Interior caslte review
The vast majority who try fall by the wayside but St Theresa(Terry) succeeded in opening her inner eye and entering the “straight and narrow gate “ to the Father’s house during her life time, entering the wedding chamber and marrying the Kings of the infinite .
Why did Terry succeed where almost all others failed ?
1)Terry had a conviction “Either we are the brides of this great King or we are not.” So what are we waiting for?!
2) Terry relied on God’s grace not on her own efforts
Terry’s meditation efforts were directed at wining God’s grace , befriending God NOT rising within . Terry knew that when she won the Grace and friendship she’d get the progress and that anything coming from her could never get something THAT GREAT !
3) Terry kept her guard up against the tricks of the devil she suspected anything that was told her inside unless the speaker was right in front of her where she could see exactly who it was and spoke in a loud clear voice so every word was sharp and clear .
4)Terry was never intimidated by the size of a gift( a spiritual vison or a rapture ) Never being content with any gift less than the Lord Himself . “my soul longs for you nothing else will do “
5)TERRY was patient “Patience obtains all things.” – Terry
“To hasten is Satanic “
6) Terry did not overthink it. she relied on her love to guide her “The important thing is not to think much but to love much;” -Terry
7)Terry said meditation is nothing but having a personal relationship with god
“For prayer is nothing else than being on terms of friendship with God.”- Terry
“Mental prayer is, as I see it, simply a friendly intercourse and frequent solitary conversation with Him who, as we know, loves us.” – Terry
“I cannot conceive, my Creator, why the whole world does not strive to draw near to Thee in this intimate friendship.”-Terry
8) Terry never gave up “God withholds Himself from no one who perseveres.”-Terry “to retreat was far from my mind”
9) She fought the devil hard within her soul “All the trials we endure cannot be compared to the ferociousness of these interior battles.” –------Terry
This book can NOT substitute a living mediation teacher > This book CAN impress upon you :
1) the need for humility(My PERSONAL BIGGEST NEED ) ,
2) the need for Vigilance against the devil’s tricks ,
3) the need to fight off the devils advances ,
4)the need to Purify your heart by seeing God inside ,
5)the need to think of God as a lover who cares deeply about you and can and will make everything work good or bad work out for your victory
6)The need to Strengthen your faith and love for God by a PERSONAL ONE ON ONE TIME with God ( Hugging God inside)
7) The need to not be satisfied with any gift no matter how great you get in meditation unless its eternal spiritual union with God !!!
Terry had this idea “HEY ! think of the soul as if it were a really CLEAR crystal, with a brilliant light in the center that you can ENTER like a radiant glass castle with many rooms leading to the brilliant KING GROOM of The soul in its center where soul is eternally joined to the radiant King !!! Great Idea !!!(:D)
Terry’s idea continued – Meditation (close courtship (aka dating) with the groom ) is the gate to this castle and the marriage takes place in the center chamber.
INTERIOR SCHOOL HOUSE !
Teresa says: Its like going to school with your boyfriend ! Each room requires a spiritual lesson to be mastered before you can get to the next room! Room #1 is humility . Simply enter ROOM#1 and your boy friend starts to sparkle in the light!!! compare yourself with HIM . He’s sooo sparkly and you are sooo dirty (INSTANT HUMILITY!!) How can he stand you !?! When you see Gods Infinite power and your powerlessness (bang! Instant humiliation !!) Terry says “ Black never looks so black as when you put it next to something white so our defects never look so glaring as when we are next to His perfection“ Spiritual humility automatically gets deeper and deeper as our boy friend goes onlooking better and better as we move from room to room . She says that if we give up mediation fearing that we will feel proud of it then that’s stupid because only when we see how GOOOOOOD God is will we know how UNWORTHY of Him . When you enter the court of an all power King you automatically become humble .
BUT WATCH OUT FOR THE DEVIL !!!!
