I have always harboured a profound fascination with the life of Eileen Chang, ever since I encountered a mention of her work, "Lust, Caution," although I have neither watched nor read it. The lives of authors, particularly those from the 20th century, have consistently captivated my interest. Perhaps it is just my personal inclination, but sometimes I find that authors' lives can at times be more enthralling than their stories themselves. Thus, my fascination with Eileen Chang and her existence immersed in the Western-Chinese lifestyle of the 20th century China was initiated.
To be truthful, I bought this book quite some time ago, and despite my yearning to read it for an extended period, I had continually postponed doing so. I did some extensive research, cautiously avoiding any spoilers, in order to secure a book by Eileen Chang that possessed a somewhat favourable conclusion. Unfortunately, I mistakenly believed that this was merely a solitary short story, and I, to my own chagrin, held the impression that it would contain one short story with a happy ending. In retrospect, I am relieved that my initial assumption was misguided, as I ended up encountering not just one exceptional literary piece by Eileen Chang, but rather a collection of six distinct works. Through this experience, I personally comprehended the immense talent and prolific nature of Chang as a writer.
One aspect of Asian literature that engrosses me is its capacity to transport us into alternate realms. Although I hesitate to make generalizations, I find myself possessing a rather inexplicable affinity towards Asian narratives. It is conceivable that this affinity arises from my own Asian background. Yet, as I immerse myself in these narratives, which represent vastly contrasting cultures, my fascination grows. Additionally, their ability to interweave reality with the historical atrocities we ourselves have endured facilitates a deeper understanding of these stories. An often overlooked element that remains prevalent within our societies is the enduring impact of colonization, which many fail to acknowledge. While some may argue that this period belongs to a bygone era and much has transpired since, it would be ignorant to assume that our lives and the world as a whole have been completely reshaped since that time. The wounds inflicted during colonization persist, even to this day. Personally, until recent times, I would listen to my grandfather's accounts of how British systems dictated life during his era and how they were compelled to conform to a lifestyle that catered to British preferences rather than embracing their own cultural heritage. Countless cultural identities were decimated, and in some cases, not even traces of these cultures remain. Such cultures were inherently rich and cannot be replicated by any other. Monarchies, despite my lack of fervor for monarchical systems, stand as remnants of our ancestors and were utterly obliterated. Yet, we now witness and cheer for individuals on television who bear the blood of those who destroyed these ancient civilizations, heralding them as some of the greatest rulers history has ever witnessed. While they may indeed be regarded as great by some, for most of us, they symbolize the memories of what we have lost, what our grandfathers and great-grandfathers lost. This extensive rumination is intended to elucidate how I feel a certain kinship with Asian novels. Although I believe this digression should rightfully pertain to the book I am currently reading, it is worth noting that remnants of British rule persist within Chang's world as well. The recurring presence of opium and its consequential effects, along with the imprint of Western modes of thought, are observable in nearly every story, influencing the thoughts and behaviours of our heroines and heroes.
Chang possesses an unparalleled mastery of language, enabling her to elicit in readers a sense of romance that defies conventional notions of happiness or sorrow. Upon concluding her narratives, we are left in a state of emotional ambivalence. It simply reflects life itself. By the time I reached the final short story, I found myself contemplating whether Chang had ever penned a tale with a genuinely happy ending. However, considering the historical context in which she lived, happiness may have been an elusive luxury. In times of adversity, even the smallest semblance of joy, whether morally upright or not, is cherished dearly. Perhaps my upbringing, despite my extensive discourse on culture, influences such a statement. One intriguing aspect I noticed was the prevalence of families from higher or working-class backgrounds achieving success within her stories. This is a noteworthy reflection of the society from which Chang emerged. It is undeniably intriguing that the literary works of Eileen Chang offer us, as readers situated in contemporary society, a remarkable opportunity to gain insights into the lives of individuals in that particular era. In my personal opinion, this can be regarded as the paramount contribution bestowed upon us by Chang.
For the first time, I feel as though I am composing a review that lacks coherence, merely pouring forth a torrent of thoughts. Therefore, I extend my apologies to anyone reading this review. Certain books have a propensity to leave one pondering over a myriad of topics. Such has been my experience as of late, as the recent books I have read have prompted me to reflect increasingly upon our collective past and how our present lives have been shaped by it. My predilection for delving into post-war regeneration literature has only exacerbated this inclination. The forthcoming book I am about to read will undoubtedly inspire me to expound upon unnecessary tangents related to the past even more than this current endeavour. I may appear to be an embittered individual anchored in the past (an inclination that can be partially ascribed to my present occupation as a history student), but there ought to be individuals who remember. It is not that I harbour a desire to perpetuate these acrimonious ruminations; rather, we must learn from our mistakes. Yet, it feels as though we are trapped in a perpetual limbo, where power-hungry individuals trample upon those who are incapable of defending themselves in their relentless pursuit of ambition.