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Irish Roulette #5
How Do We Survive Together?
The Mobster with Heart
Rowen Shaughnessy thought he had the only man he needed—Dr. Vail Mifflin. But when Fallon shows interest, Rowen starts to question his entire view on the world, along with his feelings. How much love can one man give? Fallon has been a constant in Rowen’s life for months, and Rowen never paid much attention to the younger man until now. There is more to Fallon than meets the eye, and he deserves to be romanced. Rowen wants to play that part in Fallon’s life.
The Attention-Starved Fighter
Fallon Maher is interested in as much love as he can get, and his fascination with Rowen increases. He wants a whirlwind relationship, since that is all he has ever known, but Rowen is different because he needs to take his sweet time. Going slow isn’t something Fallon is used to, but he is willing to give it a shot if it means real feelings will grow between them.
A World Full of Chaos
As their romance heats up, so does the violence surrounding them. Their mob—the Killough Company—is at war with a cartel that is set on taking them out. Their world is on fire, and they can either join the battle or end up in a precarious position that could result in their deaths. Can they fall in love while they’re fighting for their lives? Or will it all be too much?
How Do We Survive Together? must be read as part of the Irish Roulette series to get the most enjoyment out of the story. The book does not end on a cliffhanger, but there are more Irish mob stories to come from Ki Brightly and M.D. Gregory!
Rowen Shaughnessy thought he had the only man he needed—Dr. Vail Mifflin. But when Fallon shows interest, Rowen starts to question his entire view on the world, along with his feelings. How much love can one man give? Fallon has been a constant in Rowen’s life for months, and Rowen never paid much attention to the younger man until now. There is more to Fallon than meets the eye, and he deserves to be romanced. Rowen wants to play that part in Fallon’s life.
The Attention-Starved Fighter
Fallon Maher is interested in as much love as he can get, and his fascination with Rowen increases. He wants a whirlwind relationship, since that is all he has ever known, but Rowen is different because he needs to take his sweet time. Going slow isn’t something Fallon is used to, but he is willing to give it a shot if it means real feelings will grow between them.
A World Full of Chaos
As their romance heats up, so does the violence surrounding them. Their mob—the Killough Company—is at war with a cartel that is set on taking them out. Their world is on fire, and they can either join the battle or end up in a precarious position that could result in their deaths. Can they fall in love while they’re fighting for their lives? Or will it all be too much?
How Do We Survive Together? must be read as part of the Irish Roulette series to get the most enjoyment out of the story. The book does not end on a cliffhanger, but there are more Irish mob stories to come from Ki Brightly and M.D. Gregory!
398 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 5, 2023
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July 9, 2023
Took me a while
This took a while to get into but eventually I began to get into it and ultimately loved it. Will definitely read the next book even though Cillian is my least favorite.
This took a while to get into but eventually I began to get into it and ultimately loved it. Will definitely read the next book even though Cillian is my least favorite.
July 4, 2025
Oh, buckle up cuz this one was WILD.
I do not even know how to write this review if I am being honest because for this book I wrote notes about how I was feeling while reading, but as the book progressed I fell so in love with everything that was happening that it’s crazy to thing that I ever had anything bad to say about them in this one.
This book was definitely different from book 3 and the difference was made by Rowen.
While I understand the appeal of having a book for each couple forming, and the idea is interesting and refreshing, I realized what my two main issues with this are:
1. While this is about Fallon forming connection with the other guys in this poly relationship, Vail SHOULD have POVs in all the books. He is part of that relationship too by being the boyfriend of the guys. We should know what he thinks and how he feels with the new things happening directly from him, and in real time, not from the guys perspective, they are not reliable narrators in these situations.
2. How it seems like Aspen and Fallon are in a separate relationship than the others. Of course, each has his own personal relationship with any of the other guys, it's normal, but it feels sometimes like Aspen cares more about Fallon than Vail which doesn’t sit well with me, and it is just odd to see that in a poly relationship. I love all the pairings 1 on 1, except them. You would've expected this from Rowen and Vail, but no, once Rowen started things with Fallon he made sure he got them both attention in similar ways. Made sure no one was left feeling unimportant, or like an afterthought. Aspen should learn a thing or two because he definitely made Vail look as an afterthought in his book.
Some might disagree with me on this one, but I feel like everyone is focused too much on bending backwards for every whim and pout Fallon throws their way. Some might say the did the same with Vail in book 1&2 BUT there is a difference. The relationship between Vail and the guys started from a different point, total strangers. They were attracted to him and that's what got them in bed, then it was the way he slipped in their hearts with his beautiful mind, amazing and caring personality and love. They didn't fight too much for Vail because Vail was attention starved, touch starved... guess what? SAME AS FALLON, but with Fallon everyone goes out of their way to show him that he is worth it, that he is loved, important. Why do all this for Fallon but not for Vail too? They already knew Fallon, way before Vail, sure, they didn't like him, but once Vail wanted him all started to pay attention. That's the difference and that's why I don't find it fair. It's like Vail and the guys skipped the honeymoon phase and are now in the old married couple phase ( sure, they fuck 6 ways to Sunday, cuz Fallon is there too ) but otherwise there's not much to it. Fallon is wooed by everyone like he's the most important person, and he deserves that, but Vail does too. That's all I'm saying. In a poly relationship the attention should not be only on one person, no one should be left behind or treated as less.
While I love the flirty, easy going attitude Fallon has, I think the guys are letting him get away with too much sometimes. He doesn’t know when to shut up, doesn't understand when some things are NOT his business, and takes everything almost always like a joke and somehow transforms anything into something sexual. I DON'T want anyone to change that about him, it's part of who he is, but this attitude is tiring sometimes and it could end badly. He is reckless and this combined with his need for attention make a very dangerous combo. They live in a dangerous world and while he can protect himself, Vail doesn't, and that can end his life in a heartbeat.
I swear in book 3 and the beginning of this book Fallon was like a petulant toddler who gets jealous and is selfish beyond limits. He goes after these man with the excuse that Vail wants that, when in reality is him who wants everything that Vail has for himself. He gives the impression that he shares Vail's men with him, but the truth is that he always tries to find ways to have not only group time with them (where Vail is included)and he gets all the attention, but also more 1 on 1 time than Vail has with his men. Ofc, we don't know that for sure, cuz WE DON'T HAVE VAIL POV'S ANYMORE so we don't know. All we know is that he spends lots of time at work with Lor and the time we get to see him with the guys when Fallon is involved. It feels like he is "sent away" by the authors most of the time so Fallon can live his happy life with his new lovers... lovers that he would've never gotten if not for Vail. The reality is that neither one of them would've been together if not for our wee Doc. He brought them together, he keeps them together. If Vail leaves them the love these 4 share will stay, but the dynamic will not work in the slightest. They all need Vail to balance them, he is the glue that keeps them together. They all seem to forget that most times than not, and when they do remember that, they move on quickly.
