Secret McQueen has hunted vampires, werewolves, and every conceivable supernatural menace-to-society. Seen it all? Not even close. When the queen of the were-ocelots comes to her for help finding a missing girl, the half-vampire/half-werewolf soon realizes how much she has to learn about the things that go bump in the night.
The case of the missing cat is one thing. Pile it up with her new duties as a Tribunal Leader, her tenuous position as mate to the king of the Eastern werewolves, and a slew of new (and unwelcome) supernatural abilities, and Secret is once again in familiar territory. "Way" over her head. But for this multitasking half-breed, it's business as "un"usual.
What knocks her for a loop, though, isn t her lover s intoxicating kiss. It s the missing memories rushing at her from out of nowhere, signaling a rapidly approaching fork in her destiny. Her choice will affect not only her life, but her love.
Sierra Dean is a reformed historian. She was born and raised in the Canadian prairies and is allowed annual exit visas in order to continue her quest of steadily conquering the world one city at a time. Making the best of the cold Canadian winters, Sierra indulges in her less global interests: drinking too much tea and writing urban fantasy.
Ever since she was a young girl she has loved the idea of the supernatural coexisting with the mundane. As an adult, however, the idea evolved from the notion of fairies in flower beds, to imagining that the rugged-looking guy at the garage might secretly be a werewolf. She has used her overactive imagination to create her own version of the world, where vampire, werewolves, fairies, gods and monsters all walk among us, and she’ll continue to travel as much as possible until she finds it for real.
She’s also a book lover (of course!), obsessive collector of OPI nailpolish and the owner of way too many pairs of shoes.
Another wild adventure through the streets of New York with the oddly named Secret McQueen, half vampire and half werewolf, still only twenty-two years old but already with important duties for both the vampire Council of New York and the werewolf king of the Eastern United States. Please note that this is a series you really have to read from the beginning, because each installment starts with a major spoiler for the previous installment (and the publisher's blurb, repeated at the top of this Goodreads page, does the same). So with that sobering caution, here we go.
With her new status among the vampires, Secret misses her six-year stint as a rogue vampire slayer and longs for the hunt. So she grabs the chance to carry on as of old when someone she really likes--Genevieve, the queen of the rare were-ocelots--calls on her to help find Genevieve's missing niece Lucy, a student at Columbia University. Genevieve is sure that sinister forces are at work, but as it turns out she doesn't know the half of it. Secret will come up against a frighteningly powerful adversary and hope her recently growing powers can save her life (more than once)!
The tightly written, action-packed adventure is cast as a mystery, and there's a great big clue to the solution at the halfway point--but once the adversary is revealed, it only gets scarier. At the same time tensions rise in werewolf politics, forcing Secret into an impossible position if the Eastern pack is to survive. And this brings us back to Secret's unusual love life, which looked last time as if it could develop into a reverse harem. In this story Secret is also involved with four males, but not exactly the same ones. Here's how.
As before, Secret and Desmond Alvarez are convincing lovers--he loves her and she loves him, simple and straightforward. Desmond is second-in-command of the werewolf pack, but Secret is bonded, mated even, to Lucas the king of the pack; her status is accordingly Consort rather than Queen, and the pressure is on for the pack to have a real King and Queen. Holden the vampire, who used to be her handler when she was hunting rogues, is now her bodyguard and pretty much her best vampire friend. There's chemistry with all three, Desmond, Lucas, and Holden, but she's been restraining herself (barely) with the last two.
So how do these three males feel about each other? The relationship between Lucas and his second is remarkably complex, while Holden manages somehow to tolerate the wolves for Secret's sake; and all these relationships develop significantly over the course of this story.
Sig, the vampire chief who's looked like a potential fourth love interest, is barely present in this novel, though surely he'll be back in future installments. The fourth male of interest here is Gabriel, Secret's ex-boyfriend who broke her heart. In the years since their breakup, Gabriel has gone to the dark side and is now under arrest for multiple murders. The victims were students in the class at Columbia where he's been the teaching assistant, and Genevieve's missing niece Lucy was in that class too.
I've managed to get this far without resorting to spoiler tags. There's savage action and many deaths before it's over, and the supernatural element advances in new directions. Well worth the read.
This book is definitely my favourite in the series so far - EPIC!!
I have to say that my dislike of Lucas developed during this book, before, I could kind of live with 'the' situation but after this, well, he's down on my list - however, that's just because of the circumstances with Secret and Desmond... Lucas on his own? HOT HOT HOT!!!
I love Desmond and I love the relationship he has with Secret... another character I'm loving is Dominick, he's fast growing on me!
I loved that this book had a little less to do with Secret's job on the tribunal and more to do with the 'wolfy' side... As Secret tries to work out where the missing girls are and additionally tries to see her ex 'Gabriel' as an innocent man, there are things that happen that left me 'gob' smacked!
I was on the edge of my chair at times and holding my breath as Secret's nearest and dearest are threatened... then towards the end, Secret visits the Oracle with Desmond, the Oracle whispers something to Desmond and she tells Secret a little of her future... When Secret finds out what Desmond was told - I flipped... my mind is working overtime because I can see a few scenarios that fit these words - what an ending!!!
I have to say that Sierra Dean has written a series that I am truly enjoying, I love these books and they just keep getting better and better!!!
I'm really confused over this series, I like Secret but I've yet to see her do anything, worthy of her badass reputation. she seems to get knocked in the head at the start of every fight and beat her opponent without me realising for a a paragraph or two.
I like Desmond but the author hasn't left much room to move because I don't think I will except her dumping him for another love interest just because he's too nice.
I hate Lucas. I don't feel anything for him and I dont think Secret does either, he seems to be motivated mostly by the packs needs and i don't even think he loves her.
I like Sig but I'm not sure how he feels about her as there was a reference in the last book that Secret was the most important thing to him.. like since when? and why does he always put her in danger.
I love Holden but I feel bad about Desmond and I don't think there is a way to get around him.
Also I don't like the fact that the only male character she doesn't have a romantic relationship with is gay. -dominick
It’s always a pleasure to find Secret again and her hectic life. I must say that her destiny is looming more and more and we feel a constant evolution in her character. Indeed, a lot of things happened in the previous novel and I was very curious to attend the events there.
