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“OMG what did I just read? This book... WOW!! It's been years since I read a book straight through. Yes, seven hours I was glued to the pages of this book. A yo-yo of emotions that left me breathless with every scene. Black Swan Affair is a must read!!” ~ Nashoda Rose, NYT and USA Today Bestselling Author
I’ve loved him as long as I can remember.
The gangly boy with big brown eyes and unruly hair who grew up into an intoxicating man. He wears scruff like he invented it and ambles with a swagger that makes panties drop.
Killian Shepard.
Shep.
We grew up together. We played Ghost in the Graveyard. Had our own rock band. It didn’t matter that he was five years older than me. It didn’t matter that he looked at me as a kid sister even as I grew into woman. It didn’t even matter when he left me behind to go to college and start his adult life.
He’d be back.
He was always meant to be mine.
He came back, all right. But instead of smelling of promises, he stunk of betrayal. And he destroyed me—us—the day he married my sister instead of me.
So I did the only thing a girl like me in my position could do.
I got my revenge.
I married his brother, Kael.
Now we’re one big happy f*cking family.
***mature content appropriate for 18+
I’ve loved him as long as I can remember.
The gangly boy with big brown eyes and unruly hair who grew up into an intoxicating man. He wears scruff like he invented it and ambles with a swagger that makes panties drop.
Killian Shepard.
Shep.
We grew up together. We played Ghost in the Graveyard. Had our own rock band. It didn’t matter that he was five years older than me. It didn’t matter that he looked at me as a kid sister even as I grew into woman. It didn’t even matter when he left me behind to go to college and start his adult life.
He’d be back.
He was always meant to be mine.
He came back, all right. But instead of smelling of promises, he stunk of betrayal. And he destroyed me—us—the day he married my sister instead of me.
So I did the only thing a girl like me in my position could do.
I got my revenge.
I married his brother, Kael.
Now we’re one big happy f*cking family.
***mature content appropriate for 18+
- GenresDark RomanceRomance
342 pages, Paperback
Published February 3, 2023
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July 13, 2026
3⭐️
well this was disappointing ☹️ love triangles are my favourite trope and the beginning of this book I thought it was lining up to be an ANGSTY heart wrenching ride but it just fell a bit flat for me
This follows Maverick, who’s about the marry the brother of the man she’s been in love with all her life Kael (who’s always been in love with her too) Killian, said love of Mavericks life has just married Mavericks sister in a shock turn of events which is the ultimate betrayal to her, and she doesn’t have the answers as to why he did this.
The 3 of them have been childhood best friends, and Kael has also been in love with Maverick whilst watching her pine over his brother.
Messy? Toxic? CHAOTIC? You’d think so…
But it just wasn’t 🫣
I just needed so much more from this, the miscommunication around why Killian marries her sister was infuriating, we get flashbacks but not enough for me to feel like what her & Killian had was all consuming and real, I loved Kael from the start and never really at any point rooted for Killian
A love triangle done right has me honestly struggling to pick between the mmcs and the whole time reading this I just hoped she stuck with Kael, the premise was SO good but there was missed opportunities to make this gripping, I didn’t feel like the yearning was justified from Killian I just dunno
It was a bit meh
Also there’s a random storyline like where one of the mmcs gets shot at the start and we don’t loop back to the present day until the end of book after she’s made her decision and I don’t feel like the shooting storyline served any purpose whatsoever to the choices made/the romance/the plot it was so random and unnecessary 🤣
well this was disappointing ☹️ love triangles are my favourite trope and the beginning of this book I thought it was lining up to be an ANGSTY heart wrenching ride but it just fell a bit flat for me
This follows Maverick, who’s about the marry the brother of the man she’s been in love with all her life Kael (who’s always been in love with her too) Killian, said love of Mavericks life has just married Mavericks sister in a shock turn of events which is the ultimate betrayal to her, and she doesn’t have the answers as to why he did this.
The 3 of them have been childhood best friends, and Kael has also been in love with Maverick whilst watching her pine over his brother.