Terry Tells us :The devil is soooo angry when any one makes it into the glass castle rooms that the devil “ hides legions of evil spirits(school bullies) in the first 4 rooms each room to harass, distract and cut off the progress of the soul in those rooms . Humility and hugging tight to your BF is the invincible armour against disruptions of these evil spirits. Without humblyholding close to your BF you are toast. So cling to Him with humility (HOOOOW Romantic!)
Terry tells us : “the soul is nothing but a paradise, in which, God takes His delight. Our soul was made in God’s own image so mighty, so wise, so pure and so full of all that is good. Being made in God’s own image the soul has infinite beauty and capacity . We can hardly form any conception of the soul's great dignity and beauty”
Terry tells us that : “ We are not the mind nor body . These are mere coverings. We are the soul. We are like the ultimate dunce not to know who we are or where we came from!!! Its like –“DUDE you don’t know who your Dad is or where you live ???–what a retard !” It is great stupidity if we only think that we are not this body but a soul because the scripture say it . We should not be that lame. We should attempt to discover that we are in fact the wondrous soul inside and we live inheaven with our DAD who, owns it . IT sucks that All our interest is centered on our body and its wants and needs the outer wall of the castle –so to say – and we neglect to notice the splendor of our soul within “
So to give us a clue Terry discusses in this book how to enter within our shiney roomy soul and how, even while still alive in this world, we(Jesus and us ) can ascend within ourselves , mansion by mansion , to our wedding in eternal abode of God . Terry DOES FREQUENTLY WARN of the need to be on guard against the Devil (the enemy) who will TRY TRY TRY to shove us in a locker or a closet and lock the door if we let go out BFs arm . Terry warns us of his tricks. She urges us to be on guard against and repel the the attacks of our enemy and emerge victorious .She provides encouragement by describing how that victory will ”ROCK!”
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(GEN 1:27 ) says: “God created man in his own image” the profound meaning to all of us is staggering : WHEN God created the HUMAN FORM God did a truly “fearful and wonderful “ thing . He hid HIMSELF, the entire cosmos and the path leading back to His TRUE ETERNAL FORM inside the human form and the sent his messengers like Teresa of Availia to reveal this secret to those ready to hear it .Then HE HIMSELF takes human form to instruct and empower those who are ready to begin the journey . If we are ready are to succeed in his life time we will need to go to a living God man and seek his instruction. BUT before you run off! In order to get ready to meet a Master we need to study and understand the devine design so longing to aatain it will awaken. . So time spend studying is not time lost , we are watering the seeds of longing and “when the student is ready the teacher appears “
This book can awaken in you a longing to ascend to God within and when that longing gets strong enough the teacher will appear in a human body and serve as your personal spiritual guide and teacher -free of charge –never leaving you until he has gotten you to your wedding to God and seen you married . Yes – free of charge – if anyhi g HE will pay for your room and board when you visit him. He is always the give never the taker . So becoming ready is a great thing !
So what has Terry to say to help us ?She speaks with authority of seasoned veteran
Terry tells us: We have to stop chasing the world and go within to get our birthright. If we neglect to go within due to running after worldly acquisitions it would be like missing our wedding to collect “ a mess of potage” (Genesis 25:27 34; Heb. 12:16-17) FOOLISH VIRGIN! So we need to be “WISE VIRGINS” and use our time in this human form to prepare for the wedding .We must “Work while it is day(to get some oil in our lamp of devotion ) for night cometh when no man can work “ (John 9:4)
Terry tells us : The journey is traveled by the force of love and longing . Love and longing are the true prayer to God . The more we love and long the more help HE gives up to proceed upward and inward to behold and be eternally wed to the eternal Bridegroom , IN a thrill of intense longing the soul beholds and rushes forth to unite with the Beloved . We need to conserve our sexual energy more and direct it into love and longing for our Beloved bride Groom. (Blessed are the pure in heart )
Terry tells us : to help keep this love and longing, this true prayer burning passionately in our hearts that we must study the writings of Devine Lovers like Teresa of Avalia and stay in the company of those whose hearts are fertile ground .Help each other pick out the weeds that would choke the seed of love and longing and take inspiration from each other to keep our desire fixed on this goal.