Our young heroine is now a full member of the court, a place that is not really familiar, but she tries to adapt and to meet the requirements of people around her. If only it were only that but she must also manage her position in the pack and the meaning of being the companion of two alphas. This is already something very complicated in itself, but she must also investigate the disappearance of a young girl who strangely coincides with the reappearance of the man who has totally broke her heart years before. This allows us also to be able to learn a little more about her past as it ultimately remains quite mysterious.
There are as always a lot of things in this novel and Secret evolves a lot. We therefore see that she is ultimately even more different than what we thought. I really wonder where the story will end up and I’m looking forward to reading the other novels in order learn more. I am also looking forward to seeing how her relationship with Desmond and Lucas will change, ad they’re both completely different and tensions finally starting to appear. I admit that I love the two men and I would struggle to pick just one… Besides they are not alone and even if Holden isn’t very present here, it’s like it was the case. I was quite surprised to see that Sig wasn’t really present either, especially after what had happened earlier but I hope that we’ll have the opportunity to learn more in relation to his motives as it’s really difficult to understand that.
The plot of this novel was fabulous and I was completely surprised several times by the turn of the history. Sierra Dean masters her world and her characters and I’m very curious to continue to learn more and more. This is a very good urban fantasy series, full of originality and I warmly recommend you to try it if you haven’t yet.
I enjoyed most of this book but it's gets a low rating because I hate Secret's relationship with Lucas, he manipulates her into doing things she doesn't want to do (or just does them and without asking her), then guilts her for being 'selfish' enough to think of what she actually wants and whats best for her rather than doing what suits him best and then uses their bond to emotionally manipulate her into agreeing with him (also why is this bond a one way street that makes Secret roll over and accept his decisions but doesn't affect the way Lucas acts towards her).
I also don't understand why every guy secret meets seems to fall for her and the only person male she seems capable of having a platonic relationship with is Dominick . I wish that she was less defined by her sexual relationships (not romantic because there's not much romance at all, they all just seem to think Secret's hot).
Favorite Quote: “Do you kiss you mom with that mouth?”
“No, but I would tell her to go fuck herself with this mouth.”
At the end of A Bloody Good Secret, Secret McQueen killed a tribunal member, which automatically requires her to take the deceased place. Now that she is on the Tribunal, Secret finds herself playing more of an administrative role and being less active in the field. Something she misses very much. With her new supernatural powers becoming stronger and more unpredictable, she is also required to have a bodyguard. This keeps her and Holden rather close and Secret finds her attraction to him increasing. In Deep Dark Secret, Holden calls in his marker and asks Secret for help for a friend. Secret finds herself in the presence of the were-ocelot’s Queen, Genevieve, who is asking a favor. Her niece has gone missing and she wants Secret to find her. Secret is excited to finally be hitting the pavement; doing actual work. Secret realizes a serial killer is stalking paranormal females, taunting the police department with grisly clues. Her investigation leads her to her old boyfriend, Gabriel. Secret knows Gabriel couldn’t have done this and goes undercover looking for the real killer. A killer who’s gift is to die for.
Sierra Dean comes back with a hard one-two punch as she brings us another thrilling installment of her Secret McQueen series-Deep Dark Secret. A delightfully dark and humorous urban fantasy that pairs charismatic characters with engaging action filled plots that will leave you wanting more after you read the words, “The End.” Each installment continues to mature, further enriching the development of the characters in realistic fashion. The emotion and decisions they make aren’t always what we want, but we can’t deny they aren’t for the best. I wouldn’t recommend starting here if you haven’t read the previous books. This arc is long reaching and each book picks up where the last one leaves off. You’ll miss out on a lot of the build up if you skip.
Secret McQueen, half vampire and half werewolf, has had a very hard year. Gone are her bounty hunting days; circumstances have placed her in a tangible position of power on the Vampire Tribunal. Her powers are increasing and changing, leaving her feeling uneasy. Her love life continues to be one hot sexy mess and suddenly she is remembering things…things that may have been better left buried.
Though she lives with her werewolf lover Desmond, she is also in a relationship with Lucas, the King of the Werewolves. He’s pushing for a more permanent bonding for political and personal reasons and isn’t above tricking Secret to get it. Holden, oh sexy, sexy Holden, is also asking for a chance to see if their mutual attraction is anything more then just that. And then there is poor Desmond. *sigh* He always seems to get the shaft. He has Secret’s body but I’m not convinced he has her heart.
If I have any qualms about this series, it’s still the romance. After three books and a few novellas, the romance hasn’t advanced much beyond the initial stages. I don’t really sense any love between any of them. Except Desmond. I feel he loves Secret but I don’t get the same feeling from Secret. Secret’s love life is based on a soul bond and I still don’t understand it. I can’t wrap my mind around that it can over ride all your intentions and good sense. And Secret doesn’t have much sense concerning it. She gets mad but never says anything. There is one scene ( a major scene that changes everything) that really made me mad. While I wasn’t pleased with Lucas, it was Secret’s actions that left me cold. I expected him to act that way-but not her. There is a small, vindictive part of me, that wants Desmond to find a second “soul mate” too and stick it to Secret. But I’m petty like that. I think my problem is that love triangles bother me to begin with. It feels like cheating and I don’t really see a future in it unless it’s just for sex. It has an Anita Blake feel to it. However, clues in this book and hints from Ms. Dean lead me to believe the decision may not be hers for much longer and major changes are in the air.
The main conflict is quite macabre and chocked full of action and suspense as Secret follows a literal trail of blood and murder to a insidious villain who’s evil knows no boundaries. He plays a nasty game of cat and mouse with Secret and I found myself on edge, not sure if Secret would come out of this unscathed. Old friends come into play; we see the luscious Detective Taylor again, who is still under the impression that Secret stood him up and makes no bones about the fact he doesn’t like her. Holden does a fine job of playing her conscientious and I still loves him lots. They all offer advice, warnings, and show signs of keeping even more secrets from Secret as she fights to find Lucy and for her life. The ending is a dramatic affair with plenty of twists, turns, and shocking revelations that has me waiting impatiently for book 4. Even with my qualms concerning Secret’s love life, the main storyline and arc developments keeps this series strong and me a fan.
