry. This is a safe space for you. ❤️🩹
Triggers: SA, SA Abuse of minors, pedophilia, rape, extreme manipulation, extreme bullying, heavy violence, emotional assault
47 year old Brendan Cortland is below average in every aspect of his life. He’s divorced, estranged from his only son, has extreme agoraphobia (fear of going outside), can’t stand human touch, and has debilitating reoccurring nightmares. But he wasn’t always this way.
At 14 years of age he was charming, confident and carefree. He had a girlfriend, was popular and very sport inclined. His enrollment at an all boys private school erases everything he once was. He finds he’s not safe from anyone, even the people who should be looking out for him. The trauma from those four years of high school would forever alter the trajectory of his adult life. Now 33 years later, he’s ready to come forward with his story and seek the justice he and so many others are owed.
This book is really well written. Great pace, and an intimate plot I wasn’t expecting! It has so many twists and turns, I never knew quite what was going to happen. It has some really hard to read scenes (I deducted half a star for one scene that I felt was unnecessary.) but it’s based on real crimes. I’m a big believer in speaking about the topics in this book. To me, silence is only enabling those wicked enough to inflict harm on others. This book does a fantastic job of showing that SA can have lifelong effects and what that can look like. If you or a loved one has been SA’d I am so genuinely sorry. This is a safe space for you. ❤️🩹
Triggers: SA, SA Abuse of minors, pedophilia, rape, extreme manipulation, extreme bullying, heavy violence, emotional assault
December 21, 2022
A Nest of Snakes is a book about a middle aged man who is living with the trauma of his experience within Private Boarding school. His focus is on finding pedophiles and abusers online so that others never deal what he dealt with. The raw pain and clear trauma he holds in, needs one outlet: the honest truth of speaking up and fighting for delayed justice within the walls of of his past and the current ones he finds himself in.
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘸 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵���𝘰 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘐𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘪𝘳, 𝘴𝘶𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳.
This isn’t an easy read with clear triggers that may affect readers. But it is an emotional one that peels back on how trauma shapes someone and how enablers of the abusers hide behind the “𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸” mentally. It was triggering and empowering in equal measures and most of you will understand how those words can go hand in hand.
𝘛𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘦 & 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴; 𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳’𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘪𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸.
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