Messy? Toxic? CHAOTIC? You’d think so…
But it just wasn’t 🫣
I just needed so much more from this, the miscommunication around why Killian marries her sister was infuriating, we get flashbacks but not enough for me to feel like what her & Killian had was all consuming and real, I loved Kael from the start and never really at any point rooted for Killian
A love triangle done right has me honestly struggling to pick between the mmcs and the whole time reading this I just hoped she stuck with Kael, the premise was SO good but there was missed opportunities to make this gripping, I didn’t feel like the yearning was justified from Killian I just dunno
It was a bit meh
Also there’s a random storyline like where one of the mmcs gets shot at the start and we don’t loop back to the present day until the end of book after she’s made her decision and I don’t feel like the shooting storyline served any purpose whatsoever to the choices made/the romance/the plot it was so random and unnecessary 🤣
August 20, 2025
Locked in to all the drama, but... This book is not for Team Conrad girlies (iykyk). It felt like reading Belly and Jeremiah fan fiction towards the end.
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February 3, 2025
This book had its moments, but overall, it left me more frustrated than satisfied. The MMC had some beautifully romantic lines that made me swoon, but the FMC? Girl, please heal before jumping into marriage with your ex’s brother😭. The emotional messiness could have been compelling, but instead, it just felt frustrating. It wasn’t the worst book I’ve read, but it definitely could have been better.🥹
December 21, 2025
I really enjoyed this book! Took me through a whole roller coaster. I honestly would’ve thrown this book across the roooom if she didn’t choose who she chose. Sometimes love is right in front of your face the whole time, but you’re too busy chasing what you think love should look like, or who you believe you should love.
My heart ached for each of the brothers in different ways one for loving quietly and patiently, the other for loving fiercely and openly. Both loved her so unconditionally. It was painful to see how their love for Mav, that strained a bond that should have been unbreakable between the brothers . Love is something meant to bring people closer, instead became the wedge in all of their relationships . The tension between the brothers added an extra layer of sadness to the story, making the emotional conflict feel heavier than the romance itself.
My heart ached for each of the brothers in different ways one for loving quietly and patiently, the other for loving fiercely and openly. Both loved her so unconditionally. It was painful to see how their love for Mav, that strained a bond that should have been unbreakable between the brothers . Love is something meant to bring people closer, instead became the wedge in all of their relationships . The tension between the brothers added an extra layer of sadness to the story, making the emotional conflict feel heavier than the romance itself.
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November 11, 2025
It was meh at best. I couldn’t really get behind the weird ass nicknames that everyone had for the main character, nor could I get over her real name. Maybe its because I watched The Summer I Turned Pretty, but the idea of having to choose between brothers when one has always been there for you is actually insane, and to make it seen like a hard choice is also insane.
November 16, 2025
I really don’t know how to describe the feelings this book left me with. I was infuriated at some points, but also almost in tears during others. This is the definition of “pick me, choose me, love me.” Good read but be ready to feel allllll the feels. My only downside was the pet names were horrendous. Gave me the ick for sure.
August 26, 2025
Okay no bc I love Kael with my whole heart and I was going to be so disappointed if Mav didn’t even up with him. BUT speaking of Mav, I was entirely too frustrated with her the entire book. WE get it you liked his brother, but come on you have a much better man right infront of you
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October 17, 2025
I didn’t expect to enjoy this book as much as I did. I knew who I wanted her to be with within a couple of chapters of reading this book. Loved this book and it definitely kept me on the edge of my seat until the end.
May 28, 2026
A multilayered, complicated love triangle. Do not read any spoilers before going into this book. The suspense of not knowing if Maverick ends up with Killian or with Kael is what elevates this reading experience.
February 5, 2024
Eww…. So basically marries ex boyfriend brother and ex boyfriend is married to her sister .. need i say more.
April 18, 2025
I actually hated this lol
May 29, 2025
Любовний трикутник, багато надриву, нуль емпатії. Драма заради драми, не заради сенсу
August 11, 2025
I did like this book, but she did not deserve either of those men. And I think it’s weird that she’s made out to be so amazing because that’s just not real ! Other than that I really liked it.
March 31, 2026
as a team conrad girl no. she deserved neither of them
June 11, 2024
I don’t think so
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