Originally posted at: A Buckeye Girl Reads Nobody writes love triangles better then Sierra Dean. Nobody. In honor of that I have written a few letters to the members of the triangle to tell them why they are or aren't my favorite. :)
Dear Lucas, I know that you are an Alpha male, and honestly you should be my favorite. I have a thing for jerkish alpha males. You are the king of a large territory of the werewolves, and can hold your own with Secret. However, you made me slam my kindle, Martini down on the table and exclaim: "My part of the love triangle isn't going so well." to my parents whom I was staying with at the time and both looked at me like I was crazy. They told me to go onto twitter to talk about my woes. Thank goodness Bells from Hanging With Bells was around to sooth me. You had my heart twisted in knots. I'm not sure I'll be able to forgive you for the pain and almost heart failure you caused to me and Martini. However, it was nice to see more of you in this book, and I like how you keep Secret on her toes.
Not a fan-
C
Lucas sidled up to me, and though my heels gave me a slight advantage, I still needed to look up to see his smile. Funny how his silly grin could light a spark inside me, even when I was worried I might start biting people any minute.
Dear Holden, I know that you are a vampire and think that you know Secret pretty well because of it. I should also really like you because you are smug, yet caring. However, until this book you were the one part of the triangle I disliked the most. However, you now have some company in the dislike area. I really hate how you try to make me like you. Every now and then I will find myself going: "Now I know why Secret likes him" luckily though, those feelings don't last very long and I am reminded why you are dangerous half (or is it triad?) of this triangle. I'm not sure I'll be able to forgive you for making me like you just a teensy, tiny little bit in this book. Because of you, Secret hunted down a missing college girl. I enjoyed the mystery of figuring everything out, and I have to admit I was so wrong about everything, even when it was staring me in the face. The mystery introduced us to Gabe, the idiot who broke Secrets heart. The introduction to new characters was nice, even though it made me scream in frustration a few times.
Still not a fan (but maybe getting an inch closer to one)
C
"Looking for the bedroom?" he asked, giving me a sly smirk. :Yeah. Where do you keep your coffin? Or are you strictly a black-satin-sheets-on-a-four poster-bed kind of cliche?" :Are you asking for an invitation?" his grin faded and he gave me the once over, his gaze trailing and lingering the way some men might use their hands.
Dear Desmond, Be still my heart. Words can't say how much you are my favorite of this love triangle. You understand Secret like neither Holden or Lucas do. You are there for her when she needs you to be, no matter what. You make me sigh, and even though you are just second in command to Lucas I think you are totally enough of an Alpha to be with Secret. She needs someone to bring out the softer side of her that is hiding. I liked how you were there to help her out instead of just waiting around twiddling your thumbs. I really enjoyed it when you gave Lucas a chewing out when he needed it. You are one of the rare nice guys that I find myself cheering for.
Love always,
C
" It's different, though. Because I love you and you love me. We never realized how much human emotion would fuck this whole thing up. It's hard to be analytical when you're in love."
That is why I am:
Barrons Hero Hotness Meter: Super High Curran Crush Meter: Super High Martini Sigh Meter: Super High Sizzle Meter: High Rhiannon Kick Ass Heroine Meter: Super High Finn/Swopes Sidekick Meter: Super High Double Cross Swear Meter: Super High and introducing the: Desmond Lickable Meter: Super High (Thanks to Julie from Yummy Men & Kick Ass Chicks for giving me the idea to have this meter after reading her use of the term in a blog post.)
In the wake of two killer books and two even better novella's, Deep Dark Secret delivers more of the same, an action-packed story staring a top notch heroine. Although this series has managed to maintain its momentum; I'd anticipated something a little different this time around. Sierra's now an all-powerful Tribunal Leader and yet, she finds herself following the same old patterns and assassin ways. I expected something new out of this installment. I suppose that the saying "if something's not broke don't fix it" applies to this series but that might not hold true for much longer if McQueen's character doesn't start evolving into her new role soon.
There's definitely no lack of intrigue or conflict in this story. Secret's learning to juggle her new leadership responsibilities (both as Tribunal Leader and Werewolf Queen), striving for balance in her complicated love life and hunting one of the nastiest prey she's ever faced. It's a wonder that McQueen's managed to keep her head on straight. The only problem with having numerous, competing plot lines is that eventually one either ends up stealing the show or they start to become one big jumbled mess. In this case it was a little bit of both. Personally, I thought that Dean should have spent more time untangling Sierra's threesome or having her transition into her new roles. Instead Secret's still taking down names and kicking butt which isn't the worst shortcoming a book can have but it also won't sustain this series in the long run.
I'm still not entirely sure where Sierra Dean is going with this series' love triangle. Desmond is a sweetheart and if he happens to come out on top I'd be one happy gal. It's impossible not to root for him, especially when his competition is Lucas. Boy do I hate the werewolf king! He continually makes stupid move after stupid move and I for one will rejoice if he gets off-ed in Keeping Secret. For such a kick ass chick, Secret's a real dummy when it comes to Lucas. I'm secretly hoping that she'll lose her temper one of these days and chop off his head. Honorable mention goes to Holden, his contribution to this tale is minimal but I'm not discounting him as a contender quite yet.
I'm ecstatic that Secret finally taps into her werewolf side in book 3 and hope that it's a sign of things to come. Calliope, the oracle, also delivers a few cryptic predictions that have the potential to really shake things up down the line. Secret's on the cusp of something big in Deep Dark Secret, I can feel it. I guess only time and Keeping Secret will tell for sure.
You can't see me, but I swear I am gnashing my teeth right now. I am just on the cusp of loving this series. I love Secret... and almost all of the secondary characters. The world building is great. The pacing is good. I like the concept, the plot, the dialogue. But then there is this goddamn love triangle that makes me want to tear apart my nook with my bare hands.
Let's start with the good stuff, though, shall we? As the story begins, we see Secret starting to come into her own as a member of the Tribunal. But she is still itching to go back to her bounty hunter adventures. So when Holden's maker Rebecca asks her to investigate a missing person's case, Secret doesn't mind one bit. The deeper she digs, the more she realizes the girl's disappearance is likely linked to a larger case involving a handful of missing girls from the local university. So Secret works, in part, with Holden --and in other part with Mercedes-- to try to unravel the mystery.
I thought that element of the story was great. The villain was bad-ass, and Secret was stretched to her limit trying to defeat him. We get to meet her smarmy ex-boyfriend who has been mentioned in prior books. We get to see Ty and his growing mistrust of Secret. I love how we keep building on all the people in Secret's life and their continuing interactions with her.