It is unreasonable AF how Fallon, Aspen, Cillian and Rowen get jealous at some point in time, but Vail NEVER. How can he ALWAYS be ok with everything when it becomes clearer and clearer with each book that his needs are starting to get ignored, the time for him gets shorter, he doesn't really has 1 on 1 with anyone anymore, the dates are mostly designed for Fallon... Explain to me, please, how is this believable? Vail has a voyeuristic side, thats for sure, but stop using that to excuse his lack of jealousy, and make that sound like it's love. A kink is one thing, being human is another. Stop forgetting his human side and ignore his past worries and trauma. Acknowledging Fallon's trauma and trying to help him heal doesn't need to come at the expense of ignoring Vail's own issues.
The way he went after Rowen in the beginning was disrespectful, tbh. Rowen told him from the start how he is and how he feels about things, but he ignored that and did what he did with everyone else, flirted, used manipulation to guilt everyone into doing his bidding, and used sex as a weapon. Was it too much to actually listen to the man and try to approach him in a way that he felt comfortable and he liked?
The beginning of this book had me on edge, I did not know if I will end up straigh-up hate it or LOVE it. Fallon still had that behavior that bothered me, but I read this book in one sitting so… there’s also that.
This is why, ladies and gentlemen Rowen is the best of these four:
"You want meeee."
"Want was a strong word and me thing mostly of sex. There was a difference between want and need, and I didn't ever like to compare him and Vail. Comparison was a foolish man's error and while they were two different men in a lot of ways, I felt as though I needed Vail like I had a need to breathe. With Fallon, my feelings were new and intriguing, and I didn't intend to put a name on them yet. Fallon deserved better than to be second best to another man, and I wasn't going to give him any less than I would Vail.”
This right here is one of the reasons why I disliked book 3 so much. Fallon always compares Vail, but he is young and this is the first time he has the luxury to pick and choose, but what's Aspen's excuse? There isn't one. He always compared Vail to Fallon and somehow Fallon always turned out to be the best in his eyes. When you start comparing both of your BFs, can you really say you love both of them? Because in my eyes you aren't. None should be better than the other. Just sayin'
Rowen and Vail are the most emotionally stable people in this relationship. They understand the importance of communication. Fallon's flirting is not always the problem, the problem is that he doesn't understand that there is a time and place for that. In this particular scene Rowen told him he wants to go on dates and do this right, this is who he is after all, and Fallon mocked that and started doing what he does every time. How can you be so dismissive? How can you step on every boundary and think that is ok?
There were some instances when Rowen pointed to Fallon that he assumes things about him, but never asks anything, which is spot on. They do not communicate. They don't learn things about each other. Maybe that should make Fallon think about his relationships with the other guys for a bit, but ofc he doesn't.
The way I screamed when I saw Vail's POV... you have no idea 😭😭😭. I missed being in my wee bugs head 😭😭😭. My precious baby, my lovely lovely boy. This is what I'm talking about. This is how it should've been in book 3 too. 😭😭😭 it would've transformed it from meh to perfect.
See this is why I love Vail. He talked to Rowen about him and Fallon and he said he is ok with that. He communicated how he is worried about Fallon, how much he loves him, how he would protect him to the best of his abilities. That is love. This care, attention, consideration. This is why he is special and he deserves better. Being set aside in every scenario is NOT ok.
The scene at the sex shop was absolutely amazing. I loved how these three had a nice date, enjoyed each other's company.I loved the way those 3 were together in bed. It was the first time I did not mind reading about Fallon because you could tell he was invested in both men, not just one of them like it happened when Aspen was there. I think this night was the moment when Fallon from book 1&2 returned and made me fall in love with him again.
I loved Rowen, God I love him so much. He is THE ONLY ONE who actually truly pays attention to Vail. Even now when he has Fallon too. "There were times when he was almost childlike with his need for reassurance, but then I'd learned since being with him that it was part of his ADHD and the anxiety that came with it." This is why I don’t think even for a second that Vail will be ok with the way Aspen and Fallon act long term. Vail knows he is smart, competent, academically he is most probably a genius, he has a high IQ AND EQ, which makes him this sweet, amazing human being, but he is insecure. He gets frustrated. He doesn't think he is enough. He said that time and time again, and it annoys me that we moved on so fast from that. If Fallon receives reassurance all the time, extra attention and care in order to make him feel safe and loved, then the same should be happening with Vail. Both of them can have it. Both of them deserve it. Equally. Always.
"We could still take this slow, but I wasn't going to ruin this. I could love two men at once. Vail loves four at the same time and never made any of us feel left out."
AMEN.
Someone teach Aspen & Fallon that lesson too, PLS & TY! This is what I'm talking about, Vail never makes anyone feel left out. Is his ADHD mind going through all sorts of things at once and he can be easily distracted? Yes. Does this mean he will never see the way he is sometimes ignored by the others? No. I can't wait for him to see that, and dump these idiots. Not forever, I don't want them to split for ever, but for enough time so they can realise the way they are acting. It's one thing to want to share someone, to love watching them together, want to make your men feel special and the center of the univers and it is another thing to have one of your BF try to steal the other one's from you, get mad and jealous AND NEVER TALK ABOUT IT SO YOU CAN MAKE SURE HE NEVER FEELS THAT WAY AGAIN.
OMG, the 2nd Vail's POV's hit the nail in the head: "It was a treat when I had any of my guys alone because I wanted to be a good partner for each of them, and they were all different." See? Exactly what I said in my "harsh" reviews since book 3. He needs alone time with each and every one of them. Too bad Fallon always feels the need to interfere and make sure he is there too to steal the attention, especially with Aspen. People seem to forget that between the moment Vail and Aspen started their relationship until Aspen and Fallon did, not much time has passed. They didn't truly had time to form something that is just theirs, if you ask me. Even when they went away at the cabin, Fallon came crushing the party and a few days later is only made sense for the others to come too. Fallon decided that was the moment to start seducing Aspen. The timeline is so short between events I think that’s another reason why I dislike so much the relationship between Aspen and Fallon and book 3. It took away from that bonding period with V&A. Not fair. And... another thing that I did say in my previous reviews ( before reading this and having it confirmed again ), Fallon and Vail have the most 1 on 1 time. The way Vail loves Fal is so gentle, beautiful, playful. Fallon needs to start doing better, I swear he needs to take his head out of his ass and stop with this shit behaviour he has.
Cuz we have a Vail POV, we finally find out that he and Aspen do get some time alone sometimes. What a difference that makes, huh? Just one Vail POV and all is well in the world. Also, we get to hear how Fallon makes him feel, even now, when he has two other guys. I'm telling you, book 3 could've been absolutely spectacular, just like the first 2 and 4 IF Vail had some POV chapters to see everything through his eyes as well.
