Without obstetrician, in darkness, unconscious,
The towering Urals, hands clawing the night,
Yelled out in travail and fainting away,
Blinded by agony, gave birth to light.
- - -
My sister, Life, is today overflowing
And smashing herself in spring rain on our coats,
But people with monocles are not amused
And bite, quite politely, like snakes in the oats.
- - -
How good it was then to go out into quietness!
The steppe's boundless seascape flows to the sky.
The feather grass sighs, ants rustle in it,
And the keening mosquito floats by.
- - -
Beer raving, cascading off
The moustache of precipice, headland, cliff,
Spit, shoal, and knot. The blazing and roar
Of the deep, drenched with moonlight
As from a washtub. Sucking gale and fume
And thunder. Light, as day. All lit by foam.
You can't tear you eyes from that sight.
Surf pounding the sphinx spares no candles
And fresh ones it promptly rekindles.
A cliff and gale. A cliff and cloak and hat.
The sphinx's lips inhale the salty breath
Of fogs. The sand all round is smeared
With medusan kisses of death.
- - -
No one will be in the house
But twilight. Just the same
Winter day in the gap
The gathered curtains frame.
Only swiftly beating wings
Of white flakes as they fall.
Only roofs and snow, and but
For roofs and snow — no one at all.
- - -
I am dead, but you are living.
And the wind, moaning and grieving,
Rocks the house and the forest,
Not one pine after another
But further than the furthest
Horizon all together,
Like boat-hulls and bowsprits
In an unruffled anchorage,
Rocked out of aimless rage,
But with a sad heart seeking
Words for your cradle-song.