I also love how she is evolving. It's not entirely clear how she is changing, but it's clear that she is. At times, her vampire side shows signs of dominating... other times, we see more of the wolf coming out than ever before. But why? How far will it go? These questions are there, wrapped up in some cryptic prophecy from the Oracle. It all makes me want MOAR!!
And then there is the romance. I love Desmond. There. I said it. I love Desmond and Lucas is a giant douchecanoe. Before, I found him kind of peripheral and annoying. Now he is firmly in the wanker camp. He does something... scratch that... he does TWO things in this book that are pretty major and pissed me off. But, perhaps, even worse is Secret's reaction. What in the hell is she thinking? I just don't understand. It made me mad. I felt jerked around. Not because of Lucas' behavior, but because of Secret's. Fail. Fail. Fail.
Oh yeah, and then there's still Holden. (*sigh*)
I am genuinely torn. What I like, I really really like. But what I don't.... Grrrrrrr.
I can deal with Lucas Rain being a total asshole. I never liked him. So I'm not surprised by HIS shitty behavior. What I CANNOT STAND is Secret LITERALLY lying down and taking it! W-T-F!? The FORCED mating and the ridiculous proposal! ANY woman with ANY self respect, metaphysical BULLSHIT be damned, would walk over to him and slug him! UGH!
If it weren't for all the Lucas related bullshit I would have LOVED this book. This is the first time I thought the mystery wasn't kinda predictable. I love Desmond, and even Holden. And the Demon story line was very interesting. But her marrying that giant asshole is ruining everything for me. And to reward that shitty behavior by having sex with him.. GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK.
At this point I don't know if I'm going to move on to the next book. But I think not. If I have to read about her "understanding" Lucas because of the stupid mating I'm going to throw the book against a wall.
What was the deal with the disgusting rape analogy and its subsequent apology? If there's one thing that makes me gag it's reading apologies and justifications for what a rapist has done (and lets be real, it may not have been rape as it's usually defined, but if we did live in a paranormal word that would constitute rape). Now not only has he completely violated her and proved again and again that he's a manipulative waste of sperm, but she's going to marry him?!
I'm reading the next book in hopes he'll die a horrible death!
I've been waiting for this. Strong female heroine. Haven't read this good a premise since Sookie. I'm not sure if this series is sustainable. Characters are not evolving. Too many directions but still a good read.
I don't know if it's the execution of the story or what but this was meh for me. I found the conflict between Secret and Lucas not getting resolved. I want to know who all is supposed to be with her. Especially since we've had lingering something with Holden. There is a potential relationship there.
Also lately, it's been feeling like Secret can't do anything on her own. She constantly needs someone to bail her out. I just wasn't a huge fan of this plot and of the romance. I just plainly didn't like this book as well as I did others. However, I'm invested far enough into the series that I want to see what's going to happen. I do think this might be a story I can't binge though as after a while I become with the book.
In this book Secret has to help Holden's maker because she owed a favor. So it is to find her consort's niece. This leads her to Columbia where her ex boyfriend happens to be working as a TA and is accused of murder. There's a lot going on here, but even I could see from a mile away that the cases were related. I don't understand why Secret didn't think they were connected, if she did I must have missed it.
This book was awesome. I always get a bit of a giggle from the way Secret thinks and speaks. This one was no different. Secret was up to her eyeballs in mysteries to solve and she rocked it & kicked it ass – as per usual, with the sass she is best known for.
In this book, the 3rd, we follow Secret (half vampire and half werewolf) take her place on the Vampire Council and try to give up her hunting. Her wolf and vampire natures are getting closer to the surface and she is desperately trying to cling to her humanity, all while trying to find the missing niece of the Ocelot Queen, balance her two lovers – Lucas (King Alpha) and Desmond (Alphas Second), take her place as the pack protector to try and prevent a hostile takeover from her baddie cousin, as well as work out who’s killing the missing college girls. The very same girls that ex boyfriend Gabriel has been accused of murdering. Secret is struggling with so much in this installment but still manages to get the answers and save the day! And, in true Secret style! I adore her curiosity, she is off doing something, gets sidetracked by something shiny and is then off to check out something else. It works for her!
Desmond. Oh Des. Now, everyone that has ever read any kind of review I have posted, knows my favorite part of every book I devour is the romance side and Secret & Des have that in spades. Unfortunately, they have a rocky relationship and not by choice. I love them together & I want them together! (Hear that Sierra :D ) I adored that they fought side by side and feared for the other more than themselves. They are the perfect balance and bring out the softer side in each other. Ying & yang.
Lucas – what a douche. I mean seriously? He is a manipulative, unkind, jealous douche. I can’t believe the things he said and did. From where I’m sitting, he seems just plain selfish. He is out. I don’t think there is any way he can redeem himself in my eyes, short of sacrificing himself for Des, then he can be Alpha and he & Secret been together until the end of time…Hmpfff. I know that’s never ganna happen. And you know what, I kind of got that the pack always comes number one, but I felt that Lucas could maybe go about it a little differently. Say…not manipulating Secret & threatening her lover? Again, I say DOUCHE!
I missed Sig, I had thought he would pop up for sure. But, nothing. Hmmmm. I am certain there is more here after what happened last book when the Oracle let something slip briefly talking to Sig about Secret near the end, then cut her sentence off. Watch this space!
Holden. I think there could definitely be something here. He cares about Secret. Deeply. I love the dog comments and he makes me giggle with his moody stomping. It’s hilarious to read about him tantruming and giving Secret the silent treatment. If she is going to have a poly-amorous relationship it should be with Holden & Des, I could totally get on board with that :)
The Baddie. Oh, what a baddie. He gave me goosebumps, just creepy. Dracula? Hahaha Secret. Trust you! I picked the baddie when she first met him, but was loathe to know just how BAD he was. I was on the edge of my chair just waiting to see what was going to happen and who was going to believe the double. Secret fought for her life while trying to figure out how to defeat something so new, something she had never faced before.
I love that Secret will help anyone, and that she is fiercely protective of Des, Mercedes and everyone else she cares for, even as she fights both her natures and often her wannabe boyfriends. She is funny, fun & tough, and really deserves a little break (Sierra, this one’s for you :D), but not too big. I want to know what happens next!