Fallon needs to start picking up how bad he is at dating Vail. Fallon has all his attention on V only when no one else is around, once there are more people there, especially Aspen, he tends to ignore Vail most of the time if it's not sex related stuff. Rowen arranged with Vail to take Fal on a 2nd date, and when Ro tells him the plans he asks why is Vail not there. The answer is BEAUTIFUL: “This is for us. I take Vail out alone and give him time and attention. If he asks me for something, I provide it. No matter if that’s a book or letting him go off to have a moment with Cillian, when I’d rather he was at my side.”[…] “I’ll do the same for ye. But I want to get to know ye alone. Know the Fallon who is maybe shy of the rest of the guys.” As I said BEAUTIFUL. THIS IS HOW YOU BUILD SOMETHING THAT LASTS.
You know how communication also looks like? Like this: “Plus, I’m not battling for time. I do that with Vail, wait and rearrange plans quite often. I enjoy this. Truth be told, it will be nice to be able to have ye because Vail also has Aspen and Cillian. I wouldn’t say I was lonely, but I was alone more than I would’ve liked.” Vail knows this, that's why he always tries to make extra time for Ro. Learn a thing or two Fallon and come to your senses, you can be better than the shit you've been since you snatched Aspen from Vail.
I feel like Rowen is teaching Fallon how to be in a relationship. That it is ok to have different type of relationships with each of your BFs, but always make sure that you give each partner enough time and attention that they don't feel left out. I love him for this, because as I said 100x already, this is what was missing from book 3.
“I like that ye’re putting some thought into us.”[…]“It’s fuckin’ weird to think about things I normally just do. So much of the last few months just sort of happened to me. I mean, I am really goddamned happy to have Vail and Aspen, but it’s all been fast.” “And this isn’t,” he said, kissing the corner of my mouth.
This showed Fallon that relationships need to be something you think about, work for, you can jump right into them, but sometimes slow and steady is also amazing. Rowen is building relationships to last a lifetime, take notes Aspen/Fallon.
I loved how Rowen always made Fallon feel things, think about them, analyze, not just jump head first and see what's happening later. Love is something that can start either which way, but what comes next is the hard work, and Fal didn't realise this yet. Ro is showing him that while sex is amazing, it's not the whole relationship. Strong connections are what matter the most, respect, love. Connection and being intentional in the way you treat your partner. The little rabbit needs this lesson bad, I hope he'll think long and hard about the others too and start making some changes once everyone is back together. With Rowen and Vail alone Fallon is a different person, the problem is when there's the 5 of them. I think Aspen sometimes is the one that messes the dynamic with the way he handles things between him and Vail/Fallon.
This review shows how I went from still being mad with Fallon from book three to really appreciating and loving him in this one. Even though this book is set as book 5 in the series, it happenes at the same time with book 4 and both of them start exactly where book 3 left, so this is why I was still mad with Fal.
Rowen humanised Fallon in a way no one else could’ve been able to. He showed us how young he is, and how he still has things to learn. I think Rowen not only gained my respect, but also my love. This book was so different because Fallon felt so much more real and loving. In this book we can see how he falls in love with Ro, sure, but we also see how he loves Vail with eveything that he has. Their relationship also progressed, blossomed. They got to be together more, and love each other more. How it should be.
Book 6 is not out yet, and tbh I do not know when that will happen, I am curious about it, because it’s gonna be about Fallon and Cillian, but I hope it will be more like this book instead of book three. We need POV’s from each partner’s perspective, and even if we follow one couple falling in love, I still want to follow the others existing around them. I am also curious how Aspen is going to act in Cillian’s and Fal’s book, because he is the one that ( as mentioned ) messes the dynamic. I also hope Cillian will not forget about Vail like Aspen did. My heart will not recover if that happens.
I ATE THIS BOOK UP. This review is the longest, and I want to thank you if you took the time to actually read all this, but I had a lot of things to say, a lot of feelings to unpack since I went from disliking Fallon to absolutely lovin' him again. He is not a bad character, I NEVER said that. He is young, something that I acknowledged, reckless, inexperienced, he needed Rowen to show him the way and I hope he learned something.
The things that are happening behind the scenes are absolutely fire. I can’t wait to see what will happen next in the mafia war that just started.
Ahhhh, and the epilogues? OMG, I did not like the epilogues in book 3 and 4, but in this one? THEY WERE ABSOLUTE PERFECTION. Everything was AS IT SHOULD BE. All of them loving everyone, no one left behind, no one on the sidelines.
Fallon, baby, I love you, you deserve the best, just like my sweet pie Vail.
5 stars, baby. 5.
I do not even know how to write this review if I am being honest because for this book I wrote notes about how I was feeling while reading, but as the book progressed I fell so in love with everything that was happening that it’s crazy to thing that I ever had anything bad to say about them in this one.
This book was definitely different from book 3 and the difference was made by Rowen.
While I understand the appeal of having a book for each couple forming, and the idea is interesting and refreshing, I realized what my two main issues with this are:
1. While this is about Fallon forming connection with the other guys in this poly relationship, Vail SHOULD have POVs in all the books. He is part of that relationship too by being the boyfriend of the guys. We should know what he thinks and how he feels with the new things happening directly from him, and in real time, not from the guys perspective, they are not reliable narrators in these situations.
2. How it seems like Aspen and Fallon are in a separate relationship than the others. Of course, each has his own personal relationship with any of the other guys, it's normal, but it feels sometimes like Aspen cares more about Fallon than Vail which doesn’t sit well with me, and it is just odd to see that in a poly relationship. I love all the pairings 1 on 1, except them. You would've expected this from Rowen and Vail, but no, once Rowen started things with Fallon he made sure he got them both attention in similar ways. Made sure no one was left feeling unimportant, or like an afterthought. Aspen should learn a thing or two because he definitely made Vail look as an afterthought in his book.
Some might disagree with me on this one, but I feel like everyone is focused too much on bending backwards for every whim and pout Fallon throws their way. Some might say the did the same with Vail in book 1&2 BUT there is a difference. The relationship between Vail and the guys started from a different point, total strangers. They were attracted to him and that's what got them in bed, then it was the way he slipped in their hearts with his beautiful mind, amazing and caring personality and love. They didn't fight too much for Vail because Vail was attention starved, touch starved... guess what? SAME AS FALLON, but with Fallon everyone goes out of their way to show him that he is worth it, that he is loved, important. Why do all this for Fallon but not for Vail too? They already knew Fallon, way before Vail, sure, they didn't like him, but once Vail wanted him all started to pay attention. That's the difference and that's why I don't find it fair. It's like Vail and the guys skipped the honeymoon phase and are now in the old married couple phase ( sure, they fuck 6 ways to Sunday, cuz Fallon is there too ) but otherwise there's not much to it. Fallon is wooed by everyone like he's the most important person, and he deserves that, but Vail does too. That's all I'm saying. In a poly relationship the attention should not be only on one person, no one should be left behind or treated as less.
While I love the flirty, easy going attitude Fallon has, I think the guys are letting him get away with too much sometimes. He doesn’t know when to shut up, doesn't understand when some things are NOT his business, and takes everything almost always like a joke and somehow transforms anything into something sexual. I DON'T want anyone to change that about him, it's part of who he is, but this attitude is tiring sometimes and it could end badly. He is reckless and this combined with his need for attention make a very dangerous combo. They live in a dangerous world and while he can protect himself, Vail doesn't, and that can end his life in a heartbeat.