Terry Tells Us: That we should not try to imagine , visualize or act out love and longing love in order pray but rather that we should just sit still and still our mind in the darkness in our head not let our mind go out of whatever mantra we are using to help our attention stay at the inner gate (“be still and Know that I am God “) if we do this the Lord will Himself give us the gift of love and longing and then as we sit there feeling love and longing we will get more and more of it and progress faster and faster. But in the beginning it will see like an emotional void where we are just holding our mind still in the darkness repeating a mantra just having faith that god will provide the love and longing if we persist . Terry also says that if we keep the company of those who have love and longing we will already have some of it when we sit . But once we sit we can not think our way into love and longing .It has to come from God and we have to be patient and have faith that it will.
“the door of entry into this castle is prayer and meditation: if it is prayer(Speaking to God) at all, it must be accompanied by meditation[feeling God’s presence before us listening to us ]. If a person does not think Whom he is addressing, of Whom he is asking it, I do not consider that he is praying at all.” P18
The bible says “You worship what you do not know; we worship what we know…. true worshipers will worship the Father in the Spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks.”
My comment: so all Terry is saying is that we need to still our mind and feel God’s or Christ’s presence looking at and listening to us before we can pray in such a way as to enter within our soul.
Terry says “souls, who do eventually enter the castle. These are very much absorbed in worldly affairs; but their desires are good; sometimes, though infrequently, they dedicate themselves to Our Lord; and they think about the state of their souls, though not very carefully. Full of a thousand preoccupations as they are, they pray only a few times a month, and as a rule they are thinking all the time of their preoccupations, for they are very much attached to them, and, where their treasure is, there is their heart also. From time to time, however, they shake their minds free of them and it is a great thing that they should know themselves well enough to realize that they are not going the right way to reach the castle door. Eventually they enter the first rooms on the lowest floor, but so many reptiles get in with them that they are unable to appreciate the beauty of the castle or to find any peace within it. Still, they have done a good deal by entering at all.”
MY comment: Terry had this brillant idea of calling our ungodly passions “reptiles” Yeah the poisonous. The kind that make you nt be abel tosit peacefully beacseu the are like crawling and slithering around you and may bite you ( Terry’s Idea –not mine ) So anyway Terry says that when we go in the castle these “ungodly passions” that we’ve been indulging in follow into room #1 Room#2 Room#3 and Room #4 (fewer as we go) and these disturb the stillness of our mind so our inner vison shakes and we can not appreciate the beauty of it the first time we enter . But when we get to room #5 we leave these “reptiles “behind and our inner vision stabilizes and we can appreciate the beauty .
Then Terry goes on to explain that like the sun in the center of our solar system and earth orbits it . the sun of God’s Light is in the center of our soul but sin is like a black paint thrown on the glass walls . So we RALLY don’t want to sin after we’ve gotten this far because that would totally suck.
Terry says:
“I want you to consider what will be the state of this castle, so beautiful and resplendent this Orient pearl, this tree of life, planted in the living waters of life -- namely, in God -- when the soul falls into a mortal sin. No thicker darkness exists, and there is nothing dark and black which is not much less so than this. You need know only one thing about it -- that, although the Sun Himself, Who has given it all its splend our and beauty, is still there in the centre of the soul, the crystal in incapable of reflecting the sun. While in a state like this the soul will find profit in nothing. the intention of a person who commits a mortal sin is not to please God but to give pleasure to the devil; since the devil is darkness he keeps the soul in darkness and it can not reflect the light .”
My comment :SO stay away from smut! And do things selflessly to please God so He, being pleased with us , will remove the darkness of sin and we will be able to reflect the light within ourselves and enter and pass through the inner castle to the wedding feast .