Et un autre livre de ma Hal qui vient de se terminer ! Je l'avais dis la dernière fois que je n'attendrais pas trois ans avant de lire ce troisième tome et c'est chose faite. Secret a eu des ennuis tout au long des deux premiers tomes, forcément cela ne va pas s'arrêter ainsi. Après pas mal de péripéties qui ont changé son destin, elle devient un personnage plus... comment dire cela sans spoiler... elle est mise sur un piédestal, mise en avant en vue de ses nouvelles fonctions. Plus qu'une chasseuse, elle devient un élément essentiel dans la vie de bon nombre de créatures, humaines ou non. Secret n'a pas toujours le choix de décider de ce qu'elle peut faire ou dire, pourtant elle n'a pas sa langue dans sa poche. Cette jeune femme qui a autant de cicatrices que n'importe quel combattant à l'épée va devoir revenir sur une promesse, celle d'aider la Reine des ocelots-garou par l’intermédiaire d'un autre personnage. Les ennuis ne sont jamais loin d'elle qu'elle le veuille ou non et se promener dans une université dont elle n'a jamais mis les pieds pour tenter de comprendre comment des jeunes filles ont disparu (et dont certaines sont retrouvées mortes) n'est pas chose aisée.
Dans ce tome, nous retrouvons une Secret qui ne sait plus à quel saint se vouer, ou plutôt quel homme. Son coeur est pris par Desmond (Yououuuh), mais Lucas, le roi des loup-garou a besoin de sa reine, même si rien de physique ne peut se faire entre eux. Par choix, ou par obligation, Secret se retrouve de nouveau entre deux feux. Je me rends compte que j'ai du mal avec Lucas, il impose ce qu'il désire, il force les événements sans penser aux conséquences. tout ce qu'il voit, c'est sa meute et la façon de la protéger. Je peux comprendre qu'il veuille protéger sa famille, au vu de ce que ce tome nous donne comme explications sur le passé de la meute, mais il y a malgré tout une façon de faire. Et la sienne ne me plait pas. Il use de son pouvoir pour décider à la place des autres. Ce qui va compromettre des sentiments, des situations et surtout mettre à mal Secret qui va devoir éviter de montrer les dents, aussi bien de vampire que de louve. Je pense que c'est à cause de cela que j'ai un peu moins aimé ce troisième tome, à cause de ce personnage qui n'en fait qu'à sa tête, car sans ses positions, l'intrigue est toujours aussi intéressante et hilarante. Nous avons le retour d'un ex, et d'un autre, entre le flic et celui qui est accusé de meurtre, Secret doit être présente, qu'elle le veuille ou non.
C'est dans ces moments précis que nous comprenons la vie de Secret, qui n'est pas si simple. Son passé est ce qu'il est, tandis que nous apprenons que son corps est particulier. Nous sommes en présence d'une jeune femme qui vit des heures sombres, entre son cœur qui est ballotté (pas avec le retour de son ex accusé, ce Gabriel pourrait pourrir entre des barreaux d'une cellule cela serait parfait pour elle), son corps qui change et le passé de ce dernier dont nous comprenons ce dont il est capable de faire, non définitivement elle n'a pas une vie simple. Car il faut y rajouter son travail de chasseuse, de tueuse, son autre boulot, le fait que son gardien semble attiré par elle sans qu'elle ne comprenne pourquoi, ses visites à l'Oracle qui sont toujours nébuleuse et les objets qu'elle garde jalousement avec elle pour se défendre et combattre toutes sortes de créatures. Bref une vie rêvée, pas vrai ? Pourtant elle garde un certain moral, essaye de vivre sa vie et d'aider ses amis. Nous la sentons à bout par moment, l'épuisement physique qui prend possession de son corps. Et puis il y a ce professeur d'anglais qui traine souvent dans les parages des filles disparues. Serait-il un sorcier ? Une créature faerique ? Un humain avec du bagout ? Ou bien autre chose ? C'est une enquête qui se met doucement en place sans pour autant tout mettre de côté. Secret doit faire face à de nombreuses intrigues qui ne sont pas toutes policières.
Les loups sont nombreux et le territoire vaste semble devenir plus petit lorsque d'autres meutes viennent mettre le pied où il ne faut pas. La politique est encore importante dans ce tome et apporte des scènes particulières qui ne laissent pas indemne notre héroïne. La recherche de la nièce de la reine ocelot n'est pas simple. Ce passé qui resurgit, l'ex qui la connait un peu trop bien, les jalousies de Lucas et Desmond, le destin qui n'en est plus vraiment unique, Holden qui casse les pieds en étant de mauvaise humeur et ce prof qui est tout sauf un prof d'anglais... Tout cela use inexorablement Secret et il est normal qu'elle en oublie ce qu'elle a pu faire en une heure, à moins que... Il y a peu de temps mort pour ne pas dire quasiment jamais. Il ne faut pas oublier les personnages secondaires, comme Brigit et Nolan que nous ne voyons pas beaucoup, mais franchement ces deux-là je n'y aurais pas cru du tout ! Ou encore Francis qui est discret et semble avoir des contacts insoupçonnés. Bref certains personnages secondaires sont vraiment intéressants à creuser, j'espère que nous les verrons encore un peu plus tard. Plusieurs intrigues se mêlent les unes aux autres et toutes se rejoignent plus ou moins. Le trio amoureux n'est pas ce que je préfère et je suis contente de deux choses. La première est que l'on ne s'attarde pas plus que cela sur les deux (ou trois) hommes qui lui tournent autour. Ils sont là pour un but précis chacun et son corps ne se balade pas entre les trois de la même manière. La seconde, c'est que Secret sait qui elle aime vraiment et tout ce qui pourrait arriver ne l'arrange pas, c'est même plutôt des désagréments. Donc je me dis qu'à un moment donné, elle ne coupera pas les ponts, mais là, avec cette fin nous savons qui elle a choisi pour vivre avec, le reste importe peu, même si les intrigues politiciennes sont toujours là.
