4.5 stars
Ah, I loved this book. Loved!
Two guys working for the same publishing company, meeting virtually during the COVID pandemic, starting off on the wrong foot, but eventually becoming friends and then lovers.
I absolutely loved the format of this book, it's mostly text messages and emails, and you'd think it would be hard to follow the plot, but damn, this worked perfectly. As an introverted person myself, meeting your future partner online is the dream! 😅 Honestly, their relationship developed so organically and beautifully, I couldn't stop reading.
Ezra and Oliver are two flawed humans, trying to navigate both personal problems and life during a freaking plague. The rep in this book was what initially drew me to it, both characters are bisexual, Oliver is suffering from RA (I don't know much about it, but it felt accurately portrayed.. the flares, the everyday struggles), and Ezra deals with anxiety (there's one episode in particular that made my heart hurt, he's so vulnerable and confused when that anxiety attack strikes).
The writing was so good, it flowed easily and it was really funny too. Those book excerpts Ezra sends to Oliver had me cackling. 😅 These two spend months talking online, and when they finally get to meet, ah! The anticipation was brilliant, because by then they were both pining over each other and crushing on one another.
I loved the entire group of characters, they have a couple of friends in common prior to meeting, and it was so nice seeing them interacting, even if mostly virtually. Here's to a Zoom birthday, I had that! 😅
I particularly liked Ezra and Oliver's rapport, their type of intimacy was so natural, the domesticity they had going made me love them even more. I was so ecstatic that some of my favourite TV shows were mentioned (PSYCH!!!). Let's not forget Fiona, Oliver's cat, she's a queen and she blended in their relationship perfectly.
I did have a bit of a problem with Ezra's character, but that's just a me thing.. he was pretty much every person's dream: tattooed, well travelled, the artistic type, English accent, speaking French. I mean, yes to all of that, but I think I would have liked his background to be a little bit different or maybe more detailed, I don't know. I think I wanted more closure.
Anyway! Such a great debut. I loved it so so much!
Thank you to the author and BookSirens for sending a digital ARC.