Note: I had no idea upon picking this book up, but it was about A Course in Miracles. I’ve never read any other books by this author or A Course in Miracles and don’t plan to, but as someone who spent decades of my life immersed in occult/witchcraft/paganism, I was definitely feeling red flags in the first pages.
As someone who had a visceral experience of Jesus personally coming in my darkest hour, her story about a “figure at the foot of her bed” and thinking this might be Jesus, I have to say, you will absolutely know when it is Jesus - there is no mistake, accept no imitation! Where was the peace that passes all understanding in that experience? The overwhelming feeling of being loved and cared for? She didn’t describe an entity that sounds like Jesus at all. A mysterious figure she sees later and also believes to be Jesus, says to her “I thought we had a deal” which sounds threatening and sinister. Definitely doesn’t sound like Jesus, it sounds like the devil (the one you make a deal with).
While I understand her feeling that Jesus should be for everyone, and he is ready for any and all that open their hearts to him, she is very esoteric and on the fence. If you had a personal experience with the real Jesus, you would give your whole life for him, you would not be proud that you are ‘not now or ever will be a Christian’. I know her target audience is people that need Jesus but don’t know it/don’t want him, but by putting Jesus‘ name in the title she completely closed the ears of those exact people! Then in another breath she says we don’t need to believe in God or Jesus, just each other (uhhh - pretty sure that’s what the world has been trying to do this entire post-Christian era and it’s not really working that well.) It’s like she doesn’t want to be pigeonholed by her faith, but the whole book is about the miraculous way Jesus can restore your life and she speaks a lot about the ego as evil incarnate.
She does get it right that Jesus is tenderness and power in infinite degrees.
While I balked at parts, I’m happy I stuck in there, because there are a lot of good nuggets here that I think could help people that need more love/mercy/grace/forgiveness in their life. It’s just very sad to me that her basic premise is you don’t need to embrace Jesus as God to have your life transformed. Personally, that was not the case for me. The last couple chapters were pretty repetitive but I enjoyed the middle. 2.5 for me.