Terry tells us :that we should never shut our heart against the greater and greater gifts God Compassionately wants so badly to bestow upon us just because we lack faith that God could give us anything greater than he has already given us .Since God is infinite there is no limit to the greatness of gifts he can bestow . We should always have the faith that “we aint seen nuthin yet” and be ever ready to accept the greater gifts whenever he want to give them . He wants to make us his brides and we will share in all he has. She says that some people progress to a certain extent in the interior castle and they find that mansion is so grand and that they themselves are so unworthy of anything greater or that God can’t possibly follow THAT ACT .Such people ,she tells us ,
Just shut their heart against and further gifts for God . She says “don’t be like them” always have firm faith that God can give you infinity and eternity .and that as his bride you will partake of everything and be united with Him For HE is the greatest gift of all. Ultimately He gives us HIMSELF infinite eternal wonder wonder wonder – No words – just wonder ! wonder! wonder ! So hold firm to your faith that their si NOTHING beyond Gods owner to Give you and keep your heart opened to accept it
Terry tells us : that if we are trying to tread the path to God and the devil makes us fall that if we immediately get up and resume our ou Godward trek that God will actually bring good out of our fall.
God can bring good out of anything even a a fall into the devil’s trap . Sometimes the god he brings is to show the devil that even though we fell into his tarp once by god’s grace we got right backup and walked right just wiser and stronger. Sometimes he increases our understanding in other ways . It so we should just continue to choose what God wants not what the devil wants even i f once or twice we made the wrong choice we should just keep making right choices God ward choices.
Finally to prove ITS ALL BOUT LOVE here are my favorite passages from TERRY :
GOD WOUNDS THE SOUL WITH THE DART OF LOVE :
see how, before it is wholly one with Him, He fills it with fervent desire, by means so delicate that the soul itself does not understand them for these are influences so delicate and subtle that they proceed from the very depth of the heart . often when a (unsuspecting) person is quite unprepared for such a thing, and is not even thinking of God, he is awakened by His Majesty, as though by a rushing comet or a thunderclap.(think Eric Clapton “Layla” power cordsthe soul is very well aware that it has been called by God, so much so that sometimes, especially at first, it begins to temble .It is conscious of having been most delectably wounded, but it is certain that this is a precious experience and it would be glad if it were never to be healed of that wound. The soul beseeches its Beloved with words of love, and even cries aloud, being unable to help itself, for it realizes that He is present but will not manifest Himself in such a way as to allow it to enjoy Him, and this is a great grief, though a sweet and delectable one; even if it should desire not to suffer it, it would have no choice -- but in any case it never would so desire. It is much more satisfying to a soul than is the delectable absorption, devoid of distress, which occurs in the Prayer of Quiet.
For the Spouse, Who is in the seventh Mansion, seems to be calling the soul in a way which involves no clear utterance of speech, and none of the inhabitants of the other Mansions -- the senses, the imagination or the faculties -- dares to stir.
So powerful is the effect of this upon the soul that it becomes consumed with desire, yet cannot think what to ask, so clearly conscious is it of the presence of its God. Now, if this is so, you will ask me what it desires or what causes it distress. What greater blessing can it wish for? I cannot say; I know that this distress seems to penetrate to its very bowels; and that, when He that has wounded it draws out the arrow, the bowels seem to come with it, so deeply does it feel this love. I have just been wondering if my God could be described as the fire in a lighted brazier, from which some spark will fly out and touch the soul, in such a way that it will be able to feel the burning heat of the fire; but, as the fire is not hot enough to burn it up, and the experience is very delectable, the soul continues to feel that pain and the mere touch suffices to produce that effect in it.
It is perfectly clear that source of this sweet pain of love is the Lord, and its effects are the intense absorption of the joy Anyone to whom Our Lord has granted this favour will give God the most heartfelt thanks let him endeavour to serve God and to grow better all his life long and he will see the result of this and find himself receiving more and more.
The soul, then, has these yearnings and tears and sighs, together with the strong impulses which have already been described. They all seem to arise from our love, and are accompanied by great emotion, While the soul is in this condition, and interiorly burning, Ah, God help me! Lord, how Thou dost afflict Thy lovers! Yet all this is very little by comparison with what Thou bestowest upon them later.
That's Love folks intense unremitting painfully sweet and very clear and definite of purpose . By pain that is very sweet love joins two hearts into one . (:D)