(Formal review to follow, but my quick take is that this was amazing!! It is short and not even especially dense, but I felt a real need to take my time reading slowly through it –– it is brimming with a holy wisdom that I just wanted to savor and allow to sink in. Definitely see myself revisiting this.)
For many, the modern experience is often marked by an ever-escalating sense of urgency at an individual and global level. We feel frenzied in our efforts, scattered in our attention, and depleted in our capacities –– or, perhaps, haunted by a sheepish guilt in moments of otherwise contentment. We are left with a pervasive question: How to engage with the world without being consumed by it? Voices throughout time have offered varied responses, and Thomas Kelley’s is one whose message rises compellingly above the chorus. At the center of his argument in A Testament of Devotion is a Quaker-shaped call towards a singular devotion to the present and active God. While at first glance this does not register as a particularly unique or applicable direction, Kelly excels at disarming expectations to offer a vital vision for a life of integration, peace, action, and love that arises out of one’s wholehearted devotion.
From a distance, this may sound like an exhortation only applicable to a select few –– those who can adopt the lifestyle of monks and desert mystics whose days are consumed with spiritual practices. Alternatively, maybe it registers as yet another example of religious programming expected to be crammed into one’s daily schedule. Perhaps in hopes of dispelling these suspicions, Kelly’s first essay clarifies that he is concerned with “ways of conducting our inward life so that we are perpetually bowed in worship, while we are also very busy in the world of daily affairs." This intertwining of the seeming polarities of spiritual worship and earthly action is fundamental to Kelly’s theological imagination, and he urges readers to pursue “not alternation, but simultaneity, worship undergirding every moment." While Kelly endorses the value of spiritual practices and participation in religious fellowship, his sense of devotion is crucially not a retreat from or rejection of the world; he seeks integration rather than separation, and an awareness of the concurrence of the Divine Life’s presence overlapping with the unfolding everyday. One’s thoughts become interwoven with a steady stream of prayer, and the day is imbued with an ongoing awareness of the permeating reality of God.
In Kelly’s fourth essay, “The Eternal Now and Social Concerns,” he most clearly articulates both his sense of the presumed tension between worship and action and how his vision of devotion climaxes in the coexistence of the two. He begins with a brief overview and careful critique of religion’s (and especially Quakerism’s) slide towards “This-sidedness,” which is to say its emphasis on the pressing needs of the present world over and against the heavenly world to come. For Kelly, the central Quaker teaching that “The possibility of the experience of Divine Presence, as a repeatedly realized and present fact, and its transforming and transfiguring effect upon all life” disrupts the binary of This-side and the Other-side, allowing for experiences of the Eternal Now. The Eternal Now is when God is present, rendering it the inbreaking of God’s agency and action in the world and the moment in which God’s reality is actually and accessibly possible –– and it is made possible often through the yielding of humanity. In other words, the Eternal Now is when those seeking God are found by God, when “We sing, but not yet we, but the Eternal sings within us."
We are wise to ask: What distinguishes our independent action from God’s within us? It is within the Eternal Now that we are freed to act unencumbered by the tyranny of past failures or future anxieties which so often hinder and limit us. Likewise, we remember, as Kelly writes in “Eternal Presence and Temporal Guidance” that “The world’s work is to be done. But it doesn’t have to be finished by us. We have taken ourselves too seriously. The life of God overarches all lifetimes." In the Eternal Now, the heavy burdens of overwhelming urgency and singular responsibility are replaced with a liberating trust in God’s everlasting commitment to the world and its immense needs. Kelly describes this as “contemptus mundi” –– a healthy, stable detachment from the frequent ebbs and flows of a world in the throes of injustice and sin. However, crucially, this is always balanced by an equal sense of “amor mundi” as we share in God’s cosmic love for the world. This, ultimately, is the mark of an encounter with the Divine Presence in the Eternal Now: “There is a tendering of the soul toward everything in creation, from the sparrow’s fall to the slave under the lash." The tendered soul is, of course, known not only by its empathy for the suffering of the world but also its action within it. In “Eternal Presence and Temporal Guidance,” Kelly writes that “the root experience of divine Presence contains within it not only a sense of being energized from a heavenly Beyond; it contains also a sense of being energized toward an earthly world. For the Eternal Life and Love are not pocketed in us; they are flooding through us into the world of time and men."
Kelly’s appreciation for the Quakerly notion of a “concern” is essential for understanding how one’s soul can be tendered and commissioned into a suffering world without being utterly consumed by its seemingly infinite needs. Although one develops a sensitivity towards all earthly plights, our task is not to attend to them all, but rather to discern which ones specifically demand our active engagement. He writes that “concern particularizes this cosmic tenderness. It brings to a definite focus in some concrete task all that experience of love and responsibility which might evaporate, in its broad generality, into vague yearnings for a golden paradise." In this way, discerning concerns protects us from being overburdened and underutilized, ensuring that we are not consumed by either the endlessness of work to be done nor the enormity of our overwhelming feelings about it. We can regard the concerns set before us as distilled expressions of God’s care for the world, and our action as a conduit for God’s responsive action.
Many of us are simultaneously hounded by the heavy burden of responsibility to the world around us and haunted by our inability to do more. At first glance, Kelly’s exhortation to listen for God’s knock at the door of our life and devote ourselves wholly to the one who finds us when we open it can feel like retreating from these realities, but he rejects such binary reductions. Indeed, such devotion reorders our lives in a way that relativizes these matters, but does not replace them. Steeped in awareness of God’s eternal faithfulness to the troubles of this world, we even begin to share in such tenderness more and more, but from the steady ground of God’s Eternal Now rather than the shaky territory of the ever-changing present. Instead of being drowned in the endless waves of the world’s infinite demands, we are gifted the clarity of concerns set distinctly before us as a means of participating in God’s response to the world. Ultimately, this imbues us with a share in the “Cosmic Patience” which frees us to find hope beyond the immediate outcomes of our efforts, trusting they are part of a much larger whole that can only be finished by God. And so it is from this place of deep peace, rather than frenzied desperation, that we meet the world each day, as well as the God who devotedly loves it.