Secret montre des trésors de patience par endroit et à d'autres est une véritable furie qui arrive à faire peur à des louveteaux. C'est mignon ! Comme quoi une femme en colère, il vaut mieux s'en méfier. C'est un tome qui m'a plus fait penser à un tome de transition, celui où l'on nous montre qu'elle a enfin choisi celui qu'elle voulait vraiment dans sa vie et accepte sa destinée. Le passé qui lui revient en pleine face est important aussi pour mieux la comprendre. Reste Holden qui semble avoir un ticket de salle d'attente et c'est perturbant. Depuis que Secret est devenue ce qu'elle est, son travail ayant été quelque peu modifié elle a plus de responsabilités et se sent redevable un peu trop souvent. Toutes ces péripéties ne sont pas faciles à surpasser et les pertes sont inéluctables. Elle sait ce qu'elle doit faire et parfois l'ouvre un peu trop fort, mais pour faire front et éviter que sa propre famille ne vienne détruire ce qu'elle a de plus précieux, elle doit faire des choix qui le lui plaisent pas. Nous découvrons beaucoup sur les personnages, sur leur manière de voir les choses et surtout sur la façon dont l'avenir semble si incertain.
En conclusion, un tome dont les intrigues nous entrainent dans un tourbillon de combat, de recherches et de politique lupine. Secret n'a pas terminé de nous en apprendre d'autres, car nous sentons bien que sa si tendre et chère famille risque de débarquer bien plus nombreuse que cette soirée de gala. Un bon point avec Desmond qui est vraiment conciliant, tandis que Lucas mériterait de perdre un peu de son ego. Ce troisième tome nous aura plongé auprès de créatures dont nous n'avions pas forcément pensé voir entre ces pages. Je ferais bien une petite pause dans l'urban fantasy, mais impossible, le 4ème m'appelle xD !
Secret McQueen is back in her Jimmy Choos, and kicking major ass, y’all!
After the events of the previous book, Something Secret This Way Comes, Secret has earned herself a seat on the vampire Tribunal. She has staked and clawed her way to the top, proving she is the biggest baddest b!tch on the block. She is also trying to learn all the social nuances of her role of pack protector, and also consort to Lucas, King of the Eastern wolf pack. As a she tries to balance herself in the world of vampires and the world of werewolves, Secret seemingly rolls with the punches. Likewise, while she is bonded to Lucas, she is also bonded to Desmond, whom she lives with and loves.
While Secret is investigating a missing niece of the Were-Ocelot Queen as a favor, she is called upon by a man from her past, a former boyfriend. He’s been arrested and is being charged with the murder of a college student. His case and the favor she is repaying collide and result in major tension, action, mystery, and Secret trademarked humor on the side.
Deep Dark Secret had me going “You SUCK, Lucas!” very often. For me, Lucas takes assholery to the asholleryith degree in this one, and Secretgoddammit allows him. She is an assholery enabler! *shakes fist* It made me want to kick him in the nuts, and slap her in the face. Affectionately, of course. I’d slap her affectionately. But duuuuude. Also, am I the ONLY ONE who wants her to get with Holden?? I mean I know it’s not really feasible, and she’s got too many men on her plate as it is, but I love him. And he shows some jealousy in this one, and it’s so hot. He is assigned to be her body guard, of sorts, but there was not nearly enough of him. And I definitely could have used more Sig.
The villain in Deep Dark Secret is creepy as hell, ewwwww. And ohmygod I loved how the mystery unfolded. The action and violence were just the way I like ‘em. All in all, the Secret McQueen series is the UF gift that just keeps on giving. The Secret McQueen series reading order:
Secret Guide to Dating Monsters (.5) A Bloody Good Secret (1) Something Secret This Way Comes (2) Secret Santa (2.5) Deep Dark Secret (3)
I loved the first 2.5 books of this series. As I got to read them altogether it was fantastic.
This wasn't those books. It was more "were" focused and political in that there were a lot of happenings that were for the result and political gain. I have to say I didn't like the direction. It probably was inevitable but I wonder where we're going to end up come the next book.
Whilst I don't want Secret being the multiple vamp / werewolf partner girl (I'll leave that to LKH/AB). I personally don't want this current direction continued regardless of the understanding of the motivation or the possible fallout.
So whilst I downloaded this book with a great deal of anticipation I found myself not rushing the reading as I was thinking "No!".
The actual "bad guy" mystery that Secret was investigating was really interesting and was up to the usual standard so I don't mean to imply this was a bad book. I also realise that characters need to progress (unless they're Stephanie Plum) or the story becomes stale or repetitive. I will be looking forward to the next instalment of Secret McQueen and I'm sure that Sierra Dean will write another fantastic book. This one just won't be a favourite of mine.
I've had a bit of distance since reading this book and can say more specifically that I don't like Lucas. All of his actions fall under the "ask for forgiveness and not permission" category. I hated this arrogance and dismissal of the impact of his actions on everyone else. I guess you could say he's being "royal" but I don't think that should give him a license to be a pratt. I also have a big (I hope wrong) suspicion that his new 2IC is an affair waiting to happen and it just feels sleazy. I wanted Secret to slap them both silly instead of being so damned understanding.
The 3rd instalment in the Secret McQueen series do not really bring any surprises. It continued the story in the same style as it has begun. That of course means a good dose of blood splattered action as well as some carnal pleasures. Unfortunately it also means that Secret cannot see a good-looking male person without getting somewhat distracted which is rather annoying.
In general it is the same light and enjoyable reading that made me continue with this book series. Apart from another supernatural little problem to solve Secret’s strange relationship with the werewolf king and his second continues to develop and so is Secret herself. It appears that Secret have some powers that she is not really aware of and although this is not really used to a great extent in this book it does hint at some interesting developments to come.
The supernatural little problem, well it turns out that it was not that small really, that Secret had to deal with was good enough as the backbone of the book and as a vehicle for carrying the other threads forward. There were however some rather annoying parts. I was especially disappointed when Secret suddenly seemed to have developed a bad case of stupidity. If you have already concluded that there is something fishy that goes on and that you simply cannot explain why an hour seemed to have disappeared when having a meeting with the suspected bad guy you do not really want to go back alone just to have another chat with him. Yet this is exactly what she does with the all too predictable results.
Well, as I wrote, this series is rather light literature after all so I guess one cannot be too picky. Overall, it was an enjoyable read and pretty much what I expected.
I love this series and I loved the first two books. That being said, this one didn't quite do it for me. It took a lot of will power to get past the first quarter of the book. The action was lacking, the relationships between Secret and Desmond, and Secret and Lucas, were more aggravating than interesting (and I can get behind some twisted love triangles!). To be honest, the thing that brought me back into the story oddly enough was the Medieval Literature references (I am a nerd for Chaucer).
