The first book was so inspiring, I wish I’d read it as a teenager as I had never seen teenage girls portrayed in such a complex and realistic way (high achiever, dreams of the future, boyfriend, school and sport commitments, emotional, passionate, angry). But the grief she experiences (while realistic) drags the story down. She comes across as entitled, spoiled, miserable friend/daughter/student with no real interest in making amends for her behaviour. It was disappointing and boring. Historical insights were cool.