I am actually giving this a 4 and 1/2 star rating since the beginning for me was a bit boring, though having finished the book I see it's relevance to the second half of the book, and IMHO could have been summed up quicker. Having said that, once the author Danny Sugarman got to the part where he met The Doors, at a much too young age of 13, this book was un-put-downable!
It seems like Sugarman, who also wrote the great Jim Morrison bio "No One Here Gets Out Alive ( which, BTW, I read while my father lay dying in an ICU ward-total coincidence but obviously foreboding- and I admit not in good taste), was born with a kind of "mad" gene and total lack of self control and his growing up years didn't help in the matter. His appetite for endless partying and ultimate self destruction is summed up best in Jack Kerouac's beat novel, On the Road, where he so aptly wrote: "...mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be destroyed, mad to be saved, desirous of everything. .." It seems Danny was on a quest for all these things and of approval (of the wrong kind); on a quest for self discovery and a bit lost at such a young and impressionable age. Having lacked good role models while growing up he sought them where he could find them: in the hedonistic world of 60's and 70's rock -n- roll, not the best place for a kid to be hanging around.
This totally reminded me of Trainspotting and Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas rolled into one, but pumped up quite a few notches. The extent of his drug use just boggles the mind! Endless parties with speedballs, ludes, uppers, downers, acid...you name it, but constantly heroine being at the center of this tilt-a-world. At first it seems fun and harmless, just part of being in the whirlwind of the music world of the time. Some parts just make you want to join in the party and be there, mingling with the "pantheon of rock Gods. As a reader, there is a part of you that envies him and you "nod" (pun intended) in approval.
But as laugh out loud funny as some parts may be, as you keep reading you find yourself feeling like you are in the midst of, not a party, but a train wreck, no longer laughing or having fun, but awed, baffled, shocked and ultimately disgusted at just how low someone can go for a fix.
How he did not die at 21, with an enlarged heart, two types of hepatitis, malnourshment and God knows what else, is a miracle in and of itself. Sadly he did die at 50 of heart failure, a fairly young age to die, but just amazed he even made it that far even if he had stayed sober since, considering all the damage that had already been done to his body.
If anyone is thinking of doing heroine or becoming a junkie, read this book first...it will scare you straight.
In the end it is a sad quixotic rock tale of the consequences of delving into the mad world of drug addiction no hands barred. Oh...and I am sure hanging out with Jim Morrison, Iggy Pop and Makenzie Phillips sure didn't help.