After I made it past the first third of the book, the action got good, the plot really took off, and I was pulled back in. I really liked the villain, he had a good creep factor to him and there was plenty of suspense before we find out what his story is which I like.
I'll continue the series because I do like the way Sierra Dean writes, and I do like some of the characters, but I'm anxious about the romance angle. I don't love the direction Secret's relationships with either of her men are going but I'll tune in for the next book to see if it moves in a better direction.
I like this series and really enjoyed this latest book. I do recommend starting with book 1 to understand the relationships and circustances. Again, we have good action and interesting plots...and new developments with Secret own abilites. I like that she is a halfling, vampire/werewolf, and all the possibilities it presents. She climbs the ranks in the Were & Vamp worlds and maintains a balance between the two. And strangely enough, I even like her having 2 love interests...the way it's presented here works for me. Both are wolves, one being a true emotional bond while the other is a bond born out of duty. So I kinda get the love she has for both Desmond & Lucas. Then there are the vampires, Holden & Sig, that would love to love her but she only lets get so close. Makes for a fun read! As the Oracle says...her destiny has 2 paths and she will have to choose. I can't wait for the next book!!
It's a fun read, but I think I would have enjoyed it more if I had found anything in commom with Secret.
I like how Secret is kick ass, but I couldn't care less about her Jimmy Choos or her latest I-feel-bad-but-I-spent-someoneelse's-fortune-anyway-on-..
I also can't really understand her relationship with her two werewolves boyfriends. Official with one, and sleeping with the other? Until I found that it wasn't platonic and she started sleeping with both?
I don't know.. Even Anita Blake didn't leave this complicated stuff unexplained.... And yes, Secret is like a blonde version of Anita, all this power, all these men, and not enough showdowns.
Yes, I'll probably read the next one, but not in a great hurry or anything...
Yeah I couldn't even finish reading this book i just didn't care. She's the queen of the wolves and one of the leaders of the vamps, yet no one questions what the hell is going on? COME ON PEOPLE! the author just chooses to ignore the most common sense things. Seriously, no one would ask why is this girl a leader on both?, blowing her secret. Whatever what a huge disappointment. After a decent first novel and just downhill work from there, I am never reading anything by this author again. So glad I didn't buy this crap.
When I first started this series, I had high hopes. The prequel was fun, the 1st book was great, the 2nd book was ok and I couldn’t even finish this book.
I like urban fantasy and urban paranormal, but this was something of a low. I don’t mind books that include some shmexy time, but as the series protagonist is essentially defined by her relationships to male characters in a way that’s boring.
I didn’t finish the books, and won’t be reading any more of them.
UGH Lucas; just yuck. The enemy was sorta creative but it was weird she would lose an entire hour of memory and yet just ignore it and go about her life? Still confronted the enemy alone?! Like seriously?
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
This whole series is just silly. Secret is so ridiculous, sometimes it's hard to read. The struggle between Lucas and Desmond is so infuriating but at least is the interesting part of the series.
Deep Dark Secret is the third book in Sierra Dean’s Secret McQueen series and it continues to show how well Sierra can write and weave a story.
This is very much an urban fantasy series: you have your kick ass chick in Secret who is half werewolf, half vampire and you follow her from book to book as she hunts down rogue vampires, solves crimes, gets tangled up in situations that are way over her head all the while mingling with not one, not two but three men. Well, I suppose technically it’s two men since one is only interested in her but they are not actually doing anything about that…
Secret is an amazing heroine. In fact, I’ve added her to my favorite characters list because that is how awesome she is. Even though she isn’t human she is trying to hold on to the humanity that was instilled in her by her Grandmere, but she is beginning to feel the ‘monsters’ getting closer and closer to the surface. She is very good at her job(s) and knows it, yet she is often vulnerable and sweet…in her own way. I love how Secret is snarky and strong yet not afraid to ask for help. She is relatable and funny and just all around a great read.
One of the men in her life is Desmond. I know that many people think he is too weak to be with Secret but I am one of those who think they are awesome together. He is a werewolf and is the Alpha’s second, but even as an alpha, he is not afraid of showing Secret his softer more playful side. Secret is all over the place sometimes and she needs someone who will balance her out. That’s what Desmond does. I really like them together.
Next we have Holden. He isn’t in this installment much but when he’s on the page, you take notice. He is a vampire and used to be Secret’s handler. Now…well she is sort of his boss. Yeah…you would think that would be awkward, and sometimes it is, but neither of these characters is shallow enough to let it get to them to the point where we want to bang someone over the head. I like how Holden sees Secret for whom and what she is and still appreciates her. I like how he cares for her without expecting anything…much. He really is a good guy but before I can really say that Secret belongs with Desmond and not with Holden, I think I may need to see how Secret is with Holden in a romantic (and not forced or awkward) setting. Will we ever see that? Who the heck knows? In this series, anything is possible.
And our third and final contestant is…Lucas. Lucas is the werewolf Alpha – he is the king. I was a huge Lucas fan girl while reading book one. In fact, if you were creepy passed by my window you would have seen me with an ‘I heart Lucas’ sign in one hand and a pom pom in the other. But now…I may have spray painted my Lucas sign with a big red X and may have stomped on it a few times. I may have even let the kids play with their trucks on it. I understand his motives but his execution is terrible. There are times in previous books where I thought Secret may have been a bit too hard on him. After this book, I want to go back and cheer Secret on during those scenes. Really…gah. Yet my heart somehow still goes out to him. He is the werewolf king and he has to consider his pack first. That’s just how it is. I don’t remember disliking and liking a character equally like I do Lucas. Once again, proof that Sierra can write.