I swear in book 3 and the beginning of this book Fallon was like a petulant toddler who gets jealous and is selfish beyond limits. He goes after these man with the excuse that Vail wants that, when in reality is him who wants everything that Vail has for himself. He gives the impression that he shares Vail's men with him, but the truth is that he always tries to find ways to have not only group time with them (where Vail is included)and he gets all the attention, but also more 1 on 1 time than Vail has with his men. Ofc, we don't know that for sure, cuz WE DON'T HAVE VAIL POV'S ANYMORE so we don't know. All we know is that he spends lots of time at work with Lor and the time we get to see him with the guys when Fallon is involved. It feels like he is "sent away" by the authors most of the time so Fallon can live his happy life with his new lovers... lovers that he would've never gotten if not for Vail. The reality is that neither one of them would've been together if not for our wee Doc. He brought them together, he keeps them together. If Vail leaves them the love these 4 share will stay, but the dynamic will not work in the slightest. They all need Vail to balance them, he is the glue that keeps them together. They all seem to forget that most times than not, and when they do remember that, they move on quickly.
It is unreasonable AF how Fallon, Aspen, Cillian and Rowen get jealous at some point in time, but Vail NEVER. How can he ALWAYS be ok with everything when it becomes clearer and clearer with each book that his needs are starting to get ignored, the time for him gets shorter, he doesn't really has 1 on 1 with anyone anymore, the dates are mostly designed for Fallon... Explain to me, please, how is this believable? Vail has a voyeuristic side, thats for sure, but stop using that to excuse his lack of jealousy, and make that sound like it's love. A kink is one thing, being human is another. Stop forgetting his human side and ignore his past worries and trauma. Acknowledging Fallon's trauma and trying to help him heal doesn't need to come at the expense of ignoring Vail's own issues.
The way he went after Rowen in the beginning was disrespectful, tbh. Rowen told him from the start how he is and how he feels about things, but he ignored that and did what he did with everyone else, flirted, used manipulation to guilt everyone into doing his bidding, and used sex as a weapon. Was it too much to actually listen to the man and try to approach him in a way that he felt comfortable and he liked?
The beginning of this book had me on edge, I did not know if I will end up straigh-up hate it or LOVE it. Fallon still had that behavior that bothered me, but I read this book in one sitting so… there’s also that.
This is why, ladies and gentlemen Rowen is the best of these four:
"You want meeee."
"Want was a strong word and me thing mostly of sex. There was a difference between want and need, and I didn't ever like to compare him and Vail. Comparison was a foolish man's error and while they were two different men in a lot of ways, I felt as though I needed Vail like I had a need to breathe. With Fallon, my feelings were new and intriguing, and I didn't intend to put a name on them yet. Fallon deserved better than to be second best to another man, and I wasn't going to give him any less than I would Vail.”
This right here is one of the reasons why I disliked book 3 so much. Fallon always compares Vail, but he is young and this is the first time he has the luxury to pick and choose, but what's Aspen's excuse? There isn't one. He always compared Vail to Fallon and somehow Fallon always turned out to be the best in his eyes. When you start comparing both of your BFs, can you really say you love both of them? Because in my eyes you aren't. None should be better than the other. Just sayin'
Rowen and Vail are the most emotionally stable people in this relationship. They understand the importance of communication. Fallon's flirting is not always the problem, the problem is that he doesn't understand that there is a time and place for that. In this particular scene Rowen told him he wants to go on dates and do this right, this is who he is after all, and Fallon mocked that and started doing what he does every time. How can you be so dismissive? How can you step on every boundary and think that is ok?
There were some instances when Rowen pointed to Fallon that he assumes things about him, but never asks anything, which is spot on. They do not communicate. They don't learn things about each other. Maybe that should make Fallon think about his relationships with the other guys for a bit, but ofc he doesn't.
The way I screamed when I saw Vail's POV... you have no idea 😭😭😭. I missed being in my wee bugs head 😭😭😭. My precious baby, my lovely lovely boy. This is what I'm talking about. This is how it should've been in book 3 too. 😭😭😭 it would've transformed it from meh to perfect.
See this is why I love Vail. He talked to Rowen about him and Fallon and he said he is ok with that. He communicated how he is worried about Fallon, how much he loves him, how he would protect him to the best of his abilities. That is love. This care, attention, consideration. This is why he is special and he deserves better. Being set aside in every scenario is NOT ok.
The scene at the sex shop was absolutely amazing. I loved how these three had a nice date, enjoyed each other's company.I loved the way those 3 were together in bed. It was the first time I did not mind reading about Fallon because you could tell he was invested in both men, not just one of them like it happened when Aspen was there. I think this night was the moment when Fallon from book 1&2 returned and made me fall in love with him again.
I loved Rowen, God I love him so much. He is THE ONLY ONE who actually truly pays attention to Vail. Even now when he has Fallon too. "There were times when he was almost childlike with his need for reassurance, but then I'd learned since being with him that it was part of his ADHD and the anxiety that came with it." This is why I don’t think even for a second that Vail will be ok with the way Aspen and Fallon act long term. Vail knows he is smart, competent, academically he is most probably a genius, he has a high IQ AND EQ, which makes him this sweet, amazing human being, but he is insecure. He gets frustrated. He doesn't think he is enough. He said that time and time again, and it annoys me that we moved on so fast from that. If Fallon receives reassurance all the time, extra attention and care in order to make him feel safe and loved, then the same should be happening with Vail. Both of them can have it. Both of them deserve it. Equally. Always.
"We could still take this slow, but I wasn't going to ruin this. I could love two men at once. Vail loves four at the same time and never made any of us feel left out."
AMEN.
Someone teach Aspen & Fallon that lesson too, PLS & TY! This is what I'm talking about, Vail never makes anyone feel left out. Is his ADHD mind going through all sorts of things at once and he can be easily distracted? Yes. Does this mean he will never see the way he is sometimes ignored by the others? No. I can't wait for him to see that, and dump these idiots. Not forever, I don't want them to split for ever, but for enough time so they can realise the way they are acting. It's one thing to want to share someone, to love watching them together, want to make your men feel special and the center of the univers and it is another thing to have one of your BF try to steal the other one's from you, get mad and jealous AND NEVER TALK ABOUT IT SO YOU CAN MAKE SURE HE NEVER FEELS THAT WAY AGAIN.
