From rear cover: "I no longer knew myself. Somebody had been physically prevented from leaving the Group. The implications were serious and I was completely unable to work them out. My mind had gone into limbo, somewhere beyond my reach. The true story of one woman's search in the hippie communities of North Queensland in the '70s, for self and the meaning of life - of her guru, Ralph, and the strange household of his disciples - and the 'madness' that followed".