My Recap:
Maureen was married to Tommy for thirty years. Married to a man who never forgot a birthday, never forgot an anniversary and would take time to write letters as the tooth fairy for his daughter. From the outside, he appeared to be the perfect man, husband and father, but everyone has their secrets. Was their marriage perfect or a perfect charade?
Sadly when Maureen met Tommy, she believed she had been saved. She didn't view herself as beautiful, but enormous, hideous. He prayed upon that. Showing his real colours days before there wedding by pinching her hips and telling her ”You're getting fat”. But due to a late period, expensive wedding and not believing she’d find anyone else to love her, she went on to marry him.
Controlling everything in her life, Tommy choose were they lived. Complained about the money Maureen spent. Unable to socialise with neighbours. Friendless and isolated. Her life was her house. Keeping everything pristinely clean.
She told herself it wasn't that bad. Just pinching and verbal assaults. Nothing that she couldn't handle. Nothing she did was ever right, she believed.
Like many women who are in an abusive relationship, Maureen never told a soul. Six months after his death Maureen finds the box Tommy left for her. Prompting from her daughter, she opened the gift wrapped box. Finding a GPS.
To begin with, she loved her GPS, adding in all her destinations, including far of places she wished to one day visit. The voice of the GPS never called her fat or stupid. The trips she dreamed of came could be a reality. She didn't have to worry about money for gas or mileage, everything seemed possible, in a world without Tommy.
After scheduling a lunch in New Hope with her sister, the voice of the GPS suddenly changes to a mans. Impatient, harsh. Knowing strongly that the GPS was misleading her, she didn't know what to do. Instead, going home to get a map, she did what she had always done, and followed directions. Then begins the dangerous ride. Uncovering the truths about her husband and of course herself.
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Review: Four Stars
Probably the scariest situation to be in if you have been abused. Your dead husband reaching out from beyond to continue to torture you.
As her husband Tommy underwent treatment for cancer, his physical abuse escalated from twice a month to twice a week and finally in the end to every day. His leash tightened around her, exerting more and more control over Maureen.
Everything was going wrong for her. Maureen's credit card was stolen. The dishwasher overflowed damaging the floor, the pare having to replace both. The trash cans where knocked over and her favourite top went missing. Everything in her life was snowballing. Tommy inflicted his punishment upon her for every mistake, every misstep.
I'm not surprised she killed him. He murdered her spirit for years. But in a way I am surprised. Tommy had so much control over Maureen that the twist did surprise me, though in hindsight it was obvious.
This short was incredibly well written, making the reader genuinely care for the protagonist, which isn't easy to do in 40 pages. Having been in unsavoury relationships in my past, I understood Maureen. Cared for her. Hated that her torment wasn't over even in death.
”You did this to me!”
”You asked for it”
Controlling her through the GPS, Tommy tries to kill her. This time, finally Tommy doesn't win and she is free.
Four stars to this great short story. Bringing to light that words often hurt more than physical abuse.