OMG, the 2nd Vail's POV's hit the nail in the head: "It was a treat when I had any of my guys alone because I wanted to be a good partner for each of them, and they were all different." See? Exactly what I said in my "harsh" reviews since book 3. He needs alone time with each and every one of them. Too bad Fallon always feels the need to interfere and make sure he is there too to steal the attention, especially with Aspen. People seem to forget that between the moment Vail and Aspen started their relationship until Aspen and Fallon did, not much time has passed. They didn't truly had time to form something that is just theirs, if you ask me. Even when they went away at the cabin, Fallon came crushing the party and a few days later is only made sense for the others to come too. Fallon decided that was the moment to start seducing Aspen. The timeline is so short between events I think that’s another reason why I dislike so much the relationship between Aspen and Fallon and book 3. It took away from that bonding period with V&A. Not fair. And... another thing that I did say in my previous reviews ( before reading this and having it confirmed again ), Fallon and Vail have the most 1 on 1 time. The way Vail loves Fal is so gentle, beautiful, playful. Fallon needs to start doing better, I swear he needs to take his head out of his ass and stop with this shit behaviour he has.
Cuz we have a Vail POV, we finally find out that he and Aspen do get some time alone sometimes. What a difference that makes, huh? Just one Vail POV and all is well in the world. Also, we get to hear how Fallon makes him feel, even now, when he has two other guys. I'm telling you, book 3 could've been absolutely spectacular, just like the first 2 and 4 IF Vail had some POV chapters to see everything through his eyes as well.
Fallon needs to start picking up how bad he is at dating Vail. Fallon has all his attention on V only when no one else is around, once there are more people there, especially Aspen, he tends to ignore Vail most of the time if it's not sex related stuff. Rowen arranged with Vail to take Fal on a 2nd date, and when Ro tells him the plans he asks why is Vail not there. The answer is BEAUTIFUL: “This is for us. I take Vail out alone and give him time and attention. If he asks me for something, I provide it. No matter if that’s a book or letting him go off to have a moment with Cillian, when I’d rather he was at my side.”[…] “I’ll do the same for ye. But I want to get to know ye alone. Know the Fallon who is maybe shy of the rest of the guys.” As I said BEAUTIFUL. THIS IS HOW YOU BUILD SOMETHING THAT LASTS.
You know how communication also looks like? Like this: “Plus, I’m not battling for time. I do that with Vail, wait and rearrange plans quite often. I enjoy this. Truth be told, it will be nice to be able to have ye because Vail also has Aspen and Cillian. I wouldn’t say I was lonely, but I was alone more than I would’ve liked.” Vail knows this, that's why he always tries to make extra time for Ro. Learn a thing or two Fallon and come to your senses, you can be better than the shit you've been since you snatched Aspen from Vail.
I feel like Rowen is teaching Fallon how to be in a relationship. That it is ok to have different type of relationships with each of your BFs, but always make sure that you give each partner enough time and attention that they don't feel left out. I love him for this, because as I said 100x already, this is what was missing from book 3.
“I like that ye’re putting some thought into us.”[…]“It’s fuckin’ weird to think about things I normally just do. So much of the last few months just sort of happened to me. I mean, I am really goddamned happy to have Vail and Aspen, but it’s all been fast.” “And this isn’t,” he said, kissing the corner of my mouth.
This showed Fallon that relationships need to be something you think about, work for, you can jump right into them, but sometimes slow and steady is also amazing. Rowen is building relationships to last a lifetime, take notes Aspen/Fallon.
I loved how Rowen always made Fallon feel things, think about them, analyze, not just jump head first and see what's happening later. Love is something that can start either which way, but what comes next is the hard work, and Fal didn't realise this yet. Ro is showing him that while sex is amazing, it's not the whole relationship. Strong connections are what matter the most, respect, love. Connection and being intentional in the way you treat your partner. The little rabbit needs this lesson bad, I hope he'll think long and hard about the others too and start making some changes once everyone is back together. With Rowen and Vail alone Fallon is a different person, the problem is when there's the 5 of them. I think Aspen sometimes is the one that messes the dynamic with the way he handles things between him and Vail/Fallon.
This review shows how I went from still being mad with Fallon from book three to really appreciating and loving him in this one. Even though this book is set as book 5 in the series, it happenes at the same time with book 4 and both of them start exactly where book 3 left, so this is why I was still mad with Fal.
Rowen humanised Fallon in a way no one else could’ve been able to. He showed us how young he is, and how he still has things to learn. I think Rowen not only gained my respect, but also my love. This book was so different because Fallon felt so much more real and loving. In this book we can see how he falls in love with Ro, sure, but we also see how he loves Vail with eveything that he has. Their relationship also progressed, blossomed. They got to be together more, and love each other more. How it should be.
Book 6 is not out yet, and tbh I do not know when that will happen, I am curious about it, because it’s gonna be about Fallon and Cillian, but I hope it will be more like this book instead of book three. We need POV’s from each partner’s perspective, and even if we follow one couple falling in love, I still want to follow the others existing around them. I am also curious how Aspen is going to act in Cillian’s and Fal’s book, because he is the one that ( as mentioned ) messes the dynamic. I also hope Cillian will not forget about Vail like Aspen did. My heart will not recover if that happens.
I ATE THIS BOOK UP. This review is the longest, and I want to thank you if you took the time to actually read all this, but I had a lot of things to say, a lot of feelings to unpack since I went from disliking Fallon to absolutely lovin' him again. He is not a bad character, I NEVER said that. He is young, something that I acknowledged, reckless, inexperienced, he needed Rowen to show him the way and I hope he learned something.
The things that are happening behind the scenes are absolutely fire. I can’t wait to see what will happen next in the mafia war that just started.
Ahhhh, and the epilogues? OMG, I did not like the epilogues in book 3 and 4, but in this one? THEY WERE ABSOLUTE PERFECTION. Everything was AS IT SHOULD BE. All of them loving everyone, no one left behind, no one on the sidelines.
Fallon, baby, I love you, you deserve the best, just like my sweet pie Vail.
5 stars, baby. 5.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 9, 2023
The unthinkable happens. A look into Fallon and Rowan's changing dynamics. I loved getting a closer look at the inner workings of Rowan's heart, mind, and soul. Each man is amazingly unique. I enjoyed how the authors allow the readers to enjoy each man separately and together. This series is an intimate journey into the hearts and minds of a group of men that fit together like puzzle pieces. Without one, the dynamics shuffle and change into a completely different but satisfying bonded arrangement. The depths that each man cares for the other is intense and heart melting and the bond is unbreakable. Exploring each relationship combo make this all more real to me, and I liked that aspect. Sloan seemed to be an uninspired mess with his back and forth decisions in this one. Smh. Very unusual for him. I don't like seeing Sloan vulnerable like this!!! I'm really concerned about the priest. He has to be okay, because Rowan and I need him to be okay!!! Rowan's moral compass is utterly intriguing. Going to confession after a day of murder and mayhem is as baffling as it is understandable for his unique character. I love that each man has his own foibles that endear him and make him memorable. I love and admire the lengths each of the five would go to for each other. Nothing is too much. Looking for to more in this series.
April 11, 2023
I have been eagerly awaiting this book since binge reading book 4. Rowan has always been the character with the biggest question mark for me. He’s quieter, a bit more reserved, so getting to know him with all the other loud personalities in this group is more challenging. With this book, we get to see more of what makes him tick, and I am here for it!