Before I continue, I can see how some of you have just read my paragraphs about Secrets three men are rolling your eyes. But do not judge and do not fret – Sierra does this love ‘square’ exceptionally well. I have mentioned this before in previous reviews and I feel it bears repeating: Secret is not laying around with her legs open for guy one then guy two a little later in the evening. She is true to her feelings and is aware of the others’ feelings. She is not hiding anyone from anyone either. She is bonded to two men and close friends with another and it is because of this that she is in the situation that she is. I am not usually a fan of love triangles – I think they can get very messy and I hate how someone always gets hurt then turns into a big fat immature jerk making me lose all respect for him. But in this case, I think everything will turn out for the best. I have faith in Sierra and in her writing. Her stories draw you in – whether it be her novellas or her full length books – and she knows how to balance love and action and mystery. One does not necessarily overpower the other. She has some serious writing chops and I trust her. (Do you hear me Sierra? I trust you! Don’t break that trust! ;) )
As usual, the story in Deep Dark Secret is…busy. People need help, people are missing, people are dying and Secret must help figure it all out. The ultimate villain is creepy as heck – in what he does and what he looks like. Sierra writes creepy yucky villains people. ‘Ew’ worthy villains. And in this book we witness Secret in her “very important vampire person” duties and also in her “very important werewolf person” duties. I wonder what will happen when the masses find out that she is a mixed-breed? Then I think I don’t want to know because how people react to that sort of news has the potential of being quite predictable. Then again, it all goes back to trusting the author and her ultimate vision for this series.
I wasn’t 100% sure how to rate this book. In the first 80 or so pages we are introduced to many many many little plot lines. As I said, this story is busy. I found myself wondering where they were all going and hoping they would start to make sense soon. They were really entertaining, don’t get me wrong. The pace of the book is fantastic as always, but I was just wondering. Suddenly bam! I stayed up late finishing this book…and at 4am when my son came into my room because he couldn’t sleep and needed help finding his doudou, I found myself falling asleep thinking about the book. I also thought about it first thing when I woke up. That is the sign of a great book in my opinion and that is why I rated it the way I did. This series is fantastic. The writing is constantly solid and tight, the stories are incredible, the characters are amazing – and create very passionate responses in readers. If you haven’t found this series yet, you must give it a try. It’s just incredible.
Les responsabilités qui incombent à Secret font que cet ouvrage a été pour ma part lu sans que j’arrive à en décrocher. Il m’a tenue en haleine, du début jusqu’à la fin. On ne peut que saluer la qualité de la plume de Sierra Dean.
Il est conseillé de ne pas lire cet avis si vous n’avez pas découvert les tomes 1 et 2 de la série.
À la fin de ce second volet, Secret a levé le voile sur les faits reprochés à son ami. Par ses actions, aujourd’hui, elle siège au Tribunal. Elle occupe donc une part importante dans le monde vampirique. Mais la chasse lui manque, aussi quand un de ses chasseurs se retrouve en difficulté, elle n’hésitera pas à lui apporter son soutien en toute discrétion, au risquant toujours de perdre la vie. Mais lorsque Rebecca, une ancienne du conseil, lui demande un service par le biais d’Holden, cette femme à qui, Secret lui a pris un fils, elle ne peut pas lui refuser : Sa compagne, la reine des Ocelots-garous, Geneviève est inquiète pour sa nièce, Lucy ne donne plus de nouvelles depuis plusieurs jours et cela n’est pas dans ses habitudes. Aussi Secret va enquêter.
Mais parallèlement à cela, son ex-amoureux Gabriel Holbrook, qui l’a lâchement abandonnée il y a 3 ans, l’appelle également au secours étant le suspect numéro 1 dans une affaire d’assassinat. Ayant pour couverture une fonction de détective privé pour le monde des humains, sa présence auprès de Gabriel semble opportune aux yeux des policiers menant l’investigation sur le meurtre. Croyant aussi en l’innocence de son ex-amant, elle accepte tout autant d’enquêter.
Cela va sans dire que rien ne va être fait pour simplifier sa position dans l’univers des loups — garous… Toujours éprise de Desmond, Lucas lui impose le rôle de compagne aux yeux de sa meute, et de celle des différents états. Cela n’est pas forcément au goût de Secret ni de Desmond, qui comprennent, tout de même, tous deux l’importance de cette union. Mais un choix doit être fait. Il n’en reste pas moins qu’elle se sent acculée, mais fait front avec son caractère bien trempé qu’on lui connaît. Elle ne gardera pas sa langue dans sa poche même devant un Roi.
Je l’ai déjà exprimé, mais Secret est une personne forte, qui admet les différents rôles qu’elle doit aujourd’hui jouer et s’efforce de faire au mieux. Oui, elle est moitié vampire, mi-loup-garou, mais elle est tout aussi humaine pour moi. Elle possède cette empathie, cette force de caractère que chaque lecteur ne pourra que saluer. Menant de front chaque situation qui se présente à elle, elle arrive malgré tous ses doutes, ses difficultés, à vaincre.
Il est certain que l’appui de ses amis est important, que ce soit de ses congénères des 2 natures ou encore celle des êtres non surnaturels. Notamment Mercedes, agent de la police, et amie qui l’a soutien, elle ne peut mener à bien ses missions sans eux.
Cet opus tout comme les autres est riche, dans les rebondissements, les intrigues, et en sentiments qui se dévoilent chaque jour un peu plus pour nos protagonistes. Les créatures, que Sierra Dean nous invite à découvrir, sont tout aussi étrangères à Secret qu’ils sont pour nous simples lecteurs, effrayants.
In the third installment of the Series, Secret McQueen receives a promotion and undertakes a mission to find a missing a niece of a powerful alley within the walls of a well known institution. Add to the mix, an unexpected proposal that might change and complicate her status.
This is probably my favorite book, so far within the McQueen universe thanks to the carefully written storyline. Sierra Dean has created a universe where secondary characters are contributing favorably to the setting instead of being unnecessary props. Despite that, I’m not a fan of Secret and how she managed to get a rise with every book release. It is quite unbelievable even in a fantasy realm. The love triangle is messy and it is probably the weakest aspect of the Secret McQueen series. The soul binding is unrealistic and literally adding unnecessary fillers. Development wise, the characters are still the same since they were introduced in book 1.
Secret continues to be kick ass amazing. Her two werewolves keep her on her toes; Holden, the vampire, wants to be more than a ‘friend’ but she is now on the Tribunal so she outranks him and can decide. This book includes a murder at Columbia University where coeds are disappearing. Her ex-boyfriend, Gabriel, is suspected of the crime and when he uses his one phone call to call her, the fun begins. She investigates and finds a professor that steals memories, her’s included, and then she find out more. These are all fun reads for fans of the genre, vampire and werewolf fantasy. Secret has it all. She is a hybrid of both. What a concept!!! The books have a little sex and lots of hotties. I just bought Books 5-8 to be ready for when I finish Book 4.