Well, here it is. . . time to write my 600th review for Goodreads, and I realized yesterday as I boarded an airplane bound for home that I had 2 special books in my carry-on: Yehuda Amichai's Even a Fist Was Once an Open Palm with Fingers and a collection of selected stories by Raymond Carver, Short Cuts.
I knew that, in the 4 hours I was on the plane, I would finish both books and then wonder who'd have the more significant review, but I didn't realize, at the time, that I'd be able to pull both of my two new favorite writers into the same review.
But, would you believe it. . . when I got to page 91 and found Mr. Amichai's poem "We Have Done Our Duty" I realized he had practically written my review of Ray Carver's 9 short stories for me:
We did our duty,
we arranged our lives in flowerbeds and shadows
and straight paths, pleasant for walking,
like the garden of a mental hospital.
Our despair is domesticated and gives us peace,
only the hopes have remained,
wild hopes, their screams
shatter the night and rip up the day.
Two independent works, twenty years apart in their inception. . . communicating the same thing. That our mundane lives, our striving for peace, our desire to do good deeds and be happy is often peppered in the background with our violence and our screams.
Robert Altman, the distinguished director who turned some of Carver's work into his famous film of the same name, Short Cuts, echoes this sentiment in his Introduction of this collection:
I read all of Ray's writings, filtering him through my own process. The film is made of little pieces of his work that form sections of scenes and characters out of the most basic elements of Ray's creations—new but not new.
No. . . living, loving, suffering, fucking, killing, being killed, dying. . . none of it's new.
But Ray Carver's take on it, in his sparse, taut, edgy prose is ALWAYS new, no matter when you discover it for the first time.
And I was discovering 80% of this particular compilation (a tie-in promotion with the movie by Altman), for the first time, on an airplane, and let me tell you. . . if you've never read “A Small, Good Thing” before, may I recommend it? It is one of the most harrowing short stories I've ever read in my life, and I was literally sobbing uncontrollably into the window on the airplane, mortified that I had read such a thing in public.
The young woman next to me (who was practically seated on my lap), looked up at me, suspiciously, from the game on her phone, wondering why a collection of papers, glued together, would make a person cry.
After I gained control of my embarrassing hiccups and sobs, I wondered to myself: who goes on an airplane, intentionally, without a book?
Then I laughed at my own discovery: Ray Carver's characters. That's who.
Five stars, baby. You're the master, Ray.