This book delves into the relationship between Rowan and Fallon. Fallon is his usual fun, flirty self, while Rowan is more into romancing his love interests. I like how he treats Fallon as something special. We also get to see more of Rowan’s dangerous, protective side, which was fantastic! My only hang up was that Vail often snuck into their one on one time when I would’ve liked to see them have their alone time. Now, I can’t wait to read the Rowan/Aspen book.
In the midst of all the relationship stuff, there is Reyes cartel drama. We get to see a little side action from Sloan and visit with Conall. I don’t want to spoil anything…but whew. I cannot wait to read Fionn’s book that takes place in the same timeframe. And also learn what comes next.
This series was what got me started reading Meg and Ki and their New Gothenburg World, so it will always be a fave for me. The story has mystery and drama, love and plenty of spice. I highly recommend the entire series.
This book delves into the relationship between Rowan and Fallon. Fallon is his usual fun, flirty self, while Rowan is more into romancing his love interests. I like how he treats Fallon as something special. We also get to see more of Rowan’s dangerous, protective side, which was fantastic! My only hang up was that Vail often snuck into their one on one time when I would’ve liked to see them have their alone time. Now, I can’t wait to read the Rowan/Aspen book.
In the midst of all the relationship stuff, there is Reyes cartel drama. We get to see a little side action from Sloan and visit with Conall. I don’t want to spoil anything…but whew. I cannot wait to read Fionn’s book that takes place in the same timeframe. And also learn what comes next.
This series was what got me started reading Meg and Ki and their New Gothenburg World, so it will always be a fave for me. The story has mystery and drama, love and plenty of spice. I highly recommend the entire series.
April 9, 2023
After book 4, I was really excited to read about what happened back at home with Rowan, Fallon, and Vail while Aspen and Cillian were in Miami. It was so worth the wait!
This book focused on Rowan and Fallon developing their own relationship in the polyamorous group. Rowan is very romantic and was not comfortable having a physical relationship with someone that he didn't have feelings for. It was pretty sweet to watch him woo Fallon and show Fallon that he deserved to be loved and romanced. Fallon, my favorite character, deserves this so much. He blossomed under Rowan's tender care.
The on-going war with the Reyes cartel takes a violent and shocking turn with Sloan's apprentice. I am very interested in reading about Fionn and Daire's relationship and what happens in this book from their perspective.
I love this series (and really any of the Killough books) so much. This is not a standalone book because of all the interconnected storylines and characters. Meg and Ki are freaking amazing to keep these storylines moving forward while tying all these timelines together. I am in awe of how talented both of them are. I cannot wait for the next book to drop in this universe!
I received an ARC for my honest review
This book focused on Rowan and Fallon developing their own relationship in the polyamorous group. Rowan is very romantic and was not comfortable having a physical relationship with someone that he didn't have feelings for. It was pretty sweet to watch him woo Fallon and show Fallon that he deserved to be loved and romanced. Fallon, my favorite character, deserves this so much. He blossomed under Rowan's tender care.
The on-going war with the Reyes cartel takes a violent and shocking turn with Sloan's apprentice. I am very interested in reading about Fionn and Daire's relationship and what happens in this book from their perspective.
I love this series (and really any of the Killough books) so much. This is not a standalone book because of all the interconnected storylines and characters. Meg and Ki are freaking amazing to keep these storylines moving forward while tying all these timelines together. I am in awe of how talented both of them are. I cannot wait for the next book to drop in this universe!
I received an ARC for my honest review
April 17, 2023
This book focuses mostly on Rowen, and Fallon's changing relationship in their harem dynamic. It is book 5 in the How Do We Survive series that is set in the larger Killough Company series.
Rowen spends a large part of the book struggling with not only his religious hangups surrounding being gay, but his personal hangups about how dating should go. He wants to care for Fallon, not because he views him as weak, but because he views him as lacking in all areas of love. Rowen has always brought the softer side to the group dynamics even if he is just as much of a Company man as the others.
Fallon has been treated almost as Company "royalty" for much of the series due to his family name. It has lead to Fallon being severely underestimated, or even mistreated in much of the series. He also suffers from hangups surrounding his diabetes after his family treating him like glass after the diagnosis.
We follow Rowen, and Fallon on a journey of self-discovery, and leaning into changing found family/relationship dynamics. Neither man was expecting the other, or the ways the harem has grown over time. While this is a sweeter book from the series, the on-going war with the Reyes Cartel offers plenty of action, and nail biting moments.
Rowen spends a large part of the book struggling with not only his religious hangups surrounding being gay, but his personal hangups about how dating should go. He wants to care for Fallon, not because he views him as weak, but because he views him as lacking in all areas of love. Rowen has always brought the softer side to the group dynamics even if he is just as much of a Company man as the others.
Fallon has been treated almost as Company "royalty" for much of the series due to his family name. It has lead to Fallon being severely underestimated, or even mistreated in much of the series. He also suffers from hangups surrounding his diabetes after his family treating him like glass after the diagnosis.
We follow Rowen, and Fallon on a journey of self-discovery, and leaning into changing found family/relationship dynamics. Neither man was expecting the other, or the ways the harem has grown over time. While this is a sweeter book from the series, the on-going war with the Reyes Cartel offers plenty of action, and nail biting moments.
April 8, 2023
Oh, Rowen!
I don’t care what anyone says Rowen is my fav in the series. This was by far one of the best in the series for me. Of course behind the second when Vail falls for all the guys.
Rowen is considered the underdog due to his calm calculated nature and Fallon is seen as the flirt who wants attention. In the Book three we see Fallon’s family background where it’s really not so nice. During that time you see how his relationship start changing with the others.
With Rowen in the beginning it’s more protective but in this book all bets are off. He definitely has a possessive and dominant side that rivals Cillian. There was a internal struggle with Fallon throughout the book that I love as it showed the depth of his feelings and honestly he brought out a playful possessive side of Rowen.
Oh and I love how the main storyline that started with The Boss intertwines throughout this series. I can’t wait to see what happens next in either series.
Definitely read this story, you don’t want to miss it. I so can’t wait for the audio.
I don’t care what anyone says Rowen is my fav in the series. This was by far one of the best in the series for me. Of course behind the second when Vail falls for all the guys.
Rowen is considered the underdog due to his calm calculated nature and Fallon is seen as the flirt who wants attention. In the Book three we see Fallon’s family background where it’s really not so nice. During that time you see how his relationship start changing with the others.
With Rowen in the beginning it’s more protective but in this book all bets are off. He definitely has a possessive and dominant side that rivals Cillian. There was a internal struggle with Fallon throughout the book that I love as it showed the depth of his feelings and honestly he brought out a playful possessive side of Rowen.
Oh and I love how the main storyline that started with The Boss intertwines throughout this series. I can’t wait to see what happens next in either series.
