What do you think?
Rate this book


448 pages, Paperback
Published April 6, 2023
The day she finally let go, I was reading to her.
One moment, I was reading her favorite passage to her, and the next, the room was oddly silent. There wasn’t a telltale beeping like you’d see in a hospital drama. Even if there would have been monitors to beep, she had a DNR. Do not resuscitate.
But it felt different to me. The air shifted somehow.
Her face… Jill’s face looked different. Peaceful.
And that’s when I realized she was gone. Completely, this time.
I quietly approach her, but not so quietly that I’d startle her and then lower myself to the floor next to her, lying down a couple of feet away from her.
I glance at her out of the corner of my eye and notice the lights reflecting off of wetness on her face, but I don’t point it out. This is her first holiday season without Nick and her wounds are fresher than mine.
So I join her on the floor, looking up at the lights of the three. The lights don’t blink. They’re steady, bright and colorful. A perfect metaphor for what we both need right now, even if we aren’t asking for it.