A WWII war novel about a Jewish medic at the tail end of WWII stationed on the front lines. Non-fiction war novels can teach us a ton about human nature and instincts. Leo had visions of being a great combatant dealing out death, destruction, and punishment to the demonized Germans. God had different plans for his life, and he ended up as a non-combatant medic. As a medic he suffered the death of friends and foes and was obligated to patch people up regardless of their status as enemies or friendlies. He was 19 when he came into service, which was and is pretty typical. I was 19 when I joined the service as well. 19 is an awkward age where one is considered an adult, but still has qualities and parts of a youthful mindset. Hormones are raging at this point in people's lives as it is the peak time for perpetuating the human race. This would make it all the more confusing to people to be in a position to kill one another.
Some very important life lessons are entrenched in this book. The first lesson, and one of the most important ones is that most people, save for psychopaths, sociopaths, and narcissists have feelings. People can dissociate their feelings, or put them off, or even deny their existence, but they are always there even if they are existing in the shadows. One can rest assured that when one least expects it, they will jump into the light and pounce on you. This is how Leo's story starts. His feelings pounced on him when he least expected them to. He wasn't even aware that he had them. This has happened to me, and I am sure it has happened to the vast majority of human beings. When people are exposed to anything that is intense - war, trauma, sex, marriage, live birth, tragedy, miracles, joyful occasions, and so on - they will have feelings associated with those events. My advice is to let the feeling flow as things happen. No one wants to be blindsided by a lurking feeling. Feelings don't care about convenience, or appearances, or even right or wrong. Feelings just are and holding them in will only make them more powerful and aggressive. The other side of the coin is that if feelings are help in too long, they can damage the heart (metaphorically speaking) and cause a person to lose the ability to have them altogether. Feelings are not our enemy, we have them so that we can move past or experience fully whatever we are going through at the moment.
This is a great book, and I hope the author learned the lessons in life he was seeking. I recommend this book to anyone who likes war novels, is interested in history, is searching for truth, or just wants a short engaging read. Leo writes with candor, and he doesn't brag about what he's been through. The pages are full of humility. We could all benefit from having a Leo in our lives. A person who is far wiser than they give themselves credit for. A person who can see evil for what it is yet experience it in a human way.