Definitely read this story, you don’t want to miss it. I so can’t wait for the audio.
April 23, 2023
I cannot get enough of these men. I love seeing the way each and every one of their relationships grow and make the family and the bond that they have created deepen. This book shines a light on Fallon and Rowen’s growth. The love that grows between these two is a beautiful thing to see. I enjoyed seeing how each man sees Fallon and his significance in their family. Rowen begins to see that there is so much more to Fallon than what he shows the world and Fallon begins to see his own self-worth. The two are good together and it was nice to see the love grow. It was great to see not only the dynamics between Fallon and rowan but the group as a whole. Each man cares deeply for the others and are not afraid to show it. The love and trust that these men have for each other is evident in everything that they do. As each man finds their place the group becomes a tighter knit family which nothing can destroy.
May 9, 2023
Soooo…. I don’t like Rowan. I didn’t like him in the first book and I didn’t like him in the last book. He is too mushy pushy for my taste. Come to think of it he is the exact opposite of cillian who is the super bad boy. And I think cillian is portrayed as so super bad that the reader has to be constantly reminded of his lack of character.
I just realized that the five guys are a 90s boyband. The bad boy, the romantic, the mysterious one, the class clown and the young one who everybody loves. Except the young one is the oldest in this case.
Tbh I read this one because I wanted to know what’s up with Sloan and how would conall handle the situation.
Amazon tells me the pet and the apprentice will be released in April next year. I hope this is just some date and not the true release date.
I just realized that the five guys are a 90s boyband. The bad boy, the romantic, the mysterious one, the class clown and the young one who everybody loves. Except the young one is the oldest in this case.
Tbh I read this one because I wanted to know what’s up with Sloan and how would conall handle the situation.
Amazon tells me the pet and the apprentice will be released in April next year. I hope this is just some date and not the true release date.
April 10, 2023
Wow. Where to start..... this book centers more on Rowan and Fallons story. While occasionally Vail is there.
We see how Rowan wants to wine and Dine his men. We also see how he struggles to love more than one man at a time, that he considers it a test of his faith.
While on Fallons side of the story, seeing him get the romance side of the relationship, makes him uncertain. He can handle the roughness from Cillian and even Aspens overprotectiveness... but romance and Rowans attitude that he deserves better makes him uncomfortable.
Aside from the romantic part of the story, we see that Sloane and the rest of the company are under attack and how its handled. Conal steps up and shows that he more than deserves to be at Sloanes side
We see how Rowan wants to wine and Dine his men. We also see how he struggles to love more than one man at a time, that he considers it a test of his faith.
While on Fallons side of the story, seeing him get the romance side of the relationship, makes him uncertain. He can handle the roughness from Cillian and even Aspens overprotectiveness... but romance and Rowans attitude that he deserves better makes him uncomfortable.
Aside from the romantic part of the story, we see that Sloane and the rest of the company are under attack and how its handled. Conal steps up and shows that he more than deserves to be at Sloanes side
June 27, 2023
To me Rowen was the most intriguing man because of his religious beliefs and in the way he was a bit old-fashioned about how he pursued someone he was falling for. He loved Vail and finally noticed Fallon and realized that he was sweet and lovable. It was a somewhat disturbing first time for them to have sex in the midst of torturing one of the Reyes Cartel members and yet it was funny and very sexy. The fight between Sloan and Thiago was brutal and bloody and ended very fast and ended with Fionn being shot. It is always interesting to see Conall take command when Sloan can't be there and how close he is to Vail and Fallon. I wonder what will happen with Sloan arrested and hope a new book is coming soon.
April 25, 2024
I read the book then listened to the audiobook which is extremely good.
I find it fascinating to witness the growth of relationships between individuals, especially in the context of family, and how it strengthens their bond. This book is a great example of such growth, showcasing how Fallon and Rowen's relationship evolves.
It's heartwarming to see the love that blossoms between them and how they overcome challenges together.
The two are good together and it was nice to see the love grow. It was great to see not only the dynamics between Fallon and Rowan but the group as a whole. Each man cares deeply for the others and is not afraid to show it.
The love and trust that these men have for each other is evident in everything that they do.
I find it fascinating to witness the growth of relationships between individuals, especially in the context of family, and how it strengthens their bond. This book is a great example of such growth, showcasing how Fallon and Rowen's relationship evolves.
It's heartwarming to see the love that blossoms between them and how they overcome challenges together.
The two are good together and it was nice to see the love grow. It was great to see not only the dynamics between Fallon and Rowan but the group as a whole. Each man cares deeply for the others and is not afraid to show it.
The love and trust that these men have for each other is evident in everything that they do.
April 10, 2023
Another excellent installment to this series that I fall more in love with during each additional book. The deepening relationship between Rowen and Fallon is simple on the outside, but I enjoyed the internal conflict each man experiences: Rowen as he struggles with Feeling Things for not one but TWO men and Fallon adjusting to a very different type of affection from Rowen than he receives from Aspen or Cillian (or even Vail).
Though the events of this book overlap with the previous, I was still engrossed in the external plot, which contained some surprises of its own. For being the only mafia series that has ever interested me, that's saying a lot.
Though the events of this book overlap with the previous, I was still engrossed in the external plot, which contained some surprises of its own. For being the only mafia series that has ever interested me, that's saying a lot.
April 14, 2023
Rowan is left to watch over Vail and Fallon with Cillian and Aspen gone on Killough Co. business. Fallon instigates a sexual free for all but their are activities are sweeter without the other two guys. Rowan has to overcome guilt as he has basically been monogamous with Vail but Fallon pulls his heart strings. There's a well deserved shout out to Anna Wineheart as their relationship deepens. With lots of steamy s*x, this book also has more tenderness with fabulous little glimpses of Connell and Sloan. Another winner in the polyamorous series with a cliffhanger. I received a copy of this book through Booksprout and this is my voluntary opinion.
April 15, 2023
This book run concurrently with the previous one, which is cool, but I was really looking forward to furthering the plot. I would like to read them side by side if I end up doing a reread, I feel like that would be fun.This one was significantly tamer than the others. Lots of sweet dates and cute, everyday interactions, only a little gore. I expected this, because I know the characters well by now, but it doesn't really fit with all the action and violence in the rest of the series. However, it had more sexy scenes than the past couple books. At this point, I would read anything with these characters because I love them!
April 19, 2023
Wonderful continuation with a pause for romance
Let me start by saying of course there is the constant action, danger and drama from the Killough company vs the cartel trying to take them down.
That being said, it was mainly background noise because I am here for the growing relationship between Rowan and Fallon.
Rowan has plenty of issues hindering him but with Fallon he sees someone who needs him.
Fallon is used to fast and hard romances but Rowan knows he deserves all the softness and love he longs for.
I really enjoyed seeing a more gentle side to these two men and of course the chemistry between them was scorching hot.
I can't wait for more from the series.
Let me start by saying of course there is the constant action, danger and drama from the Killough company vs the cartel trying to take them down.
That being said, it was mainly background noise because I am here for the growing relationship between Rowan and Fallon.
Rowan has plenty of issues hindering him but with Fallon he sees someone who needs him.
Fallon is used to fast and hard romances but Rowan knows he deserves all the softness and love he longs for.
I really enjoyed seeing a more gentle side to these two men and of course the chemistry between them was scorching hot.
I can't wait for more from the series.
April 14, 2024
To be honest Im not the biggest fan of Harem books, but these authors did an incredible job. I'm going to review the series. No spoilers. It's build up harem. All 5 characters are in all books and significant to the story but the way it's told its not just 5 men bam sex. There's actual story, character development and relationship development. Which is incredibly talented for a harem series.
The entire New Gothenburg world is a treat how each series, book entangles if you are a hard core fan. Or standalone reader can enjoy.
This is an awesome series. They need another book. I feel the series was unfinished
The entire New Gothenburg world is a treat how each series, book entangles if you are a hard core fan. Or standalone reader can enjoy.
This is an awesome series. They need another book. I feel the series was unfinished
April 9, 2023
Rowen is MINE!!!
I am with Fallon in that there’s not much better than a sexy redhead! I love Rowen and his sweet, romantic side that likes to take his boys out for one on one dates to woo them. I adored how his softness made Fallon all funny inside and yearn for things he didn’t get with Cillian and Aspen. These two were just so perfect together. I am loving the continued story line and am dying to see how Conall and Sloan fare and as well as Fionn and Daire. These two authors are amazing story-tellers and I am in love with them!!
I am with Fallon in that there’s not much better than a sexy redhead! I love Rowen and his sweet, romantic side that likes to take his boys out for one on one dates to woo them. I adored how his softness made Fallon all funny inside and yearn for things he didn’t get with Cillian and Aspen. These two were just so perfect together. I am loving the continued story line and am dying to see how Conall and Sloan fare and as well as Fionn and Daire. These two authors are amazing story-tellers and I am in love with them!!
April 9, 2023
This is book 5 in this series about 5 men in a polyamorous relationship. As such you need to read what has come before.
It is set in the New Gothenburg world and also intertwines with other storylines from this world.
Having read everything so far in this world I was eager to download and read this on the first day of release. It didn’t disappoint and was another great addition to the series.
Sloan and Conall are particular favourite characters of mine and we saw quite a bit of both of them in this book.
Can’t wait for more and more.
It is set in the New Gothenburg world and also intertwines with other storylines from this world.
Having read everything so far in this world I was eager to download and read this on the first day of release. It didn’t disappoint and was another great addition to the series.
Sloan and Conall are particular favourite characters of mine and we saw quite a bit of both of them in this book.
Can’t wait for more and more.
November 26, 2024
incredibly frustrating
Difficult to finish, no chemistry in my opinion, and the blatant disregard for Fallon’s personal choices regarding how he wants to look after himself… the only part I liked was the explanation of Fionn’s incident.
Also at this point again is a shadow of his original personality to me, just an annoying man who lost his father and still doesn’t get the danger of mafia… I skip most of the scenes he’s in.
Really hoping for a turnaround in book 6! I need to know the end of the plot
Difficult to finish, no chemistry in my opinion, and the blatant disregard for Fallon’s personal choices regarding how he wants to look after himself… the only part I liked was the explanation of Fionn’s incident.
Also at this point again is a shadow of his original personality to me, just an annoying man who lost his father and still doesn’t get the danger of mafia… I skip most of the scenes he’s in.
Really hoping for a turnaround in book 6! I need to know the end of the plot
April 11, 2023
I love this series and every guy in this relationship, but I have a super soft spot for Rowan. He is a strong, tough man but he needs a true emotional connection to be intimate. Respect! The way he loves Vail is so hard and true and watching him branch that affection out to Falon was perfection. I was actually glad Vail was around for Falon and Rowan as the formed a bond. One of my favorites of the series. Cannot wait for the audible!
April 15, 2023
Incredible
This series is one of my favorites of all time. These guys have stolen my heart, and if I could choose a world to live in, it would be New Gothenburg. This story, in particular, was very well done, and I enjoyed the relationship growth between Fallon and Rowen. The overall plot is developed well in this book. I look forward to each and every book from these authors, especially The Irish Roulette. 10 out of 10 would recommend.
This series is one of my favorites of all time. These guys have stolen my heart, and if I could choose a world to live in, it would be New Gothenburg. This story, in particular, was very well done, and I enjoyed the relationship growth between Fallon and Rowen. The overall plot is developed well in this book. I look forward to each and every book from these authors, especially The Irish Roulette. 10 out of 10 would recommend.
April 15, 2023
A book that allows us to see the layers to Rowen and what makes him the man he is.
His interest in Fallon and his slow perusal of him was a treat to see.
The tension is building in the Cartel world and we get Sloan and his pet making an appearance in this story to heat things up.
The continuing story arc keeps one on the edge of your seat as the tension builds on may fronts and one is left wondering what is to come next.
A book best enjoyed as part of the series.
His interest in Fallon and his slow perusal of him was a treat to see.
The tension is building in the Cartel world and we get Sloan and his pet making an appearance in this story to heat things up.
The continuing story arc keeps one on the edge of your seat as the tension builds on may fronts and one is left wondering what is to come next.
A book best enjoyed as part of the series.
April 18, 2023
This series is incredible and one of the best I’ve ever read. This book centers around Rowen and Fallon’s relationship - the development of the love and care is beautiful. Each book builds a new facet to the family these men have built and the life they lead, the danger, action and mystery keep you on your toes the entire time. This book has all the MMMs, the scorching heat and the excellent writing that Ki Brightly and MD Gregory always bring to the Mew Gothenburg world.
May 7, 2024
This series got better for me as it went along. I’m not a fan of harem books so I started reading this reluctantly because I love the series it’s a spinoff of and wanted to continue with the storyline. It switched from harem to poly by book two and while that’s not my jam either I enjoyed the relationships building and all the guys are characters I fell in love with so I was able to breeze through the series.
April 20, 2023
I loved the interaction between Rowan and Fallon in this book. It was great to see them get to know each other better. I also liked how it tied in with Aspen and Cillian's book. I'm so looking forward to the next book.
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I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
April 20, 2023
If you have not read this series you are missing out. The authors craft a great storyline that keeps you wanting more and you get so invested in the characters that you live and breathe them as the books and series unfold. This book is harem MM style and it is the book we all did not know we needed. Keep them coming girls.
April 21, 2023
As always, it's a series, so make sure to read past books to understand better (not a lot is missing if you haven't, but it's best to read them all!). The two main characters of this one book are growing so much from the first time we met them and it's a never ending love story that keeps on giving.
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April 21, 2023Part of the overall series but the second of two novels about these specific four guys, this story is written about the same time period as book four. Confused? Don’t be. Just read these very entertaining volumes. I’m a massive fan of these two writers to the point where I got on their beta reading team so maybe that will help you decide if I like this book.
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